To all christians "afraid" out there, god did not give you a spirit of fear 2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.".....................

my fancy cat marshie..................💓💓💓💓💓

he's so much like me he often just sits around and be's fancy all day as he should! - he didn't like me trying to take pics of him.........that was wayyyyyyyyyyyy to encroaching upon his fancy time aka his entire life💓💓💓💓💓💓 Since my youngest daughter has went off to college I'm now maybe marshie's fave now 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

Update 2/4/2024 no update pics or nothing with this blog post update cause I'm still pretty sick. My husband got outside to build greenhouse (it's a $300 greenhouse - should look nice) it was he said 30 something degree's outside. 

I think this wig was also horrible, and back then I really needed to wear makeup badly. These days I look much more like marilyn monroe 24/7 even without makeup on, but back then I wasn't as much looking like marilyn (no plastic surgery............just red light therapy - many people in my family their nose the cartilage get's like larger and hardens up more at the end of their nose later on in life ---------- I spent most my life terrified I'd end up with my aunt kays nose................which her nose looked great on her. Fortunately my cartilage did it's weird grow/harden up thing and it ended up very much looking like marilyn's nose). She was a lot like me, super "sun shiny" but when she got sad finally - she got real real real sad.

(back to wearing tichels, pictured above, I'm just going to have to figure out which headscarves are cool enough for the summer. Everyone liked actually seeing my hair. It was terrible for me, I don't like my hair at all hanging down)

To all christians "afraid" out there, god did not give you a spirit of fear 2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind."
  A few people fear me bad right now, so bad I've been thinkin about fear. I can't think of a time a moment, when fear would be a good thing.
  This verse in particular has just gripped me lately Revelation 21:8 "But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death." Where this verse says "but the fearful" man I've been thinking on that, on the idea that fear could lead you to hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Romans 8:15 "For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father."  Don't have fear, instead I recommend having faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Mark 4:39-40 "And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. And he said unto them, Why are ye so fearful? how is it that ye have no faith?"

  Also a section of the bible much on my mind lately Numbers 14:6-9 "And Joshua the son of Nun, and Caleb the son of Jephunneh, which were of them that searched the land, rent their clothes: And they spake unto all the company of the children of Israel, saying, The land, which we passed through to search it, is an exceeding good land. If the Lord delight in us, then he will bring us into this land, and give it us; a land which floweth with milk and honey. Only rebel not ye against the Lord, neither fear ye the people of the land; for they are bread for us: their defence is departed from them, and the Lord is with us: fear them not." 

  Joshua and caleb, they saw the giants in the land, and they chose to trust god.....................god promised this land of "milk and honey" this was it this was the land god promised all the jews back then full of "milk and honey" God clean told them "I gonna give you this land"!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Exodus 3:17 "And I have said, I will bring you up out of the affliction of Egypt unto the land of the Canaanites, and the Hittites, and the Amorites, and the Perizzites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites, unto a land flowing with milk and honey." This was it, this was their land of "milk and honey" and instead of believing many of them chose fear. 

 ................now maybe if you fear a person your love just ain't perfect yet...................
1 John 4:17-19 "Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. We love him, because he first loved us."

  Though I don't much recogn fear to be a good thing at all I can find many places in the bible where god is saying hey don't fear 

Deuteronomy 3:21-22 "And I commanded Joshua at that time, saying, Thine eyes have seen all that the Lord your God hath done unto these two kings: so shall the Lord do unto all the kingdoms whither thou passest. Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God he shall fight for you."

  Now my old church is in terror of me, they done told me so on this here blog on a older post (apostolic christian church of america). I don't fear them. If they killed me.....................what can separate me from the love of christ????????????

Romans 8

34 Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.

35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?

36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

what am I gonna fear?????????????????????????? Besides god???????????????????????????????????????

I don't fear you! 

I believe, I believe god Deuteronomy 3:22"Ye shall not fear them: for the Lord your God he shall fight for you."

----------- I can't even tell you all in what ways god is fighting for me...................but you can be 100% He is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I'm determined to not walk in fear, but walk in faith like joshua and caleb.............who choose to believe god when he said he'd give them THE LAND FLOWING WITH MILK AND HONEY Exodus 3:17 "And I have said, I will bring you up out of the affliction of Egypt unto the land of the Canaanites, and the Hittites, and the Amorites, and the Perizzites, and the Hivites, and the Jebusites, unto a land flowing with milk and honey."

0% FEAR 

FEAR IS TERRIBLE WHAT ANY YOU WANT THAT?????????? I do not understand "the fearful"???????????????????

I am a lion

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(ended) Red and Green Zig Zag patterned weaving giveaway (ended)...............................

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I always include a larger picture of the weaving I'm giving away for the month cause the thumbnail is so tiny................

Have a great week! 

Being a christian isn't about how you look - it's about how you love (do you bear fruit for jesus) I've been beat down much by past churches over how I look.................

2/3/2024 my oldest "sons" surgery went well. My cold is still lingering around....but am at the end of it finally. To the point where I can breath easier. Have a sore throat but even that is getting better. 

 I agree with myself here from 2016. But over the years I've had stupid hairdo's and this is one of them. 

Being a christian isn't about how you look - it's about how you love (do you bear fruit for jesus) I've been beat down much by past churches over how I look.
(It's impossible not to offend people or upset people it's going to happen, it is literally impossible to please everyone WE CAN PLEASE GOD THOUGH).................

my wig above I hadn't clipped the front piece in right here's some more pics........so everyone can breathe a sigh of relief, I do know how to clip in fake hair..................I think I look basically adorable, I'm happy with this look : ) it's cool, the tichels are much to hot for the summer, and I worry about getting heatstrokes as it is........................

(and yes I beaded the native american barrette in above photo, I am like 1/3 or so native american from both sides of my family.....lived next to a multi tribe reservation for 4 years had many native american friends : ) 

Bible verses spoken about in above video..........Ephesians 4:2 "With all lowliness and meekness, with longsuffering, forbearing one another in love;"
1 John 3:2 "Beloved, now are we the sons of God, and it doth not yet appear what we shall be: but we know that, when he shall appear, we shall be like him; for we shall see him as he is."

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

Philippians 2:8 "And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross."

 I want to be like jesus, I want to love, I want to forgive, I want to be longsuffering in love.................

I want to show people mercy Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy." I don't know about you all but I want to find me some mercy!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

////////////////////deep thought for today............if we love our enemies, if we pray for them............I think we indeed can win..................Romans 12:21 "Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." If you love people you are a winner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 23:7 "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee." Figured out I can "thinketh" good for people in my heart, have it good for them in my heart and really win in that. 

  ------------------ sidenote, ya I've battled low self esteem, I've had a supermodel sister for years now. It's hard to have a supermodel sister and not feel like homely or ugly garbage. Someone in my family is getting married next month and that also propensiated the need for a wig, to try and look comprible to the miriads of drop dead gorgeous people that are in my family for reals!

  But bodybuilding is helping me out, something about being buff that gives me a "self esteem boost" ---------- a much needed self esteem boost!!!!!!!!! I ain't there yet though, hard at work dieting every week, pinpointed my diet as my current obstacle, to my bodybuilding goals. 

I quote the below song: "light of the world shine on me, love is the answer" amen!

Have a great week!

LOVE

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To be a "pure and spotless" bride for jesus, I've decided I NEED TO NOT NO LONGER love the world or the things in this world, and I admitedly have been struggling lately..........................

Update 2/1/2024 if "time and chance" happeneth to me in a way that I end up to hell, which I believe it is. Well whilst having this "bad luck" 

I WILL LOVE PEOPLE.................

(My latest painting)

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That's all the "content" I feel up to adding today 2/1/2024............I got a really bad, cold, might be more then a cold got a fever to. Spent all day yesterday in bed, bout to go nap some.

