I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
(I'm a black marilyn monroe cat if anyone's wondering what my costume is)
Nevermind erased most this blog post it was to bleak anyways, turns out no junior highers have dropped out of junior high in my husbands family (he merely thought and believed a junior higher neice had dropped out)..........all I leave on this post is basically evp session with the devil...........which that ain't grim and bleak to me evp sessions with the devil ain't realizing to you all it is grim. But often my evp sessions a positive that is me being positive....................
Turn up the volume to hear lucifer, satan, the devil (he don't say much in evp sessions, but I'm happy with whatever he does say)
I'll yack on and on and on to lucifer and he has kept me greately sane, him and his men have. Is that me having a "different experience" then the masses - guess so?????????
my bible says "all things are possible for he who believeth"
My look today..............I'm so comfy today. This is got to be of my top 10 current favorite outfits. I think I look like a comfortable goth bratz doll today - and that's goals!!!!!!!!!!! I might be more comfortable awake then asleep today - but my memory foam mattress is pretty comfortable so I'm going to call the comfort level tie.............
note - this shirt dress whatever it is has pockets - they are comfy to!
My mom finally e-mailed me - they don't have sewer again. Oh they live in a real city....................there's apparently full blown like cities right, that just are without sewer sometimes, and without water sometimes (both has happened to my parents where they currently live). I guess half the city cause sounds like half the full blown american usa city is without sewer they all going poop at mc donalds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH I'M TALKING ABOUT 1 MC DONALDS.............................it ain't a big city it only has 1 mall, and wal mart, few restaurants.............BUT STILL A CITY MAN.......................they all pooping at mc donalds, must be a line for miles outside of their mc donalds YOU'D THINK DONALD TRUMP WOULD SEND IN TROOPS???????????????????? HE AIN'T..................(like troops with porta potties).......................
Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through muchtribulation enter into the kingdom of God.
or
they are "painted red to fit right in"..............
but if lucifer, satan, the devil made their town not have working water (think a few times even) and now half the town don't have sewer........................
man that's some ruff "painted red"
you think donald trump would've heard about this and sent in troops with porta potties by now????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
-------------------
if lucifer is making sewer systems not work in usa towns to "paint red to fit right in" people that's ruff it's not to late to repent if that's really happening.
jesus says
he will.......................
John 6:37 "All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out."
jesus saves basically
i fittin to read my bible in a minute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You'd think lucifer would care about his people being able to poop though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but if they needed to be painted red to fit right in?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
BUT DONALD TRUMP SHOULD CARE AND SEND THE TROOPS WITH PORTA POTTIES I'M SURE OF THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love the cute look I'm rocking today 💓💓💓💓💓💓................
Holding onto jesus and hand blown swans for dear life........................
I've already tried to send out help
help
I realize everyone is also badly off in the united states of america so my "help" is falling on deaf ears
but I've never been more friendless and without family then I am right now
jesus I find he does dwell within me
even friendless and familess me
2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?"
Can't be everything in a persons life friends and family can't be
cause if they were wouldn't I of killed myself by now?????????????????
wouldn't I of jumped off a bridge somewhere int he depths of woe by now?????????
Philippians 1:21 "For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain."
Is "to live" friends and family I mean according to the bible???????????
no
it's "christ"
I know what we are taught be everyone in society "friends and family" that that is "everything"
but the bible says "to live is christ"
I don't know where I'm about to put this swan
I'm going to figure it out
life didn't end up the way I thought it would
but
"to live is christ"
there is a song
you can have all the world give me jesus!
a few knick knacks could sure be comforting though in my estimation
--- bought a storage unit of a grandma
grandma's houses shiz COMFORTING
all sorts of fancy vases, etc. and you can tell how excited this grandma was to own all this stuff.........carefully collected it all was
COMFORT
PURE COMFORT FOR ME
.....................I don't know if other people that buy storage units have "experiences" like this???????? Maybe they all just buy the units and sell all the stuff
but this one unit
it has brought me real comfort
reminder during the government shutdown that is currently going on in the United States of America the snap benefits are not going to happen for at least a month people going to need help from food banks a lot the month of november maybe longer?????????
Blog post for me personally to remind myself that time and chance happeneth to all....................YOUR GOING TO WIN. Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." YOU'LL KEEP READING YOUR BIBLE, KEEP GOING TO CHURCH (maybe not every sunday) you won't give up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................
the giants in the land
the perfect sinless christian "kirk camerons" - no hate they are intimidating
Numbers 13:28-30 "Nevertheless the people who dwell in the land are strong; the cities are fortified and very large; moreover we saw the descendants of Anak there. The Amalekites dwell in the land of the South; the Hittites, the Jebusites, and the Amorites dwell in the mountains; and the Canaanites dwell by the sea and along the banks of the Jordan.” Then Caleb quieted the people before Moses, and said, “Let us go up at once and take possession, for we are well able to overcome it.”
I feel swarmed of giants, giants with friends, and family and when they go up against me, they go up against me with mighty armies and prayer teams........................................for real though
My devil loving self, that loves wearing buffalo beads sometimes they comfort me
But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty;
Adding more dreads into my hair today, going to try and have a middle part to my hair - but full head of dreads, and make that look like normal white hair................bible says all things are possible for he who believeth!
Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it.
I bout to read my bible in a second cause god surely has LOADED me with beneits 💓💓💓 my favorite one even 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓.........................Psalm 68:19 "Blessed be the Lord, who daily loadeth us with benefits, even the God of our salvation. Selah." (someday and we are getting there, there'll be, famines, pestilences, Luke 21:11 "And great earthquakes shall be in divers places, and famines, and pestilences; and fearful sights and great signs shall there be from heaven." Hopefully the entire earth will be able to go to this blog post and at least get a little grin)...................
Opened this box of Magic Hangers from a storage unit I won today
it's new never opened 😁...............
I fully believe lucifer e-mailed me today to........via a poral that I believe exists at.........
https://www.tut.com/
why would it say "home" in quotes
why quotes
oh this ain't no lie or fabrication HOME IS THE CORRECT WORD
BUT IT BEING IN "quotes" implies home is legally
ya that's the word
legally
somewhere else
if you right
go to heaven it'd be home - cause that's the only place your headed
or if you went to hell that'd be home - cause that's the only place your headed
but for me
hell is "home"
the word home wouldn't need to be in quotes for everyone else on earth
though I do not know if all the other people subscribed to the universe tutt's e-mails also received the above e-mail in their inbox today????????
if they did why would home be in quotes that wouldn't make sense
but it makes sense for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD LOADETH ME WITH BENEFITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I love both my husbands the one on the earth right now, and my husband not on earth yet....................................benefits 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍)
yep I'm about to take a break from listening to this hour loop of ophelia by Taylor Swift (oh I am a taylor swift fan, I even went to the taylor swift lazer light show!!!!!!!!!!) to read my bible - then resume 😁
Update 11/5/2025 This post is super popular has been for days so I going to keep adding content to it (probably because people are scratching their heads so bad why do I love the devil)
hopefully this blog post ENLIGHTENED YOU.............
bible says rejoice when like bad shiz happens to you and many times I ain't in no mood to "rejoice"
Matthew 5:11-12" Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you."
Cause they just mop the floor with me and anniliate me for jesus -------- again and again and again because they love me so much.
But I love jesus/god, lucifer and his men and am very thankful for all of them.
it's hard to enjoy being attacked though and that's my only and whole experience on this earth for most of my life (being attacked is "for jesus")
here's some goat asmr.................
Update 10/29/2025 my look for today (yesterday my son told me I looked like Leonardo DiCaprio in a movie he did recently - I think he knew that was a total compliment).......................
#acheiving
Fashion don't have to be "hard" sweatpants, shirt, dress shirt I'm wearing below, beanie hat BAMN.....................I'm comfy today to, sweatpants are real comfy a lot of them are 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........................
I admit it is easy to love lucifer, that I have went on and on about my love for the EASIEST to love in eternity (yes I mean lucifer, satan, the devil the "son of the morning" who "savourest the things concerning men" Matthew 16:23) I will try and love you all even my enemies, since how my enemies are likely jealous of me so bad........................and isn't that as good as loving everyone, being willing to try????????????............................They say Taylor Swift is doing the biggest magic - we'll see about that..........................................POOF................1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." HELL I MIGHT EVEN GO TO CHURCH THIS SUNDAY AFTERALL LIKE THE BAD BISH I AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...............................
I believe in my bigness
in the sense
that I believe I am changing this world
DOES A PEBBLE LAND IN A LAKE UNNOTICED????????????????????????
do not the fish or the birds of the air see?????????????????????
(I think most have been "trolled" have been told they are small)
THE KINDGOM OF HEAVEN.....................................ISN'T CREATED BY THE BIG ON EARTH...........................................
Matthew 13:30-32 "Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn. Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like to a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field: Which indeed is the least of all seeds: but when it is grown, it is the greatest among herbs, and becometh a tree, so that the birds of the air come and lodge in the branches thereof."
am I not the "least of all seeds" - yes I am
you pry are to - very few on earth are "big and mighty"
What I'm holding in this pic is worth um like $100-150 I've gotten TWO of them from storage units recently (they like jump start cars).
ps...............was going to say more but lucifer started unbolding type I was bolding.................I decided to not talk so much. To "have tact"
less is more
less talking
but most people talk to little they pry should talk more especially if they is "small" cause the kingdom of heaven is built by the smalls like me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off." Proverbs 3:34 "Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly." Proverbs 11:2 "When pride cometh, then cometh shame: but with the lowly is wisdom." Proverbs 16:19 "Better it is to be of an humble spirit with the lowly, than to divide the spoil with the proud."
having tact 👍
no snap benefits for usa citizens for like the month of november maybe longer??????? And I heard that's like 1 in 8 people.....................
bible says do good to your enemies
well most my enemies are the body of christ
and the rest of my enemies will have to wait cause right now the body of christ is so mean to me..............."for jesus christ they are mean to me of course".....................
they got to make me paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
by bashing me on the internet whenever they get a chance and destroy me AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE FOR JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Minnesota Renewal Center
"Our mission is to facilitate healing and renewal through professional counseling, assessment, consultation and training to ministers, missionaries, military personnel, churches, organizations, and the community. Minnesota Renewal Center provides counseling services to missionaries, church workers and military personnel, as well as the general public who frequently cannot pay the going rate for our services. So we provide those services at reduce
My bad we need to think on the good everyday it's in the bible sorry sometimes my blog get's bleak. I realize everyone elses lives are 100% going great not like me, cause they are "good people" and so their lives are going awesome always Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." We got to think on good things that's literally in the bible..........new hair....................
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
This is "lovely" hair..................
pure religion undefiled...................
James 1:27 "Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world." So much lovely to think on......................
So my hair I'm wearing hair buffs to hide the dread section of my hair, so my hair be's looking white people --- cause black people most em get real mad if non-black people wear locs. And my son says that locs most always look ugly on non-black people which they often do.
I do need to purchase a few more locs (that's the wording black people prefer - they many of them get upset if you use the word dreads) but the look is done basically.
truth be known, there is a giant full head of dreads set, blonde but "mermaid theme" that I want to buy and put in my head badly........................................
someday myself
someday when people love each other
not right now
love is supposed to never fail
nomadder what hairstyle you have
I'M JUST LETTING YOU KNOW.........................
Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
But if you ain't black and you wear dreads there are many people brian thinks it's mostly people on tiktok...........but still those are real black people, real people, that will hate you all the sudden. There love for you looks to be will be ovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvver. OVER HAIR! OVER HAIR!
but they can't be mad at the look above, since the dreads are hidden. Cause non-black people have to follow "rules" that the black people are making, else they will hate us forever most of them. WE GOTS TO FOLLOW THEIR RULES AND THEY MIGHT EVEN MAKE MORE.
one day in portland a african american lady gave me many dirty looks for like several seconds seems like minutes, she was very hard at work ----------- one day when I had a full head of locs and they were showing. Most black people like my dreads or at least don't give me dirty looks in portland.......................but I want to walk around without being getting "death glares" from black people.................the ones of them that do that it's really bad.
I prefer to stay in denial of their hate for white people, the black people that do hate white people bad like that.
Evp session with lucifer/satan/the devil..............you don't even have to turn the volume up that high this time, this time he rather loud.........................
According to my dad's family they ain't jews at all they are fully mostly brittish and white people...........picture from few days ago, do these look like 100% white people??????????? "The narrative" in my family is I'm a liar and a crazy worthless bish............that is the narrative they all believe (yet many of them still follow me on instagram which is confusing af to me)...................
is it bad that I believe my grandpa that is now passed away over my entire family who said I'm a jew????????????????
Have I lost my mind??????????? Do the people in picture above look 100% white????????????
Where did jesus go, when we talk about "following jesus"? Didn't he love?????????? Didn't he care??????? Wasn't he concerned, about cripple people, poor people, the neglected??????????
100 Bible verses about caring for and serving the poor.........................
https://home.snu.edu/~hculbert/poor.htm
"When you reap the harvest of your land, do not reap to the very edges of your field or gather the gleanings of your harvest. Leave them for the poor and the alien. I am the Lord your God." -- Leviticus 23:22 "Learn to do right! Seek justice; encourage the oppressed. Defend the cause of the fatherless; plead the case of the widow." -- Isaiah 1:17 "If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth." -- 1 John 3:17-18
At judgement day right these are the words Jesus is going to say (or some of them)...................
