luke 20:17".........whoever shall fall upon that stone shall be broken.........." but it's a good thing!

  Update 7/30/2024 look "falling at the feet of jesus" looks different for different people. Some people are meant to be poor forever and that's sad but that does happen out there, some are more like joseph in the bible in the kings palace............nobody believe me but if your joseph in the king palace "falling at the feet of jesus" is going to look very different then what it would look like for the masses.................

  I went to a cemetary recently, and I love photography.........................very very peaceful cemetary, relaxing to walk through - I don't know how "normies" actually survive???????? Like I don't know how they deal with stress and manage living???????..................

I've found personally, you are either going to "fall upon that stone (that is jesus)" and be broken it says..........."whosoever shall fall upon that stone SHALL BE BROKEN" oh it'll happen ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lot better then being someday ground into powder that's the other option - YIKES!
Luke 20:17-19 "And he beheld them, and said, What is this then that is written, The stone which the builders rejected, the same is become the head of the corner? Whosoever shall fall upon that stone shall be broken; but on whomsoever it shall fall, it will grind him to powder."
God'll draw near to you then.........Psalm 34:18 "The LORD is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit."
He'll heal up that broken heart (you know while you's be's in the body of christ in the flock I highly recommend not going on the crazy train I've been on) Psalm 147:3 "He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds."
off I go to repent more, I'm so RIDICULOUSLY dissatisfied with my current level of repentance, I think some things are funny that just aren't cute! I need to be steadfast, sober, cause our adversary the devil is prowling around looking for whom he can devour! No more crazy train for me I hope geez heaven help me, please, I need to plug into the body of christ be in teh sheep fold, bah even, bah. bah bah bah bah no more crazy train

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Thanking god I have apostolic christian relatives.................

Update 7/30/2024 ya all my Apostolic Christian Church of america great aunts and uncles are dead now! I have no Apostolic Christian Church of america relatives anymore. I went to a graveyard recently, so this is just randomn tombstone pic...............

Went to my aunts/uncles apostolic christian church today (man I'm lucky to have them for relatives) Even when I was like 13 and I saw my aunt connie and uncle garth, I knew ok those are 2 people following the lord. One thanksgiving at their house I even hunted for a tv - totally didn't find one - looked everywhere, looked in the closet under their bed etc. etc. (curiosity kills the cat that's the saying : )
I left my aunt/uncles apostolic christian church today, a..........not wanting to watch tv and thereby be a friend with the world
b..........to not love the things of this world
and that is how in my estimation a church service should go.........people's should leave church wanting to deny themselves and take up their crosses and follow jesus.
I need the apostolic christian church whack upside my thick skull (trying not to cuss even pretend style apparently us christians ain't supposed to do that there a bible verse about that) I'm super extra skilled at doing everything except what I should be doing - aka following jesus. (I love surfing the internet man the time a person can waiste doing that, I love of course listening to duran duran while surfing the internet which god don't mind that I don't think) Sometimes I just smack don't know what to do...........deny myself take up my cross and follow jesus doing what?????????????????????????? I run out of things to do! (course anyone reading this that I run out of things to do, is thinking to themselves "man must be nice") maybe that's it, I just need to try harder to find something to do.........job hunting is going : p for me. My hands have been to idol I've given the devil a playground - there bible verse somewhere about that to.
Well one thing at a time I guess, if I don't watch the worldly tv, and don't love the things of the earth, least I'm pluggin in the right direction I recogn!
And going to church YIKES I'm going in the flock the sheep pen for reals now! Pluggin in, pluggin in
And dragon boating, and listening to still lots of duran duran : ) and crucifying my flesh : ) works out : )
1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." What you got to confess today, bestest do that! Repenting and confessing my sins has been just the bestest stuffs lately, I've reaped bank over that stuffs.
Have a great day earth. xoxoxoxo few xoxoxo from jesus to

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I'm repentful these days it's the best thing that could've happened to me.........................

Update 7/29/2024 bought new furniture at IKEA for the living room and redid our living room. so that it is more spacious and organized now 😁..............

