The power of the word of god. If you are free'd from drugs post hearing god's word - THAT'S THE POWER OF THE WORD OF GOD - many are free'd from many things STILL in the body of christ even if we don't hear about it so often................I SAY THESE THINGS BECAUSE THE CHURCH IS BECOMING A JOKE TO MANY OUT THERE (due to pastors cheating on their wives etc.)...................

 The power of the word of god. If you are free'd from drugs post hearing god's word - THAT'S THE POWER OF THE WORD OF GOD - many are free'd from many things STILL in the body of christ even if we don't hear about it so often................I SAY THESE THINGS BECAUSE THE CHURCH IS BECOMING A JOKE TO MANY OUT THERE (due to pastors cheating on their wives etc.)...................

2 Timothy 3:4-6 "Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away. For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts,"

  I am fully aware of how I am viewed, that I am a "silly women" "laden with sins" "led away with divers lusts"

the truth

I'm free from drugs

free from having a shopping addiction or a porn addiction

free

John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed."

can these things be ok in moderation besides drugs unless your in pain or have seizures going through chemo - YES

Titus 1:15 "Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled." - Unless of course they are blaitant sins. 

  But I think, and this is me going off on a tanget................................................prostitutes should be loved. JESUS LOVED PROSTITUTES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH I KNOW HE DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  They pry were in a abusive relationship or even a few, and they got out and then uh became hopefully not sex trafficeded style, hopefully "pretty woman" movie style hookering ----------- AND THEY MAKING THE MONEY YOU GO LADIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

  "dear jesus, please take the pretty women movie off the internet sheri has watched that movie to many times" - hahahahahahahahhahahah 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

1 John 2:15 "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him."

well I said I'm the last of the body of christ so my villian but at least is honest - ya I love the world and the things in it often!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but nevermind that 

I'm the last

and I said that on my blog

and further 

that's better

cause the bible says

that not the sinless flawless awesome will inherit the earth nooooooooooooooo...................

Psalm 37:11 "But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace."
Matthew 5:5 "Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth."

"God sheri worships satan bad"

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wild women do and they don't regret it................................

free indeed???????????

or are you trapped in rules and regulations

say for instance you can't get a tattoo maybe (I DON'T WANT ONE - WELL MAYBE ONE BUT YOU KNOW IF I DID ONE IT'D BE A "HIDE AND SEEK" SITUATION)

John 8:36

If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.

EITHER YOUR FREE OR YOUR NOT FACTS

THOSE RED BOTTOM SHOES - MAYBE YOU SHOULD BUY EM...............YEP

1 Corinthians 4:20

For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.

TOOTLES

I'm not silly - I'm powerful

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I'm still in the process of quitting leather goods, quitting bone beads in jewelry, you know going full out vegan. What I don't understand - there's many things that bogle me on this earth, is if all the meat eaters love animals ----- how come you all just eat any old meats most of you do??????? And also what meats don't === animal cruelty, cause last I checked even halal, also kosher I am literally quoting "AI" ---------- "Kosher slaughter, also known as shechita, is performed by a specially trained Jewish butcher called a shochet. The butcher uses a sharp knife to cut the animal's carotid arteries, causing it to lose consciousness instantly." this bible verse really jumped out at me recently........Proverbs 12:10 "A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel." I've watched but won't say who someone in my life who eats meat like all the time thinks it's great like most men do - no hate just noteful of how men love to eat tons of meat most them - grab cats by the throats and fling them FANTASTICALY CRUEL AND I HAVE GOTTEN ONTO THIS PERSON - AND I'm sure they'd deny or near deny they've done this repeatedly over the years cause that's shame for them..................

