Though I'm the hated of my family and they all have to be mean to me for eternity for their lord Jesus Christ cause they all claim to be chrsitians and that's how christians often are to me - very mean they got to beat down often. I feel like I'm the only one on earth going through this - THE ONLY ONE I FEEL SO ALONE. But I know they are of a different religion then me, and yes I'm qualifying as a satan worshipper but i donate to charity often daily, I love people I do deeds I love in deed and truth and you can see my goods deeds what their doing good I have NO CLUE????????????????? not everyone that says "lord lord" shall enter into heaven..................SURE RIGHT NOW THEY ALL ARE SAYING LORD LORD.....................
Matthew 7:18-23 "A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit. Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity." They did cast out devils.
They did prophesied in jesus's name.
and did "many wonderful works"
while attacking me for jesus
I'm not allowed to heal or try to heal by theorizing with myself that I don't feel loved in my family because I was sent to bed to many times without dinner (on purpose as a punishment)
I ain't a liar
I remember going to bed hungry many nights
crying
feeling so unloved
and that feeling of feeling unloved by my family just stayed with me my whole life
well no wonder
I wasn't deemed worthy of dinner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hopefully I'm kicked out of my family now
and if you all think
I'm a satan worshipping devil worshipper
and
kevin ruby
james harold ruby
lora ruby
aimee ruby
amber baker
natalie cunial
that thems all the christians of my family though who knows what good deeds they doing???????????????????
Matthew 5:14-16 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."
fine I love lucifer satan the devil
and I think hell wouldn't be bad for me
fact
I think I'd do better in hell!!!!!!!!!!!
I love jesus but I think I'd literally do better in hell.
christians don't like me don't look to be
even brian wants to give up going to christian churches and go unitarian
my family most them gave up church besides amber
brians rest of his family gave up church
it's hard
INIQUITY HAS ABOUNDED
PEOPLE ARE SUPER SINLESS LOOKING IN THE BODY OF CHRIST
THEY LIKE MY FAMILY THEY ADMIT TO NO SINS NEVER OR HARDLY NEVER
THEY CAN'T DO THAT
THEY NEED TO BE FLAWLESS FOR JESUS
IN THEIR PERFECT FAMILIES WITH NO DIVISIONS IT DON'T LOOK TO BE IN THEM AT ALL (UNLESS WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE LGBTQ) I'M PRO LGBTQ AND LUCIFER SO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT LGBTQ AND LUCIFER 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
I even found and bought like 2 shirts for my son at the goodwill outlet for him today I think about what would he like and look for things for him 😁
And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
I'm not butthurt anymore being alone at church.
I'm chill about it.
whats impacting me more then anything
is my mom calling me crazy all the time
THAT'S HARD
I DON'T FEEL SUPPORTED IN MY FAMILY OR LOVED AT ALL I REALLY ACTUALLY DON'T I FEEL ATTACKED ALL THE TIME
Matthew 10:33-35 "But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven. Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword. For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law."lucifer and his men are family to me
I've ended up clinging to lucifer and his men cause to me they are loving family
they don't hold shiz against me
fact
they know all my darkest secrets and they love me anyways
they safe to me
I'm pretty like chill being considered the damned
or being the damned
I just need to like not be attacked by my family anymore
it's to much
how much being beat all the time down for jesus christ can a person or should a person have to take??????????????????????????????????????? cause they beat me down
that one day when I tried to boast with myself how great I am while walking
one of lucifers men reminded me
"hey sheri what about that day you -----------------------------"
"and that day you ----------------------------"
and 2-3 times I felt punched in the gut but nobody punched me in the gut at all
what I did was that horrible that I felt punched in the gut just hearing what I did
and I was hunched over 2-3 times imaginary punched in the gut
eventually
I was like finnnnnnnnnne your right humility is better anyways
(but also while this was all happening to me I plenty knew - this fallen angel loves me and cares about me.........................that was clear between the both of us)
....................odd testimony to have - yep
but that happened to me
changed my life
channnnnnnnnnnnnged my life
I'm much more caring about others nowdays
because I don't ever want to go back to the person I once was that wasn't caring about other people!
I believe helping the fire victims is important.................Mark 12:31
And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these.
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