People I've decided are like tree's spiritually speaking...................

My rendition of "tree song" by evie karlsson..........................

I was watering my arborvitae hedge this morning and it occured to me that the arborvitae bushes that have not good root systems - aka the runts of the bunch - I've noticed they die easier, in general the better of a root system a plant has I find the greater it's odds are of living even when it doesn't get much water (I am a killer of plants so this is a topic I know of well : ) hahahahhahaah People I've decided are like plants if you aren't rooted well into god's word and prayer etc. ----------- you might whither?????????? You might leave your church????????????? Or not pray so much. etc....................... Jeremiah 17:5-8 "This is what the LORD says: "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the LORD. He will be like a bush in the wastelands; he will not see prosperity when it comes. He will dwell in the parched places of the desert, in a salt land where no one lives. But BLESSED is the man who trusts in the LORD,whose confidence is in him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit." Are you rooted in god's word today?

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Micheal jacksons funeral inspired me............

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." I don't know if micheal jackson molested kids, hope not, and the rest of his life didn't point to that -------- besides that he was odd and it's the conscencious that he never slept w/a woman. He did a lot of things right micheal jackson did. If we wait for someone else to do some good someone else to make the change --------- it may never happen............but if we give................Luke 6:38 "Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." When we die it ain't how much money we have that matters...........it's did we love, did we give. Micheal jacksons funeral was good for me to watch cause I sometime's get in a pity party land...................if I give it will come back to me "A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap" I can make my world better, I can make other people's world and my world at the same time better I can be the change! I want to work much harder to live to be that change. Inspired to live a giving life like micheal jackson. It did come back to micheal jackson, into his lap "A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over" determined to give into my future

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Ya the bible looks to be is true for everyone but us Jews. 

Luke 6:38 "Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."  - still waiting hahahahahahahhaahh

Romans chapter 8 read how much all christians should not be walking in the flesh......................

  This blog post is not my fave, but here it is..............................and this post I apparently said I was going to kick lucifer in the nutsack (according to a comment on this blog that is what I said back in 2008 ------ I was acting, I've always been goth I've always loved lucifer..............and I fully accept Jesus Christ the Lord as my lord and savior 👍 Jesus is the lord, and I am a christian goth 👍) but I guess enjoy this abysmal blog post from 2008.......................

(pic is from me today 1/18/2021 - for those new to my blog weekly I've been donating money to the apostolic christian church of america aka my enemies)

I'm trying to look white which, I talk about in video below.........because I no like anti semetism and I'd like to experience "white priviledge" for once in my life please 😁👍

To me romans chapter 8 is the very essence of what a christian should be living like, such a monumental chapter this is to me. Christians need to read this chapter especially any christians out there walking in the flesh ----- like keep the economy going but just buy enough to keep it going.........(I sure as hell don't want to buy more stuff I live in a 1200 sq ft dink dink dink dink house, and have no room for the stuff I have - buy more stuff ------- that'd be nuts) My commentaries in blue.........

Romans 8

1There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. - whew that's a relief : ) this is a sister that'd be busted to china if this verse didn't exist but it does --------- and I for sure am set in my mind and deteremined to not walk after the flesh but the spirit and make much more a effort to read my bible and blog : ) ------- it's walking after the spirit some blogging is, blogging works for me! Even if nobody reads my blog I re-read it from time to time and re-remind myself of stuffs I learned, thought of etc.

2For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death. "the law of the SPIRIT OF LIFE IN CHRIST JESUS" that's a thing I experience when I'm not walking in the flesh then I experience "the law of the spirit of life in christ jesus" when I'm walking in the spirit and not the flesh no more and that law the "law of the spirit of life in christ jesus" "hath made me FREE from the law of sin and death" That law of sin and death that I believe is where a person is a slave to the lusts of their flesh --- bound up to their flesh ------ bound to the law of sin and death. Something people are bound to out there "the law of sin and death" jesus can indeed set us free from that if deny ourselves and take up our crosses and follow jesus daily! Then the "law of the spirit of life in christ jesus" is active in us. What a awesome thing that that sets us free FREE from the law of sin and death.

3For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh: "the law of sin and death" still in effect in the law, the law couldn't do nothing about that

4That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.

5For they that are after the flesh do mind the things of the flesh; but they that are after the Spirit the things of the Spirit.

