My mom, my dad, my brother and sisters claim to be christians all them. And nobody believes me that I'm hated in my family, that I haven't been treated well - I'm not believed. That my dad when I was in elementary school threw me a few times I recall against the wall and I would thud on the bed then they locked the door and I many times went to bed without dinner they used dinner as a weapon "ok no dinner for you then sheri" fling me across the room and slammed and locked the door so I couldn't get out to try and get food (when we lived in laveen arizona for 4 years so 4 year time period).............my brother and sister don't believe that happened they remember though me in a different room then them and being withheld dinner often they remember that. Bible says................1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?" Could my parents and brother and sister (amber goes to church) though they don't go to church have given their lives to jesus be bearing secret good deeds that can't be seen I don't think..........and they are doing great?????????????? I guess. Hard for me to believe cause bible says if you cross over to liFe YOUR GOING TO LOVE THE BRETHREN THAT'S IN THE BIBLE SO STANDS TO REASON IF YOU LOVE THE BRETHREN YOU PRY GOING TO CHURCH 1 TIME A MONTH AT LEAST I DO RECOGN.................if you only go to church say 1 time every 6 months - that's you loving the brethren????????????? IS IT??????? THAT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO BELIEVE...................Am I being stupid that duh if you only go to church maybe 1 time every 6 months have 0 good deeds that I can see of course your the most elect of god and love the brethren with all your heart and souls??????????................

 My mom, my dad, my brother and sisters claim to be christians all them. And nobody believes me that I'm hated in my family, that I haven't been treated well - I'm not believed. That my dad when I was in elementary school threw me a few times I recall against the wall and I would thud on the bed then they locked the door and I many times went to bed without dinner they used dinner as a weapon "ok no dinner for you then sheri" fling me across the room and slammed and locked the door so I couldn't get out to try and get food (when we lived in laveen arizona for 4 years so 4 year time period).............my brother and sister don't believe that happened they remember though me in a different room then them and being withheld dinner often they remember that. Bible says................1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?" Could my parents and brother and sister (amber goes to church) though they don't go to church have given their lives to jesus be bearing secret good deeds that can't be seen I don't think..........and they are doing great?????????????? I guess. Hard for me to believe cause bible says if you cross over to liFe YOUR GOING TO LOVE THE BRETHREN THAT'S IN THE BIBLE SO STANDS TO REASON IF YOU LOVE THE BRETHREN YOU PRY GOING TO CHURCH 1 TIME A MONTH AT LEAST I DO RECOGN.................if you only go to church say 1 time every 6 months - that's you loving the brethren????????????? IS IT??????? THAT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO BELIEVE...................Am I being stupid that duh if you only go to church maybe 1 time every 6 months have 0 good deeds that I can see of course your the most elect of god and love the brethren with all your heart and souls??????????................

1 John 3:14

We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death.

  I know my family wants me to believe that if they go to church one time every 6 months maybe that that's them loving the brethren bad.....................I struggle with that I struggle believing that.

I battle believing my family - I mean my mom, dad, brother and sisters are saved at all

or ever were saved

I ain't just on the struggle bus with that

I'm on the struggle bussssssssssssssssssssssssss 🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌

if they sinners and that's it and not christians an lieing to me

where will they appear the bible says........................

1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?"

pry somewhere bad

unless my family is donating damn $200+ a month in secret shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh doing online secret church shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh often

it ain't looking good for them

NO HATE

NO HATE

I'm the disliked one

I'm the black sheep

I've always been the black sheep

I will always be the black sheep

but you can see my good deeds

and I go to church regularly

Matthew 5:15

Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house.

I know most you have hidden secret shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh good deeds like my family goes

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

but that ain't what matthew 5:15 says people do

lucifer knows I listen to this song often....................

I believe my brother, mom and dad, and sisters are tragically thouroughly damned to eternity in hell I don't know how to help them?????????????? 

I think they have damned bad luck. 

maybe their problems were they were never sinners

they were "good kids" 

clearly I wasn't a good kid

I'm a bad kid................................I repent but badddddddddddddddddddddddddd

I don't believe I deserved often to go to bed without dinner

I literally believe

kids should have meals to eat nomadder how bad they is

-- my mom and dad and brother and sister's are of the believe that withholding dinners often is plenty good parenting practices

I don't think that's good parenting

leaves a kid feeling unloved

then they grow up and also feel unloved

not worthy of a dinner