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Saturday, June 29, 2019

"works meet of repentance" for this week, (been much on my heart lately to not be a "lover of self" --- think on others much more).........................

"works meet of repentance" for this week, (been much on my heart lately to not be a "lover of self" --- think on others much more).........................
2 Timothy 3:2 "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,"

  Course I am limited, limited with time. But I feel like do something, keep making a effort is the idea. Titus 3:8 "This is a faithful saying, and these things I will that thou affirm constantly, that they which have believed in God might be careful to maintain good works. These things are good and profitable unto men."
  I used a link via facebook that doubled my donation to, so it's actually a $20 donation 😁👍👄👄👄👄💓💓💓💓💓💓
   I couldn't find the link though for that matching donation that I used, but this one is similiar for unicef......................
   Fellow christians that link to unicef should stoke up your zeal and fire for good works!!!!!!!!!!!! Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works." When donations are matched like that, that should be firey briscuts in the zeal for good works oven!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I have a new favorite christian goth band, I'm looooooooooooooooooveeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiing this band..........................thank you jesus...............................................relieved jesus was goth, eat his flesh and drink his blood daily he says in the bible 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Jesus Christ is the lord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   Though I do not condone leaving people to die...........but I understand the need for diabolical goth lyrics. 
  Jesus is coming back for them like 1000 years in the bible............not full out goth, but then I believe jesus all gets "gother" again cause he's lord so stands to reason..................................

Revelation 19:10-12 

10 And I fell at his feet to worship him. And he said unto me, See thou do it not: I am thy fellowservant, and of thy brethren that have the testimony of Jesus: worship God: for the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.
11 And I saw heaven opened, and behold a white horse; and he that sat upon him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness he doth judge and make war.
12 His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself.
  "making war" that can be pretty clean goth.........................
pretty clean goth
   "His eyes were a flame of fire" ----------- the goth lord fire!!!!!!!! 
THE LORD FIRE!
Shabbat Shalom 💓💓💓💓💓💓

Thursday, June 27, 2019

Confession: I had a vision of myself in the future and I don't even know how I'm going to be who God has planned for me to be?????????? Well heard a muslim guy today say the imam mahdi will be forced to rule, that this extreme humility he says is a sign of righteousness.................?

Confession: I had a vision of myself in the future and I don't even know how I'm going to be who God has planned for me to be?????????? This morning I heard a muslim guy today say on you tube that the imam mahdi will be forced to rule, that this extreme humility he says is a sign of righteousness.................? (moses who people often say "common man just do your job" ---------- think on this man, the meekest man on the earth god said he was Numbers 12:3....................really think on moses....................which of us should be so prepared to be ourselves???????????? Is not meekness good????????????????? I'd go against the grain of this entire earth obsessed with winning at all costs and say MEEKNESS IS A VERY GOOD THING, Psalm 37:11 "But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace.")
  This isn't the video I watched this morning, but something instead for the whole body of christ to consider.............this idea that a few not one......................BUT A FEW......................muslim leaders might not only rule the world but 2 them (the anti christ and the guy proceeding him) could be in the bible........................

    Anyways, I had a vision, that I'll be quite different then how I am these days in the future. That god is going to launch me into a leadership spot on this earth. I ain't prepared to be me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know how I'm going to do that. 
   I'm such a catch 22 to, cause on one hand I want people to finally think well of me right, which money and a high place on the earth that'll likely "get you there"
  But then so much comes with that, so many "expectations" of the people. Luke 12:48 "But he that knew not, and did commit things worthy of stripes, shall be beaten with few stripes. For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required: and to whom men have committed much, of him they will ask the more." Not much at all "expected" of me right now, not by humans, not by God either at the moment. But in the future that is going to change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I know I gotta do what we all do even when I'm finally "there" -------------- walk by faith!
2 Corinthians 5:7 "(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)"

