I am merciful - but man if people die bad when lucifer get's here - THEY WEREN'T THAT GREAT TO ME MOST OF EM..........by now I've been attacked so much by so many people I just live in stress worrying about the next attack..................

I'm enjoying doing my hair in a french twist lately..................I like the updo's because they work when I'm lifting weights. And yes I'm aware you can see a few roles of fat in this pic on my back, you can safe to say also see some extreme muscle on my back as well................bodybuilding is my main "don't age" hack..................

but also today I spent $5 on some skin toner, that I saw on tiktok

went to the link on amazon it was $54 but next to it was a item almost the same for like $4.99 technically I think is the price of it. Because Taylor Swift her skin got much better using this product or nearly this product....................so now I'm interested. (no makeup pic above just lip gunk)

 I am merciful - but man if people die bad when lucifer get's here - THEY WEREN'T THAT GREAT TO ME MOST OF EM..........by now I've been attacked so much by so many people I just live in stress worrying about the next attack..................

but the thing is with being the dirt of the earth

what harm can you do to me??????????????????

what harm can your attacks do to me anymore???????????????

I'm the joker

go back few e-mails where my mom calls me crazy

cause that's what she's done for 20 so years she's continually called me crazy and told me I need to get medication and go to counseling - because I don't think like she does THAT'S IT THAT'S THE MAIN REASON WHY

 I literally believe my memories are real 

and most of you will have to give me most of your money soon

will WANT TO (you giving me most of your money and wanting to someday so that I can know I'm valued and loved finally - cause often that ain't what I experience on earth being loved and valued like I believe my memories are real and that's going to happen like you all will want to give me your money somday like I totally believe that ------------------ for real -------------------- I would be in a much better "mental health state" with a real swimming pool a real real real swimming pool I am a real valley girl)

Cause I hear

"everyone's equal" 

nobody better or lesser

everyone wants a "equal ground" 

well I've been beaten down so bad for so many years by so many people telling me I'm worthless garbage because I love satan. 

been told I don't deserve a family or friends

my husband

he was unfriended at his work by one of his best friends - they smeared his name all over work

one day

I met his boss.............who sat next to me.................thought he'd be glad to see me.....................I was dressed nice

dressed fancy

he looks at me and gives me the "cheap hoar" look

ladies married 25+ years shouldn't be deemed "cheap hoars" (ok that day I was married like 23 or so years to brian - NOT A CHEAP HOAR AMOUNT OF TIME THAT IS) 

I know the bell at the methodist church won't ring for me every smack time I go to church and maybe eventually it won't ring for me at all. 

but it is something

it's "wait sheri your valuable to" 

and it's the only time I experience that

most the time

I'm judged

I'm hated

and it never ends

1 Corinthians 1:28

And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are: