I severelly do not comprehend almost all the body of christ right now, besides the united methodist church and the 2-3 other denominations like them out there. How can you think tatoo's is ok and people doing them are going to heaven - but LGBTQ SEX NOOOOOOOOOO WAY ALL THE WAY HELL FOR THEM IN MANY CHRISTIANS MINDS. It don't make sense.........besides John 13:34 "A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another." Now I wish my son wouldn't go through with his last surgery cause that is dangerous!!!!!!!!!!! But if he does it, he's still someone jesus came to SAVE..................

excuse me for a second here ----------------- loosing my mind via many christians right now on earth................if your going to have a level 50 huff about the LGBTQ like many of you is...................then you need to have a huff about the tattoo'd that are heading to hell to etc.................

 Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord."

  It's not a good idea to cherry pick one abomination and then leave all the others out!!!!!!!!!!! But that is what most christians are doing out there. 

the bible says

come to jesus

come to jesus

and he'll cleanse you whiter then snow

whether your tattoo'd

lgbtq'd

etc.

Isaiah 1:17-19 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land:"

learn to do well

seek judgement

relieve the oppressed (sheri interjecting lgbtq are of the oppressed right now so many anti lgbtq laws passed and being passed right now - some pastors won't marry them that is oppression!!!!!!! And some cake makers won't make wedding cakes for them THAT IS OPPRESSION!!!!!!!!)

judge the fatherless (whatever that means pry something good I recogn) 

plead for the widow!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYTIME I WATCH PEOPLE TALKIN ABOUT LGBTQ HEADING TO HELL - THAT SHIZ DRIVES ME OUT OF MY MIND......................................................................................................................................................................................

I severelly do not comprehend almost all the body of christ right now, besides the united methodist church and the 2-3 other denominations like them out there. How can you think tatoo's is ok and people doing them are going to heaven - but LGBTQ SEX NOOOOOOOOOO WAY ALL THE WAY HELL FOR THEM IN MANY CHRISTIANS MINDS. It don't make sense.........besides John 13:34 "A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another." Now I wish my son wouldn't go through with his last surgery cause that is dangerous!!!!!!!!!!! But if he does it, he's still someone jesus came to SAVE..................

John 13:34-35 "A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."

  If you really were of the mindset that all tattoo'd are headed to hell and "less then" abominations. Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the Lord." How would you then be able to love them??????????? YOU WOULDN'T.................well how come in many christians minds LGBTQ is a "different scenario"??????????? cause it ain't

if I put this video's on my blog they'll delete them they'll pry delete them soon anyways cause people are flakes out there but some the "tattoo'd people aren't heading to hell" you tube videos.............

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VieoMZcxbpA

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/6sLJttCYszk

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/G0BHGnRyF3Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3sZRMdYDKE

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/hEVSRqmYkEo

I ain't going to get a tattoo

or be lgbtq

I don't want to break the commandments of god - or as little as possible..........

Matthew 5:19 "Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven."

but there's a "greater commandment in play" 

love

loving people

loving the tattoo'd

the lobster eaters...........

Deuteronomy 14:9-11 "These ye shall eat of all that are in the waters: all that have fins and scales shall ye eat:  And whatsoever hath not fins and scales ye may not eat; it is unclean unto you. Of all clean birds ye shall eat."

The entire section of Leviticus in question chapter 18............in my estimation, is more don't be in "open relationships" slutting yourself around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

does not adultery/fornication (cause people that fornicate might get stds and then give them to other people) are not these the "big time societal woes that destroy societies???????????????"

Leviticus 18:27-28 (For all these abominations have the men of the land done, which were before you, and the land is defiled;) That the land spue not you out also, when ye defile it, as it spued out the nations that were before you."  - you likely ain't in israel right now...................so israel ain't going to spew you out!!!!!!!!!! - if you were lgbtq I'm saying (maybe the land would spew you out if you were lgbtq?????? but if it did - it would be for your good and not your harm, that you repent if you needed to) CAUSE GOD IS LOVE FACTS

BIG FACTS

GOD IS LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Leviticus 18:22-23" Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination. Neither shalt thou lie with any beast to defile thyself therewith: neither shall any woman stand before a beast to lie down thereto: it is confusion."