you have a big spot on this earth ----------- walk by faith
you have a lowly spot on this earth ------------- walk by faith
  Same walk style!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Faith!
  Literally I don't even know if I have it "in me" to be me??????????? Somedays I take naps at 3 p.m. get tired, get tired so easy. 
  But I will do the will of god, yep, determined, somehow, someway.......................via a miracle basically. 
  More verses on meekness cause I just think they are fantastic.......................
Psalm 25:9 "The meek will he guide in judgment: and the meek will he teach his way."
Psalm 22:26 "The meek shall eat and be satisfied: they shall praise the Lord that seek him: your heart shall live for ever."
Psalm 76:9 "When God arose to judgment, to save all the meek of the earth. Selah." HECK YA!
Psalm 149:4 "For the Lord taketh pleasure in his people: he will beautify the meek with salvation." GETTING GORGEOUS 😀
Isaiah 29:19 "The meek also shall increase their joy in the Lord, and the poor among men shall rejoice in the Holy One of Israel." HAVA NAGILA TIME YA!
   sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo......................................I'm meek, uh, yep. 
I have low status on this earth
low super low
super super super low
yikes low
only 8 subscribers to my you tube low
and like I don't think even 200 subscribers to my instagram low
like low
hear me out
STATUS NO MADDER 
WHERE YOU IS ON THE EARTH ISN'T IMPORTANT
Are you meek?
And do you love god..................................
Matthew 22:37 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind." These are the important things on this earth, not status not what so many of us are caught up in, or have been at times caught up in. In the bible jesus says depart from me ye workers of iniquity..........
well looks to be these "workers of iniquity" were so hard at work to be big on instagram, and big on you tube They forgot the poor
they forgot the widows etc.

Matthew 25

40 And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:
43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.
44 Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?
45 Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.
46 And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.
   The people headed to heaven, lord willing I'll be of that group did feed the poor, did do all that stuffs or some of it............the ones on jesus's left side DIDN'T. Well I believe they been working iniquity, LITERALLY SO BUISY BEING "POPULAR" BEING SOMETHING BIG ON THE EARTH (that they did not even have time to go and buy something on https://thehungersite.greatergood.com/clicktogive/ths/home ----------- charity that feeds hungry kids 👍)
Psalm 36:12 "There are the workers of iniquity fallen: they are cast down, and shall not be able to rise."
 Am I the only one, that has sat and watched some of the you tubers (I DO HOPE THEY EITHER ARE SAVED OR GET SAVED) and wondered, like "what are these people doing?????? Going to all that effort to get viewers do they not know they have souls???????????????????????????????????" ------------ I could be the only one on earth that has pondered that. Man I'll ponder that, near everyday.           Though I get social media and it isn't even a bad thing.......................if used right. I suppose as long as we keep god 1st in our hearts, not no celebrities, or worldly goods, or uhhhhhhhhh ya love not our own lives as well
LOVE THEM NOT
Revelation 12:11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death."
  I believe it is a process, to love your life not unto the death. And people in the world prosper via LOVING THEIR LIVES. So it's very tempting I believe to also love my life.........cause then I'll be liked finally. 

2 Timothy 3:2 "For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,"

  Society thinks loving yourself copiously is a very good thing, that if you have to buy all the latest cosmetics and smuther them all over your face, and buy all the latest fashions, and love yourself real good and you tube video all that up ------- society thinks that is super mega wonderful but that is not something actually I don't think to be desired. 
  But that I, we, you love not our lives unto the death! Why??????????? So we can serve God!!!!!!!!!!
  That's all I gots for today! 
Have a great week earth!
LOVE

Tuesday, June 25, 2019

I've decided life is just a huge game of "duck duck goose" and society always needs a goose or two............................

I've decided life is just a huge game of "duck duck goose" and society always needs a goose or two. Today someone on my facebook posted up this but I changed the art cause I don't want to violate some copyright....................."You can't do ugly things to people and expect to live a beautiful life."................

