I want money yes I want lots of money, being poor stinks, I don't want to be "the most holy elect" YOU DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!! WHILE HATING ME CAUSE I WANT MONEY. (if I'm a normal person turns out I'm pry doomed poor) but people with money have friends a lot of them do, maids, chefs, big enough houses to store a lot of clutter. It's sad past few years I'VE HAD TO REPEATEDLY DONATE SHIZ I WANTED, stuff I actually wanted, again and again and again, not because I wanted to donate that stuff but because THERE IS NO ROOM..............................

 I want money yes I want lots of money, being poor stinks, I don't want to be "the most holy elect" YOU DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!! WHILE HATING ME CAUSE I WANT MONEY. (if I'm a normal person turns out I'm pry doomed poor) but people with money have friends a lot of them do, maids, chefs, big enough houses to store a lot of clutter. It's sad past few years I'VE HAD TO REPEATEDLY DONATE SHIZ I WANTED, stuff I actually wanted, again and again and again, not because I wanted to donate that stuff but because THERE IS NO ROOM..............................

I REALIZE you mad at me 

cause I'm supposed be mega elect like you ---------- and all happy and partying that I have no friends and am dirt poor so poor nobody wants to be friends with me

it's hell

I woke up

11 a.m. this morning,

my morning is shot

and now I have to clean this house - as usual

and I'm tired

and I'm tired of being poor

and friendless

neither of these things seem party time to me

I know they are to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mega holy elect of god so better then me hating me bad yet another day!

..........needed to vent now my maid butt is off to clean

-------- I gots to try and organize the kitchen I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?????????????

for 1 

it's about to make brian mad cause he says it's "his kitchen" so it's going to make him mad

but I'm tired of "this look" 

I don't like it

but then 

problem is 

if I manage to clean this kitchen right

it's going to end up again looking like this the next day

I know this cause sometimes brian cleans his kitchen - it don't last the clean don't

but I gotta try

while making brian very angry for trying

cause I don't enjoy living like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

------------ but it's more of a problem then it looks like

cause a lot of all that clutter I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO PUT IT IN THIS TINY TINY TINYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HOUSE????????????

I dont even have the "answers"??????????????????????

but I know I don't want to live like this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

update it's not done yet this is a 3-4 day project AT LEAST..............

I just got back from costco to cause brian hadn't ate breakfast or lunch, because he had to take one of our cats to the doctor and taking a cat to the doctor and eating breakfast is evidentally "mission impossible" 

got back from costco worked on it more..................

as you can see it's still a mess, I've lessened the mess. 

and I'm not done

but maybe "a mess lessened" is all I can hope for

................but it ain't the spotless picture perfect that society expects 

so I'm never going to have friends ever at this rate

doomed

dooooooooooooooooooooomed

maybe I like it though

I'm the most hated on earth for jesus christ the lord 

ps.............I think aileen wournous at the very least DID NOT deserve the death sentence and christians did her WRONG! (she should've been able to be in jail and have a chance to "redeem herself")

WHERE'S THE MERCY??????????????

Brian has been also now working on the kitchen - I didn't ask for him to help, he just started helping............so we went to ikea today...............this area is coming along.............

won't lie though many a day I'd like to destroy some of the house and build again hahahahahahaha

- for real though

This ain't my kitchen this is the bathroom 

my #1 cleaning hack

matching bins

before..........................looks a terrible cluttered mess..................

after using three $1 each matching containers from IKEA........................

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