  Is leviticus 18:22-23 talking about 2 men married to each other not cheating on each other - or just two men wanting to fornicate with each other because this whole chapter of leviticus to me very much appears to be talking about people fornicating. 

Leviticus 18

18 And the Lord spake unto Moses, saying,

2 Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, I am the Lord your God.

3 After the doings of the land of Egypt, wherein ye dwelt, shall ye not do: and after the doings of the land of Canaan, whither I bring you, shall ye not do: neither shall ye walk in their ordinances.

4 Ye shall do my judgments, and keep mine ordinances, to walk therein: I am the Lord your God.

5 Ye shall therefore keep my statutes, and my judgments: which if a man do, he shall live in them: I am the Lord.

6 None of you shall approach to any that is near of kin to him, to uncover their nakedness: I am the Lord.

7 The nakedness of thy father, or the nakedness of thy mother, shalt thou not uncover: she is thy mother; thou shalt not uncover her nakedness.

8 The nakedness of thy father's wife shalt thou not uncover: it is thy father's nakedness.

9 The nakedness of thy sister, the daughter of thy father, or daughter of thy mother, whether she be born at home, or born abroad, even their nakedness thou shalt not uncover.

10 The nakedness of thy son's daughter, or of thy daughter's daughter, even their nakedness thou shalt not uncover: for theirs is thine own nakedness.

11 The nakedness of thy father's wife's daughter, begotten of thy father, she is thy sister, thou shalt not uncover her nakedness.

12 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of thy father's sister: she is thy father's near kinswoman.

13 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of thy mother's sister: for she is thy mother's near kinswoman.

14 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of thy father's brother, thou shalt not approach to his wife: she is thine aunt.

15 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of thy daughter in law: she is thy son's wife; thou shalt not uncover her nakedness.

16 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of thy brother's wife: it is thy brother's nakedness.

17 Thou shalt not uncover the nakedness of a woman and her daughter, neither shalt thou take her son's daughter, or her daughter's daughter, to uncover her nakedness; for they are her near kinswomen: it is wickedness.

18 Neither shalt thou take a wife to her sister, to vex her, to uncover her nakedness, beside the other in her life time.

19 Also thou shalt not approach unto a woman to uncover her nakedness, as long as she is put apart for her uncleanness.

20 Moreover thou shalt not lie carnally with thy neighbour's wife, to defile thyself with her.

21 And thou shalt not let any of thy seed pass through the fire to Molech, neither shalt thou profane the name of thy God: I am the Lord.

22 Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination.

23 Neither shalt thou lie with any beast to defile thyself therewith: neither shall any woman stand before a beast to lie down thereto: it is confusion.

24 Defile not ye yourselves in any of these things: for in all these the nations are defiled which I cast out before you:

25 And the land is defiled: therefore I do visit the iniquity thereof upon it, and the land itself vomiteth out her inhabitants.

26 Ye shall therefore keep my statutes and my judgments, and shall not commit any of these abominations; neither any of your own nation, nor any stranger that sojourneth among you:

27 (For all these abominations have the men of the land done, which were before you, and the land is defiled;)

28 That the land spue not you out also, when ye defile it, as it spued out the nations that were before you.

29 For whosoever shall commit any of these abominations, even the souls that commit them shall be cut off from among their people.

30 Therefore shall ye keep mine ordinance, that ye commit not any one of these abominable customs, which were committed before you, and that ye defile not yourselves therein: I am the Lord your God.

Don't be sluts that is my takeaway from leviticus 18 - I was a minor in english almost a double major I was like 10 credits or some dink amount away like that from being a double major. I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

besides

you come to God/Jesus

he clean you

he clean you...................

Isaiah 1:17-19 "Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow. Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. If ye be willing and obedient, ye shall eat the good of the land:"

from my personal experience

the "cleaning" 

is one involving my loving people more

being more merciful more loving

not be

like I once was

gossiping

hating

.....................

