Tuesday, October 14, 2025
lucifer the devil, satan trying to "boost moral" since yesterday I was so down on myself the blog post before this one saying I'll never be accepted in the body of christ cause only like a remnant of jews are going to be saved per the bible, like 10 jews and the rest is going to be gentile people of not jew dna and I'll never be deemed of them 10 jews cause I wear makeup and jewelry. SO I'LL ALWAYS BE "ON THE OUTSIDE" in the body of christ there's no way around it l'm not good enough in any christians minds like non of them. Don't worry my mom sends me "save my soul" style spam shiz to my instagram often the latest one was a little over 24 hours ago. 1 Corinthians 1:27 "But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty;".........................
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Monday, October 13, 2025
APPLAUSE for every human that isn't me, because you all want to give your money to the homeless, and charities, and churches...........and only suffer always, because that is the holiest thing for everyone to do it's clear to mankind the "holy way" is to DO GOOD.................................so one must hate mansions, the lusts of the flesh, mostly mansions, cause only turds like me like mansions......................and you must hate fancy boats with a passion ya...............only love donating money to charities and churches and good things................................."for holiness sake"................................and then you don't even let people know about because your so holy and awesome and most definitely better then me in everyway..................this is not a pity party because I AM OF CAMP FUN...................
APPLAUSE for every human that isn't me, because you all want to give your money to the homeless, and charities, and churches...........and only suffer always, because that is the holiest thing for everyone to do it's clear to mankind the "holy way" is to DO GOOD.................................so one must hate mansions, the lusts of the flesh, mostly mansions, cause only turds like me like mansions......................and you must hate fancy boats with a passion ya...............only love donating money to charities and churches and good things................................."for holiness sake"................................and then you don't even let people know about because your so holy and awesome and most definitely better then me in everyway..................this is not a pity party because I AM OF CAMP FUN.............
John 14:2 "In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you." Heaven will stink so bad for most of you a place, covered in gold, and full of mansions.............................................................how are you not gagging to death THE HORROR MANSIONS THOSE THINGS THAT THE TURDS OF EARTH LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Romans 9:26-27 "And it shall come to pass, that in the place where it was said unto them, Ye are not my people; there shall they be called the children of the living God. Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved:" - don't be mad sheri when people hate you, your dirt, your not of the "remnant shall be saved" clearly look at you you wear makeup
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Brian is more holy then me................so he told jessena to go with her brother this weekend....................(I ain't uncomfortable calling ian, he/him -------- that's respect) Lieing is bad, but uh not respecting a person is also bad..............so in this instance you got to juggle, are you going to alienate yourself from all the lgbtq or are you going to respect them and call them or try your best as the case sometimes is to call them the correct pronouns and I decided to call them the correct pronouns or try respect them I do have a bible verse to back up my decision 2 really the one that says to be at peace with all men as much as possible and 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." How you going to honour the lgbtq if you don't respect them????????????????????.......................
Update 10/17/2025 finally went kayaking.......................(after a 2 years or longer hiatus).................
Brian is more holy then me................so he told jessena to go with her brother this weekend....................(I ain't uncomfortable calling ian, he/him -------- that's respect) Lieing is bad, but uh not respecting a person is also bad..............so in this instance you got to juggle, are you going to alienate yourself from all the lgbtq or are you going to respect them and call them or try your best as the case sometimes is to call them the correct pronouns and I decided to call them the correct pronouns or try respect them I do have a bible verse to back up my decision 2 really the one that says to be at peace with all men as much as possible and 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." How you going to honour the lgbtq if you don't respect them????????????????????.......................
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There is a immense likelihood I'm actually a catholic...............thing is..................for years I've prayed like I'll pray to god/jesus I'll start out the prayer to them like a protestant would, but then I veer off often, I'm like "god please tell ----------------------------------------- what does qualify as a catholic saint" because I'M LINKED TO THIS PERSON, before I came to earth, I used to talk to this person all the time and I hugged them often, and shook hands with them "OH I SHOOK HANDS WITH NOT ONLY LUCIFER" ya a catholic saint, that is my HOMMMIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE............and this catholic saint is about to do it for me (it's written in the bible someday I'll be believed)............................
Look, I'm forced to go to the church we go to, I do better at hispanic churches, churches with more people of color.
brian is only allowing me to go to 1 of 3 methodist churches that support the LGBTQ
so I have only 3 churches to choose from
there's mostly white people in all of them churches (though one I haven't been to - but odds are..........fact more then odds, cause I've seen the people from the one of the 3 churches the one I ain't gone to THEY AIN'T PEOPLE OF COLOR most of them there's no wayyyyyyyyyyy).
I'm always a 2nd class citizen to white people NO HATE
because I've been replaced PER THEIR BELIEFS THEY BETTER THEN ME I'M JEW TRASH I'M TRASHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Romans 9:26-28: "And it shall come to pass, that in the place where it was said unto them, Ye are not my people; there shall they be called the children of the living God. Esaias also crieth concerning Israel, Though the number of the children of Israel be as the sand of the sea, a remnant shall be saved: For he will finish the work, and cut it short in righteousness: because a short work will the Lord make upon the earth."There is a immense likelihood I'm actually a catholic...............thing is..................for years I've prayed like I'll pray to god/jesus I'll start out the prayer to them like a protestant would, but then I veer off often, I'm like "god please tell ----------------------------------------- what does qualify as a catholic saint" because I'M LINKED TO THIS PERSON, before I came to earth, I used to talk to this person all the time and I hugged them often, and shook hands with them "OH I SHOOK HANDS WITH NOT ONLY LUCIFER" ya a catholic saint, that is my HOMMMIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE............and this catholic saint is about to do it for me (it's written in the bible someday I'll be believed)............................
