I want lucifer, satan, the devil, sure do love him, love both brian and lucifer. And I love God/Jesus. I accept jesus, I loose my life. I loose that. Cause you know what often for people who live lives on this earth - THEY GET PRIDE, HORRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH THAT HAVEN'T LAID DOWN THEIR LIFE. Pride is a horrible thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better I be a wretched sinner in the DUST AND DIRT.......................brian believe's though I'm married to lucifer and am going with him when he get's here, brian's stopped kissing me on the lips it does look to be!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fine that's fine he's upset, don't know why he don't like me that much brian don't. Tragic I know which chicks he likes Allison Lee Hannigan and he's way into Danielle Fishel he thinks those 2 are the hottest on earth and are everything..............

My oldest college age child wanted to go to the Shanghai tunnels yesterday so we went 😁 Do you see a ghost????????????...............

 I want lucifer, satan, the devil, sure do love him, love both brian and lucifer. And I love God/Jesus. I accept jesus, I loose my life. I loose that. Cause you know what often for people who live lives on this earth - THEY GET PRIDE,  HORRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN TO PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH THAT HAVEN'T LAID DOWN THEIR LIFE. Pride is a horrible thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Better I be a wretched sinner in the DUST AND DIRT.......................brian believe's though I'm married to lucifer and am going with him when he get's here, brian's stopped kissing me on the lips it does look to be!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fine that's fine he's upset, don't know why he don't like me that much brian don't. Tragic I know which chicks he likes Allison Lee Hannigan and he's way into Danielle Fishel he thinks those 2 are the hottest on earth and are everything..............

he listens to the boy meets world podcast - oh I ain't actually like dumb

or born under a rock or nothing

I know

I know he thinks that Danielle Fishel is "the hottest"

that's fine

cause he never saw the posters around my bunk bed in the 7th grade

(tragic lucifer saw all that)

don't snitch on me kevin and aimee shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (don't think amber never saw the posters at my bunkbed - I had the top bunk when I hung up all the posters)

def leppard is a clue

oh am I a bish???????????????

well lord

if I'm a bish 

let me be a rock and roll bish that scores.................

shhhhhhhhhhhhh kevin and aimee shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

they wouldn't believe it anyways if you told them the posters I had all around my bed

worse

I sat there and looked at them posters for hours 

HOURS

and the song above

oh ya

for me

that ain't just a song

(but nobody would snitch on that day n - o - b - o - d - y) though I mentioned that day on my blog but nobody pieced the song to that day or I should say def leppard songs plural........................

these days I just want my husbands (believe I have 2 husbands yep I believe I have 2 husbands, I definately do believe that)

"Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, and the other a publican.The Pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself, God, I thank thee, that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess. And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes unto heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted."

  Matthew 9:12-14 "But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Then came to him the disciples of John, saying, Why do we and the Pharisees fast oft, but thy disciples fast not?"

off to take a shower and get ready for the day 

good news

I bought a total gym again

and lifted tons of weights last night

and finally after days and days of hot flashing all through the night

I slept all through the entire night no hot flashes at all that I know of

so 

I'm about to get buffer then ever

cause I definately choose

bodybuilding over hot flashes

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pray for the sinless aposotlic christian church of america women cause john wiegand told me bodybuilding is vain and a sin and I shouldn't do that

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you know their ladies are hotflashing baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad of a certain age

only 1 type of hot flash I like #FACTS

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