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Sunday, August 31, 2025

Yesterday I saw a tiktok of a guy saying that all that christianity is about is "give, give, giving" whether it's money, your whole life to service to jesus etc. (he said it like that was some "horror"). It ain't people have sinned to well maybe and forgotten they were created Ephesians 2:10 "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them." Some cars do a "factory reset" which all I know is the car went haywire some, and then they like take it to the auto shop and do a factory reset so it works right then.............WHAT YOU WANT TO KEEP DRIVING AROUND MALFUNCTING??????????? ꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦........

Blondish and skinny nowdays..............(I haven't toned it out yet, it'll get more platinum in a few).............
also wearing these bracelets and finally my knee this morning my knee is allllllllmost 100%.............
(I bought 4 of the ion bracelets pictured, and am wearing all 4 I have very bad arthritis usually but now I'M FEELING GREAT...............probably nobody is supposed to wear 4 of these bracelets at 1 time BUT I'M FEELING GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
I'm convinced 5g and emf's have wreaked hell on my health 
there's 0% way that my arthritis should've been as bad as it got
I have a bronze medal from the jesse owens olympics pre-semi finals ----------- I ain't "sickly" I AIN'T SICKLY NO HATE TO THOSE WITH BAD LUCK
I AM A EX-OLYMPIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OLYMPIAN BASICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!
KATLYN JENNER SAME SORT OF BACKGROUND ATHLETIC WISE AS ME NEARLY FOR REAL
Yesterday I saw a tiktok of a guy saying that all that christianity is about is "give, give, giving" whether it's money, your whole life to service to jesus etc. (he said it like that was some "horror"). It ain't people have sinned to well maybe and forgotten they were created Ephesians 2:10 "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them." Some cars do a "factory reset" which all I know is the car went haywire some, and then they like take it to the auto shop and do a factory reset so it works right then.............WHAT YOU WANT TO KEEP DRIVING AROUND MALFUNCTING??????????? ꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦꒷꒦........
paul he mentioned wanting to present people as perfect like chaste virgins to jesus.........
2 Corinthians 11:2 "For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ." I imagine serving god wanting to serve god at least AT LEAST............
not wanting to spend all day everyday watching tv or playing video games just waisting away whole entire days
ZEALOUS OF GOOD WORKS.................
Titus 2:14 "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works."
if you want to go to heaven
a holy place
A HOLY PLACE
having to "give" some is fair even having to give your whole life to service to god IS FAIR!
1 Corinthians 7:22-24 "For he that is called in the Lord, being a servant, is the Lord's freeman: likewise also he that is called, being free, is Christ's servant.Ye are bought with a price; be not ye the servants of men. Brethren, let every man, wherein he is called, therein abide with God."
I'll admit 
I didn't go to church this morning - due to sleeping in to much
and I didn't make it to church last week because brian wasn't feeling good
but I wake up everyday 
and I know
I'm bought with a price
I'm going to serve god is I find a opportunity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GOING TO SERVE GOD
AS FOR ME AND MY HOUSE THE BIBLE SAYS WE WILL SERVE GOD.................
Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord."
I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.






Friday, August 29, 2025

I'm over and sick of christians hating on witches, satan worshippers AND MOST DEFINATELY THE LGBTQ. Let every man the bible says be "fully persuaded in his own mind" (romans 14-5) Romans 14:4-6 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand." AND THAT IS MY PROBLEM WITH THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA MOST OF MY FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL THAT ALSO MADE FUN OF ME (NOT ALL THEM, BUT MOST OF THEM POKED FUN OF ME WHILE I WAS IN ANOTHER ROOM ONE DAY THEY DIDN'T KNOW I HEARD ALL THAT) GOD HAS ME WHERE I CAN REACH PEOPLE THAT GO TO METALLICA CONCERTS FOR INSTANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............