 I'm still in the process of quitting leather goods, quitting bone beads in jewelry, you know going full out vegan. What I don't understand - there's many things that bogle me on this earth, is if all the meat eaters love animals ----- how come you all just eat any old meats most of you do??????? And also what meats don't === animal cruelty, cause last I checked even halal, also kosher I am literally quoting "AI" ---------- "Kosher slaughter, also known as shechita, is performed by a specially trained Jewish butcher called a shochet. The butcher uses a sharp knife to cut the animal's carotid arteries, causing it to lose consciousness instantly." this bible verse really jumped out at me recently........Proverbs 12:10 "A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel." I've watched but won't say who someone in my life who eats meat like all the time thinks it's great like most men do - no hate just noteful of how men love to eat tons of meat most them - grab cats by the throats and fling them FANTASTICALY CRUEL AND I HAVE GOTTEN ONTO THIS PERSON - AND I'm sure they'd deny or near deny they've done this repeatedly over the years cause that's shame for them..................

  A carotid artery being cut, all us know if we get cut that hurts. If any of us were like our necks right sliced in a way so that we die fast.................wouldn't we all agree THAT WOULD HURT?????????????????????????????????? That would hurt and hurt bad. That's not "animal cruelty"????????????????????????????????????????????????????

 Are you all wanting you necks sliced off fast so you die quick?????????????????????????????????????????

 THINGS I PONDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 Corinthians 5:9-13 "I wrote unto you in an epistle not to company with fornicators: Yet not altogether with the fornicators of this world, or with the covetous, or extortioners, or with idolaters; for then must ye needs go out of the world. But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolator, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat." -------------- Don't even eat the bible says with those types of people..............and I know people heed 1 Corinthians 5:9-13 out there.......................but then...................................you all are going to eat meat that at best potentially at best is kosher aka ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc a carotid artery cutted quick with a very sharp knife YIKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????????????????????????

2 Corinthians 4:8 "We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;"

 I don't get the meat eating logic?????????????????? That boogles my mind, I know I live in a world that says eat meat it's kind to animals. But if I was cutted with a sharp knife across my neck so I die fast..................to me that's still cruel.................and painful................and cruel. 

Proverbs 12:10 "A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel." If you tell me all animals must be killed kosher and they are sheri they are all killed in christian world, or saint world ya lets' go with saint world...................they are all killed kosher in saint world sheri........................and therefore proverbs 12:10 is heeded

since how all animals are cccccccccccccccccccccccc the neck so they die fast

I don't know if I buy that. 

naw

nawwwwwwwwwwwwwww

"sheri your a danged member of peta already your a danged vegan - quit preaching to us sheri we will eat all the cruel killed meats we want all the time we don't even care about animals sheri your ridiculous sheri" -----------------  I'm not a peta member and it's looking like peta likes killing perfectly adoptable healthy pets my husband brought this to my attention..................

https://www.whypetaeuthanizes.org/

well I have a valid point though

I think the righteous right

can eat meat

but but but buttttttttttttttttttt

they are supposed to know be concerned how every killed animal was treated

every animal

Proverbs 12:10 "A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel."

I'm 100% per proverbs 12:10 that EVERY RIGHTEOUS PERSON every single one should care and want to know how every single animal was killed and/or treated before they were killed BOTH cause animal cruelty should be something no righteous person wants to partake of by eating any animals EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

and I'm convinced of that!

and what you got at grocery stores.........................

packs of meat that might tell you kosher AT BEST..........................

ccccccccccccccccccc the neck per ai on google is standard koasher practice - to me that's cruel. Cause animals like us feel pain, they'd feel that sharp knife!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean we most all of us have watched horror movies with people getting stabbed, sliced......................WE KNOW THAT'S BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But for most you when that's done to animals that's ok then?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I don't get it???????????????????????

and also

I think most all the world is cruel

people are cruel to each other

cancel culture that most you seem to love is cruel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Isaiah 55:7 "Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the Lord, and he will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for he will abundantly pardon."
1 Peter 1:3 "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, which according to his abundant mercy hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,"

I KNOW GOD IS ABUNDANTLY MERICFUL!

