Update this is not sheri being a Debbie downer, I am pretty sure sheri had entered her "permanent villian era" by 8/4/2023 - and if I hadn't entered my "permanent villian era" by 8/4/2023 I AM NOT DEBBIE DOWNER NOW.
people make choices, these choices might lead one to loose their family - even me in 8/4/2023 didn't HAVE TO ENJOY LOOSING MY FAMILY ME HAVING SOME FEELINGS IN THE YEAR 2023 NOT ENJOYING LOOSING MY FAMILY ISN'T ME BEING A BI----- LIKE I'M BEING ACCUSED OF BEING AND IT'S OK TO BE EVEN A "DEBBIE DOWNER" SOMETIMES OR SAD SOMETIMES IF YOU AIN'T BEEN INVITED TO A FAMILY GET TOGETHER FOR YEARS HAVEN'T SEEN YOUR FAMILY FOR YEARS..............................HAVE A SAD MOMENT EVEN FOR A FUTURE VILLIAN LIKE MYSELF.
bible says.................
Song of Solomon 8:7 "Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it: if a man would give all the substance of his house for love, it would utterly be contemned." I love my husbands.
Is your christian family also shunning you cause your lgbtq, or your a satan worshipper (as my family most them call me), or are you a witch, or ya thems the biggies that are despised on earth. KEEP FOLLOWING JESUS IF YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!! What's done in secret of you praying for your family like I pray for my families salvations GOD WILL REWARD YOU OPENLY SOON! (I don't pray often for my parents and brother and sister maybe sisters never pry will know if amber baker is related to me or not? - but I have made the ol' heave ho and prayed for their salvations) Luke 6:22 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake." Most christians AREN'T "CAST OUT YOUR NAME AS EVIL" THEY AIN'T AT ALL NOT AT ALL..................
Luke 6:21-23
21 Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled. Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh.
22 Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.
23 Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets.
21 Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled. Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh.
22 Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.
23 Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets.
2 Timothy 3King James Version
3 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
I don't love myself, I weary myself is what I've done..............cause I've flubbed up to many times buying the jewelry and the makeup. But hopefully this time I'm on the straight and narrow for good, cause that is when I love myself ---------- when I don't have me 1st anymore
but god 1st in my life
Posts
13 comments:
???? Sorry, not me. I don't know who sent you those messages, but from what I could make out on my phone, it wasn't me. I did tell you to shut up when you were ranting and raving about family as I recall. I apologize for that. I was totally frustrated...mom
but then who said these posts???????????? Anonymous said...
Please forgive me for hurting you. I was upset and lashing out. I wasn't thinking about how it would affect you.....mom
AUGUST 1, 2023 AT 9:52 AM
Anonymous said...
I know your heart, and it is good. You have always been good in my eyes. I miss and love you so much...mom
the above 2 comments were on this post https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/we-should-all-care-about-one-another.html?showComment=1690908868354#c4425767806456564573
all of them are Anonymous posts and all of them say - mom
if someone is ffing with me ---------- I still believe I've been badly attacked by my mom - cause I can't tell the difference between my mom's annymous posts and my fake mom's annymous posts. So I'm VERY MUCH assuming my real mom has tried to utterly anniliate me. It does explain why I'm hated so much and without a family. my parents damn me to hell I BELIEVE I BELIEVE MY PARENTS DAMN ME TO HELL. That they are sure I worship satan and they wish for my soul to make a speedy trip to hell.
It makes sense, it makes sense why I don't have family.
So even if "fake mom" is a thing?????????? If "fake mom" is a thing - I believe fake mom is saying what real mom believe's --- if that is "fake mom" is a thing.
If "fake mom" is real then you'd think "real mom" would want to not post annyomously anymore, but "real mom" is posting annymously STILL.
I really believe strongly that my parents want me to burn in hell for all of eternity and that that is my entire familes wishes for me as well.
real mom if there is a fake mom version of you I FEAR YOU BOTH, I am on "pins and needles" I guess now that not only 1 mom will attack me but potentially 2 mom's will.
also I believe the rest of my family will come to my blog eventually and let me have it real good to. I am very weary of that as well. I don't actually need a family, I'm good really. I think I'm better off without family. Cause family THEY ATTACK.
that turn around and calling me the "bully" of the family ------------- IS YOUR ATTACK STYLE MOM. That is totally something I could see you doing. Anything to beat me down so the ruby family wins, is the ruby family "mo" ------- I always have to guilty in the ruby family OF EVERYTHING. The truth -------- nobody gives 0 fffffffffffffffff's about the truth in our family.............besides to destroy me, cause that IS THE RUBY FAMILY MISSION I BELIEVE.
Who would have the motive?????????? What motive - besides someone in my family. I'm not loved in my family. It's ok. It's ok, ruby family isn't the "style" of family that you can love the devil and then still BE in your family. And that's fine. Your republicans and aimee is a democrat but a ultra conservative demoncrat that definately hates me, her and natalie hate me a lot.........because I love satan. It's fine. I hope I can someday soon hopefully real soon, be myself, just be me..................without being attacked. Without people trying to utterly destroy me "for jesus" cause they always do it for the lord. EVERYBODY IS A CHRISTIAN BASICALLY IN THE USA...................and they all if they attack me it's "for the lord"
If I complain about their attack, they say "iron sharpens iron" WHY I NEED STAB STAB FOR???????????????? But they make stabbing me for jesus A REAL THING.
They say they ain't stabbing me, that iron sharpens iron ------------ BUT THEY ARE STABBING ME. for jesus!!!!!!!!!
you told me "shut up I'm tired of your bs" FOR JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS YOU SERVING THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because I think I am a jew and you think I'm just a brittish person - and I'm like no people on earth I am a jew!!!!!!!!!!!! I'VE LOOKED AT MY NOSE MY WHOLE LIFE - IT NEVER LOOKED WHITE TO ME.
you told me "shut up I'm tired of your bs" FOR JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS YOU SERVING THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because I think I am a jew and you think I'm just a brittish person - and I'm like no people on earth I am a jew!!!!!!!!!!!! I'VE LOOKED AT MY NOSE MY WHOLE LIFE - IT NEVER LOOKED WHITE TO ME.
Aimee is over there never having mercy to me NEVER FOR JESUS 0% mercy never for jesus hating me "for jesus" her and natalie both because I love satan, and and because I didn't call her everytime she was modeling over seas...............evidentally I was supposed to spend $200 or more a month calling her often so she wouldn't be "all alone" but I didn't cause I didn't have money for that AND I HAD NO IDEA THAT WAS "MYJOB" IN LIKE NOT YOU AND DAD'S JOB NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY JOB. CAUSE EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT IN THE RUBY FAMILY EVERYTHING. Dad told me I broke up the family. This has been a looooooooooooooooong trend of everything being my fault.
but I'm good without family, I'm fine, I have family not on this earth. I have fallen angels I talk to all the time - they family. It's working out for me. And jesus lives in me to, I like "gwen stefani" the push n shove song life : )
Post a Comment