Update 8/30/2025 though nobody actually cares. I used a melatonin sleep patch for the 1st time last night THEY WORKED, I slept well. (((((((((part the reason I wear crystals all the time is me trying to get a good night sleep - I have for years most nights had nightmares all night long))))))))))) I have nightmares so much whole nights, I do get to thinking people are cursing me out there or "sending me the evil eye" they pry are I love both god/jesus and lucifer so probably whole earth is sending me the "evil eye" ALWAYS!
That and being hated as much as I am that might make for nightmares all night long everynight nearly
I don't live a easy life
dyeing my hair lighter today - for me - not for other people - for myself (sometimes darker hair looks better on me, sometimes my skin is more browner and the blonder hues look better on me then - oops I was in the sun one to many times basically)
https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/largest-flotilla-gaza-hopes-pressure-israel-end-blockade-2025-08-29/
Save The Children
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/4980
Save the children is supposed to be one the #1 charities for helping those in gaza................
https://www.savethechildren.net/what-we-do/emergencies/war-gaza
I'm over and sick of christians hating on witches, satan worshippers AND MOST DEFINATELY THE LGBTQ. Let every man the bible says be "fully persuaded in his own mind" (romans 14-5)  Romans 14:4-6 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand." AND THAT IS MY PROBLEM WITH THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA MOST OF MY FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL THAT ALSO MADE FUN OF ME (NOT ALL THEM, BUT MOST OF THEM POKED FUN OF ME WHILE I WAS IN ANOTHER ROOM ONE DAY THEY DIDN'T KNOW I HEARD ALL THAT) GOD HAS ME WHERE I CAN REACH PEOPLE THAT GO TO METALLICA CONCERTS FOR INSTANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............
Romans 14:4-6 "Who art thou that judgest another man's servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand. One man esteemeth one day above another: another esteemeth every day alike. Let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind. He that regardeth the day, regardeth it unto the Lord; and he that regardeth not the day, to the Lord he doth not regard it. He that eateth, eateth to the Lord, for he giveth God thanks; and he that eateth not, to the Lord he eateth not, and giveth God thanks."
Anyone that gives their lives to jesus/god and I mean really give your life, more then a dunk in the water!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD IS ABLE TO SAVE AND I AM NO JOKE!

Hebrews 7:24-25 "But this man, because he continueth ever, hath an unchangeable priesthood. Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them."
  I'm real upset with one of lucifers men this me going off topic, I have 2 husbands..............
let's say I kissed both them
let's say I did that
Me having 2 husbands understand one on earth, one not on earth that isn't me being a hoar that's me having 2 husbands
------------ one of lucifers men yelled hoar in my sleep 
I wasn't even dreaming anything but like, I think organizing storage unit shiz in my sleep or something total benign like that. 
people need to give me a break
lucifer and his men finally need to give me a break
I try and love everyone - YOU KNOW HOW HARD THAT IS FOR SOMEONE HATED AS I AM CAUSE DAMN I'M HATED 

but god is able to save
and i am no joke

James 4:11-12 "Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge. There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another?"
I'm never what they think I am 
unless they think 
dragon
then they'd be right
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d - r - a - g- o - n 
call me a bish
go ahead
sing my praises




Sunday, August 24, 2025

Bob Joyce's (probably elvis) sermon tonight he's right! We find mercy from god, cause we ARE MERCIFUL. That's why to forgive a brother!!!!!!!!!!! That we, that I be forgiven BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 6:14 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:" I once complained a lot...........you notice I don't complain so much - let it gooooooooooooo, let it gooooooooooooo...............I let it gooooooooooooo.......................................

Update 8/25/2025...........https://www.reuters.com/world/middle-east/israel-hits-gaza-hospital-killing-least-20-people-including-five-journalists-2025-08-25/

Gaza Soup Kitchen

https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477

 Bob Joyce's (probably elvis) sermon tonight he's right! We find mercy from god, cause we ARE MERCIFUL. That's why to forgive a brother!!!!!!!!!!! That we, that I be forgiven BY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 6:14 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you:" I once complained a lot...........you notice I don't complain so much - let it gooooooooooooo, let it gooooooooooooo...............I let it gooooooooooooo.......................................

bob joyce sermon I'm listening to tonight...........