Luke 6:36

Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.

i GREATELY MORE THEN THEORIZE I GREATELY BELIEVE WE LIVE IN A CRUEL WORLD WHERE BASICALLY NEAR EVERYONE IS CRUEL TO EVERYONE PEOPLE ARE LOVING TO CANCEL 

I'M CANCELLED SO BAD - PEOPLE JUST GO TO MY BLOG TO HATE ON ME PRY THAT'S LIKELY HAPPENING I'M CANCELLED BAD NOT EVEN OVER FACTS CAUSE I DONT HATE ANY RACE OF PEOPLE OR THE LGBTQ OR ANYBODY BUT PEOPLE HAVE OFTEN ASSUMED I HATE THOSE VARIOUS GROUPS OF PEOPLE AND IF YOUR WEARING A SCARF THAT REPRESENTS A SONG "FROM THE LAKES TO THE SEA UNTIL WE ARE FREE" KILL ALL THE JEWS ----------- I SHOULD BE ABLE TO ASK YOU IF YOU WANT TO KILL ME AND YOU SHOULD NOT TAKE THAT AS ME HATING YOU CAUSE THAT AIN'T ME HATING YOU

I'VE SUPPORTED MUSLIMS FINANCIALLY FOR YEARS AND HAVE HAD NOT LATELY BUT IN THE PAST ------------ ALMOST FRIENDSHIPS WITH MUSLIMS THEY NEVER LIKE ME THAT MUCH

BUT IT ISN'T ME NOT LIKING ME I LOVE MYSELF TO DEATH I ALMOST WORSHIP MYSELF - PRY DO IT'S HARD I'M SO COOL : ) 

I'M COOL MAN

I DON'T WANT ANIMALS HARMED

Proverbs 12:10 "A righteous man regardeth the life of his beast: but the tender mercies of the wicked are cruel."

do I techinically enjoy animal bone jewelry

and leather goods

if you want to get technical - ya

but I quitting all that so that animals be treated better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is my hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

or I'm determined to quit leather, and quit animal bead jewelry, and be full full fulllllllllllllllll vegan 

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Urgent message, please do not kill or harm any of the people I mention in my blog THEY DID HELP ACCOMPLISH GOD'S WILL FOR MY LIFE AT THAT TIME Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."......................do I get very upset when people aren't nice to me - yes, are people not nice to me all the time also YES.................but it's for a reason...................I'm not supposed to "fit in" I'm supposed to be hated like this...........................

no filter you know what that means - diet success 😁

 Urgent message, please do not kill or harm any of the people I mention in my blog THEY DID HELP ACCOMPLISH GOD'S WILL FOR MY LIFE AT THAT TIME Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."......................do I get very upset when people aren't nice to me - yes, are people not nice to me all the time also YES.................but it's for a reason...................I'm not supposed to "fit in" I'm supposed to be hated like this...........................

Horrible things are about to come upon the earth and I think only the very high up in satanism and the very high up in christianity are going to "fair well" when these really bad times finally get here...........probably shortly after lucifer gets here but that's not lucifers fault.................

now isn't the time to "prepare for" but the "time to come".................

Proverbs 31:24-26 "She maketh fine linen, and selleth it; and delivereth girdles unto the merchant. Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come. She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness."

I won't rejoice now

when I'm hated

and people are often very mean to me

but IN THE "TIME TO COME" I WILL REJOICE

Ezekiel 7:11-13 "Violence is risen up into a rod of wickedness: none of them shall remain, nor of their multitude, nor of any of their's: neither shall there be wailing for them. The time is come, the day draweth near: let not the buyer rejoice, nor the seller mourn: for wrath is upon all the multitude thereof. For the seller shall not return to that which is sold, although they were yet alive: for the vision is touching the whole multitude thereof, which shall not return; neither shall any strengthen himself in the iniquity of his life."

  Turns out I have a skill that won't help me right now - but in the future it just might. And I figured out how to make it stronger (with veganism........................I was weaker eating meat DO WHAT YOU WANT EAT WHAT YOU WANT) 

 But you know donating to charities everyday, being the bible everyday these things these actions won't help me now in this time

in this time I am mostly hated

but in the future

I will rejoice

joy comes in the morning...........................