  More then 1 of my facebook friends has posted either the above phrase or some variant thereof on their facebook before. 
  Many good people are like lazerous POOR. 
  And there are many rich who don't experience the glitter text above.................they just prosper on this earth and live fantastic lives. 
  I do get the point of it, be nice to people. But being nice, isn't going to necessarily get you mega far on this earth.
   I assure you all lazerous wasn't the only person in eternity poor, but living for god. 
  If you want to "ride the high places" of this earth.....................then sabbath with me from friday night at sundown to saturday night at sundown.
   Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."
   Lately I think all I been getting right or near right, let's hope right, is keeping the sabbath.
  On fire to keep the sabbath cause..............................Psalm 51:15-17 "O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise. For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise." I used to try and do, I've spent a whole life trying to do.............trying to wear my hair more "saintly" etc. etc. etc.
  It's our hearts god wants more then anything!
  To give friday night from sundown to saturday night at sundown to god --------- is small in the equation of things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
 Besides riding the high places of the earth a even BIGGER GAIN................................. Isaiah 58:14 "Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord;"
   I mean you alllllllllllllll the entire world could try and label me the b-word and turn me into a "goose" in that way............but you will fail! You cannot stop the will of god!!!!!!! 
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end."
   My expected end, ya I'm richhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm not poor no more, I'm wellllllllllllll thought of...........................

  Not only in eternity, whilst on this earth as well, is fully my expected end for myself.
If we wage a war not against flesh and blood
love you lucifer and fallen angels your "victims of circumstance" and I do know that...............step aside though cause it's fixing to rain on me...........................
LOVE YOU ALL THOUGH
💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋
Christian goth pirates life for me
argggggggggggggggggggggg



Sunday, June 23, 2019

Just saw the new toy story movie, I really can't handle that movie like EVER..........I don't want to be ever rejected and thrown away in the garbage (aka hell).............................

Just saw the new toy story movie, I really can't handle that movie like EVER..........I don't want to be ever rejected and thrown away in the garbage (aka hell).............................Matthew 25:41 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:"
There's been problems for me, with my family all moving away from me 18+ years ago (not my big sis though she didn't move away from me, just one brother, one sister and my parents)..............I have nightmares all the time................where I'm just roaming, I'm roaming around from house to house with no home. Many train dreams, and/or max type um railways.............just traveling traveling looking for a home all night long in my dreams. Lots of dreams where I'm in a house alone, but like there's ghosts in the house, and my family is always pretty well always in these haunted houses, except the "ghosts" aren't the real "ghosts" in my dream, instead the "ghosts" are my younger sister, and brother and parents that moved away from me 18+ years ago.................that's what the ghosts represent I'm saying.

   And any terror I feel when being haunted bad by ghosts in these dreams
is my deep seated terror of every being just left
just abandoned
just put aside and valued as nothing
   This latest Toy Story movie it wasn't great for me to watch..............it was about some of the toys not having a "child" anymore, and one wanting a child really badly.
   Somedays I want a family so bad. (well you know I have my husband, and 2 kids, and some relatives a hour and a half drive away from me) But like you know parents nearby, etc. etc...................you know what I haven't had for 18+ years and have had to deal with that and I don't know how to deal with that???????????????????????????????
But the bible it does say............................
Luke 18:29-31 "And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children, for the kingdom of God's sake, Who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting."
  I didn't leave my family, I was left, but still Luke 18:29-31 it just has to work for me. I work hard to keep the sabbath and live for jesus.

I'd wish for families for everyone. 
I'd wish that nobody go to hell. 
that nobody be Matthew 25:41 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:" throw'd away
 Chippery song very appropriate, let's not all be like me crying my eyeballs out over a kids movie.............only two children's movies do this to me, all the Toy Story movie I come home cry my eyeballs out (nobody knows, well now they know) and on the SAME THEME that old rudolph the rednose reindeer movie where there are toys in the "island of misfit toys" --------- I can't handle that part of the movie I cry my eyeballs out....................
  --------- and off topic but on topic...........................saw 2 "crazy" people in portland (2 people just walking and one riding a motorbike?? talking to themselves)  - they need people loving them to. 
 I quote Ellen Degenerous
"Be kind to one another"
ps...........yes I talk to my well my mom and my younger brother and sister on facebook we text message each other. But this long distance internet family thing doesn't feel real to me. 
  That very much must be my parents, and my younger sister and my younger brothers idea of family, just sending a few text messages on facebook to each other. 
  ----------------------- it's more just the whole being left by them
that left me feeling not valuable
and I don't know how to deal with that????????????????? 
  But all things.........................Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose." It's good for me to have a heart for the lost and the damned, to love them, to want them to be saved as much as I do. It's good to love the orphans, the widows. And the damned, that I hope won't be damned!
  If I had a magical wonderful life I'm saying, would I care if people went to hell????????????? Maybe I wouldn't care so much????????????????????? Or would I have such a heart for the orphans????????????????????????????
There is a reason for all that has happened in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  

Wednesday, June 19, 2019

Video blog post: On fire to be as jesus was in this world 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world."...................