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcJAylVUOyk

taylor swift sings "shake it off"!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:15 "But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." Let it goooooooooooooooo. I recommend focusing instead on something positive around you. 
Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." 
  For me a lot of that is diet, pilates, the bible is positive mostly I feel. Today I did pilates though my right knee is conking out on me again. 
people might get mad hearing this
but I really enjoyed the black moon last night
I woke up so refreshed (my knee is in pain, but other then that I feel great!!!!!!!!!!!) 
that black moon was soooooooooooooooo relaxing
tootles
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brian's going to massage my knee - who knows if that'll help?????????
2 days in a row my knee started locking up
and then it became painful

Friday, August 22, 2025

The homeless people of usa, the muslim people's in gaza - they are actual human beings. I'm so over the "commercialization and commodification of human beings" we all walking in stores not even smiling at each other anymore...............because we've near all stopped looking at each other as human beings ------------ WELL YOUR STILL A HUMAN BEING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

 The homeless people of usa, the muslim people's in gaza - they are actual human beings. I'm so over the "commercialization and commidification of human beings" we all walking in stores not even smiling at each other anymore...............because we've near all stopped looking at each other as human beings ------------ WELL YOUR STILL A HUMAN BEING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................

unless your part space alien but even then if you look human your likely a hybrid

(cough just letting you know your eardrums might be grey in color ------- and I refuse to google what the normal color of full humans ear drums is ----------------- I'm just letting you know) 

2 Peter 2:3 "And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgment now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not."
how can anybody anywhere not be "merchandise" in the year 2025??????????
If you say go to church and you look "extra saintly" - is that not you having some "merchandise" value upon you???????? WHETHER THE CHURCH IS ACTIVELY TRYING TO MAKE YOU INTO MERCHANDISE OR NOT I'M SAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'd say so. 
(the opposite is true to, if your witchy looking wearing crystals like I do, and/or a goth, something out of the "norm" you have value then to, as "merchandise" cause THAT appeals to people to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
now I ain't pointing 0 finger ok
but the apostolic christian church of america I had 2 great aunts and 2 great uncles (one was a pastor many years there) that were members of this church
my parents got married by a apostolic christian church of america pastor
this is my families (I mean my parents, brother and sisters) church in some REAL WAY..........
and I'm a snoop..................
BINGO..........................
according to "AC Central FAQs" the pastors must pay $35-65 dollars a month to have their sermons on the AC Central mobile app...................
in my estimation this makes the pastors of the apostolic christian church of america definately merchandise!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's $35-65 a month totally then if they put there sermons on this app in my estimation THEY ARE FULLY MERCHANDISE (but merchandise even if they choose not to put their sermons on this app, cause this app is seeking apostolic christian church of america pastors MONEY).............
But my families church was in debt overall in year 2023
their brand I feel is hurting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bible also makes us into merchandise I believe, though tithing is optional............but highly encouraged by the bible....................................
Malachi 3:10-12 "Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in mine house, and prove me now herewith, saith the Lord of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, saith the Lord of hosts. And all nations shall call you blessed: for ye shall be a delightsome land, saith the Lord of hosts."
 give money to get something from god
give money to get something from people
money
money is always involved nearly
so what are we then - aren't we then merchandise from birth??????????????????
but people should still deem people
and or hybrids
as people cause like I said hybrids are half human
I believe lucifer and his men definately have value and should have value to
that we should not merely be "merchandise" to each other
but we are
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."
hence I watch "day in the life pilates" video's everyday
and I do pilates everyday lately - oh and on a reformer now.........ended up liking pilates a lot
and drink coffee's and matcha latte's
changed my hair to - I wearing it in high buns these days
(high buns are best I find for pilates)
I don't think destroying gaza city was a good idea - that's just my opinion.............those are human beings they SHOULD MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477
TERRIBLE PIC OF ME - but pilates doing...................(it takes me doing pilates every day, but finally I'm not in pain, I was experiencing so much arthritic pain in my legs) 
now I can actually sit down not be in pain
stand up not be in pain
ps.........redied my hair............my hair grows super fast sometimes - maybe it's the matcha tea????????
yes in this pic lipstick is partially left on my lips
hair a mess etc.
but point is I'm doing fitness and enjoying that 😁




