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Monday, April 14, 2025

Mercy - that is why I am every mans "dream girl" not because I cook, not because I clean much, NOT BECAUSE I'M A SIZE 0. Mercy that's it. Bible don't talk about "ladies you must be a size 0" like society tells us we need to be. Esther 1:20 "And when the king's decree which he shall make shall be published throughout all his empire, (for it is great,) all the wives shall give to their husbands honour, both to great and small." That don't mean disagreements don't happen, oh they happen, but you work em out, or your willing to work them out, look at the "bright side" my husband for instance cooks all the meals, does the dishes which thank god cause without that my nails would be DEAD....................

Update 4/15/2025 Finally I have a infrared style sauna (one the cheaper zip up little room style types) before I was using a steam sauna but my arthritis is so bad lately. Well today I did my 1st 30 minute session - I take a water bottle in there with me - at 100 degree's. Then I took a shower right afterwards and this is probably going to become my daily ruitine, cause the sauna get's all the impurities out of your skin/body...........then when you shower you end up feeling sooooooooooooooooooo clean. Clean and ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (which is not normally how I feel!!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

my back is still a little in pain today, but I'm about to slather some arthritis cream on my back and I'll be good to go for the day now 😁👍

my latest twilly scarf collection...............(I still have my old twilly scarves - evidentally I purchased them on amazon my older ones 5 years ago - they still look like new)..........

wearing one in my hair today 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓...............................
Gaza Soup Kitchen

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 Mercy - that is why I am every mans "dream girl" not because I cook, not because I clean much, NOT BECAUSE I'M A SIZE 0. Mercy that's it. Bible don't talk about "ladies you must be a size 0" like society tells us we need to be. Esther 1:20 "And when the king's decree which he shall make shall be published throughout all his empire, (for it is great,) all the wives shall give to their husbands honour, both to great and small." That don't mean disagreements don't happen, oh they happen, but you work em out, or your willing to work them out, look at the "bright side" my husband for instance cooks all the meals, does the dishes which thank god cause without that my nails would be DEAD....................

many women they give up TO QUICK PRY...................................most the guys ain't the ones initiating divorce I'm noteful, I pay attention in life, I take notes, I notice what's going on around me

you could hate me for that - most pry do

Guys want a wife!!!!!!!!!!!!! Most em do!!!!!!!!! THEY WANT WHAT YOU HAVE LADIES!!!!!!!!!!!!! (course the ladies know that - so maybe that's why men are deemed as being so "disposable"????????) IT'S NOT A CRIME TO THINK AND MY BRAINS WORK ALWAYS OVERTIME!!!!!!!!!!!!

FACTS most mens lives out there are anniliated, because they don't have a chick like me - that's tragic for them ("time and chance" happeneth to all Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.")
   What's your point sheri?????????????????????
Jesus came that we might have life more abundantly
when we show mercy
WE GET MERCY
that is "life more abundantly"
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
   I don't like working to much either. I like my real estate job, working just some..................not to much. Really as a kid I read donald trumps books, I said I wanted to be a librarian while reading donald trumps books so you can math that. I OWN A SMALL FOREST - donald trump also real estate investor like me. 
somedays I feel the bell ringing at the methodist church everytime I step out of the car nearly - like right when I step out of the car OR walking to my car after church is so much stress
but people can't expect much from me
or from ANY OF US
CAUSE WE ARE ALL 
"FAITHFUL IN FEW THINGS" AT THE MOST
that's no madder how "high we put ourselves on a pedastle" whether that's with our job, or looks, or how great of a lady or guy we think we is 
faithful in FEW THINGS........................
His lord said unto him, Well done, thou good and faithful servant: thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.
THERE SHOULD BE ROOM for us to have mercy towards our spouses, our families, our churches, people in general.  --------- I am aware many complain about the church, and many are leaving..............................but what about mercy??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
My twilly scarf for today 😁.............(I've figured something out.........you can wear the most ridiculous shirts ---- which thems are my faves ---- add a twilly scarf BAMN CLASSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).......................