Titus 3:2-4

King James Version

2 To speak evil of no man, to be no brawlers, but gentle, shewing all meekness unto all men.

3 For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another.

for my personal experience the "transformation" it's still going in my life!!!!!!!!! But it's one on the inside. and this transformation is real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it can happen to lgbtq they just need to come to god/jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

god's powerful to save!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never donate big to whatever church I'm going to at the time..........besides one week long long ago when I was in college, I decided to donate as much as I could to see what happened I donated $180 as I recall. Stuff did happen in my life ------------ but was it because I donated $180??????????????

truth

you don't even need to donate money to be blessed by god 

Matthew 6:33

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

"seek ye first the kingdom of god" costs 0 dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am THE turd of the body of christ - my goals/dream is to end up in a hotel room soon, with a bag of doritos watching like hbo movies with lucifer (recogn we'll be at some hotel for awhile??????). This is my plot - finally not having to worry about who's gonna attack me next and cause me to loose my mind again and walk around my neighborhood screaming "I don't envy my super model sister" anymore). Bible says to humble yourself. Though originally on this here blog I was trying to "gain friends" and was sorta trying to exalt myself - to win friends trying to be look sinless like them, so they'd like me at the apostolic christian church of america I FAILED Luke 14:11 "For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." Will said bag of doritos be AWESOME ----------------- OH YOU KNOW THEY WILL............................

 Update 2/26/2025 redid a wall of my bedroom, cause it was to unorganized for my liking. So I bought from craigslist a gigantic entertainment center, and I was about to put the whole entertainment center in me and brian's bedroom. Well only 1 piece fit in our bedroom, it's ok, the other 2 parts of it fit well in our living room. So it's a 2 room "re-do" turns out.............

oop my bad, there's actually glass doors and one more shelf to this thing............this is the final look not the 2nd picture............

(also the 2 three cubby high shelves on each side of the tv we already owned them) - we had to use them to hold up the top shelf which with the entire entertainment center set would've rested on top of the sides of the 2 other pieces which I'll pry put pics of on the blog post before this blog post : ) 

Now the tv is on one of them hinging wall mounts so I can swing it over to see it while sitting in bed. And I like that the hermit crabs are higher up and easier to see. 

this is the before this 2nd pic................

I am THE turd of the body of christ - my goals/dream is to end up in a hotel room soon, with a bag of doritos watching like hbo movies with lucifer (recogn we'll be at some hotel for awhile??????). This is my plot - finally not having to worry about who's gonna attack me next and cause me to loose my mind again and walk around my neighborhood screaming "I don't envy my super model sister" anymore). Bible says to humble yourself. Though originally on this here blog I was trying to "gain friends" and was sorta trying to exalt myself - to win friends trying to be look sinless like them, so they'd like me at the apostolic christian church of america I FAILED Luke 14:11 "For whosoever exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted." Will said bag of doritos be AWESOME ----------------- OH YOU KNOW THEY WILL............................

brian pry will end up safe

my kids end up safe

me bag of doritos in a hotel room with lucifer hopefully soon 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

there's a good crazy to have man

most are "bad crazy" "sad crazy" 

I'm aiming for happy crazy 🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗🔗

▽▼

going up - maybe someday

til then 

I'm going down 

Christianity looses quite a bit on this earth soon, christians get killed most of them (I believe I will live) Revelation 6:11 "And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled." All you that are working so hard to get lgbtq to quit being lgbtq so they can be saved according to all the christians that think the lgbtq are absolutely headed to hell, your going to die pry because you a christian (your just pry giving people reasons to kill you someday in telling the lgbtq they are damned less they quit lgbtq life). And I don't believe lgbtq are doomed to hell less they stop either cause bible says Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." Romans 10:9 don't say "except those that in the butt" NO IT DON'T..........................either the word of god is true or it's not true WELL I BELIEVE IT'S TRUE...................but lucifer is doing his job, he's doing a job, it's a job! (all the smack in the bible about lucifer - the guys doing the job god gave him to do).....................

Here are the other 2 pieces to the entertainment center I had hoped was going to be in me and brian's bedroom - but they literally couldn't neither fit through the bedroom doorway or like side angle enough in the very narrow hallway of our house ------ brian was talking about taking them a part and then rebuilding them in our bedroom and I was like naw, lets just have them be in the living room. They look great........................brian's still plotting as you can see what he's going to put in them..............