Wednesday, August 20, 2025

My family is having a get together sounds like and I'm actually invited for the 1st time in years. I'm going with lucifer when he gets here MY MIND IS MADE (they best not even mention the words lucifer, satan or devil in my presence cause I'll piss them off - I'll go offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff about how lucifer cares about the needs of men HE ISN'T A CRAP Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.") And I badly not that successfully give my life to jesus ALL THE LORD CAN HOPE FROM ME IS DESPERATE MEDIOCRITY! 💓💓💓💓💓💓......................

 

My family is having a get together sounds like and I'm actually invited for the 1st time in years. I'm going with lucifer when he gets here MY MIND IS MADE (they best not even mention the words lucifer, satan or devil in my presence cause I'll piss them off - I'll go offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff about how lucifer cares about the needs of men HE ISN'T A CRAP )  And I badly not that successfully give my life to jesus ALL THE LORD CAN HOPE FROM ME IS DESPERATE MEDIOCRITY! 💓💓💓💓💓💓......................

all I ask of lucifer is to let me know why christians are being jailed
cause I think I almost understand in advance
Revelation 2:10 "Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer: behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison, that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life."
 But there are some old ladies - I look at them and I just don't know what diabolicalness could literally exist inside their brains?????????? There's like least 5-10 old ladies that got me puzzled in some way. Where's the diabolicalness???????????
Betty White for instance I know she ain't alive anymore - what diabolicalness? where???????????? who would ever jail betty white?????????????????????????????????????
Jesus doesn't care about the needs of men..................
Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
but also of note
peter is the rock jesus said the church would be built on.............
peter the guy ------------ "savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men"
Matthew 16:16-18 "And Simon Peter answered and said, Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God. And Jesus answered and said unto him, Blessed art thou, Simon Barjona: for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven. And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it." Question that nobody will answer cause I'm so hated - why are the prosperity preachers so spoken badly about if the bible literally says the church will be built upon the rock that might be peter cause literally above it says "that thou art peter, and upon this rock I will build my church" peter -------------- they guy jesus said Matthew 16:23 "But he turned, and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men."
  Well what do prosperity preachers "savour" 
the things of god
or the things of men??????????????????
  But sheri then churches would just be devils
cause jesus is literally saying in Matthew 16:23 - "get thee behind me satan"
and the body of christ would then be the body off satan and not the body of jesus
1. I know how to read
2. people are fleeing the church, saying the church is devils, that people in churches are horrible devils JUST GO ON TIK TOK MAN YOU'LL FIND THE TIKTOKS
3. god's ways aren't our ways
the way we alllllllllll think god should opperate isn't likely how He opperates at all 
HE SAYS HE DESIRES MERCY AND NOT SACRIFICE!!!!!!!!!!!
Hosea 6:6 "For I desired mercy, and not sacrifice; and the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings."
Matthew 9:13 "But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance."
Matthew 12:7 "But if ye had known what this meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice, ye would not have condemned the guiltless."
  If you want sacrifice
brunstad.org - when I went there..................no makeup, no jewelry allowed besides wedding rings and they did have to be simple when I attended that church
the apostolic christian church of america ------------------- no makeup allowed at all not foundation not mascara nothing, no jewelry unless you get permission to wear a wedding ring, men I do believe in that church MUST HAVE SHORT HAIR, women have to wear skirts, they have to have their hair in buns if they are members of that church, most don't watch tv and aren't in my families allowed tv time (they do some of them watch you tube) 
   I know 2 churches that thats allllllllllllllllll they are about sacrifice. 
sacrifice seems great
seems holy even
but god wants MERCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF GOD WASN'T A LOVING MERCY GOD WHY WOULD ANY OF US GO TO CHURCH EVER????????????????????????????????