6For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace."the law of the SPIRIT OF LIFE IN CHRIST JESUS" is a real phenomina, jesus is the way the truth the life!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO BE CARNALLY MINDED IS DEATH!!!!!!!!! DEATH!!!!!!!!!! I can tell you all when I'm all about britney spears and chi chi entertainment tonight etc. etc. heaven knows I have few more fluff shows I watch in the day sometime's when I ain't on the jesus christ wagon so much ------- like not much going on with me then --------- not be feeling much of "the spirit of life in christ jesus" then, I've hit pretty dry dead empty times........being carnally minded. (but you know just try not to give into the lusts of the flesh and read your bible more that's what I often do as the smith's friends say again and again to work w/the lb you've been given, god likes us to make a effort ----- to those who have he'll give more to "Matthew 13:12 "For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath." not just have wisdom and revelation over god's word but heed some god's word I recommend then god will stengthen us I believe to be able to heed even more!)

7Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God." this world is a carnally minded go to the mall place - to me "the world" like people that are of "the world" those are the people that are like mall going a lot, just walking in the flesh - this world is about 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." glitz glamour, what you see, all about "the lusts of the flesh" notice "the lust of the flesh" here is said to be "of the world" and NOT of the father ------- the "lust of the flesh" is NOT of the father......that's of the world

8So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God. cause then your a friend w/the world, this worlds system of looking glitzy and having fancy fru fru homes etc. etc. all the pride of life buisiness (somedays I'm like uggggg my home is so ugly and I look at my husbands friends homes that are all big elaborate immaculate homes, and my house is old and small and cluttered and nothing very new in it or outside of it or anywhere --------- but you know we aren't of this world if we were of this world then ya my house would need some 911 help right away --------- but I'm not of this world it's better I be satisfied w/all god has given me............."they that are in the flesh CANNOT PLEASE GOD"

9But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his. me feeling relief

10And if Christ be in you, the body is dead because of sin; but the Spirit is life because of righteousness. The body is DEAD because of sin! Romans 6:8 "Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:" dead with christ not walking after the flesh no more, "dead with christ" speaks volumes to me those words (somedays I've definately wanted to not be "Dead with christ" thankfully I knocked myself upside the head and somedays for sure the smith's friends have knocked me upside the head it's so important to be "dead with christ" Romans 6:8 "Now if we be dead with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with him:" IF we be dead with christ......................we BELIEVE (I do) that we shall also live with him. IF we be dead w/christ --------- not walking in the flesh no more NO MORE

11But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you.

12Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh.

13For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live. IF YE LIVE AFTER THE FLESH, YE SHALL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! (I don't know what the preachers of america not preaching this much but I'd recommend they all get up and tell their congregations if they haven't yet, tell the christians that making the effort to go to church that if they live after the flesh they shall die --------- important stuffs to know! (pastor at a church I went to in high school, he told me he didn't preach x x x bible verses never cause he was after reaching the lost -------------- but you also have to reach those that are christ's!!!!!!!! what about them? To focus on the lost is good for every church, but don't forget those that are christ jesus's! They need to know - IF YE LIVE AFTER THE FLESH, YE SHALL DIE!)

14For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.

15For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.

16The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God:

17And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together. That's what I'm deteremined here on out to do - to "suffer with him" also speaks powerfully to me how this verse is worded.........."and joint-heirs with christ, IF so be that we suffer with him" IF IF IF so be that we suffer with him that speaks to me much

18For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. uhhhhhhhhh, ok if you say so

19For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.

20For the creature was made subject to vanity, not willingly, but by reason of him who hath subjected the same in hope,

21Because the creature itself also shall be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God.

22For we know that the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.

23And not only they, but ourselves also, which have the firstfruits of the Spirit, even we ourselves groan within ourselves, waiting for the adoption, to wit, the redemption of our body.

24For we are saved by hope: but hope that is seen is not hope: for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for?

25But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it.

26Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.

27And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is the mind of the Spirit, because he maketh intercession for the saints according to the will of God.

28And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. refer to bible verse at my heading something about how we know we love is that we keep god's commandments - "them that love god" to be of "them" is to not be a friend w/this world not be walking in the flesh! Not be a part of this 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." system of the earth this pride of life, lusts of the eyes, lust of the flesh, system --------------------------- when you love god then "all things work together for the good" somehow : )

29For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. This "image of his son" I really think that means "spiritually" jesus who suffered in the flesh, clean crucified his flesh to it's lusts and desires, and laid down his life I find jesus to of been very giving of himself - not someone off doing his own thing - he cared about people always whatever situation or place he was in - he didn't judge people he went out to bars etc. and was there and cared ------- but more then this he crucified his flesh he went through the veil that is his flesh....................I think it's definately good to have compassion for others not be thinking all the time about our ownselves and our own needs but look to the needs of others

30Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.

31What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?

32He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?

33Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's elect? It is God that justifieth.

34Who is he that condemneth? It is Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.

35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?

36As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter.

37Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

38For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

39Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans chapter 8 rocks!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

God looks towards the inward man if we are EVER going to love each other...............I believe we gotta stop hating each other over our "differences"...............

Original title "I am not a expert on many things, but I know jesus consecrated a new living way through the veil that is his flesh.................."

  Original blog post..........better new as of 1/11/2021 blog post at the end of this post................

  If I am afflicted to I have to sit and pretend to enjoy it??? Isaiah 48:10 "Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tested you in the furnace of affliction." Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." Tribulation/affliction same thing to me these days, been experiences extreme amounts of those items. I don't know if I have some point????? But that there is a battle to be waged, we do not fight against flesh and blood, it is a war we are all in whether we know it or not..............Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." I don't take affliction/tribulation well somedays --------- I let my affliction get my eye's off the war we are in. I also have those hippy jesus days, where I'm all having a light light light light yoke, and my burdens are ever so easy and I'm like ahhhhhh ya that is great, how awesome it is to be a christian ------------ then tribulation/affliction happens to me all to often after that sometime ------------- it's a war, it's a war, it's a war, there will be tribulation " that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God" I need to hold onto the joy of the lord in that tribulation!!!!!!!!!! The joy of the lord is my strength!!!!!!!!!! Nehemiah 8:10 "Then he said unto them, Go your way, eat the fat, and drink the sweet, and send portions unto them for whom nothing is prepared: for this day is holy unto our LORD: neither be ye sorry; for the joy of the LORD is your strength." What a awesome thing to be able to follow jesus like this and crucify my flesh to it's lusts and desires and in that to be able to have jesus's light burden's and easy yoke!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (for those you that don't know ---------- jesus came to this earth in the flesh full out, and consecrated and new and living way.................Hebrews 10:20 "By a new and living way, which he hath consecrated for us, through the veil, that is to say, his flesh;" ---------- aka jesus crucified his flesh it it's lusts and desires -------- he had a flesh like us just like us!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 4:15 "For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin." I swear it jesus had a real 100% flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 John 4:2 "Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God:" I mean full out totally jesus came in the flesh)
Romans 8:7-9 "Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be. So then they that are in the flesh cannot please God. But ye are not in the flesh, but in the Spirit, if so be that the Spirit of God dwell in you. Now if any man have not the Spirit of Christ, he is none of his."
  Powerfully speaks to me romans 8:8 that "they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god." Are you in the flesh? You walking in the lusts of your flesh right now? YOU can't please god doing that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wait few more exclamation points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let this sister bring it......... 1 Peter 4:2 "That he no longer should live the rest of his time in the flesh to the lusts of men, but to the will of God."
   2 Corinthians 7:1 "Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God." It's a filthy thing the flesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is "filthiness of the flesh and spirit" we need to cleanse ourselves from!!!!!!!! The flesh is filthy w/it's lusts and desires!!!!!!!!! FILTHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god." (somedays I'm not as good at making my point as I wish I'd be, the "filthiness of the flesh" is way bigger issue then I'm making it) cause........"they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god."
Psalm 31:6-8 "I hate those who cling to worthless idols; I trust in the LORD.  I will be glad and rejoice in your love, for you saw my affliction and knew the anguish of my soul. You have not handed me over to the enemy but have set my feet in a spacious place."
   "they that are IN the FLESH cannot please god." case you didn't read that bible verse enough.
    I got a american idol dance mat for christmas : ) (ya it's a kids toy) somehow my husband was able to figure out I really wanted that.........been having such a good time dancing w/mp3 player hooked up to it playin snoop dog -------- my husbands family laughed when I said I'm the white chick version of snoop dog, but I am I am a jesus christ ganster. Who needs to get my groove on : ) hahahahahah ---------- keep your fleshes down god likes that stuff!!!!!!!!!! peace out

(my rendition above of "You're Somebody Else" - by Flora Cash)

Sometimes it isn't the "outside" in fact despite how much the USA looks like it just got off the mayflower 15 seconds ago (everyone dresses so "prim and proper here") that god is always always after our hearts.................Ezekiel 11:19 "And I will give them one heart, and I will put a new spirit within you; and I will take the stony heart out of their flesh, and will give them an heart of flesh:" You can be goth, you can be country, you can be into rap music............................it's do you bear fruit or no?????????????????? Luke 6:44 "For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes." The heart, that is what God desires...........go ahead, listen to goth music, or country or rap, or christian music...............it's the heart god wants. 

   I choose the song above cause this blog post from 2008 of me I was "outwardly" meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeegggggggggggggggggga looking like "a saint" but inside......................inside wasn't doing to well back then in my estimation. I do not feel I was back then loving people as much as god wants me to basically. 

  ps.............you CAN..................be famous and bear good fruit..........("all things are possible for he who believeth" Mark 9:23 that a person can plentily be rich and/or famous and still have the life jesus came to bring...........my theory do you love people? WE WILL KNOW THEM BY THEIR FRUIT not how many millions of dollars and/or fame they either have or don't have Matthew 7:20 "Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."

  God looks towards the inward man if we are EVER going to love each other...............I believe we gotta stop hating each other over our "differences" 

1 Samuel 16:7 "But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart."

  2 Corinthians 10:6-8 "And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. Do ye look on things after the outward appearance? if any man trust to himself that he is Christ's, let him of himself think this again, that, as he is Christ's, even so are we Christ's. For though I should boast somewhat more of our authority, which the Lord hath given us for edification, and not for your destruction, I should not be ashamed:"

  I include a cute selfie from 1/11/2021 as well.....................

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

1 Thessalonians 5:18 give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus...........

(pic is from me 1/4/2021 in a effort to dress more modest I sewed the obi belt above)

Not that I have any hope at all of ever having a church family that loves me. 

But we shouldn't do things for the approval of others anyways. 

We should do things cause 

A. they make us happy and don't hurt no one

or 

B. Cause the bible says do that

this be's option B................

1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;"

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

Original post from 2008 (with a few edits and additions)...............

1 Thessalonians 5:18 "give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." That's the bible verse that stood out to me at my mainstream christian churches service this weekend. Pastor said that's how one can tell how well they are doing spiritually ---- their amount or lack of thankfulness. Often is when I'm not that in gods word, not going to church much, that I have gotten grumbly and/or unthankful. This year I am most thankful for my church....... that oneness of spirit is there, I often leave that church like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ya there is hope for this earth afterall! I guess I go to church for the experience! I've seen so many people get saved there, I've seen so many miracles happen there, I myself have went there w/heaps of unthankfulness etc. and left like loving jesus glad to be a christian, I can't even tell the earth the massive and good difference a good church can make for a person in their lives, something you'll have to experience if you haven't already. I do have a slew to be thankful for. I'm going to work much harder to be thankful, not get in no grumbly way no more! So much I have such a abundance god has given me. Have a awesome dragon boat team, and a good solid church. And am finally loosing the weight (though have a nutty regimen many metabolism drinks and pills I take throughout the day, recently added acai to my pill athon) Even in the midst of many trials and tribulations ( which I certainly am) I'm much blessed. Sometimes I have gotten unthankful but have a slew to be thankful for.............that I have christ in my life.......

    I have 0 idea what god's plans is for me, if He has any??????? I have reason to be thankful, and being saved is good : ) a saved jobless dragon boater it's good : ) (I can't get a job for the life of me, I've been trying, no luck yet)

   ----------- Man mini me there's always a struggle in life, either it's you have friends and no job, or you have a job and no friends, always there's something.........all the freaking always. 

  Heck mini me from 2008 even the Kardashians, cat fight sometimes.................

via GIPHY

  People can tell me I shouldn't want to be a celebrity, but they are real humans, living real lives for sure. There's no way out of the """""daily challenges of life"""""" that's how I wording that. Somedays shizzzzzzzzzzz get's real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  This has 0 to do with christianity, but you ask me......................learn to put on some sunglasses smile and strut baby strut!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😎

Titus 3:8 ".....be careful to maintain good works"..................

This verse caught my eye recently Titus 3:8 "This is a faithful saying, and these things I will that thou affirm constantly, that they which have believed in God might be careful to maintain good works. These things are good and profitable unto men." I think it's a good idea to "maintain good works" and this verse super speaks to me where it says "that they which have believed in god might be CAREFUL" to mainstain good works.......to be "careful" to maintain good works, make sure you are keeping them going. I think sometime's I get overcame by evil, Romans 12:20-21 "Therefore if thine enemy hunger, feed him; if he thirst, give him drink: for in so doing thou shalt heap coals of fire on his head. Be not overcome of evil, but overcome evil with good." Pray for your enemies!!!!!! Matthew 5:44 "But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;" I'm still bit zealous to do good to those that hate me of the smith's friends this verse clean says "do good to them that hate you" ya and pray for them!!!!!! Be not overcome w/evil but overcome evil w/good in doing that! There is 1 smith's friend that is very much my enemy that I have done much good to, I've done Matthew 5:44 these days I'm going to hone in on more praying for my enemies then anything ------- but if your enemy is thirsty by all means GIVE THEM A DRINK!!!!!!!!! "if thine enemy hunger, FEED HIM. And do good I recommend much doing good to your enemies not being overcame w/evil but overcome evil w/good. I've stepped up my good works athon, am going to work to be more careful to really careful to maintain good works like it says to do in Titus 3:8 and be not hopefully be not overcome by evil anymore.......the evil can keep their hate and their meaness, and their pride and all the buisiness of hate and badness they have in their dried up siphoned out hearts!!!!!! They can keep that stuffs! 2 Samuel 22:4 "I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies." amen. I'm clean aspiring to be a "Do-gooder" : ) lot's of do gooding and no hating of people no more, no be some dried up siphoned out foaming wave in the sea Jude 1:13 "Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever." The mean, the angry, the evil, they reap that stuffs "RAGING WAVES OF THE SEA, FOAMING OUT THEIR OWN SHAME" evil people reap that buisiness We aren't supposed to be overcome by "evil" people, overcome that stuff w/good pray for your enemies, do good to them (guess don't need to do hoards of good?) pray for them! They'll reap that evil sure enough as the sun rises in the sky. God ain't really a rewarder of evil!!!!!!Hebrews 11:6 "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him." yep god's a rewarder of prayer warriors. Pray for your enemies!!!!!!

Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

 

This is my song choice, I'm "feeling so small, down in a hole" after being bashed for years by the Apostolic Christian Church of America 

My rendition of "Down in a Hole" by Alice in Chains"

Sometimes that's where people want you in life, they want you "down in a hole, feeling so small so that they can feel "big" ---- that's why so they can feel big. 

Titus 3 "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers............"......................

  This verse caught my eye today......Titus 3:2-4; "To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men. For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another. But after that the kindness and love of God our Saviour toward man appeared," Really speaks to me part that verse that says "to speak evil of no man" sometime's in past I have spoken evil of some people ------- "gossiped". For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish (yep amen to that), disobedient, deceived, (yep I was once very "deceived" that's the word I'd use to), SERVING DIVERS LUSTS AND PLEASURES (YIKES - but true), living in (that super speaks to me where this verse says "living in") malice and envy ----------- that's a way to live for sure to live in malice and envy, hateful and hating one another. What a horrible thing to be "hateful and hating one another" I thank god I am getting away from being like that anymore. I much believe things are going to work out somehow for the very best heeding god's word! Acts 14:22 "Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God." That's what happening to me lately I've been going through "much tribulation" -------- "we MUST through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God" it's just how it is. If you are in tribulation out there "continue in the faith"!!!!!! Don't give up, don't draw back.........Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." The very bestest scenario is being saved!!!!!!! Being SAVED!!!!!!!! I need to endure even in much tribulation, "continue in the faith" Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts." There's a race to run a goal to get to! Not much I could argue w/galatians 5:24 that's it, they that are christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts.
"Being saved is like better then not being saved" ----------- (ah 2008 mini me, from that statement I  sheri from 2020 bestow upon you a blue ribbon).................

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so I will continue in the faith, and continue working on crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires, denying myself and taking up my cross and following jesus daily. There is a way to go, the way of life in christ, way jesus consecrated through the veil that is his flesh, jesus is THE way, THE truth, and THE life. The life, the bestest life I could live is in christ. 1 Corinthians 15:22 "For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive." In taking up my cross and denying myself and following jesus everyday and working on crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires totally not loving the earth or the things in it ------- following jesus ------- IN CHRIST SHALL ALL BE MADE ALIVE!!!!!!! Ya in jesus, in following jesus, on the way of life ---- that is denying myself and taking up my cross and following jesus daily and crucifying my flesh to it's lusts and desires ----- I'll be made ALIVE on this way. """""IN ADAM ALL DIE"""""""" ...........Colossians 2:20-22 "Wherefore if ye be dead with Christ from the rudiments of the world, why, as though living in the world, are ye subject to ordinances, (Touch not; taste not; handle not; Which all are to perish with the using;) after the commandments and doctrines of men?" """""IN ADAM ALL DIE"""""""" Jesus is THE life! That's THE life 1 Corinthians 15:22 "For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive."
Luke 6:27 "But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you,"............................

pics of me from today 12/21/2020

My crop tops from shein.com are nearly fitting like shirts these days.........that is the goal for most of them to end up fitting more like shirts (with maybe just a touch of a crop to them). And I do believe I will reach this goal. 

I ate fully vegan yesterday. 2 nights before that I ate some mini chicken taco's but today I'm gunning to eat vegan again. (I also take proper vegan pills on the days I eat vegan)