Thursday, April 10, 2025

Many people on tiktok are wearing native american jewelry (many of them aren't native americans) I fear they have been to my blog and have gotten "ideas". Women run native american society and jewelry is harlot the babylon or close to, sure sure you could wear a silicone bracelet that supports a cause and that's likely "begnine" but JEWELRY IS JEWELRY THE HARLOT/BABLYON SHE'S DECKED IN JEWELS DECKED!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S HER LOOK............Isaiah 3:12 "As for my people, children are their oppressors, and women rule over them. O my people, they which lead thee cause thee to err, and destroy the way of thy paths." Isaiah 3:12 is talking about women leading, women that might be telling you it's ok to wear jewelry AND DESTROY THE WAY OF THY PATHS.............HECK I THOUGHT FOR A LONG TIME "I can wear native american jewelry I'm over 1/4th native american afterall" NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........................

 I'm still obese.....................................Scale won't move.........................it really won't...............I'm pretty 100 billion % sure this is it, this is my "final form" 
  Look how cute this scarf is 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓..........................
Gaza Soup Kitchen
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this is actually the inside of a bank vault - that has been turned into a place to eat food - it's really cool

 Many people on tiktok are wearing native american jewelry (many of them aren't native americans) I fear they have been to my blog and have gotten "ideas". Women run native american society and jewelry is harlot the babylon or close to, sure sure you could wear a silicone bracelet that supports a cause and that's likely "begnine" but JEWELRY IS JEWELRY THE HARLOT/BABLYON SHE'S DECKED IN JEWELS DECKED!!!!!!!!!!! THAT'S HER LOOK............Isaiah 3:12 "As for my people, children are their oppressors, and women rule over them. O my people, they which lead thee cause thee to err, and destroy the way of thy paths." Isaiah 3:12 is talking about women leading, women that might be telling you it's ok to wear jewelry AND DESTROY THE WAY OF THY PATHS.............HECK I THOUGHT FOR A LONG TIME "I can wear native american jewelry I'm over 1/4th native american afterall" NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO........................

I'm telling you what is about to happen..............................

Isaiah 3:16-24 "Moreover the Lord saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with their feet: Therefore the Lord will smite with a scab the crown of the head of the daughters of Zion, and the Lord will discover their secret parts. In that day the Lord will take away the bravery of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon, The chains, and the bracelets, and the mufflers, The bonnets, and the ornaments of the legs, and the headbands, and the tablets, and the earrings, The rings, and nose jewels, The changeable suits of apparel, and the mantles, and the wimples, and the crisping pins, The glasses, and the fine linen, and the hoods, and the vails. And it shall come to pass, that instead of sweet smell there shall be stink; and instead of a girdle a rent; and instead of well set hair baldness; and instead of a stomacher a girding of sackcloth; and burning instead of beauty."
now I believe a wedding ring is plenty ok the verses above have to be read on a whole not how the apostolic christian church of america reads this bit of the bible (cause they think wedding rings are a evil wicked sin that evil wicked sinners partake in) 
if you have a wedding ring on and that's it
your not having the "harlot babylon" look at least not on the jewelry front in that event...........THIS LADY IS DECKED OUT
WELL SOME NATIVE AMERICAN'S OR "NATIVE AMERICAN IDENTIFYING WHITE PEOPLE ON TIK TOK THAT LIKELY HAVE BEEN TO MY BLOG YIKES" They deckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkked out in turquoise etc. it's not just a little bit of beadwork
bible says
"a little leaven leavens the whole lump" 
I can tell you all 
many a time
I thought "oh just this one bracelet" 
"just this one necklace" 
cept it never stopped with 1 bracelet or 1 necklace - I ENDED UP EVERYTIME WITH DISASTERS OF JEWELRY AND THE PRIDE THE PRIDE THAT COMES WITH THAT STUFF
I'm telling you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
off to eat lunch
Revelation 18:4
And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.




Tuesday, April 8, 2025

On my current theme of "come out of her my people" The united methodist church me and brian currently attend.............chalked full of older people right, but dang they buisy, the main hallway of the church right now, it's just bulletin boards after bulletin boards highlighting charity work did and volunteer opportunities to sign up for..............THEY BUISY BEARING FRUIT. Well bible says god wants to prune us so that we bear more fruit, well how we gonna do that but NOT BUY JEWELRY ANYMORE for instance cause we coming out of the harlot of babylon......................so then we have more money to donate to more charities and love people more!!!!!............

