To make my mom happy I'm trying to have my hair down for a bit of time to prove a point it isn't going to make me popular all of the sudden.....I am hated by the entire planet FOR GOOD MAYBE.......................sheri 2024 in her "permanent villian era" as long as you are trying to please people EVEN IF THAT WERE YOUR OWN PARENTS your not free........................though pleasing god I believe is a good plan to try and do that Galatians 1:10 "For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ."........................................................

Update 12/24/2024 ---- sheri 2024 in her "permanent villian era" as long as you are trying to please people EVEN IF THAT WERE YOUR OWN PARENTS your not free........................though pleasing god I believe is a good plan to try and do that Galatians 1:10 "For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ."........................................................

most aren't free out there even the people that think they are free - nope they out there on some maybe never ending athon trying to please people with the clothes they are wearing, the purses they use etc. etc. the shoes they are wearing etc. etc. 

John 8:35-37 "And the servant abideth not in the house for ever: but the Son abideth ever.  If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed. I know that ye are Abraham's seed; but ye seek to kill me, because my word hath no place in you." - Now that verse isn't saying don't serve JESUS HIMSELF CAME TO THIS EARTH "AS HE WHO SERVETH" 

Luke 22:27 "For whether is greater, he that sitteth at meat, or he that serveth? is not he that sitteth at meat? but I am among you as he that serveth." - In my estimation John 8:35-37 is talking about having christ in your life having more then a long list of "buisy work" you are doing at your church.............because the jews wanting to kill Jesus in John 8:35-37 -------- they likely did serve, they likely were doing stuff for others, but they wanted to kill jesus their hearts weren't right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why you serving at church????????

are you serving for god?????????? Or to make men happy????????????

it could be our motives in our hearts are really important

I myself don't feel called or lead or nothing to serve at the church me and brian go to at all...............................I don't. 

I don't anymore need to be "great" 

to get a pat on the back from people

to be a "men pleaser"

and the more I quitted trying to please men INCLUDING MY OWN PARENTS

the free-er I got

I'm free and happy lately.........................

2024 "permanent villian era" me is 

is my life perfect - heck no

but I get to be myself MOST AREN'T ACTUALLY ALLOWED TO BE THEMSELVES they are confined to paramenters that "please men"

I had a moment recently...........................

it hit me

how much happier I am doing the thing that pisses the world off aka "being a white chick wearing dreads" 

and I'm like wait

I literally needed to piss the earth off.........................

my new drink container pictured above - not goign on ozempic I decided. I decided ozempic is potentially dangerous, at least with metformin I know it's safe for me. I'm just keeping up drinkin green tea, one of the blue containers worth a day - or that's my goal anyways I been meeting that goat. (I usually cold brew the tea so I can add more flavouring to it and then I add ice - cold drink all day)

To make my mom happy I'm trying to have my hair down for a bit of time to prove a point it isn't going to make me popular all of the sudden.....I am hated by the entire planet FOR GOOD MAYBE. Which I get it, my mom knows I have been rather alone for years and years and years now, and she lives all away across the usa from me, so what is she going to do, she is going to try and get me to do whatever it takes for me to get friends even if that means me looking like a .......................................................................

(cause I think she'd pry want me wearing skimpy clothes, she seems to be cheering on tight jeans a lot) Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved." NOT LIKED not popular ANYWHERE!

  Am I the most hated person in my family - yes. Am I maybe of the most hated people on the planet - could very well be. 

 Its not fun being disliked in a society that is very into going to social events, and having "likes" on social media platforms. But it's not a bad thing either cause................if your way loved Luke 16:15

"And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God." You could be a abomination then. Could a abomination be saved - sure I think it's possible, just repent give you life to jesus!

  Hair removed me nicely from this world..............Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Comeout of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues." You look around what do you see everywhere????????????? HAIR!

  If your hair is flowing in the wind and your a girl you blend in with everybody then!

  But a tichel or a hijab, or what I wear is a hijab/tichel hybrid often..............that says I'm gods!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I think the same effect can happen with hair showing, but you have to not have your hair in any "style" and have modest attire on. So it is possible! And I was plannin on having my hair down once I had grown it long......................way out into the future but my mom is currently driving me up the wall so much so. And I'm going to prove a point to her that it don't matter if my hair is even showing. 

I ain't of the world the world knows it so they don't love me!
John 15:19 "If ye were of the world, the world would love his own: but because ye are not of the world, but I have chosen you out of the world, therefore the world hateth you." It don't even matter that I impersonate marilyn monroe pretty well and am a huge marilyn monroe fan ---------- that doesn't even matter naw. 

  To keep my viewers "in the loop" on my instagram recently my mom said............https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm83IAaHMp9/?hl=en&taken-by=colorfulpaperbird
(my mom who doesn't want me to even use her 1st name on my blog) Sigh
(my mom who doesn't want me to even use her 1st name on my blog) Hey...did I see you wear jeans? YES\
  And then there was a guy that maybe heckled me............I don't know if he heckled me but that smiley face with a tongue sticking out emojii might be a heckle 😝that he might have a sense of humor my husband tells me.............well I don't get that kind of humor. But he may have some kind of humor I do not get...........cause what else would you put a smiley face with a tongue sticking out emojii unless you weren't sincere and you thought my modest attire and headcovering looked stupid?????????????????????

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