Buttercup likes to headbutt his brother a lot - he's all earned horns of fire in a picture - love him though. But dang he been starting out the day lately - acting like he's in a thunderdome....................
Video blog post: On fire to be as jesus was in this world 1 John 4:17 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world."...................

So..............update, um ok my friendship ended right cause my ex-friend kept pestering me what was bugging me, and I told her and it involved some extreme poltergeist activity.
  And she said she didn't want to talk about that, and didn't want to be around that fallen angel or speak to him ever again..............which I thought ok our friendship is over and so I said things heck blogged a post about my stance on abortion (she's one them that believe's babies should never hardly ever be aborted................I'm anti abortion but pro choice as I tell my husband god told adam and eve not to eat from the tree of knowledge in the garden of eden.........but I do believe God did give them a "choice" --------------- I believe god is pro-choice but anti abortion clearly He's god).
   I said some things that were a-holeish of me....................she ended our friendship telling me not to say her name or else she'll sue...........well I wanted our friendship ended well if it was going to end.
   It's good to be as jesus was on this earth jesus he loved people!
   Anyways.............................lately I'm still experiencing poltergeist activity......................maybe it's bad but I watch a lot of ghost hunting shows to "console myself" that at least I'm not going through what "they" are going through etc. 
  I'm not any longer like scared, or worried for my life........................for about a few days though I was scared, around the time I made mention of the "situation" to my ex-best friend. 
  Which it's totally horrible to fear loosing a friend, so you stay quiet, they force you to speak and then your fears come true and you loose a best friend that was your best friend for many many years. I told her it should be ok to speak about fallen angels and/or poltergeist activity which might be fallen angel related MIGHT NOT BE! 
   Ephesians 6:12  "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." There is a very real war going on for OUR SOULS, making believe it doesn't exist isn't a solid plan!
  But that's exactly what my ex-best friend wanted me to do just stay shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't talk about those things. 
   My parents, many houses we lived at were haunted, but those could've just as well been fallen angels giving our christian family a bad time.................people don't even like consider that a possibliity out there but it's a real possibility. 
 We don't wage a war against flesh and blood though my ex-best friend threatened to sue me as if we do wage a war against flesh and blood no..............Ephesians 6:12  "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." 
   But don't get things to twisted.....................I want lucifer to win armagedon! What do we even want people burning in hell for?????????????????????????????????? 
  Seems a bad plan to me................get em help -------- get em counseling. 
My christian goth self might've gone extra kooky
but I'm only doing as well as I am today
cause there are people in my life that refused to give up on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #FACTS
Oregon Food Bank
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Monday, June 17, 2019

Oklahoma Muslim Woman Attacked in Dallas for Wearing Hijab. Fellow ladies we need to stick together.........................this stuff needs to stop!................................

(My current blue hair look might offer me some protection from being verbally or worse assaulted by guys???????????? I HOPE SO)
Oklahoma Muslim Woman Attacked in Dallas for Wearing Hijab. Fellow ladies we need to stick together.........................this stuff needs to stop!...............

  And you might think hmmmmmmmmmmmm this sounds like a dang personal issue to you sheri - ya it is.
  I'm struggling at the moment though, cause if I wear a tichel and/or hijab cause I often will switch off between the 2 styles of headcovering. Am I safe wearing either style?????????????????????????? not really, that's the answer right there.
  But if I don't wear a headcovering..............................
like no joke
noooooooooooooooooo joke
a few times now guys, it's always young guys but still it's scary......................they drive past me screaming rather violently
a few times this has happened to me
all the ways they want to --------------------- you all know what --------------------------------
   This kind of thing never used to happen to me.
  The headscarf is such a weird thing for me, I feel safer and not safer both at the same time wearing it.
  It would be the actual solution for me, if this world wasn't chalked full of people that hate muslims and jews!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   But I should be able to be safe, or feel safe, and all women should care, cause what if someday your daughters get the same treatment???????????????????????????????? It might be nice for them someday I'm saying to wear a headcovering.
   But then things are even more complex cause ======= I near died of a heat stroke a few years ago (and it's a problem I've battled a few times over the years ----------- once I went momentarily deaf and blind at the same time in arizona)...................I left my body in the ambulance for a solid 15 minutes seemed a long time I was floating over my body, my head at my feet, looking up at the ambulance roof it was all white, and had a super weird view of the street at the window at the end of the ambulance and I thought it was so cool. Then I was put back into my body.
  So I'm afraid of hot weather.
  I think I'm afraid of violent sounding young guys though more.
............................................this isn't a world where all guys are super nice to women and they respect the ladies all of them. This is a world where WOMEN DO GET RAPED!
   And I've heard people say on the internet that women that wear hijabs get raped to. But I always, always, always, ALWAYS..................
I'm telling you earth.
  I always get the mega bad attention from guys when I'm not wearing a headcovering. When I had blonde hair exactly like 2-3 days ago I dyed my hair mostly blue (which I believe blonde hair provokes them..................I mega believe being a "hot blonde" super provokes them) --------- it's always been when my hair is showing.
  When I'm wearing a headcovering I get left alone. But I also fear, I fear being harmed by people that hate muslims or jews.....................I fear being discriminated against as well.
 You all should care! Any any violence, hate, discrimination.........that happens to a hijab wearing muslim lady, or a tichel wearing jewish lady, or any vaiant thereof 👍💓💓💓 Should be allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll of everybodies concern!
   That women of all races and nationalities and ethnicities be treated well should be very important to you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!
  I'm worried to about the non-headscarf wearers to.............................I am concerned about the treatment of all women.
  That we be treated well.
  but right now................mkay..............................
the young guys in my town
got me thinkin 
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe wearing a headscarf and risking a heat stroke this summer is a solid plan!!!!!!!!!!
   Let me make this very clear to you all..............................
whether you are wearing a headscarf and are pro headscarf or anti headscarf
If young guys are yelling violently at me while in my car......................that is a problem. 
   I don't know if I'm the only one this has happened to????????? What I do know, is this #metoo movement has begun women in the usa that were once quiet about being gropped etc. etc. by guys are now coming forward.
  Keep doing that ladies!
  Your coming forward does help. Cause a problem can't be addressed if it is "hidden under the rug"

rape should never be ok
molesting or groping women or kids should never be ok

never

In my estimation, it is hecka scary out there right now, whether you have a headcovering on or not, to be a girl.
  Though 0 of these guys have actually threatened like violence to me...................................very violently have they yelled at me while I am in my car about how they want to --------------------------------------------- me. And that is scary.
   That isn't like the olden days when guys would just whistle, back in the day, that's what I'd get I'd get guys whistling at me.
I don't feel safe in the town I live in. 
And that's whether I wear a headcovering or not................
hate to say it
and I gonna upset people who read this
I think I'd feel safe in a muslim country wearing a hijab.....................
muslims been real nice to me many them. 
    My mom says I'm like a rockstar these days that I'm so massive on the global scale............I hope she's right and what I've experienced isn't the norm out there.
 It's scary being a girl rockstar then............................YIKES................................I'm a massive Billie Eilish fan so.....................................I'm looking like her twin these days, my own kids mentioned that I look like Billie Eilish these days, I think so to...........................
PLEASE VALUE WOMEN THANK YOU!

Friday, June 14, 2019

I love gays and lesbians but I need prayer that I have the worst time of my life tommorow at the pride parade cause the bible says to not NOT take pleasure in that stuffs..........................

I love gays and lesbians but I need prayer that I have the worst time of my life tommorow at the pride parade cause the bible says to not NOT take pleasure in that stuffs............................

what if they hand me rainbow flags or stickers.........I could like rainbow flags and stickers I'm saying?
I mean what if they play good music on boom boxes?

I need prayer everyone. Skip to verse at end...........says don't enjoy the pride parade basically..................

