I'm a fan of Megan Thee Stallion, but all this butt shaking stuffs is not actually normal, or shouldn't be normal. I agree with Red Letter Ministries people out there are living in their "animal natures" - what is this enjoying watching people shake their butts stuffs????????? The chaff, jesus must increase I must decrease, there's still chaff inside of me that needs to BLOW AWAY! I need to be renewed the renewing of my mind Luke 3:17 "Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and will gather the wheat into his garner; but the chaff he will burn with fire unquenchable.".................

 

 I'm a fan of Megan Thee Stallion, but all this butt shaking stuffs is not actually normal, or shouldn't be normal. I agree with Red Letter Ministries people out there are living in their "animal natures" - what is this enjoying watching people shake their butts stuffs????????? The chaff, jesus must increase I must decrease, there's still chaff inside of me that needs to BLOW AWAY! I need to be renewed the renewing of my mind Luke 3:17 "Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and will gather the wheat into his garner; but the chaff he will burn with fire unquenchable.".................

that I sometimes 

have craved - fine if I just do pot edibles when I'm in immense pain I feel that's different if that's all it is

but there's been times I'VE WANTED EDIBLES WHILE NOT IN PAIN

haven't did that

haven't did edibles for a long while now

my latest corset it really helping my spine arthritis a ton

(my back no lie, is in some pain right now..............not as bad as it has gotten - but enough that I'm wearing my latest corset near all the time, cause it is helping me feel better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

sometimes

I think oh my husband has low libido

that means I can watch little porn - no

uh no myself

that's no better then the "animal natures" of the mens that likes to watch BUTTS SHAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

our hearts following jesus are supposed to be purified

the chaff is supposed to blow out of our hearts via the hearing of god's word I believe

Romans 12:2

And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

not watching butts shake or the porns or the marijuana's - but marijuana I believe is ok if one is in intense pain or having seizures and needing relief

am currently watching this Red Letter Ministries episode and was feeling inspired...........

Revelation 3:18

I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.

  holding onto your porn addictions or your love of watching butts shake, or your love of doing tons of pot for no reason except to be "high"  ------ that isn't what God wants for his followers. It is a FIRE to deny oneself at times

Mark 8:34

And when he had called the people unto him with his disciples also, he said unto them, Whosoever will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me.

It is I believe a FIRE to deny oneself often it is

but the chaff inside me needs to blow away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 2:29

But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

circumsized in the heart

that chaff inside of me needs to be BLOWN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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So people are knit picking what a correct shabbat, chavez is - I AGREE WITH Rabbi Shalom Patiel...........

 So people are knit picking what a correct shabbat, chavez is - I AGREE WITH Rabbi Shalom Patiel..............

there are people saying on the internet

that if messianics drive a car to church

cause there's NO MESSIANIC CONGREGATION WITHIN WALKING DISTANCE

that they are not keeping the chavez

Exodus 35:3 "Ye shall kindle no fire throughout your habitations upon the sabbath day."

THIS IS RIDICULOUS 

SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO DRIVE TO CHURCH!

Jesus had the luxury of riding horse and carriage to the synagogue 

with his family

We drive cars these days

Exodus 16:29-31 "See, for that the Lord hath given you the sabbath, therefore he giveth you on the sixth day the bread of two days; abide ye every man in his place, let no man go out of his place on the seventh day. So the people rested on the seventh day. And the house of Israel called the name thereof Manna: and it was like coriander seed, white; and the taste of it was like wafers made with honey." - The original shabbat, they didn't leave the house.............................

times change

AND WE DRIVE CARS THESE DAYS 

IT WOULD BE GREAT

IF WE DROVE HORSE AND CARRIAGE

SO I COULD CHAVEZ PERFECT

AND EXODUS 35:3 EVERY WEEK

Exodus 35:3 "Ye shall kindle no fire throughout your habitations upon the sabbath day."

Besides the amish we predominately in america

usa

do not live the "horse and carriage" life anymore

IT'S ABOUT YOUR HEART

CHAVEZ

SHABBAT IS

Romans 2:27-29

King James Version

27 And shall not uncircumcision which is by nature, if it fulfil the law, judge thee, who by the letter and circumcision dost transgress the law?

28 For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh:

29 But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

  He that is a jew is one inside. 

The inside................that circumcision of my heart on the shabbat/chavez for the whole thing. INSIDE. 

ps...............I do agree with this rabbi, shut off your phone on the shabbat.................you shouldn't want to be randomn chatting with your friends or family on the chavez. 