To be a "pure and spotless" bride for jesus, I've decided I NEED TO NOT NO LONGER love the world or the things in this world, and I admitedly have been struggling lately..........................I feel all alone in this struggle to I feel like I'm the only one in the whole planet in this battle 1 Peter 5:8-9 "Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world."
  Many days the "things of the world" don't look horrible to me at all, they look like what I recogn a beautiful harem of women must look like to a sheik.................like a feast.................Go to ebay behold do these goods not look pleasant to ones eye?.................
http://www.ebay.com/
  Are there not many a earthly good like vashti the queen in the bible whom the bible says was "fair to look on" very well she must of been easy on everyone's eye's to look on...............Esther 1:11 "To bring Vashti the queen before the king with the crown royal, to shew the people and the princes her beauty: for she was fair to look on."
   You all know what being a "harlot" is???????????? It's when you are given over to earthly goods..............to cheap earthly goods (instead of god). Judges 16:1 "Then went Samson to Gaza, and saw there an harlot, and went in unto her."
 The bible didn't mess around it just called harlots out, just full out called them what they are........

harlot

/ˈhɑːlət/

noun

1.

a prostitute or promiscuous woman

http://www.dictionary.com/browse/harlot

Isaiah 1:21 "How is the faithful city become an harlot! it was full of judgment; righteousness lodged in it; but now murderers."
  Clearly not all "harlot's" are prostitutes or even "promiscuous women" or even women men can just as well be harlot's loving all kinds of things of the world and/or the world.......................THAT IS HARLOTRY!
  You can completely be not good looking, but be given over to all kinds of idols, all kinds of harlotry.
  Confession time: I once lusted after men on www.bodybuilding.com. Nowdays all I do is admire physics, which one can do and you know, you know the difference if you are merely admiring a physic or if there is some kind of lust in your flesh when you view certain photo's of people.
  But then I thought on it.....................How I was cheapening myself in that activity. 
  For I desire, for a guy to only love me, cherish me, adore me..............FOREVER! And how can I someday Dare to expect this from ANY GUY.................if I myself were cheapening myself ever by looking lustfully at any body?
  I'm saying if I desire that from a guy and I do......................I need to also put that level of faithfulness out.
Jesus wants a pure and spotless bride.................he don't want us to be cheap harlots clade in fanciful clothing and jewelry etc. etc. etc.
2 Corinthians 11:2 "For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ."
Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish."
1 Peter 1:19 "But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot:"

  Jesus himself is without blemish and without spot....................but somedays I know I sometimes get it in my head, or I must that..................

"oh just this one spot the grace of god will cover that"

But if/when I make myself into a harlot or as the bible says "play the harlot" in a verse..................I CHEAPEN MYSELF GREATELY IN THAT! 

  I do believe jesus christ wants the church to end up like him someday Ephesians 5:27 "That he might present it to himself a glorious church, not having spot, or wrinkle, or any such thing; but that it should be holy and without blemish." NOT A HARLOT! NOT SOMETHING CHEAP! BUT EXPENSIVE BOUGHT WITH THE BLOOD OF CHRIST!

  ------------- whether you are single or married or whatever your status I recogn the lusts of the flesh is something to flee from. All this lusting after men and women all that I recogn something to flee from 2 Timothy 2:22 "Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart."

  Don't cheapen yourself by "playing the harlot" or being a harlot. 

Let's pretend I was a harlot....................................and I was goreous and I had all the jewelry I wanted, and all the makeup I wanted, and all the expensive clothing I wanted, sorry gwen stefani I'm using your song........................(now gwen stefani is going to church, and honestly I think there is much reason to hope for her, I'm one to hold out hope for great a many people GOD/JESUS IS ABLE TO SAVE and I full know oftentimes the people that have fallen the farthest, get the bestestestestest vision to see and hear the bible the bestestest................I'm saying there is reason to hope much for us massive screw ups) Ya I'm hard at work beating myself up for a bit of fake hair and a few bracelets......................................I think I should be............grevious to my own soul somedays. 

  I like to look pretty, and I sit there and think to myself...............well should I look ugly for jesus????????????????????

  How much should I torture myself for jesus????????????????????????

 BUT DO I WANT TO BE A CHEAP HARLOT - HECK NO!

(see I can have no fellowship or hardly any and try and say "well god I'm at a disadvantage in life....................................but I make the choice to cheapen myself................if I were to lust after a worldly good..............or another person)
lot was one the only righteous men in sodom and gamora..................he didn't cheapen himself
noah also in a land chalked of harlots --------- he didn't join them
Was noah and lot did they end up ok, and protected by god and alright - ya. Did the sinning people around them............not really.

It's my choice to make --------- I need to stop blaming the world around me "well it's to tempting" yadda yadda...............no myself Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh."

  I've been called many a time a "ranting b------------" on my blog by many a people, and this is a bit of a rant. It's good to think about things, don't just jump down the same cliff you see most this world jump off of, most of the world I think is involved in harlotry/idolatry. 

Think on that stuffs. 

Think on who bought you...............1 Corinthians 6:20 "For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's."

  I don't want to play or be the harlot (somedays it's beyond enticing to me, and somedays I battle much............................I want to be something expensive) With jesus I know I am the expensivististist..............................not with this world, the world and it's good could only cheapen me. 

Have a great week! 

LOVE

Proof you should keep the 10 commandments or at least 5 or 6 of them if you are a christian.............luke 18:18-20 only lists 5 commandments......

Update 1/30/2024 All the commandments are sumed up via loving each other. 

Romans 13:8 "Owe no man any thing, but to love one another: for he that loveth another hath fulfilled the law." - that's it that sums up the entire bible I believe, love god and love each other. 

Mark 12:30-32 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment. And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these. And the scribe said unto him, Well, Master, thou hast said the truth: for there is one God; and there is none other but he:"

um I literally have no "update" so enjoy this original post from 2015.........clearly I don't believe all of this anymore - love people, love god...........that's it. That's it, and that's all one needs to know from the bible in my 2024 estimation. 

eat whatever meats to want as often as you want 

love god and people - that's it that's "the thing" 

My latest painting : ) 

Proof you should keep the 10 commandments or at least 5 or 6 of them if you are a christian.................luke 18:18-20 only lists 5 commandments......

Matthew 19:17-19 "And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments. He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

Mark 10:17-19 "And when he was gone forth into the way, there came one running, and kneeled to him, and asked him, Good Master, what shall I do that I may inherit eternal life? And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God. Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Defraud not, Honour thy father and mother."

Luke 18:18-20 "And a certain ruler asked him, saying, Good Master, what shall I do to inherit eternal life? And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God. Thou knowest the commandments, Do not commit adultery, Do not kill, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Honour thy father and thy mother."

My parents always told me, sheri don't keep none the old testiment, don't keep none the law, else you will go to hell basically cause like nobody can keep the law successfully. But uh, looking through the bible for the magic verse they have used my whole life I found this....................

Romans 2 13-14 "(For not the hearers of the law are just before God, but the doers of the law shall be justified. For when the Gentiles, which have not the law, do by nature the things contained in the law, these, having not the law, are a law unto themselves:" The law never could save, never will save, jesus is all that saves, but the law I recogn it's still good. Don't become a pride filled extra judgy pharisee right. 

 Wait I find the verse that my parents use to tell me most my life to run like crazy from all the law.............my parents though look further at the context your magic bible verse is located in............

James 2:9-11 "But if ye have respect to persons, ye commit sin, and are convinced of the law as transgressors. For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all.
For he that said, Do not commit adultery, said also, Do not kill. Now if thou commit no adultery, yet if thou kill, thou art become a transgressor of the law."

  Ya it sounds scary, if you "offend in one point" you are guilty of all. It's sounds terrifying, and it is a solid logic, to not pay much heed to nothin in the old testiment cause that's law stuffs and dangerous stuffs. Like I get the logic. The logic is of course eat lots of ham, get tattoo's...................we are covered in the blood of christ. I get the logic I think : ) 

 I work hard myself not to eat pig products cause they is gross animals and I believe god wouldn't of commandment it for no reason - fact people do get PARASITES! Well badly cooked meat is a culprit...............I'd greately estimate badly cooked pigs meat would be very very bad................. HAM THINK ON IT PEOPLE IT NEVER LOOKS THAT WELL COOKED!

