I AM A MYSTIC. And I am supposed to "love my neighbor as myself" that includes christian neighbors that probably deem me a satan worshipping witch and so they probably hate me badly (I don't look like popular in the "hugs" way um don't look to be - just saying). It is very important fellow Jesus believers, to donate like never before to church ministries/churches. THE NON-BELIEVERS HAVE BEGUN WITCH HUNTING YOU!!!!!!!!! (probably cause you witch hunting some of their own, but that's neither here nor there)........................you can't just preach about jezebel hot chicks in a negative way and get away with that!!!!!!!!....................AND PASTORS SHOULDN'T GET AWAY WITH HATING ON WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................

I AM A MYSTIC. And I am supposed to "love my neighbor as myself" that includes christian neighbors that probably deem me a satan worshipping witch and so they probably hate me badly (I don't look like popular in the "hugs" way um don't look to be - just saying). It is very important fellow Jesus believers, to donate like never before to church ministries/churches. THE NON-BELIEVERS HAVE BEGUN WITCH HUNTING YOU!!!!!!!!! (probably cause you witch hunting some of their own, but that's neither here nor there)........................you can't just preach about jezebel hot chicks in a negative way and get away with that!!!!!!!!....................AND PASTORS SHOULDN'T GET AWAY WITH HATING ON WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
  Acts 20:29 "For I know this, that after my departing shall grievous wolves enter in among you, not sparing the flock." THERE'S PASTORS OUT THERE GETTING READY TO DEVOUR ENTIRE CONGREGATIONS! WHAT THEY GONNA DO A LOT OF THEM AND ARE DOING ATTACKING WOMEN (JEZEBELS, "JEZEBEL SPIRIT" THESE ARE ATTACKS ON WOMEN). Jezebel was 1 lady in the bible, they've taken that 1 lady in the bible, which not all makeup wearing ladies are like her THEY AIN'T (but all makeup and jewelry wearing, hairstyle doing ladies have been clumped up as evil worthless trash by pastors -------- preaching that there are mannnnnnnnnnnny women like jezebel) It's really off what's gone on in society, cause meanwhile it's men doing most the crimes "the evil" it often ain't women kidnapping men doing aweful things to them and dumping their bodies! STATISTICALLY IT'S THE MEN DOING THAT! IT'S THE MEN DOING "jezebel level evil"

  Shoot

We got taylor swift

WE GOT TAYLOR SWIFT US LADIES DO...............cause she's like me she says she's a "baddie" is she killing men doing horrible things to them dumping their bodies like men some of them are - no

does she wear makeup and tight clothing ---------------- ya

I HAVE A POINT

WOMEN ARE BEING ATTACKED IN PARTICULAR "PRETTY WOMEN" BY PASTORS AND HAVE BEEN FOR A LONG TIME AND THEY HAVE DID DAMAGE TO MY BRAINS LIKE I NO LONGER BELIEVE I HAVE VALUE AND HAVE BEEN THINKING "WELL HELL i MIGHT SHOULD BECOME A STRIPPER MAKE THE MONEY WHILE I'M HATING AND THIS LITTLE VALUED" ---------- if brian ever kicks me out the house I think I will become a stripper ------------- I can't handle being homeless ----------------- I'm not a "ruff style chick" that could handle being homeless.................I could be a stripper though I really could do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maybe the pastors go to strip clubs and are doing all they can to make sure the good looking ladies are there working????????????????????

Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."
 They ain't supposed to find "witch hunt proof" of your churches not being able to give a starving baby formula (that's happening right now in usa several churches - proof is on tiktok don't know if that ladies tiktoks will stay up??????????????)
God's house if you go by some tiktoks lately IS MEATLESS...........
Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."
And the tragedy is there are to many pastors and to many church staff, sucking up the money of to many churches, to many churches don't have formula to give starving babies!!!!!!!!! The church staffs must have a lot of them salaries, fairly large.
so even I have long time felt like why give money to the church or much it's just going to pay for paychecks
and it will
that's the crazy thing it won't help people - PROBABLY NOT ---------- besides the pastors and the church staffs WALLETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT STILL MALACHI 3:10 SAYS
"bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse
well that's clearly the church
cause then it says "THAT THERE MAY BE MEAT IN MINE HOUSE"
don't say
"but of course all this money is going to pay the pastor and the staff and help like 0% starving or poor people or any orphans, or widows or anybody in need --------- that's likely looks to be via tiktok that's what's going on all that's being helped is pastors and church staffs WALLETS!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT MALACHI 3:10 DON'T SAY """""""""""OH SNAP YOUR OFF THE HOOK NOW OF HEEDING THIS VERSE CAUSE ALL YOUR DOING IS PAYING THE SALARY OF THE PASTOR AND THE STAFF""""""""""" IT BITES BUT MALACHI 3:10 LITERALLY DON'T SAY THAT
IT SAYS...................
"......................and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."
YOU WANT TO BE BLESSED BY GOD
GIVE THE SOB PASTOR AND THE STAFF (THEY ARE SOBS IN MY MIND CAUSE THEY PROBABLY DON'T LIKE JEZEBELS AND PEOPLE WHO LOVE SATAN BOOOOOOOOOOO)
GIVE THEM YOUR MONEY
AND LET GOD BLESS YOU
AND I GOING TO GIVE THEM SOB'S MY MONEY TO
AND HATE IT SOOOOOO BAD
CAUSE LIKE I SAID I AIN'T THE TYPE ANY CHRISTIANS WANT TO "HUG" IT DO NOT LOOK TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ps.........to me it's defiantely looking like I'll be kicked out on the streets anytime now

I've been walking on eggshells for years brian's snapped at me bad a few times now

I live in stress daily

I go for walks most days

go to the gym to but ain't allowed to go to the gym alone so brian goes with to the gym

but I do what I can to "stress less" but it's hard cause I know he's going to probably snap bad at me again and next time I'll pry be beaten or at least kicked out of the house 

it's probably going to be "it"

like

next time he snaps

I'm homeless I do believe