Update 3/12/2023 I'm having a good time lately making native american choker necklaces (I'm over 1/4 native american on my mom's side of the family, then my dad's side my great grandpa was a jew, and great grandma was a full blooded native american lady)........................I'm of the believe jews are native american's and native american's are jews..............think about it, jews migrated..............native american's migrated..................both migrated and lived in tents (teepee's are tents basically).........
todays "bead haul" from walmart 😀 and close up pic of my latest native american beaded necklace.
me wearing my latest native american beaded necklace 😁
I'm 70% sure my aunt is still alive so I said hi to her today because I love her
though I know she wants to tear my eyeballs out as does her whole church.......................
When I wrote this in the year 2013 I thought I was a apostle (at a previous church many laid hands on me and prayed for me and told me I was a apostle), I don't anymore. But back then I thought I was really "something".......................(I was not showed mercy by the Apostolic Christian church of america - I was told I could NEVER become a member of their church and that I was the worst human ever according to the main elder of oregon city and silvertons apostolic christian church of america's). I back then weared makeup and back then that was against the churches "commandments of men" and I was told I couldn't become a member if I weared mascara, or OR if I henna'd a wedding ring because I am good looking and if I didn't have a wedding ring on guys wouldn't leave me alone, I was told henna is against the churches rules "commandments of men" that henna is a tattoo - WHICH HENNA ISN'T A TATTOO.
0% mercy they showed me ever
and it's my families church
and we still don't know if my great aunt is alive still - I wasn't invited to her husbands funeral --------- I spent a lot of time around them as a teen and going to the apostolic christian church of america for a few years anyways hanging out with them
only to be hated basically cause I hate commandments of men --------- they make other christians seem or feel "less then" and that's horrible
and they give the apostolic christian church of america the right in their own brains to treat people like me very bad many of them treated me very bad
I tried to become a member to get the heck out of that church cause I knew I wasn't about to heed their "commandments of men" FORGET THAT BS
I e-mailed this to 3 pastors a few minutes ago and deemed it blog worthy........................
Luke 8:18 "Take heed therefore how ye hear: for whosoever hath, to him shall be given; and whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he seemeth to have."
"hath" THAT IS LOVE
"hath" is also uh understanding understanding that the world is under the influence of satan like being lied to by the devil deceived, that jesus paved the way through the veil that is his flesh...................those that are christs have crucified their fleshes to their lusts and desires
BUT ALSO LOVE
LOVE IS SOMETHING TO "HATH"
AND IF YOU "HATH" THAT NOT
EVEN WHAT YOU "SEEMETH TO HAVE" AKA OF "UNDERSTANDING" ETC. ETC. IT WILL BE TAKEN AWAY FROM YOU
in my estimation you gots ta love if you want to receive more in this life
there is a saying
"those that show themselves friendly have friends"
I think that is very true
might not be right away
might take a awhile to make friends
but as a general rule if you keep at it keep trying be "friendly" your going to get friends sooner or later this is about to pan out
--------------- you love people you love even your enemies surely someday some people somewhere ARE GOING TO LOVE YOU A LOT YOU WILL RECEIVE "MORE"
(further I think the terrible ones are terrible because they refuse to love people
Isaiah 25:5 "Thou shalt bring down the noise of strangers, as the heat in a dry place; even the heat with the shadow of a cloud: the branch of the terrible ones shall be brought low." those "terrible ones" ya they sure could point the finger, MAKE A STORM)
I'm not saying your the terrible ones I'm just saying they are stormy............Isaiah 25:4 "For thou hast been a strength to the poor, a strength to the needy in his distress, a refuge from the storm, a shadow from the heat, when the blast of the terrible ones is as a storm against the wall."
they don't want to love
THEY WILL BE BROUGHT LOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOMADDER HOW BIG A STORM THEY PUT UP NOMADDER WHAT THEY ACCUSE ME OR OTHERS OF --------- BECAUSE THEY REFUSE TO LOVE 3 PASTORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you don't love me
WOE TO YOU 3
(that's what I sent 3 pastors a second ago)
The fab thing is..............if you choose right to show mercy to people, and to love your enemies, and like love people in like general right, and keep at following jesus don't draw back keep fighting this "good fight of faith" but most importantly maybe love
you will receive more of that. In loving people and showing mercy ------- you are placing yourself in the path to receive much gain of that stuffs Luke 8:18 "Take heed therefore how ye hear: for whosoever hath, to him shall be given; and whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he seemeth to have."
People could if they wanted point alllllllllllllllll kinds of fingers at me right.............say but sheri look here you did this, or you did this or you did this or you said that...............BUT IF I "HATH" RIGHT........................."TO HIM SHALL BE GIVEN"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And a lot of pastors out there preach about gaining material wealth (I not a pastor though I do yack a lot hahahahahah) the real gains in this world I think to be desired is that people love me, and show mercy towards me I THINK THESE ARE THE GAINS I'M AFTER THAT MOST US ARE AFTER....................money you gain that is your car, house, boat etc. going to forgive you and love you - NO.
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
I recommend to like earth to love and show mercy, love and show mercy, love and show mercy, love and show mercy, love your enemies show them mercy, love everybody love love love love love and show mercy
I have figured out the "lotto system"
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LOVE
Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;"...........