"works meet of repentance" for this week, (been much on my heart lately to not be a "lover of self" --- think on others much more).........................
2 Timothy 3:2 "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,"
Saturday, June 29, 2019
"works meet of repentance" for this week, (been much on my heart lately to not be a "lover of self" --- think on others much more).........................
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Thursday, June 27, 2019
Confession: I had a vision of myself in the future and I don't even know how I'm going to be who God has planned for me to be?????????? Well heard a muslim guy today say the imam mahdi will be forced to rule, that this extreme humility he says is a sign of righteousness.................?
Confession: I had a vision of myself in the future and I don't even know how I'm going to be who God has planned for me to be?????????? This morning I heard a muslim guy today say on you tube that the imam mahdi will be forced to rule, that this extreme humility he says is a sign of righteousness.................? (moses who people often say "common man just do your job" ---------- think on this man, the meekest man on the earth god said he was Numbers 12:3....................really think on moses....................which of us should be so prepared to be ourselves???????????? Is not meekness good????????????????? I'd go against the grain of this entire earth obsessed with winning at all costs and say MEEKNESS IS A VERY GOOD THING, Psalm 37:11 "But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace.")
This isn't the video I watched this morning, but something instead for the whole body of christ to consider.............this idea that a few not one......................BUT A FEW......................muslim leaders might not only rule the world but 2 them (the anti christ and the guy proceeding him) could be in the bible........................
Anyways, I had a vision, that I'll be quite different then how I am these days in the future. That god is going to launch me into a leadership spot on this earth. I ain't prepared to be me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know how I'm going to do that.
I'm such a catch 22 to, cause on one hand I want people to finally think well of me right, which money and a high place on the earth that'll likely "get you there"
But then so much comes with that, so many "expectations" of the people. Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more." Not much at all "expected" of me right now, not by humans, not by God either at the moment. But in the future that is going to change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I gotta do what we all do even when I'm finally "there" -------------- walk by faith!
2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)"
Isaiah 29:19 "The meek also shall increase their joy in the Lord, and the poor among men shall rejoice in the Holy One of Israel." HAVA NAGILA TIME YA!
Matthew 25
Am I the only one, that has sat and watched some of the you tubers (I DO HOPE THEY EITHER ARE SAVED OR GET SAVED) and wondered, like "what are these people doing?????? Going to all that effort to get viewers do they not know they have souls???????????????????????????????????" ------------ I could be the only one on earth that has pondered that. Man I'll ponder that, near everyday. Though I get social media and it isn't even a bad thing.......................if used right. I suppose as long as we keep god 1st in our hearts, not no celebrities, or worldly goods, or uhhhhhhhhh ya love not our own lives as well
2 Timothy 3:2 "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,"
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Tuesday, June 25, 2019
I've decided life is just a huge game of "duck duck goose" and society always needs a goose or two............................
I've decided life is just a huge game of "duck duck goose" and society always needs a goose or two. Today someone on my facebook posted up this but I changed the art cause I don't want to violate some copyright....................."You can't do ugly things to people and expect to live a beautiful life."................
I assure you all lazerous wasn't the only person in eternity poor, but living for god.
Lately I think all I been getting right or near right, let's hope right, is keeping the sabbath.
On fire to keep the sabbath cause..............................Psalm 51:15-17 "O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise. For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise." I used to try and do, I've spent a whole life trying to do.............trying to wear my hair more "saintly" etc. etc. etc.
Not only in eternity, whilst on this earth as well, is fully my expected end for myself.
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Sunday, June 23, 2019
Just saw the new toy story movie, I really can't handle that movie like EVER..........I don't want to be ever rejected and thrown away in the garbage (aka hell).............................
Just saw the new toy story movie, I really can't handle that movie like EVER..........I don't want to be ever rejected and thrown away in the garbage (aka hell).............................Matthew 25:41 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:"
There's been problems for me, with my family all moving away from me 18+ years ago (not my big sis though she didn't move away from me, just one brother, one sister and my parents)..............I have nightmares all the time................where I'm just roaming, I'm roaming around from house to house with no home. Many train dreams, and/or max type um railways.............just traveling traveling looking for a home all night long in my dreams. Lots of dreams where I'm in a house alone, but like there's ghosts in the house, and my family is always pretty well always in these haunted houses, except the "ghosts" aren't the real "ghosts" in my dream, instead the "ghosts" are my younger sister, and brother and parents that moved away from me 18+ years ago.................that's what the ghosts represent I'm saying.
