getting counseling via apostolic christian church of america counselors (man counseling is expensive YIKES).............

 Update 4/28/2023 I like finished making like what total like 30 or so suncatchers this week and put them in many windows, and hanged up plants to, and selenite for good vibes that to the rest of the body of christ is demonic evil wanting good angelic vibes in your house - uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And instead of donating to charity this week, I like bought my mom a mother's day gift below............................

 Mini me in 2014 didn't actually end up getting counseling that shiz was to expensive. But the greatest counseling is the word of god anyways. Mini me you are hated, but it's ok, I think you have some "secret fans" out there in the earth, at any rate your going to be ok, your going to take ice baths, start getting really skinny, start really enjoying working out on the treadclimber by nordic track.............your gonna be alright. 

getting counseling via apostolic christian church of america counselors (man counseling is expensive YIKES).............http://www.accounseling.org/page.cfm?p=349
   Ron one the pastors this sunday was like "john wants everyone to go to the prooving" and I got to thinkin I'd like to see what these proovings are like......................can't go, according to mike the other pastor of portland if you aren't a member you can't view the proovings, which to me and my husband doesn't make sense.......................
if you want people to repent
if this is your churches goal
well in my estimation it would be greately helpful for me to hear the testimonies of other people that have repented
  It makes me feel unwelcome, unwanted, and less then. And there is a girl that has replied on a few blog posts here and I am friends with her and she is a member of this church.......BUT SHE DOESN'T WANT ANYONE TO KNOW SHE IS MY FRIEND.....................
  I called up lisa, and left a message on her machine shortly after christmas and mike said she'd call back and set up a time to hang out with me...............................I'm not hopeful about the prospects of her getting back to me..............in my mind I'm viewed as that "less then"
 gotta go

maybe I'm just going through a real bad time ---------------------- real bad YIKES