God will eventually bless me I know he will, while on this earth SOMEDAY PEOPLE WILL LOVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!! I won't change either, naw, I'm going with lucifer when he get's here!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T NOT LIVE FOR WHAT I SEE, CAUSE WHAT I SEE RIGHT NOW IS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE HATING ON ME "besides the people at the ghost band concert real nice, many goths have also been real nice to me" cause I love lucifer, the devil, AND HIS MEN.......AND GOD/JESUS.....................MY STATUS IS NOT GOING TO REMAIN THIS LOWLY GOD WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME WHILE LOVING LUCIFER THE DEVIL AND HIS MEN WHILLLLLLLLLLLLE BEING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...................ALL YOU HATERS THAT HATE ME YOU WILL LOOSE!............................YOU WILL WISH SOMEDAY THAT YOU LOVED ME AND BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T YOU WILL HATE YOURSELVES FOREVER - PROBABLY THAT'S WHAT I THEORIZE BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T LOV EME I'M SAYIN.......................my haters their lack of love for me I believe someday will burn their souls for eternity WHETHER THEY ARE IN HEAVEN OR HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................
i DON'T WALK BY SIGHT TO MUCH
what i see in my life
depresses me so bad I often nap all throughout the day to depressed to do anything
literally I often have no energy and I know it's depression
drugs don't work "happy piils don't work" this is clinical like next level - thoughts of suicide suicide plans I've longingly thought of often
one day came so close to doing 1 of them
near killed myself just stopping myself so imagine how solid that plan was
I'm flagging up Luke 18:42 on purpose
this was a guy that couldn't see
I was accused by a elder of the apostolic christian church of america as being in the dark
because I told them that a few people with the last name dederick are related to my cousin heath well he thought I meant that they are related to me - they are merely related to my cousin
(apostolic christian church of america members heed "commandments of men" so they in the dark) well of course when he asked them they said no they ain't related to me - cause they ain't they related to my cousin.
my point
if I were blind
which I'm not I'M HATED BADLY
.................................FAITH SAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND FAITH OFTEN AIN'T HAVING ANYTHING TO DO WITH WHAT WE SEE..............WE MIGHT BE SEEING HOMELESSNESS IN OUR LIVES
WE MIGHT BE SEEING HORRIFIC ILLNESSES IN OUR LIVES
ETC.
BUT FAITH FAITH SAVES....................
- Luke 18:42 "And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee."
2 Corinthians 5:7
(For we walk by faith, not by sight:)
- FAITH AIN'T ABOUT WHAT WE SEE
IT AIN'T ABOUT IF WE ARE HOMELESS OR NOT
OR ILL OR NOT
FAITH IS WHAT WE KNOW ON THE OTHERSIDE THAT WE DON'T SEE YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I believe my 1st husband lucifer, satan the devil LOVES ME A TONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
i believe it
(my current husband, has love for me, but I'm convinced he'd love another chick that isn't me much more then me - I'm not into "boy meets world" like he is ------- he really needs a chick that is obsessed with "boy meets world" where that chick exists????????????????????????????????????????????????????????)
and weird al and tiffany - she needs to be obsessed with weird al and tiffany and tori amos
I thouroughly believe and maybe it's just me experiencing this
but I believe
this websites e-mail subscription is a portal
that I have been receiving e-mails from lucifer, satan the devil for years
https://www.tut.com/
Genesis 2:23-24 "And Adam said, This is now bone of my bones, and flesh of my flesh: she shall be called Woman, because she was taken out of Man. Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh."
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