So after todays shooting at a synagogue in pittsburgh, ya I thanking god I'm mostly white and am going to like walk around with my hair showing and fake tattoo sleeves and like live...................

So after todays shooting at a synagogue in pittsburgh, ya I thanking god I'm mostly white and am going to like walk around with my hair showing and fake tattoo sleeves and like live.
  I telllllllllll you all right now earth, there some crazy folks in america, it is probably only like 5-10% of america but sheesh that 5-10% is done craaaaay cray! 
https://www.vox.com/2018/10/27/18032250/the-pittsburgh-synagogue-tree-of-life-shooting-antisemitism-soros
  The bible says that the fearful won't enter into the kingdom of heaven Revelation 21:8
...........but this isn't fear.......it's clean SMART to do what you need to do to be alive!!!!!!!!!
  If being alive ===='s walking around a marilyn monroe look alike all the time..........that's my plan!! (ps..............I no wearing any makeup in below photo's besides a bit of lipstick and a tiny amount of mascara cause my lashes are a bit scrawny but I about to fix that problem!!!!!!!!! And some eyebrow pencil, cause my eyebrows are missing at the ends but I about to fix that problem to!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -- with some hair growth serum meant for eyelashes and eyebrows).
  ppps...........no offense meant to tattoo'd people. I happened to actually of bought a slew of tattoo sleeves, I don't think I'd ever get a tattoo, but in my estimation it's a bit fun to walk around with some pretend tattoo's 😀. Marilyn Monroe was quite a character (I mean that in a good loving way)..........ya I am to...................................

  

  I'm very, very, very pleased, with president Trumps response to today's shooting. 

   So much I battle with my looks...............

cover my head oooooooooooooooh might look jewish then might be killed then

don't cover my head............then I got to deal with guys flirting with me a lot (which ok I don't actually mind that). But then I gotta worry about dark parking lots at night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   Well earth............ladies especially.........................do what ya gotta do to survive, you know what I'm saying??????? I guess what I'm saying is put mace in your purses!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  Thank god I'm a bit fat. 

thank god! 

but overweight ladies (mace ya)

thank god I'm a bit fat!

Landmines everywhere in life. Talk you could be judged for????????? Stay quiet you could be judged for that in life. 

  Wear jewelry ooooooooo could be judged as a friend with the world then..........don't wear it, you could be viewed as a radical crazed evangelical christian 😍 (I ain't there myself, I wear a few bracelets people). Wear one bracelet, or two, but don't cover yourself in that............don't have giant jewelry armoire's for instance, keep that down to a minimum is my recommendation Philippians 4:5 "Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand."

  Only people safe are people that just sit on their couch and breath but even they are in a danger of sorts cause if they just sat on the couch and breathed - they'd pry gain weight and have health problems eventually!!!!!!!!

  I'm off to drink Chai Tea! 

Shabbat Shalom

I believe my kids are most definatley saved, even though they aren't baptised yet because.....Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."..............

  I believe my kids are most definatley saved, even though they aren't baptised yet because.....Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."
   I just got off the phone to my dad, and he was bringing to my face like every thing negative I've said, and I told him, my husband isn't perfect nobody is but he's a plenty good husband anyways and so I do forgive my husband.
   And my dad brought up that my kids how I mentioned that I am bothered that they take communion but aren't baptised, and that my husband who is lutheran still believes his baby baptism was enough.. But if we go by the bible Romans 10:9 a baby baptism is enough! 

  There are people that will say "you can't cherry pick" bible verses, but in this instance I do not believe this is even cherry picking........pretty blaitant............Romans 10:9 "That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved."

  Yes there is a verse that says.............John 3:5 "Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God." But does John 3:5 make Romans 10:9 a bunch of not truethful bs??????????? Are we to discount a bible verse here............that would be horrible. 

 But I have a theory and it's more then a theory cause further down in John............

John 3:6 "That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit." In the following of jesus, in the very inviting him into your life.................that is a being born again of the spirit...................which in a real way ====='s baptism. 

   The water...................is merely symbolic, Romans 6:4 "Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life." I don't believe a person needs to be literally baptised in water for that to happen for them! So that is how both Romans 10:9 and John 3:5 are both very true and very pertinent I do believe!!!!!!!!! 

   There are people in my family very angry with me, and I took down my blog posts talking about family members, and appologized for offending them. And that is all I can do from my end of things. That is all..........................if they want to hate me forever, and I'm like shut out from my family and hated forever by most of them...........well I did all I could do from my side of things. 