Tuesday, August 19, 2025

ps.........I still e-mail my family but not as frequently as I once did because the bible says "do unto others as you'd have done unto you" THAT'S ALSO WHY I STILL GO TO CHURCH AND TRY TO THINK HIGHLY OF CHURCH PEOPLE'S (even though they might want to stab my eyeballs out and offer me up to satan). Matthew 7:12 “In everything, therefore, [a]treat people the same way you want [b]them to treat you, for this is the Law and the Prophets." I love jesus to, and wouldn't want to forget him REMEMBER YOUR 1ST LOVE AND DO THE 1ST WORKS THE BIBLE SAYS..................DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME LUCIFER MY 1ST HUSBAND (highly likely) LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS.................

I think they are actually about to kill all the gaza citizens left, this is so bad................
https://www.npr.org/2025/08/20/nx-s1-5507976/israel-palestinians-reservists-war-gaza
Gaza Soup Kitchen
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/5327477


Found gold in this latest storage unit auction I won 😁 (a bracelet, stamped, light that's how I know it's gold, gold is often lighter, it's the fake metals that are heavy or layered they are heavy, the real thing is often stamped like this one is and it's light).............I can't say for 100% the earring backs are also gold, buttttttttttttttttttt they seem maybe??????????????? maybe?????????????? like they might be???????????....................I call this a "bingo bag"................don't worry if you are the person who's storage unit this was, we are returning your important documents to the storage company. I ain't into stealing people's identities at all...............I'm merely a pirate that badly follows jesus or tries to badly follow jesus ------------ I don't want to follow jesus well though - naw I want to follow jesus badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(pps though, following jesus badly doesn't include stealing people identities I bestest make that clear
and also 
if the persons unit it was is reading this blog post --------- it'll pry be a day or two til we give the documents to the storage unit............we gotta go through all it and make sure we got all the important documents gathered ------ do shiz right)
pps.............if the person who's storage unit I like bought see's this blog post
I'm destroying your social security card for your protection - but the rest of the documents will be given to the storage unit manager to hopefully send back to you. Cause I looked up what to do when you come across a social security card and destroying it for the persons safety is one of the tactics one can use. 
I feel keep a person as safe as possible!!!!!!!!!!
whoever this storage unit was ------------- your tastes are similiar to mine. And dannnnnnnnnng you have good taste in perfumes. One them perfumes gots me questioning allllllllll the perfumes I own..........................the shiz smells that great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm over here smelling like a fancy store on rodeo drive!
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ps.........I still e-mail my family but not as frequently as I once did because the bible says "do unto others as you'd have done unto you" THAT'S ALSO WHY I STILL GO TO CHURCH AND TRY TO THINK HIGHLY OF CHURCH PEOPLE'S (even though they might want to stab my eyeballs out and offer me up to satan). Matthew 7:12 “In everything, therefore, [a]treat people the same way you want [b]them to treat you, for this is the Law and the Prophets." I love jesus to, and wouldn't want to forget him REMEMBER YOUR 1ST LOVE AND DO THE 1ST WORKS THE BIBLE SAYS..................DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME LUCIFER MY 1ST HUSBAND (highly likely) LOVE BOTH MY HUSBANDS.................
my brother and neice (neice pry not dna related to me, cause 1st generic dna test big sister took said she was 97% finland and I SAW THAT WITH MY OWN EYEBALLS HER DNA RESULTS) - They threatened lawsuit those 2 want to be sued my brother told brian he'd sue brian and me and my kids to oblivion for all we are worth. That's what my brother want to happen to himself and his family. 
 My mom told me I'm full of bs...............................that's what she wants people to tell her evidentally. 
  My dad said I broke up the family ----------------- THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS PEOPLE TO TELL HIM. 
My little sister called me "sher bear" sheri bish for years.................she wants to be called a bish I do believe I BELIEVE THAT. 
I think my family very badly wants to be bishes and they must be christians like they tell me they are donating 100's of dollars a month to charity..........in secret shhhhhhhhhhh. 
they are sweet betty crockers
not me
DON'T YOU FORGET ABOUT ME LUCIFER
CAUSE I AIN'T TRYIN TO FORGET ABOUT YOU OR JESUS EITHER