(Ya, I be's stickin with regular cow meat or chicken meat burgers predominantly from burger king : ) 

Hebrews 7:19 "For the law made nothing perfect, but the bringing in of a better hope did; by the which we draw nigh unto God."

  Yep the law made nothing perfect, it is the facts. Only jesus saves, he is the way the truth and the life! But the law, I don't think is something to run away from in terror from. The pig meat idea alone.................think about it people. Ok bacon is well cooked. But ham????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

And what you all want to be eating that grease for anyways??????????????

  Ain't burger grease enough?????????????????????????

I don't get this world somedays?????????????????????

I wouldn't want no parasites crawling all in my stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now shellfish which god also poo poo'd I don't know????????????? I don't know if that'd cause parasites???????????? Not the parasite expert, but I do know a few things, I know some meat is more dangerous, and pigs meat is a 5 fire alarm worth of danger. 

  Kosher hot dogs are super tasty to, I've decided they are AWESOME! xoxoxoox kosher hot dogs xoxoxoxoxo

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

I'm the kosher freak of my family - it's awesome : ) 

oh but back to my point with the James 2:9-11 "But if ye have respect to persons, ye commit sin, and are convinced of the law as transgressors..........." love everyone ya that's my takeaway from that there bit of the bible. The next verse to me isn't saying run for your lives from the law " For whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all." it's saying love people --------- that's how important loving people is. 

Jesus wants us to bear good fruit to love people

love our neighbor

love each other

love love love love love love

are you different from me???????

PROBABLY YOU ARE

PROBABLY YOU EAT PIGS MEAT!

AND LOTS OF AHHHHHHHHHH NOT KOSHER! IT'S OK...........IT'S OK...................It is true, the blood of christ

There is power in the blood of jesus

you can go ahead and join me eating kosher hot dogs if you wish : ) 

but nomadder

JESUS SAVES!

OK MY KOSHER HOT DOG EATING SELF IS DONE BLOGGING FOR TODAY : ) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

FUN : ) 

It ain't what you do sometimes that matters to god............................it's your heart.............do you love people????????????????????? 

ps............back to wearing bracelets

loving people!!!!!!!!!!!! 

hard at work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I tell you all what many weeks I just volunteer at the foodbank --------- that's something, or visiting a sick friend also something.................................don't discount yourselves......................god's noticing everything..................noticing not only what we do, but our hearts when we do that stuffs I recommend loving each other.........................

do what you can

I don't know what that is for each of you?????????

something please

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It is perfectly normal for everyone to want to succeed to "stay low" to appear humble THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE.............

 Update 1/29/2024 for those who've been on my blog for awhile, you'd know I speak to the devil, satan, lucifer basically daily cause I prayed him back into my life 2013 (I was feeling lonely, depressed) well that prayer solved 1 out of 2 problems. 

  Can you please please, go view this guys ASMR channel................some these foreigner guys are so nice..............they have dreams to, and I want their dreams to come true I really do..........but for that for many of them, they need "likes and subscribers"................

https://www.youtube.com/@FAZIASMROFFICIAL

 ASMR Aldi is my #1 fave ASMR but fazi almost tie. Such nice people they both are...........or look to be. (I believe they are nice guys, I know though how most people out there think EVERYONE is b---- and a---- h----- ------ I realize in "cancel culture 2024" how much most everyone hates everyone) I'm really hoping life get's better for me and these 2 asmrers! 

  My new hair look 😁..........................................

It is perfectly normal for everyone to want to succeed to "stay low" to appear humble THAT DON'T MAKE SENSE.............
1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

The idea isn't to stay a "nobody" for good!

Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"

"Well sheri you should give up, your blog isn't doing that great, that ""due time"" per 1 peter 5:6 it don't look like it's happening for you"

Oh it will...................for god's word is true..................

Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

AMEN!

(I make real sure to keep the sabbath day holy I go by my towns official jewish shabbat candle lighting time I don't light the candles cause that's keeping the law maybe so I stay away from that aspect of keeping the sabbath...........from sundown friday night til sundown saturday holy time for me)

 I don't want to stay "down". I don't need to god's word is true Isaiah 58:13-14 is going to happen to me, cause I'm keeping the sabbath day holy it's only a matter of when. And I'm no longer opposed to being a celebrity.................

it's bad to idolize them

but the idea of god raising me up to celebrity status is perfect........I hope he does that

I need that

I need attention, there are people that are good with being in the background of life, and that is where they are comfortable they are called "introverts" then there are "extroverts" of which I am of that classification, and us extroverts sometimes we are the class clowns in school WHICH I DEFINATELY WAS I clean got kicked out of economics in high school and put in a remedial economics class. I have a extreme case of attention deficit disorder, so it was more then one thing going on.........there was another "class clown" in that class and we both ganged up on this teacher which it's bad in retrospect bad. Somedays this kid would crack a joke, and I'd have a complementary joke to crack..................

plays like the scene from a horror movie to me by now

Teachers have hard jobs, kids should be respecting their teachers............even if as the case was with this economics teacher I didn't like him. I'm saying I went to far, and I feel bad about it. 

  I do have attention deficit disorder bad as well, so I was dealing with some triple double few whammy's there. 

   Us extroverts we thrive off of attention we need it. It makes us feel alive, we feel dead without some attention, I'm telling the truth! My mom got all upset with me few months ago called me "attention hungry" but she's a introvert, and I don't think introverts always understand us extroverts......................some you introverts view attention the need to have it as a negative. 

  Even the bible says...................

1 Thessalonians 4:11 "And that ye study to be quiet, and to do your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you;" Be a good introvert, study be quiet, work, be quiet, be a good hard working introvert thumbs up : ) 

  But at the same time ok.............nobody can tell my attention deficit disorder self...........that we shouldn't want and fully expect to be raised up by god. 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

  Ok if I'm like raised up am I not speaking to you all, are you not listening to me then....................I WOULD SAY SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHETHER I BE'S A GIRL OR NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  That's "exalt you in due time" in my mind...............or god making me into a celebrity that works to - a christian celebrity of course. 

  And further all you all not "exalted in due time" yet that are all mellow and chill, you might should be wigging out some 1 Peter 5:10 "But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."

  Stay low???????????????????????? Stay low?????????? What is that??????????????? Logic says, at least want a day for the suns rays to hit you nice and refresh you a touch. If that means you excell at your job, hey maybe that's it??????????????????? Something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Something!!!!!!!!!!!! God exalted us "in due time" SOMEHOW Ya we need to humble ourselves under the mighty hand of god for this to happen. Point I'm trying to make to all the introverts which is most the population is it's perfectly normal, sane and good, to desire to be exalted someday..............I would say to even desire some attention. If you didn't want nobody to pay attention to you, to me that's odd. To me you pry need to go to counseling some, if you don't want nobody to pay attention to you. I'm a complete extrovert though...............I had a friend that was a stripper and man I thought about becoming a stripper once, I sat there and I watched my friend make $3,000+ a month for a huge span of time, I have no qualms about nudity, it's sinful it's not the christian thing to do so I didn't do it. But I have no qualms about it. I am a extrovert

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I have to put a few selfies up for reals, I need attention. If nobody pays attention to me....................if it got bad I might loose my mind and run through the streets naked. I know it's hard for introverts to understand this, and I know that. 

  This ain't a christian song, and I know that but even the self professed highway walking kids they thinkin about being rasied up.........................so how normal is it really to want to stay "down"?.......................

This blog post could drive the body of christ cray, I have no idea???????? This is where my logic is located. The good news is, I will be raised up cause god's word is true, all I gots to do is keep that sabbath day holy all that verse Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

  Have a great week earth!

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