I'm proud of my kids. 

They have ended up caring compassionate good kids. 

That take communion when we happen to all be in the main church service at a church and taking communion (few times a year it happens what 2-3 times or so)................and that's a beautiful thing that my kids and my husband take communion cause everytime they take that communion (((I take communion to for sure))) they are declaring their faith in jesus as their personal lord! 

   I had to figure out my "disparity" between John 3:5 and Romans 10:9 today cause my dad isn't about to let that go, less I figure out how I can believe the two to be true at the same time, which now I did. 👍

Pondering this morning, the good going bad and the bad going good Matthew 8:11-12 ".............But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness:............."....................

Pondering this morning, the good going bad and the bad going good - are you heading on a "highway to hell"???????????????
    Matthew 8:11-12 "And I say unto you, That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven. But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth."

   Many shall come right from all over the place all over the whole world....................."and shall sit down with Abraham, and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven" many nationalities of people all kinds of people right. 

  "But the children of the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth." My last blog post I put up a rhianna song, well on one rhianna song a guy sings "good girl gone bad"...................I've been thinking about this for a long time, this idea of being good and going bad and further being bad and then going good.

   Why do some looks to be feel such a need to go bad.............and others are much the opposite pretty content to go good????????????? 

  Did the actual "children of the kingdom" ------ did they get to good at being good? Did they excell to far??????? Like into the "good zone"

I'm of the baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad

gone good!

  I scratch my head to no end over this bible verse...................Ecclesiastes 7:15 "All things have I seen in the days of my vanity: there is a just man that perisheth in his righteousness, and there is a wicked man that prolongeth his life in his wickedness."

  Do we all need a bit of "badness" then???????????? Is it like the flu vacination. Well if the children of the kingdom of heaven finally get flu vacinated (aka some badness) how come they ain't cured then???????????? How come the "children of the kingdom" many of them are heading to hell??????????  (holding out some of them might be saved............hey if rhianna got saved 👍............thumbs up! Needs to be good music in heaven)

  At this point in this blog post I gonna ask -------- Which highway are you on??????????? Matthew 7:14 "Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it." 

  Or are you on "A highway to hell"???????????? The end of that highway is  ",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth"

  As cool as people make, satan worshipping out there, as cool as they make 666 out there.................that's stuffs if you stick with that that don't lead to a bunch of fun!!!!!!!!!!! 

------------ "well sheri the straight and narrow way that leads unto life that don't sound like a party and a bunch of good times either" 

.................................................duly noted in my bad girl gone good notebook

  And for those who think they going to party in hell, how you know?

"Sheri how you know you'll be able to party in heaven?"

cause I was baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad gone good.................bad residue on me. Aka flu vacination! 

hahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha if I was still bad this is where I'd throw up devil horns but since how I've gone good 😇

   ok............................all bads everyone in eternity.................whether you bad gone good, or good gone bad:

one place is ouch hot and dark (I feel darkness and heat and agony is going to make the party hard to come by)

one place..........................might have beer hops for some "holy for your occasional stomach ailment drink"

 And light, which ey...........................sure helps to play beer pong with light and beer and ping pongs and a table! #FACTS

#genious

 There are people in my family that think being bad is the greatest stuffs ever. "Well sheri that bad residue on you sure isn't making badness seem like a torture chamber" - duly noted in my bad girl gone good notebook. 

  It ain't great! Don't matter if everyone thinks your a perfect little saint.

  Not only is the truth going to come out THAT HAS TO BE WITHIN THEM (I am not referring to my family when I say "them" merely the "bad" people in general - some members of my family might think I'm a nasty b ------ so I have to clarify this ------ ok it's more then my family that appears to think I'm a nasty b)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is something I mentioned not long ago in a blog post.................Proverbs 23:7 "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee."

  If your own heart condemns you............it don't matter how liked you are, how saintly people view you as, how much fantastic your life is. 

   Ya, there is Karma, and people will talk about karma, besides karma....................there's instant karma inside oneself. 

  I had a nightmare a few nights ago, where I was trapped in a shower, there wasn't a door to leave the shower. I think my subconscious was telling me something.............it's good to be clean! 

 Don't even let the sun go down on your anger...........if you mad at someone work to remedy that right away!!!!!!!!!!! 