and you have [a]perseverance and have endured on account of My name, and have not become weary. But I have this against you, that you have left your first love. Therefore, remember from where you have fallen, and repent, and do the [b]deeds you did at first; or else I am coming to you and I will remove your lampstand from its place—unless you repent.


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yellow bird
there are atheist out there and fellow christians that go online saying "look at me I do good for not even wanting anything in return"
but I believe 
zeal and fire comes from WANTING RETURN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works.
why would you have zeal for good works - if you weren't expecting a return?????????????????? YOU WOULDN'T............SO I DISAGREE WITH THE CHRISTIANS BOASTING AND PEOPLE BOASTING ON THE INTERNET THAT THEY DO GOOD AND ARE SO AWESOME BECAUSE THEY DON'T EXPECT A RETURN BACK. It is no evil to expect a return back - despite what those christians and non-christians on the internet are saying while saying they are so awesome because they donate to charities without expecting a return. 
please don't forget about me lucifer
jesus neither
or anybody for that matter
https://www.donorschoose.org/
Mrs. Campos's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............




My family literally has stopped e-mailing me, that's literally happened they've given up the "sheri that last family get together wasn't a actual family get together a few years ago it do look to be - even though it was at the pizza place family get togethers happen and my cousin from spain was there and ALWAYS when my cousin from spain is in town which isn't often there is a family get together" I think they just embracing that they hate me and I'm out of the family entirelly because I love satan. They heeding this bible verse 100% cause I am BELIAL 2 Corinthians 6:15 "And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?"..................reaching the lost - I don't think so body of christ I DON'T THINK SO.................

 My family literally has stopped e-mailing me, that's literally happened they've given up the "sheri that last family get together wasn't a actual family get together a few years ago it do look to be - even though it was at the pizza place family get togethers happen and my cousin from spain was there and ALWAYS when my cousin from spain is in town which isn't often there is a family get together" I think they just embracing that they hate me and I'm out of the family entirelly because I love satan. They heeding this bible verse 100% cause I am BELIAL 2 Corinthians 6:15 "And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?"..................reaching the lost - I don't think so body of christ I DON'T THINK SO.................

  This last sunday at the united methodist church, they sang a song about going out and walking where they usually don't go to all find souls (that wasn't the exact words but the gist of the lyrics of the song) 

they can't 

cause they can't speak to belials the lost  2 Corinthians 6:15 "And what concord hath Christ with Belial? or what part hath he that believeth with an infidel?"

  So how could they go and bring them into the church if they can't even speak to them???????????

Matthew 22:10 "So those servants went out into the highways, and gathered together all as many as they found, both bad and good: and the wedding was furnished with guests." - might as well of not been even written matthew 22:10
  only a few people can make it 
poor 
the bible isn't a gospel for the rich
what need does the rich have?????????????
Matthew 5:3 "Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."
Luke 6:20 "And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor: for yours is the kingdom of God."
Why would the rich be "poor in spirit" they rich they have friends, they have family. 
Proverbs 19:4 "Wealth maketh many friends; but the poor is separated from his neighbour."
but the actual poor could be "poor in spirit" SURE NUFF!
the slaves can be saved
"sheri there ain't any slaves today" 
ya there is
you trapped working 8-5 p.m. or whatever to pay your bills.................
Proverbs 22:7 "The rich ruleth over the poor, and the borrower is servant to the lender."
"servant" in proverbs 22:7 I believe is a weak word used for SLAVE