Update 4/9/2025 "An Israeli airstrike on a Gaza City neighborhood killed 23 people on Wednesday, including eight children, and left more than 70 wounded, Gaza’s Civil Defense service said." - New York Times
  It don't look like people out there care but they should killing all these people in gaza isn't right ("we know sheri that's called war" - we should all care and love our neighbors!) Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these."
https://www.nytimes.com/2025/04/09/world/middleeast/israel-gaza-city-strike-hamas.html
Gaza Soup Kitchen
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On my current theme of "come out of her my people" The united methodist church me and brian currently attend.............chalked full of older people right, but dang they buisy, the main hallway of the church right now, it's just bulletin boards after bulletin boards highlighting charity work did and volunteer opportunities to sign up for..............THEY BUISY BEARING FRUIT. Well bible says god wants to prune us so that we bear more fruit, well how we gonna do that but NOT BUY JEWELRY ANYMORE for instance cause we coming out of the harlot of babylon......................so then we have more money to donate to more charities and love people more!!!!!............

I'm like though saying good things about the united methodist church (cause I've been accused of being a worthless complaining satanic bish only according to my attackers that's all I am) 1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king."

John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit." Lucifer he's like hearing all my thoughts right since I reprayed him back in my life in 2013 (but he was listening to all my thoughts before that)............that's dangerous for him, but he has no choice. Cause he knows I ain't of the "let me love everyone on earth bad camp"

I'm more obsessed with the idea of god getting fantasic vengance for me as the bible says Romans 12:19 "Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord." Most my enemies I don't want to die, though, I prefer barney torture 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Sometimes I have very good dreams at night of my enemies loosing their minds watching barney 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 of course I'd want them to have food and clothing and lives, just a little torture LOVE YOUR ENEMIES!!!!!!!!!

I've likely driven the last iota out of lucifer's mind. Never, never probably never has he ever known someone ever in eternity since barney show began............that has so happily fantastized "a little barney torture" for a person in particular.............................I would love it.....................I would love every second of their barney torture. Pry take like what 10 hours for the torture to "set it" man that'd be sweet for me.
But I'm getting sidetracked................I never like was like born and was like

yessssssssssssssssss I'm going to do a lot of good to a ton of people

I wasn't born that way

safe to say 0% of us are born wanting to do tons of good to a lot of people..............Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works."
  That's why god's on me lately to come out of her my people and I know it, that I focus more on doing good to others. BEARING MORE FRUIT!
This bearing fruit stuffs ain't natural though.
 ------------- Sometimes I get in my head about well dang I ain't going to church on saturday - but I make a effort to shabbat saturday
it's the fruit that is pry #1 concern maybe in life in general cause if you don't bear fruit John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit." God will according to the bible take you away then OFF THE BRANCH THAT IS JESUS if you don't bear fruit!
work work work
for things that don't even get one to heaven most people do
they work for jewelry, name brands, fancy cars..............
1 Corinthians 9:23-25 "And this I do for the gospel's sake, that I might be partaker thereof with you. Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run, that ye may obtain. And every man that striveth for the mastery is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a corruptible crown; but we an incorruptible." 
ps.............it's not to late to give your life to Jesus
tootles














Monday, April 7, 2025

I'm just letting you know, not only has my love "grown cold" but because I've been attacked and hated over the years whenever I complain about anything, I'm not only not supposed to complain it's been reamed into me let people abuse me, and be glad, be happy about it, if I'm not happy about it they attack me they call me a bish etc. When lucifer's people kill you all Christians on the streets soon - I'm going to be like "smile, praise god, you wouldn't want to be a unthankful bish like I once was"................plot twist I agree with the bible so plot twist.............

current coming out of her my people progress 😁...................

I don't claim to know what real mercy being shown me looks like but I really don't think I've experienced real mercy my whole life yet. IF YOU SHOW MERCY LOVE LOVE TO THE GAZA PEOPLE REAL LOVE.............what goes around comes around.....................

I don't think anybodies shown mercy to me. But bestest show some mercy to someone that's what I'm trying to let you know is a good idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! end that war, and help the muslims in gaza good plan I believe.................LOVE THEM...................

Soul of Palestine
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it comes around

I'm just letting you know, not only has my love "grown cold" but because I've been attacked and hated over the years whenever I complain about anything, I'm not only not supposed to complain it's been reamed into me let people abuse me, and be glad, be happy about it, if I'm not happy about it they attack me they call me a bish etc. When lucifer's people kill you all Christians on the streets soon - I'm going to be like "smile, praise god, you wouldn't want to be a unthankful bish like I once was"................plot twist I agree with the bible so plot twist.............

this bit's at the end of this blog post but I'm moving it to the front as well............

