What kind of souls do people have out there if they are like just watching tv, movies AND THEY ARE FINE? That's so weird................I got to read my bible I got to pray something SOMETHING! More then ever I feel like wow I'm not a part of this world, but more then that what, WHAT, IS GOING ONNNNNNNNNN OUT THERE........................HOW HOW CAN PEOPLE JUST SHOP ALL THE TIME AND THAT'S IT THAT'S SOME OF THEIRS "FULFILLMENT" FOR THE DAY??????????????????????????????.........................

Update 11/13/2024 been organizing, been going to ikea a lot lately. I've convinced my husband who is buisy organizing right now, that a organized house is more relaxing......................

and I've been donating shiz I don't use much which is also a part of cleaning organizing - LIVING BETTER! 

Nobodies hardly going to my blog right now - that's perfect I CAN TALK NOW ---------- the bible says the Nephilim were here even after noahs flood Genesis 6:4 "There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown." I think nephillim have souls ya they gots to, all angels and fallen angels they all got to have souls THEY GONNA BE JUDGED THE BIBLE SAYS SO THEY MUST HAVE SOULS. But what kind of souls do people have out there if they are like just watching tv, movies AND THEY ARE FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE??????????? That's so weird................I gots to read my bible I got to pray something SOMETHING.................literally if I don't read my bible or pray or something basically everyday I FEEL LIKE I'M FLOATING IN SPACE.........................a horrible feeling of "disconnect"..............AND I'M ALREADY DISCONNECTED NO FRIENDS ON THIS EARTH REALLY I'M NOT A "COOL KID".................SO I BETTER PRAY BETTER READ MY BIBLE I MAKING A POINT TO DO THAT!.................

John 6:44 "No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day."

  Bible says in the last days it'll be like in the days noah ---------------  it was a time when people were doing EVERYTHING BUT BEING IN THE WORD OF GOD AND PRAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 24:36-38 "But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only. But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark," That is how it is right now, people most of them doing EVERYTHING BUT BE IN GOD'S WORD AND PRAYING. 

  Luke 4:3-5 "And the devil said unto him, If thou be the Son of God, command this stone that it be made bread. And Jesus answered him, saying, It is written, That man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word of God. And the devil, taking him up into an high mountain, shewed unto him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time."

 Like ok if us real chrisitans are walking amongst the dead........................

Romans 8:13

For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.

the dead right

how are the dead ok with that???????????????????????

like how????????????????????????????????????

like howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww???????????????????????????????????

tv, movies, malls ok movies and malls are alirght but hear me

tv movies malls shopping video games.......................total life fulfilment then and the dead are good????????????????? Like they doing good??????????????????

Ezekiel 18:23
Have I any pleasure at all that the wicked should die? saith the Lord God: and not that he should return from his ways, and live?
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Ezekiel 33:11
Say unto them, As I live, saith the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked; but that the wicked turn from his way and live: turn ye, turn ye from your evil ways; for why will ye die, O house of Israel?

I'm always half alive

if my soul was hooked up to a heart beat machine

beep...............................................................................................................beep.................................................................................................beep.......................................................................................................beep.....................................

i wouldnt want to be dead though like spiritually 

naw

that seems so bad

I'm to much of a space alien to handle that in my own life - being dead that's gotta be soooooo ruff!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes I get real sick - fully realize it

but I know oh bible time ok - thank god, not everyone around me seems to have "that" like realization of oh bible time.............go bible do......................(people out there boggle me so much)

bible says 

don't be friends with this world

don't do that

you a enemy of god think

meditate bible says....................

Colossians 3:2

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.

so don't boo my "christian mystic ways" 

not think on the things of the earth but above man

abovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve 

as above so below both getting littttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt (they going to other dimensions whether heaven or other dimensions then heaven) Ephesians 2:6 "And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus:"

if they ain't

that's gotta be like a truck running them over on the daily

thank god nobody will read this I'm talkin to much I just wonder what the hellllllllllllllllllllll is going on around me????????????????????????????????????????????????

people are actually living in this world right putting their time their thoughts on this earth they ain't doing Colossians 3:2
"Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth." people going to churches, people calling themselves christians BELIEVEING BELIEVING

MAYBE EVEN SAVED MAN

MAYBE EVEN SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT WHAT ARE THEY DOIN??????????????????????

James 4:4

Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.

SOMETIMES I DO TRY AND GET A "SHOPPING HIGH" WRONG HIGH

THANK GOD I'M HATED

IT FIRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS ME UP

but damn

damn

damn

what they doin???????????????????????????

2 Corinthians 4:8

We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed, but not in despair;

it's hard walking near alone - just keeping going doing my "christian mystic thing" IT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT TO DO/BE IT'S WHAT I GOT GOOD AT

.............................................but dang near torched myself shopping to much 

................................................................................it's so bad............................................................................

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