Masks and the "mascarade" - I'm not perfect but you get real me I feel 100% all the time or close to these days. And my mom no e-mail me for days I DON'T LIKE THAT. (but that's me getting off topic) God/Jesus wants us christians TO BE REAL...........real to god, real to each other................don't hide sins CONFESS SINS...........CONFESS "FAULTS" ETC.......................

  Masks and the "mascarade" - I'm not perfect but you get real me I feel 100% all the time or close to these days. And my mom no e-mail me for days I DON'T LIKE THAT. (but that's me getting off topic) God/Jesus wants us christians TO BE REAL...........real to god, real to each other................don't hide sins CONFESS SINS...........CONFESS "FAULTS" ETC.......................
  This blog post has been "prompted".......................Now I rarely have x rated dreams at night...............but last night my dream got x rated. And whether you believe me or not I don't care ------------- Lucifer butted into the dream in a way cause all the sudden I hear Lucifer say (once things were almost going real X-RATED) he said "I don't like that" Which I like that he said that! I like that he don't like that........................I can't control my um subconscious besides --------- if you all don't watch porn then you won't dream that sort of thing often I don't watch or look at porns (besides recently I watched 30 minutes not even the whole thing but 30 minutes of pamela anderson documentary -------- I was curious what her life story was about)

  There are people in my life that- maybe have faked their whole lives????????????????????.............2 Corinthians 11:14 "And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light." 

There's people in my own family

I ain't sure what the "real them" is?????????

nat told me she isn't a christian

and that she doesn't hate or love lucifer

but then

she told me she was unfriending me DUE TO MY LOVING LUCIFER

so where's the truth????????

either she's a christian or she's not

(how do I even know IF I EVER SAW THE REAL NATALIE??????? - she's a actor and the natalie you seen on big brother IS 100% THE NATALIE I SAW FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS IN REAL LIFE........................so did I only see her "act"?????? SHE'S LOOKING LIKE A CHRISTIAN - NO HATE AT ALL) The you know majority of christianity at that that has a fuming hatred for the devil nomadder what natalie said her thoughts were of the guy that she unfriended me over my love of the devil SPEAKS VOLUMES.

I AM A CHRISTIAN TO THOUGH

But my point is "there a act somewhere" 

with a lot of people out there

2 Corinthians 11:14 "And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light." 

I've ended up weary of my family

of near all people in general 

cause thanks to natalie cunial I've been left wondering

Is it all a act???????????????

Is there anything real at all?????????????????????

cause they safe to say will ALL transform themselves into "angels of light"

2 Corinthians 11:14 "And no wonder, for even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light." 

I am a bad girl gone good

a baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

girl gone good

👆

even if your a christian I feel christians can wear a mask

they can fake things

I feel I'VE EXPERIENCED THAT

James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much."

That fake stuffs isn't doing much of anything for me

besides making me weary of my own family

and loosing a ton of friends cause they are like sooooooooooooo overly judgy, that bible literally says to love your enemies

Luke 6:35

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

 i'M A BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD GIRL GONE GOOD WHAT YOU THINK YOU THINK I GONNA HATE SATAN?????????????

HATING SATAN IS WHAT THEM EXTRA WHOLESOME PILGRIMS IN AMERICA DO - NO HATE

(SO YOU SAYING NATALIE CUNIAL IS WHOLESOME - YA SHE WAS NEVER A REAL BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD GIRL) SHE'S A ACTRESS!!!!!!!!! NATALIE IS WHOLESOME WHOLESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT'S WHY MY FAMILY ENJOYS VIEWING HER (skimpily clad often) MERMAID PAINTINGS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! - FINE FREE COUNTRY THEY CAN BE WHITE TRASH IF THAT'S WHAT THEY BADLY WANT TO BE --- I AIN'T TRYING TO BULLY NOBODY

sins so easily beset us according to the bible.....despite people's glossed over images of perfection out there...

Hebrews 12:1 "Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,"

I guess I need to all not watch the rest of that pamela anderson documentary. 

cause there's is a connection from what you watch and what you dream at night............

Jude 7-9 "Even as Sodom and Gomorrha, and the cities about them in like manner, giving themselves over to fornication, and going after strange flesh, are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire. Likewise also these filthy dreamers defile the flesh, despise dominion, and speak evil of dignities.Yet Michael the archangel, when contending with the devil he disputed about the body of Moses, durst not bring against him a railing accusation, but said, The Lord rebuke thee."

hear me out

porn I think is a "going after strange flesh" IN A SENSE CAUSE IT AIN'T YOUR SPOUSES FLESH YOU LOOKING AT THEN, OR YOUR NAKED BODY  ----- and then I think it turns people's minds into "porn dreams" basically

I only watched 30 minutes of that pamela anderson documentary

I'm straight my x rated dream was straight yo's

I'm giving you realness though right now

in a world that looks to be so fake - it's scary

I would like it to be known I am a real "valley girl" 

not a act

real "goth" not a act

but I'm not THE MOST GOTH EVER

cause the valley girl in me wins out most days with my "wardrobe" 

hahahahahhahaah 

realness 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

love it

BEING THE MOST AUTHENTIC YOU OR AS CLOSE AS YOU CAN GET

IS REAL FREEDOM

BEING A SLAVE TO FAKERY

IS SLAVERY

.........I REALIZE FOR JOBS PEOPLE PUT ON ACTS

BUT WITH SOME PEOPLE I CAN'T SEE A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN JOB THEM AND THEM THEM AND I WONDER WHO THEY EVEN IS???????????????????

I AIN'T EVEN SURE ANYMORE WITH SOME PEOPLE

NO HATE AT ALL

I JUST AM BOGGLED SOMETIMES

WHERE'S THE REAL VERSION OF THAT PERSON?????? 

people

they ain't that perfect

let me say it again for the people in back 

THEY AIN'T THAT PERFECT

John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

me not having to act put on a act anymore

MASSIVE FREEDOM