Christianity looses quite a bit on this earth soon, christians get killed most of them (I believe I will live) Revelation 6:11 "And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled." All you that are working so hard to get lgbtq to quit being lgbtq so they can be saved according to all the christians that think the lgbtq are absolutely headed to hell, your going to die pry because you a christian (your just pry giving people reasons to kill you someday in telling the lgbtq they are damned less they quit lgbtq life). And I don't believe lgbtq are doomed to hell less they stop either cause bible says Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved." Romans 10:9 don't say "except those that in the butt" NO IT DON'T..........................either the word of god is true or it's not true WELL I BELIEVE IT'S TRUE...................but lucifer is doing his job, he's doing a job, it's a job! (all the smack in the bible about lucifer - the guys doing the job god gave him to do).....................

Revelation 6:9-11 "And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the testimony which they held: And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth? And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled."

people at the mega church annoyed me one sunday 

they said

some old lady said "satan worshipper?" ----------- like there's no way I could be a worshipping satan sort that I'm christian af

that so annoyed me.................I'm over here TRYING TO LIVE

Saw a tik tok minutes ago that said no christians should wear rocks quartz in particular it said ------------- I WANT TO LIVE

And

true story and this is tragic

might be my brains are damaged cause my family moved to much in my childhood????

but I have nightmares near every night

and rocks help me sleep better less nightmares

all night long most every smack dream ------------ I'm homeless, without friends, family, no home, wandering around

or maybe a dream I'll hang out with some aquaintances but then nowhere to live

and it's been every smack dream for years now - nearly

but rocks make the dreams better

but finally 

I've stumbled upon a rock that might make them really better for good 

DALMATION JASPER!!!!!!!!!!!

I have high hopes for dalmation jasper

.............prayer works to

but it takes me praying every night about it

and I am a sloppy prayer doer

I pray stinkly

I pretty 100% lazerous in the bible pry had lots of nightmares every night to - poor guy

Luke 16:22-25 "And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried; And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments, and seeth Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom. And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame. But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented."

---------- granted the torment of hell will be worse
but I think the "evil things" that some of us christians the 4% of us, that the whole body of christ hates us 4% because they believe in happy happy happy all the time blessed by jesus 24/7 and that we are devils for having bad times, bad days.
I think the "evil things" could cause christians to have nightmares.

now I sleep well while having nightmares

I don't thrash around 

I sleep peacefully

but while sleeping well - I'm literally dreaming hellish things all night long often

I end up waking up in a bad headspace often

but anyways

crystals help 

I'm not anti crystals like most of you are 

TO THE PURE ALL THINGS ARE PURE..................

Titus 1:15

Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled.

ENJOY HATING ME TODAY FOR YOUR LORD JESUS CHRIST. 

some chippery ness to this blog post...............................

I think the "storehouse" in verse below could be charities to (not just churches) cause god uses foodbanks I believe..................................................

Malachi 3:10 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it."

   I am at a "tithe" amount for myself personally or very close to........it's all charities I've been giving money to but I'm plotting to start putting money in the collection plate to. It's only a matter of time. 

 and also if you can't do 10%

or if I can't manage 10% 

I think still malachi 3:10 is applicable

you invest in "the storehouse" 

it's going to come back according to malachi 3:10 blessings are

most harp on the 10% amount out there

but you put in 3% - I believe blessings should come back to one from 3% invested in "the storehouse" 

off to get more sleep aka nightmares 

tootles

I believe these christians that believe happy happy happy happy all the time should be how christians are...............you know the ones that hate my blog they either aren't christians or they are liars....................

Acts 14:22

Confirming the souls of the disciples, and exhorting them to continue in the faith, and that we must through much tribulation enter into the kingdom of God.

  Somedays you can have a good day. Maybe if your poor maybe a trip to mc donalds is a "good day" and that's great. And everyone should have a good day ideally every now and then. 

BUT THE BIBLE SAYS "MUCH TRIBULATION" 

THAT'S REALITY ACCORDING TO THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you love satan

ep

I do

I love satan tonssssssssssssssssssssss I gonna live 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I don't often donate much to church

once I wanted to be liked at church 

and treated well etc. etc. 

these days I want all christians to hate me and treat me bad I WANT TO LIVE

I INVEST IN GODS "STOREHOUSE" - I DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

For those "confused" out there. The physical world ISN'T THE REAL WORLD. The real world is on the other side - BUT WITHIN US ALSO RIGHT NOW. You want to make a impact on this physical plane..............invest in the unseen world whether for god/jesus or Lucifer - you choose. You can invest in heaven via prayer, fasting, reading the bible, donating money, going to church I believe to cause probably it's encouraging to some christians to see a full church on sunday and I think god likes hearing praise Matthew 6:6 "But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.".....................