Psalm 30:5

For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.

everytime I donate to charity

everytime I read my bible

these actions count and they are adding up to something FANTASTICALLY GREAT FOR ME IN MY FUTURE

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Luke 6:36

Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.

your forgiven by me

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Real Jews are about peace and not the death of people in gaza or anywhere. Proverbs 3:17 "Her ways are ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace." Now there is war and israel has a right to defend itself. Has it gone to far killing to many citizens in gaza (likely) --------- but that's between them and god and that isn't representeded of all of us jews......................SOME OF US WANT PEACE SOME OF US ARE TIRED OF WAR, OF BEING HATED.....................

Real Jews are about peace and not the death of people in gaza or anywhere.  Proverbs 3:17 "Her ways are ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace." Now there is war and israel has a right to defend itself. Has it gone to far killing to many citizens in gaza (likely) --------- but that's between them and god and that isn't representeded of all of us jews......................SOME OF US WANT PEACE SOME OF US ARE TIRED OF WAR, OF BEING HATED.....................
Exodus 20:1-17 "And God spake all these words, saying, I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage. Thou shalt have no other gods before me. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me; And shewing mercy unto thousands of them that love me, and keep my commandments. Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vain; for the Lord will not hold him guiltless that taketh his name in vain. Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days shalt thou labour, and do all thy work: But the seventh day is the sabbath of the Lord thy God: in it thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within thy gates: For in six days the Lord made heaven and earth, the sea, and all that in them is, and rested the seventh day: wherefore the Lord blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it. Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee. Thou shalt not kill. Thou shalt not commit adultery. Thou shalt not steal. Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour's wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour's."

  Do not kill is in there. And also basically love your neighbor don't "bear false witness against them" don't covet things that are theirs. 

  Jews will be hated now and in the future

because people want to be "god's special people" 

THEY WANT THAT

they want that

I get it

I do get it

 But at same time, being "grafted in" is a real thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So there is no real reason for any peoples to hate the jews anywhere ever, cause anyone could be "grafted in"

Romans 11:17 "And if some of the branches be broken off, and thou, being a wild olive tree, wert grafted in among them, and with them partakest of the root and fatness of the olive tree;"
Romans 11:19 "Thou wilt say then, The branches were broken off, that I might be grafted in."
Romans 11:23 "And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be grafted in: for God is able to graft them in again."
Romans 11:24 "For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree?"

God is able to graft us Jews back in and HE will do it

HE WILL DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

all I gots to do is keep reading my bible

and I will my part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and also 

I believe usa is many jews homeland

I believe it

because the bible says...........................

Deuteronomy 11:24 New International Version (NIV)Every place where you set your foot will be yours: Your territory will extend from the desert to Lebanon, and from the Euphrates River to the Mediterranean Sea.

you might tell me "sheri non of them locations listed in Deuteronomy 11:24 is in the usa DON'T MATTER DON'T MATTER "every place where you set your foot will be yours" - USA 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'm a democrat

but ep cowgirl

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Ms. Davis's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..................

Confronting my family who believe I am "drowning in darkness" that is what my mom says. Cindy Lauper sang "oh daddy dear were not the fortunate ones" -------------- I'M NOT ONE OF THE FORTUNATE ONES THE ONES "PREFERRED IN LOVE" Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;"............................

Yep I'm not good looking enough, bible says "time and chance" happeneth to all

most end up ------------- tragic

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all." Now I love satan, lucifer the devil, and people headed to hell............clearly they had bad luck to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even if your a butterfly 

ep

and maybe I am a butterfly 

ep

"the wheel breaks the butterfly" even more horrible things can and often I believe do happen to us "gorgeous"

Confronting my family who believe I am "drowning in darkness" that is what my mom says. Cindy Lauper sang "oh daddy dear were not the fortunate ones" -------------- I'M NOT ONE OF THE FORTUNATE ONES THE ONES "PREFERRED IN LOVE" Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;"............................e-mail I sent my family cause I AIN'T THE ONLY ONE GOING "THROUGH IT".........................