 Ephesians 4:25-27 "Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another. Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: Neither give place to the devil."
  I mean any of us could get mad, if you have a pulse I'm saying right. But GO PRAY then, don't let the sun go down "upon your wrath" don't be giving a place to the devil to tempt you to "get even"

  Have a great week earth!

LOVE

Have you divorced? Well I've decided "time and chance" happeneth to all, marriage is a "chance being taken" and sometimes that don't work out...............(I trying to be encouraging to divorced people, hope this effort is good)..............

Have you divorced?  Well I've decided "time and chance" happeneth to all, marriage is a "chance being taken" and sometimes that don't work out...............(I trying to be encouraging to divorced people, hope this effort is good).
   Most the body of christ is mega focused on, keeping couples married, which is a good plan. But sometimes divorce IS GOING TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I telling you all, you can marry someone think they are "one type of person" ---------- they can end up being someone TOTALLY ELSE "behind the scenes"!!!!!!!!!!!
   And you might not know UNTIL IT'S TO LATE AND YOU ARE MARRIED. There are reasons to get divorced, chronic abuse, chronic unfaithfulness, chronic ABUSE!
  ---- I sense the divorced people often get "the bad end of the stick" if you will out there.............they get looked down upon by people I feel. Are there people getting divorced out there at a "drop of a hat" ------------ maybe, maybe a few, but probably it's a teeny teeny teeeeeeeeeeeeeny amount of people that actually divorce with some ease. Often it involves, much heartache, often it's not a easy choice FOR EITHER PARTY!

   We probably should all walk around with 4 leaf clovers glued to our bodies!!!!!!!!!!!! 🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀🍀 The fake tattoo industry should get to work on that, ps (could you make the clovers glittery fake tattoo industry???????????) hahahahh for reals though!

  But there are marriages that actually work out! And even in good marriages there can be fights, etc. in them at times potentially. But you see yourself in your actual other half so much, you understand, you understand their struggles, cause their struggles are my struggles, his weaknesses are my weaknesses! 

  Help one another when you can to point the other one in more the right direction. 

  Anyways some marriages work, and some just don't work. And I hope that divorced people are, and will be treated well out there, because life is a big ol' game of chance!

Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but timeand chance happeneth to them all."

(we have a "big bang theory" dice, I like to roll the "spock" WINNER!)

I am a genious right now ok...........and I have figured out because I am a genious. That iniquity sure enough has abounded as the bible said it would Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold." And big reason it has abounded, is cause people done gotten to good at looking down at other people -------- for things like they are a divorcee. And this stuffs needs to end.................we need to loooooooooooooove each other people!

Isaiah 58:9-10 "Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity;  And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:" ----------- I love these bible verses. 

 There is only one thing that could complete this blog post right now and none of the readers of my blog should be shocked................that's right a nice John Lennon song..............................

   Thank god for John Lennon, makes picking a song for a blog post like this sooooooooooooooooo easy! 

Have a great day earth!

LOVE

The bible says in the last days there will be a falling away, that iniquity will abound my advice stick it out at your church (less it's a total cult, that isn't biblical) cause there'll be a few people pry worth sticking around for......................

The bible says in the last days there will be a falling away, that iniquity will abound my advice stick it out at your church (less it's a total cult, that isn't biblical) cause there'll be a few people pry worth sticking around for.
   A few weeks ago the pastor at the baptist church my family attends, said bad days will happen. (this is a blog post I had as a draft and have decided, it's actually a really good post)
  And he said something that I really believe a lot, he said if a church is low on the people literally at it.........that instead of bemoaning your like life or whatever, to instead be happy, be thankful for the people actually at your church! AMEN!
   There's still good people like everywhere. Somedays I've battled nearly having my entire thoughts right shaded jet black, over things a few people very few have said to me.....................and they ain't allllllllllllll there is out there.
  I have been told that everyone likes me.............and I admit I do believe I am a bit liked in "a way" a whole lot, by maybe the entire planet. But I am not often in people's queue besides you know going to my blog WHICH IS PLENTY, THAT'S GOOD! It's often just a matter of people are buisy..............
all of us
pry have a lot of people that wish they had time to be in our lives (and vice versa)
  God wants you to pray and go to church if you can and get up in HIS QUEUE!!!!!!!!!!!! 
#queueing it up
  Admitedly in the past I've gotten so worked up about churches and people not paying attention to me, or the attention I thought they should pay to me................due to pride. ONCE YOU LOOSE THAT PRIDE --- IT IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another."  I also very much believe in the common family that is mankind these days.
  What does all this mean...........it means even when you don't feel valuable, you pry are, safe to say..................not only by god..............pretty safe to say by other people as well. Nobody should commit suicide basically - somebodies gonna miss you!