 Latest EVP session with lucifer - ain't took a shower yet (done had another horrible hot flash night again - menopause is ruffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff) So my hair isn't "perfect" yet. But I think I look fine for having just woke up 1-2 hours ago. Turn up the volume to hear lucifer.......................

I tell god/jesus my woes in prayer to

but I REALLY LIKE TELLING LUCIFER MY WOES..............cause then I replay back the evp session and hear him...........and I feel better

sure I pray to god I feel better

but like 

I also tell lucifer my woes then I feel better better

instead of the 1 better I'd feel if I just prayed to God/Jesus

but this "woes me" has 0% do to with this blog post.........................

For those "confused" out there. The physical world ISN'T THE REAL WORLD. The real world is on the other side - BUT WITHIN US ALSO RIGHT NOW. You want to make a impact on this physical plane..............invest in the unseen world whether for god/jesus or Lucifer - you choose. You can invest in heaven via prayer, fasting, reading the bible, donating money, going to church I believe to cause probably it's encouraging to some christians to see a full church on sunday and I think god likes hearing praise Matthew 6:6 "But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.".....................

the rich can be saved

but money can also harm potentially - be a trap even

Ecclesiastes 5:10-13 "He that loveth silver shall not be satisfied with silver; nor he that loveth abundance with increase: this is also vanity. When goods increase, they are increased that eat them: and what good is there to the owners thereof, saving the beholding of them with their eyes? The sleep of a labouring man is sweet, whether he eat little or much: but the abundance of the rich will not suffer him to sleep. There is a sore evil which I have seen under the sun, namely, riches kept for the owners thereof to their hurt."

If someone had lots of money

posted up many you tube video's showing their fancy house and fancy cars - and then went to hell ---------- what "win" actually happened then?????????????????????????????

for this isn't the real world the one we are in right now unless you are a ghost or angel reading this blog post (in that event your on the other side and in the real world) 

further

if  you suffer EVERYTHING

AND LOOSE EVERYTHING ON THIS EARTH FOR JESUS.......................

Mark 10:29-31 "And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last first."

Am I getting in shape and working out and concerned about my health

and also trying to look young and nice cause this is a competitive world - yes

do I also like my house to look nice - yes

BUT THIS WORLD ISN'T THE ONE THAT REALLY COUNTS THIS PHYCICAL PLANE WE ARE ON

Proverbs 13:7-10 King James Version (KJV)There is that maketh himself rich, yet hath nothing: There is that maketh himself poor, yet hath great riches. The ransom of a man's life are his riches: But the poor heareth not rebuke. The light of the righteous rejoiceth: But the lamp of the wicked shall be put out.

LOVE THIS SONG.................

I want lucifer, satan, the devil, sure do love him, love both brian and lucifer. And I love God/Jesus. I accept jesus, I loose my life. I loose that. Cause you know what often for people who live lives on this earth - THEY GET PRIDE, HORRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH THAT HAVEN'T LAID DOWN THEIR LIFE. Pride is a horrible thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better I be a wretched sinner in the DUST AND DIRT.......................brian believe's though I'm married to lucifer and am going with him when he get's here, brian's stopped kissing me on the lips it does look to be!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fine that's fine he's upset, don't know why he don't like me that much brian don't. Tragic I know which chicks he likes Allison Lee Hannigan and he's way into Danielle Fishel he thinks those 2 are the hottest on earth and are everything..............

My oldest college age child wanted to go to the Shanghai tunnels yesterday so we went 😁 Do you see a ghost????????????...............