Matthew 25:35-37 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?"
My family has quitted talking to me
I'm not sure if they hate my guts and I should not e-mail them anymore????????
I tried to leave my family 2 times, and was unsuccessful my mom changed e-mail address twice now and told me she'd indefinately change e-mail addresses.
(whenever my family says mean things to me brian goes to the computer and blocks them)
..............always the solution is no more family for me
I don't want to go to his families family get together this thanksgiving either, I don't 25 years later I still don't feel like I am a part of his family
I always feel like a outsider just there
I asked to be able to go with his sisters to the bars cause they used to go to bars all the time....................................they finally said I could go but only if I brought with my best friend
that ain't me "fitting in" being welcomed or whatever - I'M NOT STUPID
So I talk to fallen angels all day long everyday and have for years - THEY LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!
with lucifer and his men I've found "family"
family that wants me and I know they want me!
I prefer that, I prefer knowing I'm wanted
being where I'm wanted
I'm a "orphan" nomader what, cause well over 20 years ago my family moved away from me, including my parents. And I have gotten e-mails from my mom a lot over the years but I'm more often then not attacked by her.
I'm feeling and have felt like a orphan for years now
I think I am a orphan in a real real sense
I'm left
I felt the need to add a video give lucifer/satan/the devil a opportunity to evp...........he did...........turn up the volume you'll hear him agreeing with me at the beginning of this video...................
despite the smack talked about lucifer, often by fellow christians they love to hate him it does look to be and talk badly about him...............FROM MY VIEWPOINT...................
I DON'T SEE ANY CHURCHES ANYWHERE TALKING WELL OF LUCIFER AND LOVING HIM
I'M A FULL FREAK ON EARTH WITH MY LOVE FOR LUCIFER AND HIS MEN
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men." I fully disagree with the rest of the body of christ that believes the devil is a horrible ogre turd.................I believe he cares!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"savourest" and caring ----------------------- basically the same thing
THE DEVIL ISN'T A HORRIBLE OGRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee.
A japanese garden in tacoma or near there, free to go to - so nice..................
Going to try and not go to church for awhile I think the activity of going to church is bringing me "bad kharma" - because it's so hard to shut off my brains. And of course of course there are no "bad christians" no all churches are glorious with the best people always, and everyone is good people, ya them killers they just "oopsied". COMMON KHARMA LIKE ME FOR ONCE I DONATE TO CHARITIES NEARLY EVERY FREAKING DAY KHARMA!!!!!!!.....................
them child molesters they ain't bad people there ain't bad people
"who says sheri" kharma
they are just good people "oopsieing"
there's no sin anywhere
cars honking on the streets - just other drivers "oppsieing" -------------- and so others have to honk their horns ------------ they ain't mad and even if they had road rage and killed each other that was just "oppies"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IVBqKxK-MPk
you see people killing each other
don't judge myself
those are sinless saints "oppsieing" myself
this
duh sheri
this is the most christian song it's sang at church every single sunday
cause all we gots is sinless people everywhere
if you think you see a sin
no you didn't
you saw
"oopsie"
I'm not a "stepford wife"
I don't believe everything around me
I haven't for a long time
all these perfect kirk cameron (no hate) people all around me - that can't be real
that can't be "the truth"
Romans 7:19-21 "For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do. Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me." see sheri Romans 7:19-21 is telling you plainly that the bodies need to hit the floor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Your only seeing holiness and elect of gods everywhere always everyday in mostly christian usa..................................................................
If god was a evil god nobody would be able to get saved. And it's been pressed on me lately "pray" Acts 2:21 "And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved." Are the odds against me because I might be a jew and jews are definately being replaced most of them by gentiles per the bible - YES - but I can pray ------------------------- I can pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................
bit of the bible talking about most of the jews being replaced.............
Romans 9:26-28 "And it shall come to pass, that in the place where it was said unto them, Ye are not my people; there shall they be called the children of the living God. Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:For he will finish the work, and cut it short in righteousness: because a short work will the Lord make upon the earth."
God knows I've been having serious beef with many bible verses. HE KNOWS THIS.
I can pray
I can do that!
but god though the bible says he is unchanging
he did change the bible also implies that HE DID CHANGE...............
DID HE FOR INSTANCE KEEP KILLING THE WHOLE EARTH WITH FLOODS??????????
no he gave us rainbows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he didn't keep killing the whole earth with floods NO HE DID NOT LIARS!!!!!!!!!!
