dear fellow christians you don't have to love me, your probably going to die soon and I'm going to live cause I'm going with lucifer..................it's ok to be mad a me.................................I KNOW YOUR MAD............................trying to get off the divorce men bashing part of tiktok been trapped on it for days...............I LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS THEY PROVIDE "VALUE" you single lady this day and age that's dangerous ladies are traffickeded.................much safer having a husband to go to the store with etc. etc.............................and YOUR ORGANS ARE SAFER TO I BELIEVE WITH A HUSBAND...............................

 dear fellow christians you don't have to love me, your probably going to die soon and I'm going to live cause I'm going with lucifer..................it's ok to be mad a me.................................I KNOW YOUR MAD............................trying to get off the divorce men bashing part of tiktok been trapped on it for days...............I LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS THEY PROVIDE "VALUE" you single lady this day and age that's dangerous ladies are traffickeded.................much safer having a husband to go to the store with etc. etc.............................and YOUR ORGANS ARE SAFER TO I BELIEVE WITH A HUSBAND...............................

there was a hospital recently caught harvesting organs of people with no families

and look

look

if I am in a "sexless marriage" and am having a miserable time in life - which I am

that ain't me bashing my husband ok

that's me having a miserable time

and letting you know if I look less then "chipper chipper" there's a reason why!

some women out there be's bashinnnnnnnnng men

and vice versa oh it's happening both ways this "bash athon" 

but the bible says a guy who finds a wife finds "what is good"

Proverbs 18:22 "He who finds a wife finds what is good and receives favor from the Lord."

cause 

while brian's bosses might be at his fancy job and his fellow workers might be talkin smack about him (I know they are because his ex-best friend one of his ex-best friends that also works at this fancy job, bashed him to hell allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll around the corporation) 

I'm over here saying

he cooks meals

great to the kids

BUILDING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's a value

that I provide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

real value

I ain't no dumb stupid blonde - I ain't

being dead soon will be ruff I know

I am able to sympathize with the ruffness of your soon likely death

that's ruff

it really is

don't hate the player (that's me) 

hate the game man

but I won't hate the game 

I LOVE IT

Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it." 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 I mean 💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲 winning infinity 💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲💲

Am determined to go to bible study soon NOT FOR MY SAKE. But for my husbands sake that he socialize. People need to be social it is important, especially for normies and my husband is an normie - us goths have potential non living friends I SAID POTENTIALLY......................or "not on thie earth friends" I have a lot of "not on this earth" buddies : ) xoxoxoxoxo...............

 Ended up just going to church more often, so buisy bible study is basically mission impossible to go to anymore - especially on the day that bible study happens.

Am determined to go to bible study soon NOT FOR MY SAKE. But for my husbands sake that he socialize. People need to be social it is important, especially for normies and my husband is an normie - us goths have potential non living friends I SAID POTENTIALLY......................or "not on thie earth friends" I have a lot of "not on this earth" buddies : ) xoxoxoxoxo...............

no greater love

no greater love

is that then of a person who lays down their life for his friends

John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."

when the bible says he who looses his life will find it

you find it in serving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's where you find it

Luke 9:23-25 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it. For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?"

  Jesus why was he so popular so long?

did he not gain all that following serving others

laying down his life?????????

--------- sure people served him as well

you want to be um "magnetic" to draw people to you 

serve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be different

in a world full of people not serving potentially so much

none of us need that much stuff anyways

I clean went to ikea

spent $59 bucks

look

look at how great this wall looks now - it's a mess still, I gots to move all this stuff around now ----------- but look imagine how nice it's going to look soon...................

I didn't need a big walk in closet in a mansion.............

would a walk in closet in a mansion be nice - ya

but I don't actually literally need one of them

and maybe 

you only lay down you life for a few

maybe you only 30 fruit it........................

Matthew 13:23

But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.

it don't matter whether it's 30 fold

or 60 fold

or a 100

idea is LOVE PEOPLE

John 15:13 "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."

I don't say where these e-mails are coming from because I believe they are coming from a portal on the internet from the "otherside"..............I like this one 😁......

life seems like it's about "stuff" about the things you own at times on this earth - none of us hardly can escape commerce

commercials everywhere basically

but in reality life is about........................RELATIONSHIPS......................