 I want lucifer, satan, the devil, sure do love him, love both brian and lucifer. And I love God/Jesus. I accept jesus, I loose my life. I loose that. Cause you know what often for people who live lives on this earth - THEY GET PRIDE,  HORRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH THAT HAVEN'T LAID DOWN THEIR LIFE. Pride is a horrible thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better I be a wretched sinner in the DUST AND DIRT.......................brian believe's though I'm married to lucifer and am going with him when he get's here, brian's stopped kissing me on the lips it does look to be!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fine that's fine he's upset, don't know why he don't like me that much brian don't. Tragic I know which chicks he likes Allison Lee Hannigan and he's way into Danielle Fishel he thinks those 2 are the hottest on earth and are everything..............

he listens to the boy meets world podcast - oh I ain't actually like dumb

or born under a rock or nothing

I know

I know he thinks that Danielle Fishel is "the hottest"

that's fine

cause he never saw the posters around my bunk bed in the 7th grade

(tragic lucifer saw all that)

don't snitch on me kevin and aimee shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (don't think amber never saw the posters at my bunkbed - I had the top bunk when I hung up all the posters)

def leppard is a clue

oh am I a bish???????????????

well lord

if I'm a bish 

let me be a rock and roll bish that scores.................

shhhhhhhhhhhhh kevin and aimee shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

they wouldn't believe it anyways if you told them the posters I had all around my bed

worse

I sat there and looked at them posters for hours 

HOURS

and the song above

oh ya

for me

that ain't just a song

(but nobody would snitch on that day n - o - b - o - d - y) though I mentioned that day on my blog but nobody pieced the song to that day or I should say def leppard songs plural........................

these days I just want my husbands (believe I have 2 husbands yep I believe I have 2 husbands, I definately do believe that)

"Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

  Matthew 9:12-14 "But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Then came to him the disciples of John, saying, Why do we and the Pharisees fast oft, but thy disciples fast not?"

off to take a shower and get ready for the day 

good news

I bought a total gym again

and lifted tons of weights last night

and finally after days and days of hot flashing all through the night

I slept all through the entire night no hot flashes at all that I know of

so 

I'm about to get buffer then ever

cause I definately choose

bodybuilding over hot flashes

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pray for the sinless aposotlic christian church of america women cause john wiegand told me bodybuilding is vain and a sin and I shouldn't do that

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you know their ladies are hotflashing baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad of a certain age

only 1 type of hot flash I like #FACTS

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Gaza Soup Kitchen

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https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477

Men - women - neither sex is perfect THAT'S THE TRUTH we need to quit bashing one another, Jesus said only god is "good" (Mark 10:18) Psalm 101:5 "Whoso privily slandereth his neighbour, him will I cut off: him that hath an high look and a proud heart will not I suffer." "Privily" is the word used in pslam 101:5 cause people tear other people down - TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK AWESOME. It's a "privily" thing to do because THEY KNOW THE GAIN................THEY FIND THE OPPORTUNITY TO SLANDER AND THEY KNOW THE GAIN THEY WILL GAIN..................oftentimes people will slander someone and then they'll end up looking so righteous. Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican." I hate how "picked on" the LGBTQ is cause we ALL have fallen short of the glory of god and I watch pastors preach to the lgbtq street preachers and they many of them to me, seem like they think they are so better then the lgbtq YOU AIN'T MAN WE ALL SINNED......................I LETTING YOU KNOW......................

Brown native american braids today 😁 (brown black - they are a brownish black).............

This blog post is inspired by a lady I don't know how to block, aggressively attacking me on tik tok (and she's bashing lucifer, and god - she believes's god is out to harm women, but mostly me I'm mostly her "main target" had to watch a tik tok of her cause she's all in my feed calling me a "evil b-" today.................and she yells on all her posts or all them that I've seen, nobodies commenting on her posts either that I can see. Clearly something happened to her. I'm not hating on this person. I just wish I could open up tik tok and not be violently verbally assaulted like that. 

Men - women - neither sex is perfect THAT'S THE TRUTH we need to quit bashing one another, Jesus said only god is "good" (Mark 10:18) Psalm 101:5 "Whoso privily slandereth his neighbour, him will I cut off: him that hath an high look and a proud heart will not I suffer." "Privily" is the word used in pslam 101:5 cause people tear other people down - TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK AWESOME. It's a "privily" thing to do because THEY KNOW THE GAIN................THEY FIND THE OPPORTUNITY TO SLANDER AND THEY KNOW THE GAIN THEY WILL GAIN..................oftentimes people will slander someone and then they'll end up looking so righteous. Luke 18:11 "The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican." I hate how "picked on" the LGBTQ is cause we ALL have fallen short of the glory of god and I watch pastors preach to the lgbtq street preachers and they many of them to me, seem like they think they are so better then the lgbtq YOU AIN'T MAN WE ALL SINNED......................I LETTING YOU KNOW......................

