Todays word is "Ignorance" 🐤 - pollution is a real problem, also WE ARE EACH IN CHARGE OF OUR OWN HAPPINESS...................

Update 9/3/2025 got a doctors appointment soon to get another steroid injection into my right knee (last time they gave me a steroid injection, I went from agony in my knee to pain free near instantly.........I walked out of that doctor's office feeling like a billion bucks...........and then I DIDN'T HAVE ANY KNEE PROBLEMS FOR LIKE 6 WHOLE MONTHS). So I'm looking forward to going to the doctors office!!!!!!!!!!

me today happy happy

gots full face of foundation that seals in all the layers of moisture on my face : ) 

and a big gulp

and my new favorite sephora eye shadow on 💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'm going to "rehabilitate" my knee some today (cause there's things I can do to make it better - THOUGH I NEED A STEROID SHOT IN MY KNEE!!!!!!!!)

- went for a walk my knee is better

but this time my knee has conked out due to MANY PROBLEMS YIKES...........my calf on my right leg is in paiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin and it's tighhhhhhhhhhhhht (I might of pilates to effectively YIKES) 

So going to use my leg massage machine - bought it cause I was battling pain in my legs due to diabeties forget what it's called ------- I don't suffer from that anymore

now I have the opposite problem to much feeling in my legs and my feet

Todays word is "Ignorance" 🐤 - pollution is a real problem, also WE ARE EACH IN CHARGE OF OUR OWN HAPPINESS...................
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ig·​no·​rance | \ ˈig-n(ə-)rən(t)s  \

Definition of ignorance

: the state or fact of being ignorant : lack of knowledge, education, or awareness

  I am going to tell you all, I used to be depressed. Yep. Real depressed. Real, real, real good. Seems in life "Murda was the case that they gave me"

  Everywhere I go everyone looks like their acts is so much together, and I well.....................I look like a beanie wearing goth in their 40's 😂 hahahahhahahahahahahahahhahah
Always someone prettier then me out there
someone more skinnier
GAINING ON YOU THOUGH SKINNY LADIES 🧖
etc.

   And we all have this "experience" in someway

 The "comparison" game is a no winning game. 

2 Corinthians 10:12 "For we dare not make ourselves of the number, or compare ourselves with some that commend themselves: but they measuring themselves by themselves, and comparing themselves among themselves, are not wise."

  If you have tons of friends, if you have no friends. If you have family down the street, or family like me far far far away. Sitting and having a pity party....................comparing yourself to other people......................is not the way to happiness. 

 I've learned to be happy, with my life AS IT IS. 

How'd I do that you ask??????????????

Well I do shop sometimes. 

SOME OF US NEED "RETAIL THERAPY" 

My mom still thinks I need to go to counseling, but I tell you all, counseling isn't going to make me "happy" (I don't think counseling could help me.........I don't view myself as crazy, I view myself as having indeed a "sound mind" 2 Timothy 1:7 "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.") you know what makes me happy? Besides having jesus in my life everyday 👍 Buying some $4 bangle bracelets with free shipping on Shein!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reading books I mega enjoy reading books these days. 

Gardening, I got to get to my spring garden going..........I start my spring garden early. 

Knitting beanie hats - hahahahhahah

 Back to the word "Ignorance" I was told recently that people aren't """"""""""evil""""""""""" per say out there most of the time, instead what they are is IGNORANT. (they ain't done going to church enough, or reading their bible enough)....................

Numbers 15:22-28 "And if ye have erred, and not observed all these commandments, which the Lord hath spoken unto Moses, Even all that the Lord hath commanded you by the hand of Moses, from the day that the Lord commanded Moses, and henceforward among your generations; Then it shall be, if ought be committed by ignorance without the knowledge of the congregation, that all the congregation shall offer one young bullock for a burnt offering, for a sweet savour unto the Lord, with his meat offering, and his drink offering, according to the manner, and one kid of the goats for a sin offering. And the priest shall make an atonement for all the congregation of the children of Israel, and it shall be forgiven them; for it is ignorance: and they shall bring their offering, a sacrifice made by fire unto the Lord, and their sin offering before the Lord, for their ignorance: And it shall be forgiven all the congregation of the children of Israel, and the stranger that sojourneth among them; seeing all the people were in ignorance. And if any soul sin through ignorance, then he shall bring a she goat of the first year for a sin offering. And the priest shall make an atonement for the soul that sinneth ignorantly, when he sinneth by ignorance before the Lord, to make an atonement for him; and it shall be forgiven him."