It's ok to just be a part of things

I no longer feel that I need to be "the greatest ever"

I was a long distance runner for years in arizona, and was actually pretty famous back then, a few times interviewed by news stations at the end of races, it got to be a common enough occurance that towards the end of a race, I was making sure my ponytail was perfect (ahhhhhhhh the things I have admitted to on my blog) 

So I've always been severely competitive

a perfectionist like Micheal Jackson 👄

but it's great to just be here

none of us are always going to "win" in life --- probably not

Matthew 24:13 "But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." Today's sermon at church was super helpful for me, I got a lot out of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week!

LOVE

ps though I happen to be "winning" in life right now though. But not just do to my earning around $30-40 a hour (depends on how fast I complete my "routes")........but I'm winning more then anything right now due to my "mindset" my outlook at the moment. 

   Proverbs 23:7 "For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee." I find the better you think about like everybody in your heart, the better life gets.

  

sidenote:
this post isn't always where "my head is at" --------- my mom is sure that my little super model sister and brother do not read my e-mails (well it's hard to have a good "headspace" then ----- and not even being able to mention my families 1st names on my blog been told by my mom to not do that - that don't help my headspace either)
and I'm convinced, I'm discounted often in life potentially cause I'm a touch fat............https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoV_wkgMdcI
 I ain't saying hated, or disliked.........instead I'm saying "discounted in life" And I don't enjoy that...........well who would enjoy that?
   Who sits there and honest says to themselves
ahhhhhhhhhhhh another day I can go on instagram and look at all those perfect model bodies all over the place and all their likes and outpouring of love towards them all................................just warms my heart. 
  Of course I'm fat I must pay the price for that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Oh I want lucifer to win armaggedon do I --------- oooooooh more of a price tag paid then myself!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'VE DONE IT NOW MYSELF! 
   

I am set apart

not merely fat

I wish that was all that is going on

I'm set apart as well

I'll just sit here and be

rather miserable right now

but I'll just sit and be

and wait

wait for what's going to happen

""""""""for better or for worse""""""""

the phoenix and the dragon

There was a time I wanted "everything" but these days more then anything I want us all to love each other much more, for gossip to no longer be even a thing desired, much less, enjoyed........................

 

(somedays I'll take a photo where I look like marilyn monroe a lot and really like the photo - today was one of those days 😃. The modest dress in this photo is from https://us.shein.com  I actually really like the slit on it a slew, I wear leggings underneath this dress always......

but still the slit is totally fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

 There was a time I wanted "everything" but these days more then anything I want us all to love each other much more, for gossip to no longer be even a thing desired, much less, enjoyed.
   Sometimes I will e-mail my family a e-mail (and 4 apostolic church of americanians) a e-mail so good I deem it blog worthy this is snippets of one of them e-mails. I am talking about my "big secret" which I gave my family a opportunity to find out from at least 2 of the 4 of them apostolic christians, something I did in the 1st grade.....hint tied into lucifer - 3 years old I was instructed in the black arts by a demon in the form of a crayon on the wall!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well the temptation was a bit to much for my tiny self to handle. (it's not time for the whole world to know all of that, but someday I'm extremely comfortable with the whole world knowing all of that).............
for my past made me who I am today,
which I don't think is bad,
if you are willing to fight to love people..............THAT AIN'T BAD

In a world where a lot of people seemingly wants to hate each other and be so offended so easy!!!!!!!!!!!

love

this is the important thing in life

not who said or did this that or another to you - but love

love is the important thing in life - I'm trying to tell you all something

the pointing of the fingers at each other.........or even at me as """""""""much of a character as I actually am""""""""""" that will accomplish 0
but love will

loving each other will

that is god's will for us that we love one another

we are god's children and we need to remember that again each one of us and stop pointing to the fingers all of us.............and instead love one another care about one another. 

then we will find, purpose in our lives, meaning, and even happiness

  That is such a great bit of a e-mail, the USA should want me to run for president of the United States of America right now for reals! --- I don't know anything much about politics but the pay is good.....................

   I have "high hopes" for you all!

Have a great day earth!

LOVE