them octagonal footstools are only like $12.99 each at ikea right now, and you can put them together to make 1 big foot stool/bench thing - you can totally sit on them or most people pry could they are pretty sturdy. And they have STORAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stuff on the floor is stuff ian's photographing to sell online - he's been consistantly making money!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I'm repentful these days it's the best thing that could've happened to me.........................2 Peter 3:9 "The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is longsuffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance."
I know this verse exists........Hebrews 6:6 "If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame." But repentance is just a way of life for me...........hopefully I'll repent real good this time, that's what I'm hoping for.........that extra repentfulness.
Acts 11:18 "When they heard these things, they held their peace, and glorified God, saying, Then hath God also to the Gentiles granted repentance unto life." When I repent then god has all the sudden a heart He can work with.
FEAR GOD ALWAYS AND REPENT (if you have a laundry load of stuffs to repent of like I do) Proverbs 28:14 "Happy is the man that feareth alway: but he that hardeneth his heart shall fall into mischief." It's good to repent, be repentful, be fearing god, be going to church fearing god. Such is my plan!
But so far I'm very disasattisfied with my level of repentance, determined to repent more. I never never want to go against god's will again.
Fellow IDIOTS god has called us to repentance........he wants us..........he wants us repenting.................jesus came for us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Luke 5:32 "I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance." REPENT if you've fallen away REPENT, have some repenting you need to do REPENT it's good for you better then milk!
You'll make the angels in heaven really happy they really enjoy us screw ups repenting Luke 15:7 "I say unto you, that likewise joy shall be in heaven over one sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which need no repentance."
I tell you all..........seek ye first the kingdom of heaven..........you want to see god work in your life seek ye first the kingdom of heaven! Yesterday right our internet was accidentally shut down, so now we have to get a whole new account and now internet is going to cost half as much! Matthew 6:33 "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you." Seek first the kingdom of heaven, god'll get working in your life, do like I'm doing, I'm watching christian tv every day now........making seeking the kingdom of heaven first a priority daily, I'm really starting to see god work in my heart, in my life. Even if it's just 2 hours of christian tv I watch that's not a waisted 2 hours!!!!!!!!!!!! I recommend highly to make the kingdom of heaven your #1 priority every single day. You won't regret it. Heck that'll lead you to repentance I've experienced that to..........so even if you aren't repentful right now..........plug into the body of christ you'll pry get there pry.

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Knock and the door shall be opened unto you! KNOCK PRAY..............................

Update 7/28/2024 went and saw 30 seconds from mars concert - it was great 😁...........the crowd was surprising, there was some older people there, lots of young people teens etc. and some families even. Jared made sure everyone was safe. All the pyrotectics etc. were fun to, at one point he used a giant flame thrower - that was fun....................... 

John 10:1 "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber." Notice doesn't say it's absolutely not possible - I noticed that. I took a real bright neon highlighter marker and circled that there verse.
   I bestest spell out john 10:1 for those who's eyeballs aren't glued in the sockets right "he that entereth NOT by the door INTO the sheepfold, but climeth up some other way.........." we supposed to all BE IN THE SHEEPFOLD! Not some sneaky other route ; ) Prayer is powerful peoples...........you can get lots of people praying for you and here's the thing THEY WILL! Matthew 7:8 "For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened." It's like being a opperator at the phone company, and if the board like goes black, you just take a few uh those phone plug do dad's, pick em up, plug a few in, boom we got lights!
   (though I switch off between 3 churches, but if I go to church nearly every sunday not like skipping out church on purpose a lot that's in the flock! That's in the flock!)

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I've done miriads of stupid sins but all I can do anything about, is today...........

Update 7/27/2024 yes I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior - different style of christian hahahahhahahah 🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘🤘

  One of the things I got at a garage sale this week. I have some large size ones to - and some small ones somewhere?????????? I find these chinese hand massage balls to be relaxing, and great for people who have arthritis. Sometimes if I knit or crochet and my hand get's stiff - I'll juggle these balls in my hands and feel great again 😁............

the other cmaller chinese balls I have are metal like these but tinier

so now I'm pretty sure ?I have chinese balls in 3 sizes

each size helps your hands in a different way

the big ones get like the outsides of your hands massaged

All I can do anything about is today...........I can't do anything about the past, it's done....................hopeful verse for me.................
2 Chronicles 15:2 "He went out to meet Asa and said to him, “Listen to me, Asa and all Judah and Benjamin. The LORD is with you when you are with him. If you seek him, he will be found by you, but if you forsake him, he will forsake you."
Can a person ever go to far away, that they couldn't turn back to jesus - NO! IF YOU SEEK HIM, HE WILL BE FOUND BY YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hopeful extremely hopeful stuffs for me
Jeremiah 8:6 "I hearkened and heard, but they spake not aright: no man repented him of his wickedness, saying, What have I done? every one turned to his course, as the horse rusheth into the battle." I asking myself these days "what have i done?"??????? What was I thinking? How is taking down a entire church that is trying to save people a good idea? Seriously some the stuffs I've been up to whoa in a bad way whoa...........I really have sat back and asked myself what the heck?
Judas iscariot I'll tell you all something about judas, he was tempted like all us!!!!!!!!!! He wasn't the devil on wheels the devil is the devil.........he was a guy tempted! And god wanted judas saved look................Mark 14:21 "The Son of man indeed goeth, as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born." I know something about god he wishes nobody would perish! He has good thoughts for us........Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end."
John 3:17 "For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved."
There's 0 turning of shadow with god he really wishes we'd turn to jesus! James 1:17 "Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning." The good comes from god! ALL IT! You want long life, you want peace, you want mercy SEEK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 3:1-2 "My son, forget not my law; but let thine heart keep my commandments: For length of days, and long life, and peace, shall they add to thee." This is for reals, length of days, long life, and peace! ALL THE GOOD every good gift and every perfect gift is from above!!!!!!!! Satan only comes to kill and destroy John 10:10 "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."
repent turn from your sins, seek god the giver of everything good! Job 42:6
"Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.” for reals!

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Jews, Muslims, Christians Work while it is day, for the night cometh WHEN NO MAN CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................

Update 7/24/2024 went to costco man people will looooooooooooooooook at a skinny vegan, guys girls tons of people full out gawked at me. Except one young maybe skinnier then me chick she just walked past me. 

 Jews, Muslims, Christians Work while it is day, for the night cometh WHEN NO MAN CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................
John 9:4 "I must work the works of him that sent me, while it is day: the night cometh, when no man can work." This verse really spoke to me at church last night...........now I know this verse is surely talking about investing in people's lives in a spiritual sort of way...........right now while it is still day people can go to church and god's word does still do a work in them in their hearts ------------ but there'll come a day when NO MAN CAN WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (like people's hearts are going to get hardened -------- and that's NIGHT) It's going to happen clean across the board, to the jews, to the muslims, to the christians, this night is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(I think all the religions can see the earth getting a bit darker, people 2 Timothy 3

1This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.

2For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,

3Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,)
Work while you can!!!!!!!!! Work while it's day!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even if that's just 1 bible verse to give to a friend - DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!
God showed me the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few -------- (I can attest few few very few people have "worked" in my life, really invested into my life in a spiritual sort of manner giving me bible verses etc.) Matthew 9:37
"Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few."
Right now it's still day, it's STILL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WORK TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I say this to jews and muslims and christians do god's work TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! While it is still day!

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finally I get this verse...............

Update 7/23/2024 went to ikea, bought closet thing in pic that I will likely be hanging clothes on today 😁 IKEA is making me really happy right now! Cause this closet thing was only like $59 bucks and it's mega sturdy - metal and sturdy. And it goes right with the ikea gaming entertainment center, and the square cube shelf is now on the entertainment center cause it fits cause it's also from IKEA. It's just this nice happy about to be organized IKEA zone of happiness now 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

before we bought this closet organizer there were shoes all over the floor to - problem solved now 😁

1 Peter 2:23 "Who, when he was reviled, reviled not again; when he suffered, he threatened not; but committed himself to him that judgeth righteously:" People "revile" me often, but today I finally figured out..........it's best not to revile back..........I told one my friends who isn't my facebook friend anymore --------- it's ok I deserve that................instead of reviling back it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo the way to go. If I revile back, what am I accomplishing ------------- definately not the will of god then!
Also part where it says "when he suffered, he threatened not" I'm fully prepared now, to not threaten back............whatever it is that I will suffer, and whoever many 100's want to revile me not to revile back..............cause then I'm the bad guy if I revile back.
Instead "committed himself to him that judgeth righteously" that's what I will do for now on out............this is my number 1 problem I let every last thing get to me, and then I try to saw off everyones heads ----------- it just doesn't work out, cause then I'm all angry, I'm all the bad guy then and angry..................finally I've learned just to give it to god.

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I'm going to salem fellowship brunstad.org church this sunday.......................

Update 7/21/2024 I thought I was a apostle I am not a apostle. Blessed are the peacemakers, follow after the bible says peace and holiness with all men. Hebrews 12:14
"Follow peace with all men, and holiness, without which no man shall see the Lord:"

  Sometimes a church just ain't meant for a person. Or maybe only for some "time frame" I have no church really that I feel I belong at...........

 it's fine I'm a goth these days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love Lucifer and Jesus BOTH and I likes basking in the moonlight, and going on walks by my favorite lake at night cause the bats fly over head often and I really like that 😁

being the lone sheep if I am a sheep 

it's awesome

jesus leaves the 100 or whatever goes after that 1

win 

win

win

I'm unable to be anything but that one wandering 1

I'm told I'm like everyone else - naw I AIN'T

I am a goth though, so I do have "commonality" with some on earth

I'm back to burning frankincense......................it does take away a lot of arthritis pain. (not all of my arthritis pain - YIKES - but I know the vegan diet brings down inflammation, so I know I will have "success" eventually probably)

I'm going to salem fellowship brunstad.org church this sunday.......................which will leave the entire earth scratching their heads for sure.............I love these people to death, just cause I'm a @#%@# up their #%#@$% doesn't mean I don't love them, for me, that sometime's equals love seems to be when it comes to churches, the church who I'm up your 2#%$#@%$ the most ya special church. ---------- putting in a special clause here, I'm cleaning up this blog, aka deleting blog posts that were basically me picking one long long long fight with brunstad christian church, I'm like not done cleaning my blog up but geez the stuffs I said about this church was like ridiculous and I was completely out of hand. This peace working thing with this church, it's the thing to do in general - part of working peace is deleting some those posts I'm taking a break now though, it's tiring going through all those blog posts. --------------

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