 So mom you said I'm "drowning in darkness" your not "drowning in darkness as well"????????????? For you all there are many christians doing many good things to you and/or people and it's causing you to praise god/jesus everyday of your lives and your excited to go to church etc. and praise god even though only me and brian and amber go to church????????????.....................

retreat I was invited to................

https://www.signupgenius.com/go/8050848ABAD2FA7F94-52948695-retreat#/

  I don't think it's a invite from the methodist church I don't even know if they is christians???????????????????????????? They pry are everyone is christian in usa nearly, not that it matters if they are christian or not. But I don't know who they are. It was nice finally getting a invite somewhere that never happens to me. But I literally don't have no clue who these people are???????????

I might blog this, it's just something I wonder

if I'm drowning in darkness - how come it is I don't see other people anything else but also "drowning in darkness" like around me I'm saying besides amber does go to church and sounds like she's not like me, she's very popular and probably many good things are happening to her all the time since how she has gone to church for years and enjoys it a lot

so I'm going to assume amber isn't "drowning in darkness" 

but from my viewpoint

looks like most people are - "drowning in darkness" 

Nother e-mail a sent my family cause often I don't think people understand english in america................I don't often feel that I'm being heard....................

though technically I am going to hell

........but that's not the concern right now

that I'm the only one concerned about it

Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love; in honour preferring one another;"

if the people damned

if the hell bound the damned were not preferred in love

"DROWNING ALSO IN DARKNESS"

HOW'S IT FAIR FOR THEM TO BURN FOREVER

HOW ARE THEY WORTHLESS BISHES AND IT'S ALL THEIR FAULTS -------- CAUSE THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE TELL ME ALL THE TIME THAT I'M A WORTHLESS BISH AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT

Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 "Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up."  
  I'm not allowed to speak to brian about a bible verse ever, cause he chewed me out so bad I tried to crawl out of a window I couldn't fit out of and he told me how dare I speak to him about a bible verse you piece of ------------------------
that's what he said!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so course I was running to the window trying to climb out of it!!!!!!!

my son was there to agreeing with him

he claims I was trying to preach to him

BUT I WAS MERELY EXCITED ABOUT A BIBLE VERSE

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My confidence has plummeted with the traffic to my blog plummeting - my confidence was already low..................so I am doing my hair long..................

 My confidence has plummeted with the traffic to my blog plummeting - my confidence was already low..................so I am doing my hair long..................

 tried clipping my braids back in this pic I don't think this is the look.............................

these next 2 pics the braids in the front just hanging down if pics are to be believed this is the look...............I only used 1 pack of braiding hair. Hopefully this curly braiding hair will last long time (this the 2nd time I've braided with curly braiding hair and the 1st time, the hair ended up basically dreadlocks, it didn't hold up over time)

hate me forever for your lord jesus then!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 - sarcasm but what's pry going to happen to me - but me being sarcastic  

but with this hair so ombre, black to light brown to blonde...............

it's horrible getting older

horrible

veganism though is helping my arthritis which was a huge problem for me and as you can see picture above I am getting thinner

-------------- the arthritis usually really kills me

worse then being old - IS FEELING OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a rock and roll style chick

so long curly "extreme ombre" hair will suite me

and improve my confidence level

confidence level 

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have a great day

Proverbs 31:25

King James Version

25 Strength and honour are her clothing; and she shall rejoice in time to come.

well looking good helps to proverbs 31:25 

What kind of souls do people have out there if they are like just watching tv, movies AND THEY ARE FINE? That's so weird................I got to read my bible I got to pray something SOMETHING! More then ever I feel like wow I'm not a part of this world, but more then that what, WHAT, IS GOING ONNNNNNNNNN OUT THERE........................HOW HOW CAN PEOPLE JUST SHOP ALL THE TIME AND THAT'S IT THAT'S SOME OF THEIRS "FULFILLMENT" FOR THE DAY??????????????????????????????.........................