I spent years going to my catholic best friends house, praying catholic prayers, doing bible studies PRAYING CATHOLIC PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
praying catholic prayers
They were mega devout, they went to mass the bonus masses, like the bonus at midnight late at night many hours long bonus masses. THEY EXIST AT AT LEAST 1 CHURCH IN ARIZONA!
I can't say everything
but I was told this sunday "you two can go to our church"
there's criteria at the protestant churches that has to be met.
At the methodist protistant church we go to this weekend we were literally told "you two can keep going to our church" WE WERE GIVEN PERMISSION TO KEEP ATTENDING THAT LITERALLY HAPPENED THIS WEEKEND!
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Christianity forces me to lie to people because I'm supposed to be happy and "doing good" and "ok" all the time I'M NOT OK I AIN'T BEEN FOR A LONG TIME AT ALL. Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," My dad told me I broke up the family, and my mom told me I'm full of bulls----- I'm called a b------ or thought of as a b------- by everyone cause not all my posts are cheery enough, like 2 posts ago my model sister got onto me cause my post wasn't "cheery enough".......................
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Labels: loosing my mind bye bye, not doing good, not ok
Sunday, October 12, 2025
Confession - I don't want to love/like anybody at church or any churches cause then I'll feel sad for them when they go off to FEMA CAMPS SOON. My family ain't e-mailed me for weeks - maybe they are christians and living in terror of their soon to be fema camp time!!!!!!!!!!!! THEIR BONES MUST BE TINGLING WITH TERROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........And I think this portland riot shiz, with the swat teams, it's not only about donald trump wanting to deport illegials, it's also I think about getting people used to seeing swat teams.............so that people are used to seeing swat teams and won't think much of it when the body of christ (except me hopefully lucifer will be here by then) are taken to FEMA CAMPS.................
I'm looking pretty skinny today 😁
Confession - I don't want to love/like anybody at church or any churches cause then I'll feel sad for them when they go off to FEMA CAMPS SOON. My family ain't e-mailed me for weeks - maybe they are christians and living in terror of their soon to be fema camp time!!!!!!!!!!!! THEIR BONES MUST BE TINGLING WITH TERROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........And I think this portland riot shiz, with the swat teams, it's not only about donald trump wanting to deport illegials, it's also I think about getting people used to seeing swat teams.............so that people are used to seeing swat teams and won't think much of it when the body of christ (except me hopefully lucifer will be here by then) are taken to FEMA CAMPS.................
https://katu.com/news/local/photos-protest-continues-outside-portland-ice-facility-on-saturday-october-11-2025?photo=2
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Labels: aliens, bring the happy, bring the morning, not wanting to be sad, not wanting to be sad no more, PARTAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, party, PATAY PLEASE, the aliens are coming
Saturday, October 11, 2025
I do believe we are all sinners. And I do believe the LGBTQ aren't "more sinners" or "less sinners" WE ALL SIN - ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL HAVE FALLEN SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD PER THE BIBLE. Romans 7:14-16 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good." The LGBTQ right are doing the sin, that they HATE - just like all of us........ya just like every other christian out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............like it's the literal bible man.............but it's not us that do it, it's not the lgbtq the do it either Romans 7:17 "Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me." So you don't see me wearing makeup and bangle bracelets and the lgbtq at pride events, IT'S OUR CHRISTIAN GHOSTS IF WE ARE CHRISTIANS - 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓...............I figured it out man................
Update 10/12/2025 went to church this week yep .................
putted the good shiz in my hair today, so it braided out niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiceI do believe we are all sinners. And I do believe the LGBTQ aren't "more sinners" or "less sinners" WE ALL SIN - ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL HAVE FALLEN SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD PER THE BIBLE. Romans 7:14-16 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good." The LGBTQ right are doing the sin, that they HATE - just like all of us........ya just like every other christian out there!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............like it's the literal bible man.............but it's not us that do it, it's not the lgbtq the do it either Romans 7:17 "Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me." So you don't see me wearing makeup and bangle bracelets and the lgbtq at pride events, IT'S OUR CHRISTIAN GHOSTS IF WE ARE CHRISTIANS - 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓...............I figured it out man................
DON'T BELIEVE "THE HYPE" OF THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA - NO HATE
and churches like them
churches that don't wear makeup, jewelry, wedding rings some of them, only long skirts/skirts on women etc.
if they christians like they say they is THEY HAVE SIN TO NOMADDER HOW CRISP AND CLEAN AND WONDERFUL THEY LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE..........
. Romans 7:14-16 "For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good."
(I've long estimated their sins must be demented porn addictions and orgies - since how their sins are hidden and you can't see their sins --------------- you can see lgbtq they visible you can see "their sins" you can see my sins I wear makeup and jewelry -------------------- but the apostolic christian church of america can't see their sins they must be MUST BE - NO HATE ---------- BADLY DOING ORGIES or worse in secret CAUSE THEY GOTS TO BE SINNING SOMEHOW IT'S THE ACTUAL BIBLE B - I - B - L - E)
hopefully the rest of the body of christ will go to your church and help you "do better"
BEEN BEAT DOWN LIKE ME
CAST OUT OF CHURCHES LIKE ME MAYBE?
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