This latest Toy Story movie it wasn't great for me to watch..............it was about some of the toys not having a "child" anymore, and one wanting a child really badly.
Somedays I want a family so bad. (well you know I have my husband, and 2 kids, and some relatives a hour and a half drive away from me) But like you know parents nearby, etc. etc...................you know what I haven't had for 18+ years and have had to deal with that and I don't know how to deal with that???????????????????????????????
But the bible it does say............................
Luke 18:29-31 "And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God's sake, Who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting."
I didn't leave my family, I was left, but still Luke 18:29-31 it just has to work for me. I work hard to keep the sabbath and live for jesus.
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Wednesday, June 19, 2019
Video blog post: On fire to be as jesus was in this world 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world."...................
So..............update, um ok my friendship ended right cause my ex-friend kept pestering me what was bugging me, and I told her and it involved some extreme poltergeist activity.
And she said she didn't want to talk about that, and didn't want to be around that fallen angel or speak to him ever again..............which I thought ok our friendship is over and so I said things heck blogged a post about my stance on abortion (she's one them that believe's babies should never hardly ever be aborted................I'm anti abortion but pro choice as I tell my husband god told adam and eve not to eat from the tree of knowledge in the garden of eden.........but I do believe God did give them a "choice" --------------- I believe god is pro-choice but anti abortion clearly He's god).
I said some things that were a-holeish of me....................she ended our friendship telling me not to say her name or else she'll sue...........well I wanted our friendship ended well if it was going to end.
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Monday, June 17, 2019
Oklahoma Muslim Woman Attacked in Dallas for Wearing Hijab. Fellow ladies we need to stick together.........................this stuff needs to stop!................................
And you might think hmmmmmmmmmmmm this sounds like a dang personal issue to you sheri - ya it is.
I'm struggling at the moment though, cause if I wear a tichel and/or hijab cause I often will switch off between the 2 styles of headcovering. Am I safe wearing either style?????????????????????????? not really, that's the answer right there.
But if I don't wear a headcovering..............................
like no joke
noooooooooooooooooo joke
a few times now guys, it's always young guys but still it's scary......................they drive past me screaming rather violently
a few times this has happened to me
all the ways they want to --------------------- you all know what --------------------------------
This kind of thing never used to happen to me.
The headscarf is such a weird thing for me, I feel safer and not safer both at the same time wearing it.
It would be the actual solution for me, if this world wasn't chalked full of people that hate muslims and jews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I should be able to be safe, or feel safe, and all women should care, cause what if someday your daughters get the same treatment???????????????????????????????? It might be nice for them someday I'm saying to wear a headcovering.
But then things are even more complex cause ======= I near died of a heat stroke a few years ago (and it's a problem I've battled a few times over the years ----------- once I went momentarily deaf and blind at the same time in arizona)...................I left my body in the ambulance for a solid 15 minutes seemed a long time I was floating over my body, my head at my feet, looking up at the ambulance roof it was all white, and had a super weird view of the street at the window at the end of the ambulance and I thought it was so cool. Then I was put back into my body.
So I'm afraid of hot weather.
I think I'm afraid of violent sounding young guys though more.
............................................this isn't a world where all guys are super nice to women and they respect the ladies all of them. This is a world where WOMEN DO GET RAPED!
And I've heard people say on the internet that women that wear hijabs get raped to. But I always, always, always, ALWAYS..................
I'm telling you earth.
I always get the mega bad attention from guys when I'm not wearing a headcovering. When I had blonde hair exactly like 2-3 days ago I dyed my hair mostly blue (which I believe blonde hair provokes them..................I mega believe being a "hot blonde" super provokes them) --------- it's always been when my hair is showing.
When I'm wearing a headcovering I get left alone. But I also fear, I fear being harmed by people that hate muslims or jews.....................I fear being discriminated against as well.
You all should care! Any any violence, hate, discrimination.........that happens to a hijab wearing muslim lady, or a tichel wearing jewish lady, or any vaiant thereof 👍💓💓💓 Should be allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll of everybodies concern!
That women of all races and nationalities and ethnicities be treated well should be very important to you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!
I'm worried to about the non-headscarf wearers to.............................I am concerned about the treatment of all women.
That we be treated well.
but right now................mkay..............................
the young guys in my town
got me thinkin
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe wearing a headscarf and risking a heat stroke this summer is a solid plan!!!!!!!!!!
Let me make this very clear to you all..............................
whether you are wearing a headscarf and are pro headscarf or anti headscarf
If young guys are yelling violently at me while in my car......................that is a problem.