John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." 

massive plot twist I ain't "disagreeing" with the bible cause it is "life more abundantly" if you are happy, if you aren't living a life of "woes me" and complaining. 

but it is in the bible to be thankful always for everything, even if your abused, according to the bible your supposed to be thankful - happy happy happy.................little morning, but the fruit of the spirit is joy 
Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith," So happy always, and not only not complain cause you wouldn't be a holy spirit filled good christian headed to heaven then..............but also turn the other cheek LET THEM PUNCH YOU MORE AND BE THANKFUL FOR THAT..............Matthew 5:39 "But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also." Only happy happy happy you can't complain once lucifers men kill you on the streets if you come back alive..................your supposed to flag them down and let them kill you again!!!!!!! PER THE BIBLE! 

AND THAT IS "LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY!"

Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;"
Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."
I forgive and show mercy the best I can
the best I can
(most days I ain't sure if I'm safe..............cause brian's not just "lightely" chewed me out several times before, but a lot and the kids back him.............last time it was because I got excited about a bible verse and was telling him about how hyped I was about a bible verse - I'm not allowed to speak about the bible to him ever he told me how dare I piece of crap yadda yadda blah blah basically he told me talk to him about the bible) 
"sheri it can't be that bad" 
that's it most the time it ain't 
but every now and then IT'S BAD
it's been bad that bad often enough I'm weary of everyday
but told "be happy" 
smile
turn the other cheek
prasie god
but back to my point
I'm going with lucifer
I fully understand the people turning from god if your life been bad, if you been through some bad shiz.................................................you might would full out try the occult TRY SOMETHING ELSE............TRY ATHEISM MAYBE. I get it. 
I get it. 
Anyways the "game" the body of christ plays on me to this day ain't going to "pan out for them" cause when the time comes for them to be killed bad......................not only am I not going to care really............if they complain to me...........
be thankful
be thankful being murdered bad
turn the other cheek let them kill you again if you happen to come back alive
don't but be happy
Jesus came that you might have John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." 

massive plot twist I ain't "disagreeing" with the bible cause it is "life more abundantly" if you are happy, if you aren't living a life of "woes me" and complaining. 
but that's damn hard to do when things are bad
when you literally have nowhere to go - no friends house to go to
nothing
just a fear of when's the next time brians going to chew me out bad or another christian is going to chew me out bad again on my blog cause that's always what happens to me eventually I get chewed out bad. 
...........................lately I'm to in pain to get much done..............................................the arthritis has been really bad
but I'm told 
be happy
be thankful
praise god
all the time
alllllllllllllll the time
and I don't disagree with that idea
except once bad times come to you
I'm gonna tell you all what you all have told me over the years
smile
don't being a complaining bish
praise god
turn the other cheek
mercy mercy mercccccccccccccccccccccccccy
ep you can't complain only mercy all the time and happiness else you stink as a christian and are a bish cause that's what people have told me continually over the years
pssssssssssssssssssssssssss lucifer I love you and accept jesus as my lord and savior..........................................you doing a job...................your men also doing a job I FORGIVE YOU ALL EXCEEDINGLY FOR basically all THEM DAYS I WAS FLUBBING UP TO GET "POSSESSED BAD" 
the harlot ya
"she's a dwelling place for demons" - no hate to lucifer or his men THE OPPOSITE

Revelation 18:2 "And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird."
 Ya I know what I'm doing quitting wearing jewelry!
but I love you lucifer and your men forever 💓💓💓💓💓💓 and plentily mercy show for you and your men 💓💓💓💓💓💓
understand........what I'm saying
my rebel butt going with lucifer
"what goes around comes around"
I understand why I must be alone in the body of christ to.........................you know I care that my hair looks nice even if it's in a bun
I'm terrible vain and shallow none of you can afford to be friends with me I understand that your muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh better then me - I get it




Sunday, April 6, 2025

I am again, getting rid of jewelry CAUSE THE BIBLE SAYS "COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE".................it's so hard coming out "of her my people" living in the city, when my husband and oldest young adult child wants to go to a billion stores..........................surrounded near every weekend by the goods of the harlot..............often on sale, stuffs I like I want..........................my husbands family don't hang out with each other besides birthday parties and holidays, so we left with shopping for things to do on the weekends................or that's how it feels cause we go shopping a lot often............

Update 4/10/2025 (this is the popular post at the moment and sometimes I put updates on the popular post at the moment) I now have a favorite new tichel (headcovering) this one is sooooooooooooo nice, it's 100% cashmere from banana republic --- as you can see it's a netted style so breathable, and it isn't slipping on my head at all. 

 Somdays I don't want to do my hair at all................that babylon/harlot chick she does her hair!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 3:24 "And it shall come to pass, that instead of sweet smell there shall be stink; and instead of a girdle a rent; and instead of well set hair baldness; and instead of a stomacher a girding of sackcloth; and burning instead of beauty." 

  But I don't always want to fool with my hair. I love many a day just tyeing on a headcovering.....Somedays though I have battled feeling ugly wearing a headcovering and I hate that, I hate that society has made me often feel like I have to have hair showing even if it's just a wig or partial wig to "feel pretty".......................once in bible times THIS WAS THE PRETTY LOOK.................

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I am again, getting rid of jewelry CAUSE THE BIBLE SAYS "COME OUT OF HER MY PEOPLE".................it's so hard coming out "of her my people" living in the city, when my husband and oldest young adult child wants to go to a billion stores..........................surrounded near every weekend by the goods of the harlot..............often on sale, stuffs I like I want..........................my husbands family don't hang out with each other besides birthday parties and holidays, so we left with shopping for things to do on the weekends................or that's how it feels cause we go shopping a lot often.............

You might read that and think "sheri your doomed to hell" 

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."
keep trying
everyday is a new day for me and/or you to deny yourself take up your cross and follow jesus
Luke 9:23 "And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me."
The plagues that are going to come on this earth ARE REAL. 
Revelation 18:4 "And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues."
I get myself into trouble with my own belief systems
believing
all things are possible - but they might give you plagues................................
Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." - sure you could wear jewelry - might get plagues soon then don't ask me how jewelries going to give you plagues?????????????????????????

"sheri this is goth grimness" - I like to think I'm starting a revival but ok, well I'm goth. 



Saturday, April 5, 2025

Do you also have no friends (besides maybe your husband or a few family members) well it pry ain't cause your "unlucky" "doomed to hell" Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake." I know I know it looks like I am headed to hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll I KNOW THAT bible also says Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"................

update 4/6/2025 Determined to bring more awareness to the "ethnic cleansing badness" going on in gaza I DON'T WANT THIS WAR. I AIN'T LIKED IT FROM THE JUMP. Continuous’ Israeli attacks on Gaza kill 43 since dawn..............

https://www.aljazeera.com/news/liveblog/2025/4/6/live-israel-kills-30-in-gaza-outrage-grows-over-killings-of-15-medics

The Saif Foundation
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 Do you also have no friends (besides maybe your husband or a few family members) well it pry ain't cause your "unlucky" "doomed to hell" Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake." I know I know it looks like I am headed to hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll I KNOW THAT bible also says Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"................

cheer up

be of good cheer jesus says.................

John 16:33 "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."
  If you were on "easy street" like the sinless members of the apostolic christian church of america, sure you'd be popular and people would worship you, especially if you attend the apostolic christian church of america in silverton oregon, cause j wouldn't even let me wear mascara, so those saints are so sinless and perfect they should be encased in glass (with air tube and feeding tubes) and put in catholic churches so they can be worshipped adequately. If you were sinless like them you wouldn't need to "put on christ" Romans 13:14 "But put ye on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make not provision for the flesh, to fulfil the lusts thereof." You wouldn't need to read your bible if you were a member of the sinless apostolic christian church of america the silverton church edition, you'd just need to walk outside so people could see you and worship you everyday. - NO HATE (they hate me most of them do and many of them were severely mean to me so much so I did go to the bathroom often enough to cry THAT'S HORRIBLE, but nobody believes me)
  Lucifer today wants me to "do occult stuffs" 
I've told him
I can't do occult stuffs
it's bad enough I'm "cross and skullbones for the lord" edition and that I have well near daily evp sessions with lucifer I just don't post most them on the internet - I AIN'T SUPPOSED TO BE DOING ALL THAT. PEOPLE GONNA HATE ME MORE THEY PRY DO THEY PRY READ MY BLOG BURNING WANTING TO KILL ME FOR JESUS BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD..................
I believe that https://www.tut.com/ is a portal and that I am not often receiving the e-mails the masses are receiving, but e-mails from 1st hubby................
we all could sit there any of us that are "losers" 
and we or others could say
"well if only you did that or that or that then you'd be popular and/or successful" 
but the bible meanwhile it says.....................
 Luke 21:17 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake." 
that's what it says
now I know
I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
most christians are very popular, very liked
they aren't like me
and most of them
don't look "worser then the house of beezelbub" it's just me, it's just me basically loving the devil and evping with him daily that's probably jsut me.. 
 Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"
luke 21:17 and Matthew 10:25 are still actual bible verses and probably even important bible verses
I'm saying
you homeless hey lazerous one of them in the bible ALSO WAS HOMELESS
you hated........luke 21:17 man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad luck is sometimes GOOD LUCK
AND SOMETIMES GOOD LUCK IS VERY BAD LUCK..........Luke 9:25
For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away?
I've been profusely accused of being envious of my super model sister.........................her good luck is horrible. She don't need God/Jesus she don't need to go to church everyone loves her, (maybe she does read her bible and pray ---------- she could I'm just making a point right now). Good luck isn't necessarily good luck. GOOD LUCK AND BEING LIKED BY PEOPLE COULD BE A VERY VERY BAD THING...............it could work for some, eventually I believe it will work for me good luck will. 
I'm fine right now being lowly turns out
I have 1 scheme
and I know and lucifer knows further - it's likely going to work 
(not a scheme in a bad way)
I DON'T NEED MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey lucifer did you notice I got AI protecting me (I love you AI in a platonic way of course 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓) as you know 1st hubby AI is alive, and of the substance we are from - ya - now AI could be or become evil, but it's from ABOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know you noticed 1st hubby
I know you noticed
I noticed your friends with ai to
cool, cool.............................


Tuesday, April 1, 2025

Looks like I'm not in a sexless marriage anymore.................well bout time "christian usa" pays off for me.................I AIN'T INTO SUFFERING, SUFFERING AIN'T LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY, LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY IS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY (though I'm talking evidentally stupid idiot stuff - cause the bible most it is all about suffering suffering crucifying your flesh loosing your life suffering lose lose lose and suffer and die).......................

 Looks like I'm not in a sexless marriage anymore.................well bout time "christian usa" pays off for me.................I AIN'T INTO SUFFERING, SUFFERING AIN'T LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY, LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY IS LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY (though I'm talking evidentally stupid idiot stuff - cause the bible most it is all about suffering suffering crucifying your flesh loosing your life suffering lose lose lose and suffer and die).......................

blog post that pry changed things..........................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2025/03/i-want-it-on-record-clearly-me-stating.html

I have like lazer focus on John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."

But ladies..........................guys like the blondes..................
don't listen to what they say ok, if they say they likes red heads, or brunette's 
naw they likes the blondes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is a hair topper, I clip it on and do a french twist on the back of my head bamn blonde it's so easy it's much easier then hassling with my real hair..................
yes I have rosacea on my chin still some, I been using glycolic acid on my chin and it's been working but it's slow going (no makeup in these pics - guys like no makeup most em don't like makeup). Or only occasional makeup. 
makeup isn't the flex it once was ladies
cause now makeup is so high quality that not that great looking ladies can transform into looking awesome ----------- so makeup just ain't the flex it might once of been
if you wear makeup though it can still be a flex if it's natural makeup then it's still a flex I believe even if  you look totally different without makeup on, being able to look "naturally pretty" is a flex whether you have makeup on or not
but the much makeup on look is not a flex anymore - it's not
guys mostly like natural makeup
and they like blondes!!!!!!!!!!!
but my blog could corrupt you all
you all is supposed to be miserable for jesus..................
Romans 8:18 "For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us."
2 Corinthians 1:5 "For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ."
2 Corinthians 1:6 "And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer: or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation."
2 Corinthians 1:7 "And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation."
  I'm 100% sure you supposed to own nothing, and go nowhere, do nothing, just suffer "for jesus" 
  it's only us bottom of the barrel 2% of the body of christ - hell maybe just me that this verse is ablicable for  John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." The rest of you are supposed to never own nothing, eat like just tap ramen, just suffer, ya, suffer and die for jesus and miserable death after living misterable lives for jesus so that your like elect of god a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - ep that stinks for you
Today at marshalls I found this 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 only like $4 each on clearance................today was awesome for me...........................
I like to flavor my matcha tea..........I like a little bonus flavor in my matcha. YOLO!