Update 11/13/2024 been organizing, been going to ikea a lot lately. I've convinced my husband who is buisy organizing right now, that a organized house is more relaxing......................

and I've been donating shiz I don't use much which is also a part of cleaning organizing - LIVING BETTER! 

Nobodies hardly going to my blog right now - that's perfect I CAN TALK NOW ---------- the bible says the Nephilim were here even after noahs flood Genesis 6:4 "There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown." I think nephillim have souls ya they gots to, all angels and fallen angels they all got to have souls THEY GONNA BE JUDGED THE BIBLE SAYS SO THEY MUST HAVE SOULS. But what kind of souls do people have out there if they are like just watching tv, movies AND THEY ARE FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE??????????? That's so weird................I gots to read my bible I got to pray something SOMETHING.................literally if I don't read my bible or pray or something basically everyday I FEEL LIKE I'M FLOATING IN SPACE.........................a horrible feeling of "disconnect"..............AND I'M ALREADY DISCONNECTED NO FRIENDS ON THIS EARTH REALLY I'M NOT A "COOL KID".................SO I BETTER PRAY BETTER READ MY BIBLE I MAKING A POINT TO DO THAT!.................

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."

  Bible says in the last days it'll be like in the days noah ---------------  it was a time when people were doing EVERYTHING BUT BEING IN THE WORD OF GOD AND PRAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 24:36-38 "But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only. But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark," That is how it is right now, people most of them doing EVERYTHING BUT BE IN GOD'S WORD AND PRAYING. 

  Luke 4:3-5 "And the devil said unto him, If thou be the Son of God, command this stone that it be made bread. And Jesus answered him, saying, It is written, That man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word of God. And the devil, taking him up into an high mountain, shewed unto him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time."

 Like ok if us real chrisitans are walking amongst the dead........................

Romans 8:13

For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.

the dead right

how are the dead ok with that???????????????????????

like how????????????????????????????????????

like howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww???????????????????????????????????

tv, movies, malls ok movies and malls are alirght but hear me

tv movies malls shopping video games.......................total life fulfilment then and the dead are good????????????????? Like they doing good??????????????????

Ezekiel 18:23
Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die? saith the Lord God: and not that he should return from his ways, and live?
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Ezekiel 33:11
Say unto them, As I live, saith the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked; but that the wicked turn from his way and live: turn ye, turn ye from your evil ways; for why will ye die, O house of Israel?

I'm always half alive

if my soul was hooked up to a heart beat machine

beep...............................................................................................................beep.................................................................................................beep.......................................................................................................beep.....................................

i wouldnt want to be dead though like spiritually 

naw

that seems so bad

I'm to much of a space alien to handle that in my own life - being dead that's gotta be soooooo ruff!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes I get real sick - fully realize it

but I know oh bible time ok - thank god, not everyone around me seems to have "that" like realization of oh bible time.............go bible do......................(people out there boggle me so much)

bible says 

don't be friends with this world

don't do that

you a enemy of god think

meditate bible says....................

Colossians 3:2

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.

so don't boo my "christian mystic ways" 

not think on the things of the earth but above man

abovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve 

as above so below both getting littttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt (they going to other dimensions whether heaven or other dimensions then heaven) Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:"

if they ain't

that's gotta be like a truck running them over on the daily

thank god nobody will read this I'm talkin to much I just wonder what the hellllllllllllllllllllll is going on around me????????????????????????????????????????????????

people are actually living in this world right putting their time their thoughts on this earth they ain't doing Colossians 3:2
"Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth." people going to churches, people calling themselves christians BELIEVEING BELIEVING

MAYBE EVEN SAVED MAN

MAYBE EVEN SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT WHAT ARE THEY DOIN??????????????????????