I don't know if I'm the only one this has happened to????????? What I do know, is this #metoo movement has begun women in the usa that were once quiet about being gropped etc. etc. by guys are now coming forward.
Keep doing that ladies!
Your coming forward does help. Cause a problem can't be addressed if it is "hidden under the rug"
rape should never be ok
molesting or groping women or kids should never be ok
never
In my estimation, it is hecka scary out there right now, whether you have a headcovering on or not, to be a girl.
Though 0 of these guys have actually threatened like violence to me...................................very violently have they yelled at me while I am in my car about how they want to --------------------------------------------- me. And that is scary.
That isn't like the olden days when guys would just whistle, back in the day, that's what I'd get I'd get guys whistling at me.
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Friday, June 14, 2019
I love gays and lesbians but I need prayer that I have the worst time of my life tommorow at the pride parade cause the bible says to not NOT take pleasure in that stuffs..........................
I love gays and lesbians but I need prayer that I have the worst time of my life tommorow at the pride parade cause the bible says to not NOT take pleasure in that stuffs............................
what if they hand me rainbow flags or stickers.........I could like rainbow flags and stickers I'm saying?
I mean what if they play good music on boom boxes?
I need prayer everyone. Skip to verse at end...........says don't enjoy the pride parade basically..................
Romans 1
Sunday, June 9, 2019
Lucifer battling pride, well what kind of people/fallen angels battle pride is it not the VERY PERFECT ONES?................................
Isaiah 14
Revelation 2:27-29
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Friday, June 7, 2019
Does the word "allah" mean lucifer??????? According to a 4000 year old book it does apparently........................
This blog post isn't even for you to read right now earth people's of the year 2019, I am posting this up so you can't tell me.........................."sheri you didn't warn us that lucifer is that powerful and that he's coming to this earth - you didn't tell us"
Does the word "allah" mean lucifer??????? According to a 4000 year old book it does apparently........................
Did you know the name "Lucifer" is only mentioned 1 time in the Kings James Bible and that he is tied into the muslim religion apparently (or so a guy says on you tube video below)..........but at any rate the idea that the very name "satan" means god.....(a god in our minds not the 1 true god) .........
https://www.biblegateway.com/quicksearch/?quicksearch=lucifer&qs_version=KJV
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"
Lady Gaga who is a christian sings "capital HIM" ----------- admitting in that song that there is a lowercase him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BsLd4Y060Q
Note in the verses below """""and which have not known the depths of Satan"""""""""""""" And that god will give """""And I will give him the morning star.""""""
20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols.
21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not.
22 Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds.
23 And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.
24 But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not known the depths of Satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden.
25 But that which ye have already hold fast till I come.
26 And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:
27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; (me sheri interjecting I believe this verse is speaking of SATAN) as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.
28 And I will give him the morning star.
29 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
I believe "that woman Jezebel" in Revelation 2:20 is not merely the Jezebel earlier mentioned in the bible BUT LIKE HER women like her who will................"seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols" I believe this because Revelation 2:22 it says "Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." Well you cannot cast the jezebel from the old testiment of the bible into "into great tribulation" because she is dead, she like fell or something and like her body was left for dogs to eat. It's hard to imagine the body of christ getting that corrupt, but I believe it most assuredly is going to happen................and is currently happening.
If you look at the verses around 1 Corinthians 6:14-16 in "context" those verses are talking about fornication. But I much believe there is more then 1 type of "fornication" ------------- could just be I've hanged around to many super ubber mega super on the narrow way christians for so many years. There is a certain though "fornication" in my mind to idolatry...................I'm saying if you view celebrities as something super great..............and you are super super into them. And let's say you start immitating them......................at some point you could be "one with a harlot" or so I theorize.
Bible says don't judge by looks but by fruit and I believe that, cause there are people that look glamorous like myself but have fruit, and also the opposite exists people who look FAR REMOVED from the world but their fruit is lacking Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BsLd4Y060Q
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Monday, June 3, 2019
I have learned the when the bible says John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." it's understanding finally the consequences to my actions!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when you think there's no consequences to your actions, why would you stop????????........................
I have learned the when the bible says John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." it's understanding finally the consequences to my actions!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when you think there's no consequences to your actions, why would you stop????????........................
John 8:30-32 "As he spake these words, many believed on him. Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
I've decided that "continue in my word" means literally continue reading the bible being in god's word!!!!!!!!!
32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
Cause I wasn't free'd from a pornography addiction until I had been in god's word for awhile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For a long time I was sure that pornography was even great for my marriage, cause I just didn't for a long time no any better.
1 Corinthians 6:8-10
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