Isaiah 58:13 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words:"

That rabbi gave a very good chavez presentation. (I recommend listening to his whole speech above)

Some people are saying us messianic jews aren't following the shabbat (because many of us drive cars to synagogue) this is a bad plan to judge us how we shabbat. 

Shabbat is a inner heart thing between me and God 1st a foremost. 

Colossians 2:16 "Therefore do not let anyone judge you by what you eat or drink, or with regard to a religious festival, a New Moon celebration or a Sabbath day."
Deuteronomy 5:14 "but the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD your God. On it you shall not do any work, neither you, nor your son or daughter, nor your male or female servant, nor your ox, your donkey or any of your animals, nor any foreigner residing in your towns, so that your male and female servants may rest, as you do."

All christians should shabbat

all should desire to be blessed by God as much as possible!

Desire to DELIGHT IN THE LORD!

Isaiah 58:13-14 "If thou turn away thy foot from the sabbath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honourable; and shalt honour him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words: Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord; and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it." 

-------- I realize it is possible that most people hate Jews, and even potentially hate God, so of course they are going to try their bestest to tear apart the people that keep the shabbat. 

Being good looking has lead to a battle for me, I've at times have trusted in my flesh some...........this world is obsessed with looking good, I find trusting in looking good isn't the thing to do, but trust in god, god's power to "raise me up in due time"......................

Luke 6:35

But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.

Being good looking has lead to a battle for me, I've at times have trusted in my flesh some...........this world is obsessed with looking good, I find trusting in looking good isn't the thing to do, but trust in god, god's power to "raise you/me up in due time".
Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." I've figured out what it means to be "the circumcision" and no you don't have to be a jew at all to be of "the circumcision" this is something available for ALL OF US FOLLOWING JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!! It means I ain't working hard buying (I hate it that a few weeks ago I bought colored hair strips, so that I could have cute victory rolls in my hair to take cute rockabilly photo's of myself HATE THAT).

  This is the "way of the world" to care a lot about how ones hair is looking and/or makeup is looking so that one can take some cute instagram photo's ------- which a "confidence in the flesh" I find!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I'm just letting you all know world, when  you have no more no "confidence in the flesh" per Philippians 3:3 you won't no longer seek, to have good makeup, you will no longer watch makeup tutorials on you tube fixing to all "replicate" that stuffs. Instead you'll pray at the beginning of everyday (likely), you'll read your bible in the morning - you'll seek out instead god, and believe in god's power to raise us up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Peter 5:6 "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:"

   FACTS: I/you us christians, us fellow followers of jesus aren't supposed to raise our ownselves up, via looking so pretty on instagram cause we have our eyebrows "on point" and really excellent hairdo's ------------------ god is, god is supposed to raise us up while we are merely "humble yourselves therefore, under the mighty hand of god". AS IF GOD NEEDS US TO HAVE MAKEUP SO EXCELLENT AND GREAT FAB HAIRDO'S TO RAISE US UP --------- he don't!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not to mention that hairstyle, makeup doing stuffs is friendship with the world (all that hairdo and makeup stuffs isn't what being "we are the circumcision philippians 3:3 looks like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!). James 4:4 "Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God."

  ------------------------------------- Interestingly, lately on my instagram I posted a video of me without makeup on, and with my hair just hanging down no hairstyle...............and my follower count HAS GONE UP. It's taught me something about what the bible calls "comeliness". 

  There is a "trap" in this world, when you see people on instagram and various social media's, people with much makeup, and much worldly hairdo's --------------- to think "oh that's what I must do as well to be popular".  But true "comeliness" happens when you aren't hard at work to be friends with this world......................people actually I find are attracted to someone who's brave enough to not wear gallons of makeup on their faces etc. Many people out there wear so much makeup on their faces...............you wonder what they even look like under all of that???????????????????

   People like being able to go to a instagram account of someone without makeup on "oh that is what that person looks like". 

   People like realness I find! 

   The makeup not only do you end up not looking like yourself, if your good at it, like I unfortunately got good at it...............you can pretty well transform yourself into a whole nother person entirely.............in my case that person was "marilyn monroe". 

   But near loosing my idea here, god doesn't want us trusting in our fleshes earth. God does not need us, looking like celebrities ready to walk the red carpet to raise us up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  God would prefer, instead, of us chasing after being friends with this world via having so many super glam pretty time, instagram photos, that we be "of the circumcision" Philippians 3:3 "For we are the circumcision, which worship God in the spirit, and rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the flesh." That we don't rejoice in our beauty!!!!!!!!! God does not wish for us to walk around and be like "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my makeup was so on point in that 

instagram photos today" But instead philippians 3:3 REJOICE IN CHRIST JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 --------------- Not long ago I bought 3 wigs, to wear as headcoverings at church cause my mom was was adamant that I not walk around wearing tichels (cause then she knows I look jewish then and not white, and she is convinced that it is greately advantageous to look white). I'm going to store them away, and recycle those wigs for haloween costumes (and then get rid of them after I've weared said costumes ------------- my kids like me dressing up for haloween). And my colored hair clips, I gonna see if the kids want em, surely those are a bad plan. 