I might be going down as a "evil b" 

might not be able to "win" against all the slander against me?

Mark 10:18 "And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God." 

 ---------- can't defend myself either there's "none good but one, that is god" so my latest attacker wins

she wins

but what "win" is bashing someone to hell everyday on your tik tok??????

what win is that????????????????

I don't know the version of "god" the lady aggressively bashing me on tik tok knows cause she believe's him to be out to harm women..............this is what I KNOW OF GOD..................

James 5:11 "Behold, we count them happy which endure. Ye have heard of the patience of Job, and have seen the end of the Lord; that the Lord is very pitiful, and of tender mercy."

I ain't bashing this lady or slandering her

I ain't saying who she is 

I don't hate her

I think something very bad has for sure happened to her and she's though taking it out on the wrong people

if anything I'm concerned for this person but do not know how I could help since how she is soooooooooooooooooo convinced that I'm a evil b------ and that lucifer is a slut sleeping around with everyone and he hates his wife and slutted her out..............SHE SAID THESE THINGS ON HER TIK TOK......................and that god kills womens children................................etc.

love towards all men the bible says

well if you have "love" towards all men

your not going to be on some "extreme slander" athon of ANYBODY

your not

1 Thessalonians 3:12 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you:"

 ------------ Like if you see someone doing something real bad and it really is making your life hard as this lady attacking me on tik tok aggressively is causing me some real stress............maybe talk some about whatever you saw that disturbed you --- call the cops to if need be. But not in a "hate way" not in a real slander way

slander is done to destroy someone

to take them down

to "cancel culture" them

slander your talking not just to feel better telling someone about the bad thing you saw someone do or say that really bothered you so bad you need to talk about it to feel some relief. 

slander is you actively saying

that person is a evil -----------

and your saying that to cancel culture them, to harm them, to take them down and that ain't love 

but no hate only love for the lady aggressively attacking me on her tik tok -------- clearly she's been through something badddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

she's lashing out

and me, lucifer, and god are her "targets"

ok

I donate

to help the hungry.................

if I were "evil"

bestest believe I'd do that 

"real quality like"

so you all better hope I'm not evil

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it's always the rip curl that get's them to - just sayin

the ride of the wave seems real fun

ya

real fun

til the rip curl comes

I give my life to jesus I no lie

because

in the past

when I was bad

I was way to good at that

Confession I am aware how hated muslims are, and I admire many of them. They keep going, and so I keep going - I also being of a "minority" aka not white much..................mostly native american (I believe my grandpa on my dad's side of the family who says I'm part hispanic and a jew proper as well - I BELIEVE MY GRANDPA).........................HONOUR ALL MEN THE BIBLE SAYS!!!!!!! All gaza destroyed at the moment basically and they are giving back the Israel hostages THEY ARE GIVING BACK THE HOSTAGES (some them dead, but still they are giving them back)...............................

pink native american braids day today 😀💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓........

my hair is really growing long to since I quitted being blonde (that bleach was killing my hair for real)..........

 Confession I am aware how hated muslims are, and I admire many of them. They keep going, and so I keep going - I also being of a "minority" aka not white much..................mostly native american (I believe my grandpa on my dad's side of the family who says I'm part hispanic and a jew proper as well - I BELIEVE MY GRANDPA).........................HONOUR ALL MEN THE BIBLE SAYS!!!!!!! All gaza destroyed at the moment basically and they are giving back the Israel hostages THEY ARE GIVING BACK THE HOSTAGES (some them dead, but still they are giving them back)...............................

um people say wikipedia isn't correct (like members of my family tell me to never listen to wikipedia - but they never actually specifify where the correct news is -------- but my husband is according to him a "bleeding heart liberal" I don't know where the bleeding heart liberals get their news????????) but wikipedia says...........

