My life has been to tragic for much to long. I am worried I might crack and go into a pentagram and do things............................HOW MUCH MISERY CAN A PERSON HANDLE?????????????????.........................

 My life has been to tragic for much to long. I am worried I might crack and go into a pentagram and do things............................HOW MUCH MISERY CAN A PERSON HANDLE?????????????????.........................

GO TO JESUS SHERI GO TO GOD

I GO TO CHURCH

I PRAY

I'M GIVING MONEY TO THE CHURCH WE ARE CURRENTLY GOING TO 

THOSE THINGS AREN'T WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (AS FAR AS ALLIEVIATING MY MISERY GOES) 

I walked must've been what maybe probably 5-6 miles today at least for hours I walked

hours (hardly was able to stand up and walk in a straight line at one point - might still be diabetic - i don't test my glucose levels often I don't like pricking my fingers it stinks - it makes me want to go get lipo cause maybe if all the fat was sucked out of my body I'd be cured ------------- i don't want diabeties anymore and I don't even like lipo I think that procedure is probably ruff it looks ruff ------------ though sona bellow has really been tempting me)

I AM A FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

but like 

if you like zap all your fat

and then there is a famine and you like don't have fat cells anymore in your body WON'T YOU JUST BE HOT DIEING FAST THEN????????????? 

BUT MAYBE THAT'S "THE BEST WAY TO GO" 

PRY IS

I PRY NEED SONO BELLO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I don't even seem to get anywhere as far as weight loss goes

scale goes down

then up again

and it'll go up again if I don't done walk another 5-6 miles tommorow swear to god and that's miserable

drugs or alcohol is pointless that shiz just adds to the problem I feel cause it takes away your brain power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you got to think

I might have a 1st husband in heaven that needs to come down to earth

..............how to get HIM DOWN HERE?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

..................it's going to be hard for me not to walk outside with chalk and some candles and a thing of wine cause wine can replace blood (those in the dark arts or have been in the dark arts all the way down know that, you know 1-2 other people) 

common myself 

sonno bello

sonno bello and jesus

common

common

behave