  When you are "circumcised" (Philippians 3:3) in your heart, you don't want anymore, or need anymore, to have the worldly hairdo's, or the makeup on ones face, or jewelry!!!!!!!!!! (besides a bit of foundation if you have blemishes, maybe a teeny bit of natural shaded mascara ---------- some of us have very light eyelashes ------- though what am I saying, looking a bit swedish which isn't bad LET YOUR LIGHT EYELASHES BE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

  I been trying to tell my family, everyone should want to be a jew that is a christian, and everyone can be a jew (well not dna wise a jew, but basically a jew!!!!!!!!!! And all christians should want to be jews, further should be jews!!!!!!!!!! Me saying I'm a "christian jew" on my blog which I have and I very much am one..................shouldn't be "off putting" to you all --------------- that should rather instead be me saying I'm just like you all - A JEW) 

Romans 2:27-29 

27 And shall not uncircumcision which is by nature, if it fulfil the law, judge thee, who by the letter and circumcision dost transgress the law?

28 For he is not a Jew, which is one outwardly; neither is that circumcision, which is outward in the flesh:

29 But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God.

Matthew 21:43-44 "Therefore say I unto you, The kingdom of God shall be taken from you, and given to a nation bringing forth the fruits thereof. And whosoever shall fall on this stone shall be broken: but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder." Many of us, myself included, maybe in the past we did fall at the foot of the cross "fall on this stone". Gave up putting on makeup and getting our hair all "did" etc. ---------- and then some of us went back to the world. It's not to late to yet again fall on the foot of the cross, to be broken, to say god my ways don't work renew RENEW a Psalm 51:10 "Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me." - AMEN!
 update: just posted up on craigslist a lot of all of my jewelry the whole collection for $20 even the shungite bracelets which are really hard for me to part with (though I can't give the link to this for security reasons). But it's done now!

  Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Truelly in the body of christ there is no difference between jew and gentile Romans 2:29 "But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."...........

I've been singing this song a lot lately!!!!! (pretty neat that whatever I'm going through, there usually is a song to sing, or a bible verse to read that gives me great comfort and hope and joy)

Truelly in the body of christ there is no difference between jew and gentile Romans 2:29 "But he is a Jew, which is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the spirit, and not in the letter; whose praise is not of men, but of God."

 Are you circumcised in your heart today?

Are you not loving the things of this world or this world today?

1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, thelove of the Father is not in him."

  There also is "supposed" to be no difference between male and female in the body of christ Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither malenor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus." So many pastors just going on and on and on out there about how only men should preach...................as a girl for myself, they've harped on women shouldn't preach so much, you get to thinkin --------- well am I of no worth now because I'm a girl?..........SURELY WE ARE ALL OF GREAT AND EQUAL VALUE!

  I never liked when these "type" of verses were read at the apostolic christian church of america I always thought to myself "well ok they all know I'm from the rubenstein family are they trying to say I am of the synagogue of satan right now?" "are they thinkin real bad about me?" Revelation 3:9 "Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee." This verse could apply though to ANYBODY in the body of christ............cause if everyone that is following jesus has crucified their flesh to it's lusts and desires THEN THEY ARE A JEW IN THEIR HEART..........and just going to church saying "I'm a christian" is pry some way of saying you is a jew in your heart I recogn. Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified theflesh with the affections and lusts." When any of us put the tag on ourselves of "christian" are we not saying we are a jew in our hearts?????????????? I THINK SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   There are people out there saying "lord, lord" AND THEIR HEARTS ARE NOT CIRCUMSIZED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Matthew 7:21 "Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven."

  Nomadder who you are god's wish for all of us is the same that we come to repentance, that we don't just keep on being a friend with this world and buying stuffs lot of it WE DON'T NEED ANYWAYS! Jeremiah 25:5 "They said, Turn ye again now every one from his evil way, and from the evil of your doings, and dwell in the land that the Lord hath given unto you and to your fathers for ever and ever:" AMEN!

I painted this on the end of my kids baby cradle (bit of the bottom of it was sawed off and both sides as well) this ones in my youngest's bedroom. Recycling it's fun : ) 

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

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