Romans 1

25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.
26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.
28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
29 Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
30 Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
31 Without understanding, covenant breakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
32 Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.
So for the record I can love gays and lesbians and I do love gays and lesbians............but I'm pretty billions percent sure 
I need to have the worst time of my life at the pride parade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 I need to not only not enjoy rainbow stickers or flags, I need to feel like I'm laying on a bed of nails all day long.........but like hmmmmmm.............like a bed of nails with like snakes and scorpions that'll do it, not the snakes that'd be nice.....................but scorpions. 
 I bestest not actually say how miserable of a time I need to have at the pride parade ---------- cause that is demented. 
ps...............fresh you tube video talking about my hair......................I can't handle the grey hairs is what this all amounts to, and they are pesky white white white hairs, 
the kind you dye
and then they are there again 2 days no joke later (less you dye your hair green/blue ha ha ha grey hairs I win)
Facts: I was born extra and then my family took me to church. 
Have a great week!
LOVE



Sunday, June 9, 2019

Lucifer battling pride, well what kind of people/fallen angels battle pride is it not the VERY PERFECT ONES?................................

Lucifer battling pride, well what kind of people/fallen angels battle pride is it not the VERY PERFECT ONES?
Isaiah 14
12 How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!
13 For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north:
14 I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High.
15 Yet thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.
  God god HIMSELF, is calling lucifer "son of the morning" and I elaborated what all "son of the morning" entails, it involves lucifer finally being on this earth amongst us and bringing real light on this earth. Of course I realize people would say "sheri you have believed some illuminati stuffs now" --------- well does the bible not say lucifer is the "son of the morning"??????????????????
------------- yep it does
#illuminati confirmed 😂💓💓💓💓💓
hahahahahahahhahahahah
  But anyways, you just don't get pride like that if you are the "stank of the universe"
  To get pride like that.....................you've done some actual GOOD! And not just a little bit either and you pry love a whole ridiculous slew of people to!!!!!!!!! I'm saying............nobody get's pride like that nowhere nomadder where they is in eternity, unless there is some """""""""reason for that pride to creep all inside someone"""""""""""""
   I have people to "buffet" me --------- who buffets lucifer?????????
1 Corinthians 4:11 "Even unto this present hour we both hunger, and thirst, and are naked, and are buffeted, and have no certain dwellingplace;" Buffet means people trying to get me to be better and do better WHICH IS GREAT! 
   Also proof that god is love.................he gives lucifer the morning star and I know this is talking about lucifer cause just 2-3 verses about satan is mentioned. God giving lucifer "the morning star" stands to reason CAUSE GOD IS LOVE................

Revelation 2:27-29 

27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.
28 And I will give him the morning star.
29 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
   It seems like I'm getting sidetracked right now but I'm not, cause if lucifer is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo perfect that god can give him "the morning star"
Something holy something of immense spiritual significance! Well it would stand to reason lucifer would eventually battle pride.........cause he ain't god, all us that ain't god if you stick us in some fancy smanchy spot in life like that.................we probably going to get real proud. Unless people buffet us.........but who could or where is the buffet for lucifer?????????????????????????????????????????
  And lucifer is cross and skullbones, yep. I'm cross and skullbones for the lord. You don't get to be "cross and skullbones" without some real ummmmmmmm value to yourself. 
(he's tired of this old world cause he's cross and skullbones #FACTS)
 I recommend praying for lucifer, and having some love for him. He's a "victim of circumstance" I'm telling you all. 
  Jesus wants more for most the rest of us...................he wants us overcomers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
overcoming the lusts of the flesh and the temptations on this here earth
as paul said
1 Corinthians 10:23 "All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all thingsedify not."
  Judge much less love more 👍
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
Ps.........if I upsetted muslims with my last blog post I not trying to bash the religion of islam at all, far from that, I'm trying to say the religion of islam there's things about it "so on the mark" that that religion I believe to be a "big player" in the future. -------- So I not bash. 
I love everyone #FACTS. 
I'm dead. 
I'm dead like jack white in this song....................
I ordered a "cross and skullbones" ring to from www.wish.com (well it's a ring with a skull but you know it's a cross and skullbones ring................us dead folks in the cross and skullbones whether cross and skullbones proper, or "cross and skullbones for the lord" we look at skulls to remind ourselves.................
yep I'm dead
dead is best
not no friend of this world
not living like people living on the "earthly plain" live
I ain't my own, I'm bought with a price!
The Satanic Temple
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Friday, June 7, 2019

Does the word "allah" mean lucifer??????? According to a 4000 year old book it does apparently........................

This blog post isn't even for you to read right now earth people's of the year 2019, I am posting this up so you can't tell me.........................."sheri you didn't warn us that lucifer is that powerful and that he's coming to this earth - you didn't tell us"
  Does the word "allah" mean lucifer??????? According to a 4000 year old book it does apparently........................

Did you know the name "Lucifer" is only mentioned 1 time in the Kings James Bible and that he is tied into the muslim religion apparently (or so a guy says on you tube video below)..........but at any rate the idea that the very name "satan" means god.....(a god in our minds not the 1 true god) .........
https://www.biblegateway.com/quicksearch/?quicksearch=lucifer&qs_version=KJV
Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"

 Have you noticed earth how powerful the muslims are getting 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓I LOVE MUSLIMS 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 and fully believe god is very much wanting them to be saved, and listens to their prayers. But man the muslims are getting powerful, we had the "war against terror" in iraq and iran that few years ago, president bush talked much on..............................notice how little talk there is on the war on terror these days??????????? Yet Isis and other muslim terrorist organizations are thriving. 
--------------------- well if they are doing lucifer's will, and are members of lucifers church (whether they know that or not doesn't matter)..............it would stand to reason that they would be quite a bit successful. 
   What other groups of people on the whole earth, could have many terrorists groups like that and be seemingly UNSTOPPABLE??????????????????????????????????????? 
  Do you know of any besides the muslim terrorist organizations?????????????????? I do not know of any??????????????? 
  Yes there are some mobs in japan I've heard, like gangs.........................maybe some mob activity in the USA to this day................but those are small small potatoes compared to the power and death sometimes daily accumilated by terrorist groups in Islam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Lady Gaga who is a christian sings "capital HIM" ----------- admitting in that song that there is a lowercase him.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BsLd4Y060Q
Note in the verses below """""and which have not known the depths of Satan"""""""""""""" And that god will give """""And I will give him the morning star.""""""
Revelation 2

20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols.

21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not.

22 Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds.

23 And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.

24 But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which have not known the depths of Satan, as they speak; I will put upon you none other burden.

25 But that which ye have already hold fast till I come.

26 And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:

27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; (me sheri interjecting I believe this verse is speaking of SATAN) as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.

28 And I will give him the morning star.

29 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
   I believe "that woman Jezebel" in Revelation 2:20 is not merely the Jezebel earlier mentioned in the bible BUT LIKE HER women like her who will................"seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols" I believe this because Revelation 2:22 it says "Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation, except they repent of their deeds." Well you cannot cast  the jezebel from the old testiment of the bible into "into great tribulation" because she is dead, she like fell or something and like her body was left for dogs to eat. It's hard to imagine the body of christ getting that corrupt, but I believe it most assuredly is going to happen................and is currently happening.
   Though understand "fornication" fornication is giving yourself over to idolatry I do believe I will explain.................1 Corinthians 6:14-16 "And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power. Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ? shall I then take the members of Christ, and make them the members of an harlot? God forbid. What? know ye not that he which is joined to an harlot is one body? for two, saith he, shall be one flesh."
   If you look at the verses around 1 Corinthians 6:14-16 in "context" those verses are talking about fornication. But I much believe there is more then 1 type of "fornication" ------------- could just be I've hanged around to many super ubber mega super on the narrow way christians for so many years. There is a certain though "fornication" in my mind to idolatry...................I'm saying if you view celebrities as something super great..............and you are super super into them. And let's say you start immitating them......................at some point you could be "one with a harlot" or so I theorize.
    Bible says don't judge by looks but by fruit and I believe that, cause there are people that look glamorous like myself but have fruit, and also the opposite exists people who look FAR REMOVED from the world but their fruit is lacking Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."
  It could be, makeup is super bad to wear............jezebel we all know jezebel what are the key things about jezebel in the bible?
--- she looked very pretty and WAS VERY PROUD BECAUSE OF IT
------ she didn't appear to respect men, to repect "authority" (I respect men)
------- and uh..............ya that about covers it. 
  It wasn't just a look though, it was a "spirit" that jezebel had. A "I don't need god" spirit in my estimation. 
So I making it clear, it isn't how you look...........it's how things are in your heart. 
  Do you love GOD? 
  Are you in HIS word?
(my ex, friend got onto me cause I didn't captilize god in phone texts...........so now I'm trying a bit to make a point to capitalize all that............per lady gaga it's capital HIM)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0BsLd4Y060Q
  It's very dangerous to look at how a person looks............cause I am convinced, the "jezebel spirit" that people online talk about, and just reading about jezebel in the bible....................it's more of a problem within her in her heart...................
it wasn't her looks
there's many pretty women out there that god is just fine with them being pretty
just like there are handsome men out there and god is just fine with them being handsome
It is the heart god looks at it is our hearts!
1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."
"for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart"\
 I have no doubt many have looked at me and written me off over how I look, but "the Lord looketh on the heart". 
 Have a great week earth!
LOVE
PS...............I believe you can avoid the harlot spirit, and still wear makeup and jewlery (albeit cheap costume jewelry) by dressing modest
I am a huge fan of dressing modest
and I would wear hijabs and tichels much more cause I enjoy that more modest look
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE NO JEZEBEL!
But I'm a jew and there are so many white supremacists in the united states of america, that I feel safer wearing the tube scarf style headcoverings, which I believe to be a very modest, and not a friend with the world sort of look. A look of respecting god in my estimation..................
there's something to modest attire
something that's not of the "jezebel spirit"
I much believe jezebel weared very provative clothing..........yes she had a "spirit" about her................but that "spirit about her" had something to do with how she dressed I theorize. 
--------- if jezebel was super homely looking, would she of had the kind of power over men she seemed to have (or at least some men in the bible) ---------------- I believe if she wouldn't of had that sort of power over them...............she also wouldn't of had the pride she had........................it was a whole combo of things with jezebel........................she looked very pretty, she dressed very provacatively, many guys noticed her and let her do whatever she wanted.........and then her heart got very prideful. 
modest attire 👍

Monday, June 3, 2019

I have learned the when the bible says John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." it's understanding finally the consequences to my actions!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when you think there's no consequences to your actions, why would you stop????????........................

I have learned the when the bible says John 8:32 "And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free." it's understanding finally the consequences to my actions!!!!!!!!!!! Cause when you think there's no consequences to your actions, why would you stop????????........................
John 8:30-32 "As he spake these words, many believed on him. Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free."
  I've decided that "continue in my word" means literally continue reading the bible being in god's word!!!!!!!!!
32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
    Cause I wasn't free'd from a pornography addiction until I had been in god's word for awhile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! For a long time I was sure that pornography was even great for my marriage, cause I just didn't for a long time no any better. 

  But it's so much more then that the things to be "free'd" from................fornication for instance.............................
1 Corinthians 6:18 "Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body."
  fleeing fornication is FLEEING PORN AS WELL, flee, fleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee looking at half clothed people looking sexy..............fleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fornication. DON'T EVEN GET NEAR IT IT'S BAD!
  If you weren't in god's word and maybe you watched a lot of jerry springer...........maybe you could get thinking "ah that ain't that bad" ------------ NO IT'S BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   Sinning against your own body is EXTREMELY BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 6:8-10 

Nay, ye do wrong, and defraud, and that your brethren.
Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind,
10 Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.
  This is a list of very horrible stuffs, we allllllllllllllllll need to be in god's word I believe so we can get free from the whole list of 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 flee that stuffs flee that horrible list of badness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
   I going to continue in god's word I'm determined my whole life..................I don't want to do anymore none of 1 Corinthians 6:8-10. 
Cause the people doing the stuffs listed in 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 are headed to hell it's bad stuffs BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!
That's all I'm like zealous for at the moment, none of us want I don't imagine to be regularly doing 1 Corinthians 6:8-10 stuffs for good, cause that would lead us to hell for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Have a great week!
LOVE