  Ignorance wasn't just something that happened in the old testiment days, it's still rampant today. 

 Jesus "can have compassion on the ignorant, and on them that are out of the way".......................

Hebrews 5:1-3 

5 For every high priest taken from among men is ordained for men in things pertaining to God, that he may offer both gifts and sacrifices for sins:

2 Who can have compassion on the ignorant, and on them that are out of the way; for that he himself also is compassed with infirmity.

 There is verse that says let a person be ignorant...........1 Corinthians 14:38 "But if any man be ignorant, let him be ignorant." There is a time to let a person indeed just be ignorant. My brother is mega convinced, global warming is make believe stuffs, that all the stuffs Donald Trump has said about global warning is 100% factual truth. We tried to convince my brother otherwise.............at some point me and my super model sister we gave up -------- we had to. (there was never going to be any convincing my brother that global warming is real) He is sure, he is 100% about many things out there, and you can't convince him otherwise. 

  There are people ignorant everywhere! 

It's a epidemic!

 Fighting them is a bad idea, and pointless, cause most em ain't going to change their minds. In bible study this last weekend we talked about how jesus when "confronted" 

he was often totally silent..............or said very few words, he didn't "engage" in the heated arguments the scribes and pharisee's often wanted him to be a part of. 

Isaiah 53:7 "He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth." ------------- my theory maybe he knew he wasn't going to convince the "ignorant" otherwise.

I recogn maybe God has to open their eye's!

Matthew 13:13 "Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand."

 But if you do not understand something out there ask god........................

James 1:5 "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him."

Have a great week earth!

LOVE

GOD WANTS US ZEALOUS AND ON FIRE

Titus 2:14

Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.

there's starving and homeless all over america right now - eons of opportunity to do good!...........WE IN LUCK!!!!!!!!!...................

  

jesus despised the shame of the cross, I think that shame is still there (hebrews 12:2)...............

  Fresh update 7/18/2022.................my rendition of "Devil in Disguise" by Elvis Presley.................

YOU ARE PROBABLY A ANGEL

I MORE "DEVIL IN DISGUISE"

I REPENT AND GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS! 

He's lord, fire is ouch. 

Don't worry your only sin of maybe fibbing to your parents is hardcore. hahahhaahhahahahaahahah

(evidently nobody is ever going to recognize my talent, but I am talented, I can even belt out Elvis songs.................I have tons of practice though, every year for a few years I went to my Jehoviah witness families house, and they didn't have a tv............they had almost every Elvis Presley record ever recorded - I think they were missing 1 or 2................so I listened to elvis for days on end)  More 2022 update --------- My mom's health was doing bad, she had some "company" over I'm very much estimating that was doctor's or nurses of some sort. Now I quote her "life is back to normal" and she posted a picture of herself back at a restaurant probably a all you can eat buffet my parents are all about that.  Edit year 2019: This blog post was clearly written when I was attending the apostolic christian church of america, a church that bans members from wearing wedding rings, so they are very obsessed with looks.  Looks aren't that important besides I feel dressing modest making some effort is important 1 Timothy 2:9 "In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;"

  That you have good fruit that you love people this is important (this blog post was indeed me trying to "kiss the apostolic christian church of america's but" and I failed completely this blog post didn't work at all. You are not good enough for them if you wear a wedding ring, if you wear a wedding ring from my experience YOU ARE FILTH. (some them will be nice to you, but people can be nice to one another while looking down upon others with ease, I had a best friend recently who's name I can't mention cause she told me if I so much as used her 1st name I'd be sued................quit being friends with me when I MERELY MENTIONED that I was battling some "extreme demonic oppression"..............she told me me and my families souls were doing horrible, and that she didn't want to be around said fallen angel or speak to him ever again and ---------- I thought that was it our friendship was over, no then she showed up to me and my husbands wedding anniversary dinner..............................................................................eventually our friendship ended but she wanted me to be the "bad guy" -------------- I didn't end up the bad guy, sent her a card saying I love her and wish our friendship didn't have to end nasty like that and included money in the card and well wishes)...........................if they have a ban on wedding rings, that can only mean that they deem wedding rings something HORRIFICALLY DEVILISH OF SATAN
fantastically evil
facts ------ you ain't going to anything but think someone is completely filth if you think they are of satan totally evil cause they are wearing a wedding ring (don't matter how nice the ACCA are to me and my family)

   But I digress...........................the important thing is to love people, love each other, love your enemies yes even your enemies and wish for lucifer to win armageddon so that people will be treated will in the afterlife with decency at least in nice prisons with toilets and food and water and beds. What is this burning in hell stuffs????????????????????? 