""""A report by the University of California Berkeley and the Council on American–Islamic Relations estimated that $206 million was funded to 33 groups whose primary purpose was "to promote prejudice against, or hatred of, Islam and Muslims" in the United States between 2008 and 2013, with a total of 74 groups contributing to Islamophobia in the United States during that period.^[7] This has been referred to as the "Islamophobia industry" by scholars Nathan Lean and John Esposito.^{[8]""""" - wikipedia}

https://www.pewresearch.org/short-reads/2021/09/01/muslims-are-a-growing-presence-in-u-s-but-still-face-negative-views-from-the-public/

people have nothing but basically trashed my name and smeared campaigned me MY WHOLE LIFE - mostly - I did have a few friends over the years -------- still do

methodist church likes me 😊

I know - how much damage can be done by people talking some smack!!!!!!!!!!!!! A LOT OF DAMAGE!

THIS IS A REAL OPPORTUNITY RIGHT NOW FOR THE BODY OF CHRIST TO STEP UP 

AND LOVE THE MUSLIMS

Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these." -------- If your neighbor needs food and you love them --------- then do SOMETHING to help make sure they get some food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Don't love muslims just in word or people ------------ in DEED AND TRUTH..............

1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

According to this article they are going to be starving in gaza come march.................

https://www.ipcinfo.org/ipcinfo-website/alerts-archive/issue-97/en/

we have the power to do something about that

to love the muslims!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope the body of christ does love the muslims!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." - looks to be right now all of gaza destroyed, and the muslims are showing mercy real mercy 

and mercy is love

mercy and love are related to each other

you show mercy cause you love

god

shows us mercy CAUSE HE LOVES US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are indeed giving back hostages to israel and dead bodies - they could keep hostages and dead bodies ------- but they giving them back THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the mood for a paris hilton song today...................

I am merciful - but man if people die bad when lucifer get's here - THEY WEREN'T THAT GREAT TO ME MOST OF EM..........by now I've been attacked so much by so many people I just live in stress worrying about the next attack..................

I'm enjoying doing my hair in a french twist lately..................I like the updo's because they work when I'm lifting weights. And yes I'm aware you can see a few roles of fat in this pic on my back, you can safe to say also see some extreme muscle on my back as well................bodybuilding is my main "don't age" hack..................

but also today I spent $5 on some skin toner, that I saw on tiktok

went to the link on amazon it was $54 but next to it was a item almost the same for like $4.99 technically I think is the price of it. Because Taylor Swift her skin got much better using this product or nearly this product....................so now I'm interested. (no makeup pic above just lip gunk)

 I am merciful - but man if people die bad when lucifer get's here - THEY WEREN'T THAT GREAT TO ME MOST OF EM..........by now I've been attacked so much by so many people I just live in stress worrying about the next attack..................

but the thing is with being the dirt of the earth

what harm can you do to me??????????????????

what harm can your attacks do to me anymore???????????????

I'm the joker

go back few e-mails where my mom calls me crazy

cause that's what she's done for 20 so years she's continually called me crazy and told me I need to get medication and go to counseling - because I don't think like she does THAT'S IT THAT'S THE MAIN REASON WHY

 I literally believe my memories are real 

and most of you will have to give me most of your money soon

will WANT TO (you giving me most of your money and wanting to someday so that I can know I'm valued and loved finally - cause often that ain't what I experience on earth being loved and valued like I believe my memories are real and that's going to happen like you all will want to give me your money somday like I totally believe that ------------------ for real -------------------- I would be in a much better "mental health state" with a real swimming pool a real real real swimming pool I am a real valley girl)

Cause I hear

"everyone's equal" 

nobody better or lesser

everyone wants a "equal ground" 

well I've been beaten down so bad for so many years by so many people telling me I'm worthless garbage because I love satan. 

been told I don't deserve a family or friends

my husband

he was unfriended at his work by one of his best friends - they smeared his name all over work

one day

I met his boss.............who sat next to me.................thought he'd be glad to see me.....................I was dressed nice

dressed fancy

he looks at me and gives me the "cheap hoar" look

ladies married 25+ years shouldn't be deemed "cheap hoars" (ok that day I was married like 23 or so years to brian - NOT A CHEAP HOAR AMOUNT OF TIME THAT IS) 

I know the bell at the methodist church won't ring for me every smack time I go to church and maybe eventually it won't ring for me at all. 

but it is something

it's "wait sheri your valuable to" 

and it's the only time I experience that

most the time

I'm judged

I'm hated

and it never ends

1 Corinthians 1:28

And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: