Am determined to go to bible study soon NOT FOR MY SAKE. But for my husbands sake that he socialize. People need to be social it is important, especially for normies and my husband is an normie - us goths have potential non living friends I SAID POTENTIALLY......................or "not on thie earth friends" I have a lot of "not on this earth" buddies : ) xoxoxoxoxo...............

 Ended up just going to church more often, so buisy bible study is basically mission impossible to go to anymore - especially on the day that bible study happens.

Am determined to go to bible study soon NOT FOR MY SAKE. But for my husbands sake that he socialize. People need to be social it is important, especially for normies and my husband is an normie - us goths have potential non living friends I SAID POTENTIALLY......................or "not on thie earth friends" I have a lot of "not on this earth" buddies : ) xoxoxoxoxo...............

no greater love

no greater love

is that then of a person who lays down their life for his friends

John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."

when the bible says he who looses his life will find it

you find it in serving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's where you find it

Luke 9:23-25 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?"

  Jesus why was he so popular so long?

did he not gain all that following serving others

laying down his life?????????

--------- sure people served him as well

you want to be um "magnetic" to draw people to you 

serve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be different

in a world full of people not serving potentially so much

none of us need that much stuff anyways

I clean went to ikea

spent $59 bucks

look

look at how great this wall looks now - it's a mess still, I gots to move all this stuff around now ----------- but look imagine how nice it's going to look soon...................

I didn't need a big walk in closet in a mansion.............

would a walk in closet in a mansion be nice - ya

but I don't actually literally need one of them

and maybe 

you only lay down you life for a few

maybe you only 30 fruit it........................

Matthew 13:23

But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.

it don't matter whether it's 30 fold

or 60 fold

or a 100

idea is LOVE PEOPLE

John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."

I don't say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe they are coming from a portal on the internet from the "otherside"..............I like this one 😁......

life seems like it's about "stuff" about the things you own at times on this earth - none of us hardly can escape commerce

commercials everywhere basically

but in reality life is about........................RELATIONSHIPS......................

Matthew 22:37-39 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

ONE THOUGH ------------ might need a break from humans from time to time and the mall might be nice "escape zone" of sorts........................................(not all people on earth might have that "gift" though - I call it "the gift of shopping" OH I HAVE IT)

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Vazquez's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..........

Aren't we all a "little trapped" Cause being alive costs money, clothes cost money, food costs money, shelter costs money. Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." How could any of us not serve mammon WHEN EVERYTHING COSTS MONEY????????????????.....................

 

Aren't we all a "little trapped" Cause being alive costs money, clothes cost money, food costs money, shelter costs money. Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." How could any of us not serve mammon WHEN EVERYTHING COSTS MONEY????????????????.....................

2 Corinthians 4:7-9 "But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us. We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed;"

I suspect in life most people either become depressed

or demented

I became demented 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

cause everything is so expensive

for those not aquainted fully like I am with the lyrics of "Head like a hole"

wonderful song by nine inch nails

probably the most underated band EVER................

Head Like a Hole
Song by Nine Inch Nails
Lyrics

God money, I'll do anything for you
God money, just tell me what you want me to
God money, nail me up against the wall
God money, don't want everything he wants it all

No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

God money's not looking for the cure
God money's not concerned about the sick among the pure
God money, let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised
God money's not one to choose

No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take it
No, you can't take that away from me

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control
Head like a hole
Black as your soul
I'd rather die than give you control

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve
Bow down before the one you serve
You're going to get what you deserve

I LIKE SUCK AT DESPISING MAMMON

i am the most crap christian ever

I like shopping

I like shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the bible

which I'm about to open

that's ruff

I must really be on the "highway to hell"

I'm supposed to be like

yay the bible where people die die die

and lazarus's wounds were licked by dogs 

and bathsheeba took a bath and then went to david's house

and 

lot's daughters had sex with their dad to have his kids even though they could've  JUST WENT AHEAD AND DIED CHILDLESS

samson destroying a coloseum and dying I'm supposed to wake up every morning like YES FFFFFFFFFFFFFF THE MALL THAT IS TERRIBLE THAT SAMSON STORY THOUGH 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

...............i'M GOING TO READ MY BIBLE THOUGH AFTER I POST THIS 

IT'S GOING TO SUCK THOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John 8:31

Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Ms. Castro's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................