Do not the animals at the pet shelters get food and water, etc. even the """""less desirable""""""" of the dogs available for adoption???????????????????????????

Matthew 25:41-43 

41 Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:

42 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:

43 I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

   I swear to the people that are probably apostolic christian church of america members reading this blog post in the year 2019 (this post was on my "popular posts" sidebar sooooooooooooooooooo) You could be quite ridiculously decked out and serve people. 

further god likes a happy giver

well 

I'm much more happy working at the foodbank with some makeup on and my hair did and dressed cute #FACTS

2 Corinthians 9:7 "Every man according as he purposeth in his heart, so let him give; not grudgingly, or of necessity: for God loveth a cheerful giver."

  I love you to god 👄
But gawk on apostolic christian church of america members this post unedited below  (some below is stupid, stupid I sure enough said to kiss up to you all and it totally didn't work but turns out -------- that was for my good)............

Myspace Glitters

(refer to two blog posts before I can't post glamour shots no more.........this graphic like satifies my glamour pic addiction without you know me putting up yet another glamour pic and getting myself in trouble)

jesus despised the shame of the cross, I think that shame is still there (hebrews 12:2)...............Hebrews 12:2
"Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God." This world worships, things you can buy, it's all about dressing a certain way, and going to the right dinner parties, having "blah blah blah" car, Jesus wasn't about that stuffs Philippians 2:7 "But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:".......a shame that he experienced cause I much believe because he wasn't dressed to the 9's.
1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the prideof life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.."

  I ain't liked in this world!!!!!!!!!!!! Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved." It's horrible that christ experienced "shame" while on this earth BUT HE DID THIS WORLD IS ABOUT THE "LUST OF THE FLESH, AND THE LUSTS OF THE EYES, AND THE PRIDE OF LIFE" 

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT THAT THIS EARTH HAS

Luke 6:22 "Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake."

  Course to be fair I know I'm going to hit some "upswing" for reals..........................I just gotta keep at heeding god's word everyday.............I told my aunt, and 3 pastors today...............

"James 1:23 "For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass:"
"do" everyday..................
dont buy nothin (less I need to)
be in the word of god everyday
don't watch tv - besides news or christian tv
don't be no friend with this world
don't listen to the worldly music
without even doing spectacular works, who does spectacular works we are all scarcely saved,
but we can all be doers of the word everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Proverbs 3:3-5 "Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart: So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man. Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding."

  Not that I think obtaining favour from man is like the thing to shoot for - pretty solid to have favour to obtain that from man.................I think the idea is to get favour from god!!!!!!!!!!!!! So many people out there walk in the flesh (I'VE DONE IT MYSELF IN THE PAST) in some attempt to get favour from man because they have the right clothes and the right jewelry, the right friends the right job, the right cars, the right house AT A PRICE...........................Luke 16:15 "And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but Godknoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God."

  I definately recogn it better to be hated by the entire planet and favoured by god. I am odd a odd one odd duck I have became because I agree with jesus I to "despise the shame" there shouldn't be some shame attached to deny oneself and taking up ones cross and following jesus daily - BUT THERE IS! There are people that you will find that will separate themselves from your company etc. Luke 6:22

  off topic, but uh man this sunday...............I said "this world is mostly not repentful, this is not a repentful world we live in" at the sisters table at lunch..............................ALL THE SISTERS STARED AT ME LIKE I HAD THE MIC OR SOMETHING...............................THE HORROR I DIDN'T HAVE NOTHING TO SAY BESIDES THAT. 

   But like mike he said pray for people, love people out there, and I agree with mike about that a slew......... 1 Timothy 2:1 "I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men"

I myself want to pray for people more I do slack off on that "for all men" 

LOVE