Matthew 22:37-39 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself."

ONE THOUGH ------------ might need a break from humans from time to time and the mall might be nice "escape zone" of sorts........................................(not all people on earth might have that "gift" though - I call it "the gift of shopping" OH I HAVE IT)

https://www.donorschoose.org/

Mrs. Vazquez's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..........

I am not treated super well by my husband, but I am going to stay with him. Because I have integrity and I am no fool. It does not matter how many 1000's upon 1000's upon 1000's of dollars you offer me people on the internet so you might as well give up. I am in the market though for friends yes, real actual friends which seems to be a commodity that doesn't even exist on the earth anymore......................

turn up the volume to hear evp's from lucifer, satan, the devil...............

verses in video above................

1 Corinthians 7:14 "For the unbelieving husband is sanctified by the wife, and the unbelieving wife is sanctified by the husband: else were your children unclean; but now are they holy."
Matthew 19:9 "And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery."

1 Corinthians 7:15 "But if the unbelieving depart, let him depart. A brother or a sister is not under bondage in such cases: but God hath called us to peace."

I update this blog post today because there is still a lot of traffic going to my blog right now and this post is popular at the moment..............

Update 5/2/2026 Sometimes I get tired of this war against principalties and forces of darkness blah blah blah - and I love lucifer, satan the devil love him and his men so there's that 💓💓💓💓💓 Ephesians 6:12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."

my song choise...................

I am not treated super well by my husband, but I am going to stay with him. Because I have integrity and I am no fool. It does not matter how many 1000's upon 1000's upon 1000's of dollars you offer me people on the internet so you might as well give up. I am in the market though for friends yes, real actual friends which seems to be a commodity that doesn't even exist on the earth anymore......................

Proverbs 19:1-8 "Better is the poor that walketh in his integrity, than he that is perverse in his lips, and is a fool. Also, that the soul be without knowledge, it is not good; and he that hasteth with his feet sinneth. The foolishness of man perverteth his way: and his heart fretteth against the Lord. Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour. A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall not escape. Many will intreat the favour of the prince: and every man is a friend to him that giveth gifts. All the brethren of the poor do hate him: how much more do his friends go far from him? he pursueth them with words, yet they are wanting to him. He that getteth wisdom loveth his own soul: he that keepeth understanding shall find good."

   Proverbs 14:20 "The poor is hated even of his own neighbour: but the rich hath many friends."

Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."

  I won't lie, I've been poor my whole life, and at times it has been miserable. I have even went more then once, months and months without hardly any food ---------- which is also miserable, for long time I was living off of $20 a month of food................................that is near impossible. And I at that time, did not live by any help the homeless sort of resource (small town no homeless anywhere, everyone was deemed to be having food to eat...............even though there I was with a empty refrigerator............I didn't have money to buy food after bills for 6 months out of the year with the job I had back then) 

   I choose integrity Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge."

    So all you people on the internet wanting to offer me 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of dollars, can stop now.............just give up..................even if you offered me millions. 

My integrity is more valuable then millions of dollars. 

Your integrity people out there should be more valuable then millions of dollars to. 

 Friends, friends come and go anyways. 

  A good name. 

That is very hard to come by in this world

and once you get that

good plan to hold onto that

In the end we ain't even married to our spouses

In the end us christians are married to Jesus!

Now would I like to be rich and have lot's of friends

yes

many people if they could have tons of friends

mansions

boats

etc. 

they'd choose that. 

(if they could while keeping their reputation intact I'm saying)

but blessed is the poor the bible says............

Luke 6:19-21 "And the whole multitude sought to touch him: for there went virtue out of him, and healed them all. And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God. Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled. Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh."

  Now I ain't perfect, and I sure did order 3 wigs on the internet recently. But I am poor and it ain't "a curse" 

   I show up to church hungry to hear the word of god. 

  I happens to be want madonna's hair in the "who's that girl movie".............

I also am dyeing my hair back light blonde today

and may get the haircut above

I don't know let's see how good the 3 wigs are I ordered. 

The wigs have arrived (3 identical)