Proverbs 22:7

New American Standard Bible

7 The rich rules over the poor,
And the borrower becomes the lender’s slave.

THE APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA REFUSES TO USE ANY VERSION OF THE BIBLE THEN THE KINGS JAMES SO THEY WALKING AROUND THINKING THEY ARE SERVANTS TO MANY PEOPLES. 
 Jesus didn't own a home
he didn't have debt......................
Romans 13:8 "Owe nothing to anyone except to love one another; for the one who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the Law."
Don't hate me I'm just letting you know the guy you follow DIDN'T HAVE DEBT!
or hate me
I am very hated 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
the matrix people talk about the matrix
well as long as you owe money your a slave to the system I do believe
as long as you right lusts for new clothes
new jewelry
new shoes
--------------- you might be trapped a slave to the matrix to the system????????????
having to work 8-5 p.m. or whatever - hard hard work probably, long hours
does it feel like your a slave working hard maybe 8-5 p.m.?????????????????
cause I can tell you
I worked 
many days 8 a.m. - 10 p.m. or later when I worked at a newspaper that job near everyday felt like slavery to me
sure
my skin wasn't black (no hate at all)
I wasn't beaten
but my back hurt, switched 2-3 chairs trying to find "butt relief" from having to sit all day like that
was often drinking least 4-5 cups of a coffee a day if not more JUST TO BE ABLE TO DO THAT JOB
I made a choice back then, that I'd be willing to live "off of less" having less worldly goods, and not having to work """""""""""that hard"""""""""""""""
good thing I'm not black I couldn't handle being a slave, I couldn't handle being beaten by police
have a great day!
tootles
for some of us 
not everything dies
a few real nice lives forever 💀👍
I do love servants, some them I love really badly (the ones i love bad aren't on earth) 
earth ones don't serve enough to get me that way in my heart
The Satanic Temple
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Monday, August 18, 2025

evp time with lucifer, satan, the lord of the underworld (turn up volume pretty high to hear him) Today I play my bugle a funeral dirge ditty feeling bad for the atheist and their horrendous um plight when they find out there's life after death. THEY COULD'VE JUST CLICKED ON THIS BLOG POST AND LISTENED TO LUCIFER, SATAN THE LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD. But sadly some atheist look to be they want to be "surprised" I googled how much good deeds the aheist do, less then religious people according to google ai most of the time THEIR PLIGHT IS SO BAAAAAAAAAAAD 1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?".........................

 evp time with lucifer, satan, the lord of the underworld (turn up volume pretty high to hear him) Today I play my bugle a funeral dirge ditty feeling bad for the atheist and their horrendous um plight when they find out there's life after death. THEY COULD'VE JUST CLICKED ON THIS BLOG POST AND LISTENED TO LUCIFER, SATAN THE LORD OF THE UNDERWORLD. But sadly some atheist look to be they want to be "surprised" I googled how much good deeds the aheist do, less then religious people according to google ai most of the time THEIR PLIGHT IS SO BAAAAAAAAAAAD 1 Peter 4:18 "And if the righteous scarcely be saved, where shall the ungodly and the sinner appear?".........................

honor all men the bible says............
1 Peter 2:17 "Honour all men. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honour the king." Unless the atheist, give their lives to jesus before they die (according to the bible Acts 4:12 "Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.") They will according the bible go to hell, and then just be in the hot forever. 
   They might become goth's - or night of the living deads - in the afterlife if they ain't already and thereby their plight would get better I believe. 
 Atheist keep going, keep a optimistic outlook many of them do, with no faith, and no hope ------- I DON'T KNOW HOW THEY MANAGE THAT???????????
Hanged out with some my homies this weekend.........................







