If only christianity was as easy as hair. As many of you know I changed my hair............well I was able to know it looked better real quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But christianity I don't know how to win?????????????????? Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him." Unless Genesis 4:7 just means god will accept me?????? CAUSE ON EARTH I'M HATED.................

If only christianity was as easy as hair. As many of you know I changed my hair............well I was able to know it looked better real quick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But christianity I don't know how to win?????????????????? Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him." Unless Genesis 4:7 just means god will accept me?????? CAUSE ON EARTH I'M HATED.................

Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."
Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake." 

   Then I'll go to church (not that I really want to anymore) and I'll see people talking to each other ------ not to me I'm a hated ogre. And I'll wonder "well what did they do to be liked like that"

churches if nobody liked nobody they wouldn't keep going

but they keep going

rather successfully a lot of them do - there are a lot of mega churches

somehow these people are winning and I can't seem to win to save my life (at least not in the sense of people liking me on earth like ever)

hair though

shoot that's successful..........................

I can't please this earth......................................

according to the bible I can please god

earth - nope

Genesis 4:7 "If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him."

everyone is "ruling over me" though that's for sure

I'm the bottom of the whole totem pole

I'm below the devil

If you read Genesis 4:7 and literally read the words and know how to read (which I'm 100% I'm the only person on earth that actually knows how to read) it literally says

"if though doest not well" ------------ that's who god's talking about in genesis 4:7 those that do not well

"sin lieth at the door"

"And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him"  ---------------- "his desire" to save his soul from the pits of hell

and he will "rule over him" ------------- because he's popular the one that isn't doing good, popular and rich or just popular WITH THE POWER, THE POWERFUL RULE

Then I sit and scratch my head forever

cause how is doing good or following jesus "life more abundantly"?????

isn't the rich ruler that does 0% good spoken of in Genesis 4:7 isn't that the one with "life more abundantly" 

not the poor and hated christian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT THE POOR AND HATED CHRISTIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unless "life more abundantly" jesus is really meaning merely caring for people

that my life will be "more abundantly" while having no friends or family really cause I care about the homeless everywhere

etc. 

not because I'll ever be liked at churches or anywhere and ever be "accepted" there's no good that I could do to be "accepted" on this here planet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'VE TRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!

"life more abundantly" 

cause I'm so hated I don't have people asking me for money

like the "popular" might

I merely donate to charities and I get to even choose the charities I give to.....................the popular must give money to their friends and family in need and have no choice maybe and so their life is less abundantly

and/or 

they have no free time since how their friends and family ask so much of them

I finished my latest book

it was great

now about to start another book

if my brains get stronger cause I'm so hated

THAT IS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY

................dang some you should want to like me

my brains are getting very large

John 10:10

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

ps.......................I never thought schools taught much

to survive what we need

cooking skills - you can't easily survive if you can't cook meals ("sheri there's home ec" -------- ya I'm saying it should've been taught more) 

same with sewing - sewing should be instead of so many math classes

you only need most of us to know how to 2x2 or something - basic math, not "unbasic" math most teens have to learn

but they do need to know how to hem a pair of pants!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gardening.................If the system collapses and nobody hardly knows how to grow crops IT'S BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!