I can tell you why christianity is declining, THERE'S NO BENEFIT TO BEING A CHRISTIAN ON THE EARTH UNLESS YOU ARE A WHITE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (or a homely ugly you know for sure not jezebel lady ONLY UGLY LADIES IS BEING CHRISTIAN HELPING THEM OUT IN SOME WAY ON EARTH ONLY THE UGLY LADIES UGLY OR OBESE PERFERABLY UGLY AND OBESE THAT'LL GET YOU THE MOST "PROPS" AT CHURCHES). Meanwhile on earth THE MOST VALUABLE reward driven thing is fitness, and being thin, AND BEING POSITIVE I WON'T LIE BEING POSITIVE IS VERY REWARDED ON EARTH.........which it bundles together you get fit you get more positive thinking.............you get plastic surgery and it's good plastic surgery that could be rewarded?????? ON EARTH I'M SAYING................................

 I can tell you why christianity is declining, THERE'S NO BENEFIT TO BEING A CHRISTIAN ON THE EARTH UNLESS YOU ARE A WHITE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (or a homely ugly you know for sure not jezebel lady ONLY UGLY LADIES IS BEING CHRISTIAN HELPING THEM OUT IN SOME WAY ON EARTH ONLY THE UGLY LADIES UGLY OR OBESE PERFERABLY UGLY AND OBESE THAT'LL GET YOU THE MOST "PROPS" AT CHURCHES). Meanwhile on earth THE MOST VALUABLE reward driven thing is fitness, and being thin, AND BEING POSITIVE I WON'T LIE BEING POSITIVE IS VERY REWARDED ON EARTH.........which it bundles together you get fit you get more positive thinking.............you get plastic surgery and it's good plastic surgery that could be rewarded?????? ON EARTH I'M SAYING................................

EARTH REWARDS

butt implants

lip fillers

botox

fitness

being skinny

positive attitude

----------------------------------------------- religion/christianity NO BENEFIT THERE NONE AT ALL ON EARTH ESPECIALLY NOT IF YOUR AT ALL GOOD LOOKING 

YOU HAVE TO BE UGLY UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGLY AS A GIRL AND GET SOME "BENEFIT" BEING A CHRISTIAN (though I don't claim to know what the ugly christian women benefits are..............but they must exist for churches can't be packed with jezebel spirit ladies so churches must have only ugly and fat women) Cause only the ugly and fat women get some "benefit" 

it wouldn't make sense to go to church if there was no "benefit" for you becuase your hot and a maybe probably labelled a jezebel or jezebel spiritededed either way ---------------- if your hot jezebel

cough..........this a hot chick......................she thinks she's winning......................GOD BLESS HER....................

clearly I'm only going to "make it" in the body of christ if I somehow become "Kathryn Krick" #2 (but not as a pastor - I think my blog will get "big" on earth soon as lucifer get's here BIG BIG............and I want a singing career, both secular music and christian music I'd like to sing both someday)

plot twist

I literally believe I'll become way bigger then kathryn Krick when lucifer get's here

and the truth about me get's out 

I believe I'll become in demand

right now I ain't

cause I'm deemed a jezebel it do look to be 

IT DO LOOK TO BE I DON'T LOOK TO BE ACTUALLY LIKED AT ALL AT ALL TRAFFIC TO MY BLOG DOESN'T ===== NECESSARILY THAT I'M LIKED

it donnnnnnnnnnnnnnn't

my point is

people often do things that "benefit" them

is that horrible - maybe

I still think the bible benefits me just got done reading 4 pages of it : ) 

...............sometimes if a church has popping music and good disco lighting.......................brian don't want to go to that church service anymore and won't allow me to go...................he hates that service the special "worship wednesday night" that happens once a month at a church he hates

but they get the music crankin right at 1 church 1 wednesday night a month in my town

old people go to it to

everyone there

dancing

having a great time

THIS REALLY EXISTS AT 1 CHURCH IN MY TOWN (BRIAN HATES IT AND HAS FORBID ME FROM GOING TO ANY CHURCH BESIDES LGBTQ SUPPORTING METHODIST CHURCHES I HAVE 3 TO CHOOSE FROM 3 THAT'S ALL THE CHURCHES I'M ALLOWED TO GO TO IN TOWN)

............OFF TOPIC

might be totally done wearing all crystal jewelry

ya

cause also that don't benefit me being judged and hated on by people

it's miserable getting the "stink eye" from everyone around me

but selenite

nobody stink eye's selenite

well turns out that's my favorite crystal anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm making a ton of selenite necklaces lately 👍👍👍 letting the good selenite vibes flow through my bodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

nobody "stink eye's" selenite

(really if you look at my eye's in this picture the light in them is more intense then usual ------------------- maybe that's why nobody "stink eye's" the selenite...........cause if you don't have a "stink eye" in your like eyeballs why would you then be "stink eye's"?????????? YOU WOULDN'T) 

I told Lucifer, Satan, the Devil that I'd donate to the Satanic Temple much more often (he wants me to donate to the satanic temple as often as I do christian churches these days)

understandable

I'm making a effort

to not just love lucifer, satan the devil in word but IN DEED!!!!!!!!!!!

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

The Satanic Temple

"The mission of The Satanic Temple is to encourage benevolence and empathy among all people, reject tyrannical authority, advocate practical common sense and justice, and be directed by the human conscience to undertake noble pursuits guided by the individual will."

Admittedly I'm much more "aligned" with the satanic temple little statement above...........then christian "statements"

DON'T WORRY I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS SO I WON'T BURN IN HELL FOREVER JESUS IS LORD I READ MY BIBLE AND DONATE CURRENTLY TO MANY CHURCH CHARITIES TO PLEASE GOD SO THAT HE CAN BLESS ME

Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it." Because he loves me so much, that I need to give "all the tithes" so that God is finally able to "bless me"

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/3651544

I can afford to donate money to the satan temple a little more often I believe, cause we are supposed to "love in deed and in truth" 

but god is demanding "all the tithes" from me

how can I even do it???????????????

cause I'm supposed to love NOT JUST IN WORD IT WON'T DO FOR ME TO LOVE LUCIFER, SATAN THE DEVIL IN MERELY WORD

maybe god will never be able to bless me

maybe 

I'll just make it to heaven and that is it

only cold sons of a bishes that hate the devil and his people "get blessed" cause they bring "all the tithes" and hating lucifer and his people so they can't donate to the satan temple they got to give all their money to jesus christ church charities ALL THE TITHES "ALL THE TITHES"
Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."

MAYBE AFTER THIS FOR 2 WEEKS RIGHT

I'll just donate to church charities to christian church charities

and see if god does anything

he pry won't

it'd pry take years I imagine????????????????

cause I ain't donating to the satanic temple THAT OFTEN

I wouldn't think my amount of donating to the satanic temple really impeed god's ability to bless me

but

I digress

he's a jealous god

jealous 

so jealous 

and He needs all of our money only then can he bless us

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better to be a poor anyways according to the bible at any rate

though I am tired

and weary

tired and weary

could honest to god use a bigger house that would be easier to keep clean - small houses are hard to keep clean when you have a lot of stuff...........................and then the energy I do have a lot of time I use to work out cause I'm trying to loose weight so that I can finally have friends so I don't sit around the house depressed anymore.........................