for years now people have gone to my blog looking for reasons to hate me, nobody is going to have the perfect blog, or hardly nobody............it's not fair all the times of eons of all the time bascially that I am cancelled.............................where's the love??????????????????

 for years now people have gone to my blog looking for reasons to hate me, nobody is going to have the perfect blog, or hardly nobody............it's not fair all the times of eons of all the time bascially that I am cancelled.............................where's the love??????????????????

I'm not going to look like most christians

for 1

I'm over 1/4th native american

lived near a reservation 4 years went to the multi tribal meetings before school for years every week

EVERY WEEK

hanged around my native american relatives a lot to

making beadwork ------------ is just a part of my like lifestyle as a native american (and by extension wearing some jewelry ------- that's cultural for me and not a me trying to be friends with the world activity) 

also I strongly believe 

to the "pure all things are pure" 

that some jewelry could help people have a more professional look

if you use it

jewelry I'm saying 

it might could help you - like have a more professional look

me ------ working in the realitstate industry

I need to look professional

the worst thing

they won't even try to "correct" me often if they think I'm wrong

or if they try and correct me it ain't ben "gently" 

Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," The people that have come on my blog and commented trying to correct me which is like 2 people basically it wasn't with "gentleness" at all it was to beat me down into a bloody pulp for the apostolic christian church of america. 

but my going off on "the horrors" of being a christian in general

I just happen to be a blogger but my experience must be the "christian one" 

since how I've been told my experiences are like everyone elses

they just leave me

most people

don't care enough about me to "correct me" 

they just hate me 

and leave my blog and maybe never come back or if they come back pry still hating me

where's the love?????????????????