James 4:4

Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

SOMETIMES I DO TRY AND GET A "SHOPPING HIGH" WRONG HIGH

THANK GOD I'M HATED

IT FIRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ME UP

but damn

damn

damn

what they doin???????????????????????????

2 Corinthians 4:8

We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;

it's hard walking near alone - just keeping going doing my "christian mystic thing" IT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT TO DO/BE IT'S WHAT I GOT GOOD AT

.............................................but dang near torched myself shopping to much 

................................................................................it's so bad............................................................................

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Well the day has came, I'm going back on tiktok. For my mental health, cause tiktok for my anyways is often A VERY POSITIVE PLACE. Who cares if my blog or any of my social media is doing good or not or even if EVEN IF I'm doing good following jesus or not ---------- MENTAL HEALTH IS SO IMPORTANT..............WHAT GOOD IS ANY OF US TO GOD/JESUS OR ALLAH IF WE FOLLOW ALLAH ETC. IF WE DEAD IF WE DONE WENT AND KILLED OURSELVES CAUSE OUR MENTAL HEALTH IS SO BAD?????? Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."..................

 Well the day has came, I'm going back on tiktok. For my mental health, cause tiktok for my anyways is often A VERY POSITIVE PLACE. Who cares if my blog or any of my social media is doing good or not or even if EVEN IF I'm doing good following jesus or not ---------- MENTAL HEALTH IS SO IMPORTANT..............WHAT GOOD IS ANY OF US TO GOD/JESUS OR ALLAH IF WE FOLLOW ALLAH ETC. IF WE DEAD IF WE DONE WENT AND KILLED OURSELVES CAUSE OUR MENTAL HEALTH IS SO BAD??????  Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things."..................

need to wear your hair down for your mental health sake - do that

need to wear it up in a headcovering for your mental health sake - do that

I

I been listening to chrissy salem a guy who sings

up your look

up you bag (I think he uses the word bag for money)

up the way you carry yourself

...............there's a "recipe" to this song he sings IT'S POSITIVITY................if you down and beaten all the time (maybe cause you dont got views etc.) how you going to feel confident?

you will carry yourself beaten down then

I watch the mega popular people - I do

I ain't actually that different from them

they are always happy

happy and they are always thinking high of themselves

good deeds can also help your look how you feel

chrissy singing about how you outwardly look

which I think in this world - matters

and for christians it's gotta matter how we look

it effects how people view us

jobs we get

just try and not to wear expensive super super expensive clothing mostly

I think some expensive clothing is ok

we gotta be competitive - keep up!

1 Timothy 2:8-10 "I will therefore that men pray every where, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting. In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array; But (which becometh women professing godliness) with good works."
Acts 24:1-3 "And after five days Ananias the high priest descended with the elders, and with a certain orator named Tertullus, who informed the governor against Paul. And when he was called forth, Tertullus began to accuse him, saying, Seeing that by thee we enjoy great quietness, and that very worthy deeds are done unto this nation by thy providence, We accept it always, and in all places, most noble Felix, with all thankfulness."

  "good works" loving in particular your enemies. Is upping how you carry yourself what chrissy salem sings in one of his songs. 

 But also so is being HAPPY, BEING THANKFUL. 

  to be in a continual state of happiness, and thankfulness is challenging.....................cause a lot of bad stuff happens out there ------------ many right now are mega depressed because Donald Trump won - that put many into such a slump I heard some even killed themselves over Donald Trump becoming president again (I heard this like on instagram it might not be true who knows - but probably I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED) 

  And I'm not going to say instagram bums me out

or facebook bums me out

but they just don't "do it for me" like Tik Tok and You Tube

and that's just how it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this blog post I'm donating to..................

Muslim Community Mosque

"To meet the growing needs of the Muslim community in Phoenix by building a new mosque that is accessible, can accommodate approximately 1,000 worshipers, and offers supporting services that include a part-time Islamic school"

https://www.paypal.com/us/fundraiser/charity/2181126