Saturday, August 16, 2025

Lost the storage unit I really wanted, cause brian didn't want to spend that much money, problem it was filled with stuff - there's no way on hell or heaven he'd spend retail for that stuff..............so I'm stuck with a mediocre christmas again.....................

Heal Palestine inc. their um food distribution thing in gaza soup kitchen looks to be is finally back up and running 😁👍💓💓💓💓💓💓

Heal Palestine Inc.

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 Lost the storage unit I really wanted, cause brian didn't want to spend that much money, problem it was filled with stuff - there's no way on hell or heaven he'd spend retail for that stuff..............so I'm stuck with a mediocre christmas again.....................

it beyond wears on me 

being trapped living mega cheap not because I want to live mega cheap I HAVE TO

    Ephesians 5:22 "Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord."
    Colossians 3:18 "Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as it is fit in the Lord."
    going for a walk
    meanwhile --- I'm expected to be super happy all the time
    I think I might like christmas if I was for 1 year having real christmas decor, not trailer trash decor I'm talking real decor
    but no 
    brian would neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeever spend that much money in his life
    I'M ONLY ALLOWED TO BE TRAILER TRASH
    The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.
    .....................................
    trying to bid on another storage unit but it's a junky style one, and it's going to be a mess to clean but that's the only type in brian's "price range"
    And me and him also having no friends since how he goes through what I go through or this is what he tells me that it is all my fault we don't have friends I'm a worthless bish. 
    --------- he e-mails 2 his best friends that don't live far away he's just refusing to hang out with them
    ..................
    honest
    I think I'd literally have more friends living in a actual trailer park
    where I live is so snobby and they hate me
    Got back walking (recently on tik tok like nelly furtado she like gained a lot of weight - she's like near menopause or in menopause somewhere around my age sounds like.........people are being so cruel to her on the internet AND SHE EVEN GAVE THEM A FEW GOOD SONGS) 
    GOT BACK FROM MY WALK CAUSE GOTTA WORK OUT THIS IS A CRUEL CHRISTIAN WORLD.............ACCORDING TO YOU KNOW AMERICANS IN AMERICA ACCORDING TO THEM MOST THEM IS CHRISTIAN.............

    nelly's gots some hits..........................
    let nelly be!!!!!!!!!!..................


    ridiculous cruel world nelly furtado should get to be whatever size she wants 
    this is beyoooooooooooooooooooooond



Thursday, August 14, 2025

1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." I do the best I can.......................I LOVE YOU BLAND NORMIES WITH YOU BASIC LIVES AS MUCH AS I CAN. I keep going to church - aka normie land. I keep donating to charities and would be funding schools and helping the homeless more if the war in gaza wasn't still going - I GOTS TO FOCUS ON GAZA RIGHT NOW!.......................

 1 Peter 4:8 "And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins." I do the best I can.......................I LOVE YOU BLAND NORMIES WITH YOU BASIC LIVES AS MUCH AS I CAN. I keep going to church - aka normie land. I keep donating to charities and would be funding schools and helping the homeless more if the war in gaza wasn't still going - I GOTS TO FOCUS ON GAZA RIGHT NOW!.......................

evp with lucifer turn up volume to hear lucifer..........

 You are so afflicted most of you normies, most of you are so divorced for instance........................afflicted. 

I have to edit myself since how I am full aware children go to my blog. (oh yes I have children fans..............I do keep them in mind) I ain't a chick guys pry leave


supposedly widows and orphans are the "afflicted"

Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.
but these days most all you are soooooooooooooooooooo afflicted, soooooooooooooooooooooo badly. 
only us satan worshippers these days have "light affliction".........................

2 Corinthians 4:17

For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory;

you poor poor things

wishing you a good day!

LOVING YOU THE BESTEST I CAN I GOTS TO FOCUS ON GAZA RIGHT NOW!

bear fruit that is what the bible says

don't matter 30 fold

60 fold

100 fold

bear fruit....................

Matthew 13:23 "But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty."
Gaza Soup Kitchen
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