LIARS THAT WANT TO SAY GOD DON'T CHANGE LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Malachi 3:6: "For I am the Lord, I do not change; therefore you, O children of Jacob, are not consumed."
he's merciful
he's not the evil monster even some of the bible paints god out as
he's made bad choices before clearly
but at the core god is love, and he is merciful
and aren't we all like that ---------------------------------------- we might get mad at some people, maybe wish that bad things would happen to them
and then we get over it
we get over it
and were focusing on a new job, or a cabin we are about to build on our property etc. etc.
because we don't want to be a-holes most of us don't ---------- so we eventually forgive and probably move on
move on from that person or people's
move on
go build a cabin if you me, cabin site will eventually be having a house 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
pet prairie dogs, make sure there is dog food out for them
time and chance happeneth to all
I've had all the "bad breaks" in life
but those "bad breaks" don't define me
do I forgive
to I move on
or do I sit in a puddle feeling bad for myself
no
I go and build a cabin soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I donate to charities and LOVE PEOPLE AND BE MERCIFUL BOTH
MY LUCK will change for the better I do believe
bible says
our suffering is only for a short moment
2 Corinthians 4:17 "For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;" it has gone on for years for me for years but it's not going to keep on going like that it's going to end
I believe "which is but for a moment" could mean years
but according to 2 Corinthians 4:17 IT'S GOING TO END i BELIEVE MY SUFFERING IS DEFINATELY GOING TO COMPLETELY AND FOR ALL ETERNITY END
probably pretty soon...............as soon as lucifer, satan, the devil get's here
For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.
off to take a shower and then go to bed am really tired out
I didn't get a "official donation receipt" today - there must be mass shootings in usa today or something.............I'm going to have to go look at the news............
At this point in time all the skin is back on my arm, where the bandaid is, and now I'm still wearing bandaids but that's to lock in the scar gel (had a cancerous melanoma removed - it was the least severe type of melanoma)..................
I'm tired, I don't want to go to church anymore, it's not fun for me - I've only been going to church to try and please god but it's torture. But that it's pure torture 1 billion % it is SUFFERING THE FLESH GOING TO CHURCH IS 2 Corinthians 1:5 "For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ." Church is so much torture, there's people loosing limbs having a better time then me on earth on sundays.........................if they get morphine - brian says though hospitals don't just dole out morphine like candy anymore like they once did............................
city...............................has burned me out
and I'm trapped here
we are about to build our cabin, but it's only going to be a place we visit 😞
I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of being in the city where people are in such a rush
I want to buy a more delux tiny home, I really do, I actually do.............something that would "lure" brian to live not in the city anymore.
to a small town, where people have free time they might even want to be friends with you AND I MEAN ACTUALLY FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY LITERALLY HAVE ENOUGH FREE TIME TO HAVE FRIENDS
I want to listen to country music and pet prairie dogs all day long I WANT TO DO THAT!
THAT'S HOW OVER THE CITY I AM
I'm over it
the cemeteries some them are good - but that good??????????
(they've have to have rave parties day and night in the cemeteries of the city for me to want to even think about wanting to live any longer in the city i'm over the city)
I'm over the city so bad
I'd rather have diabeties!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we sold all the time the fast life, the fast life, the fast life
but damn
in the cities everyone is to danged buisy most of them to make or have friends or if they do "not much since they are so buisy"
we have been lied to
"life more abundantly"
isn't in mansions, or fast boats or fast cars
it's in the small towns!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if your to tired or buisy in the city living your high falutin city lives to have or make friends much THAT AIN'T YOU HAVING "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY" THAT SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS
NAW
NAW
GIVE ME PRAIRIE DOGS TO PET ALL DAY LONG AND COUNTRY MUSIC TO LISTEN TO IN THE BOONIES
done with the city
done with it
but trapped here
......................................land we building a cabin on, has it's own private driveway even, it's so nice, it reminds me of my grandpa's house (on mom's side the family) has a fancy rock area off the main street our property does where I'm planning on planting cute plants - maybe few cute lawn ornaments 😁
maybe me and brian bought to nice of a piece of land cause it's the epitomy of relaxation and the "slow life" and that seems like the nicest shiz on earth to me right now.
--------------- I don't want to get more jobs, and kiss more butts, and make more money so that I can finally have friends I'm already tired out
over the city I'm over it I want to let the fast kids and/or people living excess of riot to have the city................
Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:
but brian and the kids love the city they love it - I'm out numbered and trapped in the city
update ------------
turns out brian thinks like me and we are building a small cabin on our property and then getting permit for septic system and getting a septic system installed on that property --------- and then putting a entire home on that property 😁👍
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
Posts
