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Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Friendly reminder not to judge people, cause you never know what they are going through at the moment.................

Friendly reminder not to judge people, cause you never know what they are going through at the moment.
  What I'm going through at the moment that lead to this video.................my mom told me to not wear tichels that I am white, and I replied "is my nose jewish" and then she replied "Sheri you are white" and then I replied "is my nose jewish?" and eventually she admitted that my nose is jewish.

I cannot say how many blue wig people there are walking around right now? My whole thing here is, people is going through STUFFS out there.
  And you all might think me being pressured to not wear a tichel isn't me going through much.........for me it definately was enough of me going through something or another that I've decided blue "wig happy time yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
   And I have been listening to much jamiroquai "automaton" can't get enough of this song.........in a "funk zone" in my mind anyways right now...............https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmlmOk4ubcU
1 Corinthians 4:5 "Therefore judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come, who both will bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsels of the hearts: and then shall every man have praise of God."
  All blue haired or other colored haired people/kids bad plan to judge them, all tattoo'd people's or multiple piercing people's. 
  It's a severelly touchy topic for me my hair, if you try and tell me and really coax me to be white, and just be white, and never walk around looking like a christian jew (though a tichel isn't necessary except when praying cause I believe women should cover their heads when praying, though wigs definately work to). My hair in my mind is my freedom, if I'm told I can't do something with my hair, then my freedom is being messed with in my mind. 
 If I'm not allowed to be me in someway, then my freedom has greately been messed with, or nearly messed with...............it was horrible last weekend at the messianic synagogue I like to go to...............my mom had so messed with my mind, that I sitting there wearing my tichel felt 
like maybe I was dirty and less then cause I was wearing a tichel
and couldn't hardly look the girl across from me at the end when we sing and wish people a good week (that's what they do at this synagogue) couldn't hardly look her in the eye. 
cause it looks to be if I ain't white white white lots -------- I'm less then. 
That being christian jew isn't something to be open about but to keep that hidden.............or to be jewish for that matter. I'm it looks to be supposed to hide that. 
  Thank god for this blue wig though!
Thank god my hair is free!!!!!!!!!!!
thank god for lady gaga to, 
maybe my mom meant well by that all cause she's sure I'm about to get killed or live a bad life if people know I'm jewish. 
but what about just letting me be me????????????
what about freedom????????
she told me in the same phone conversation we are all americans........well aren't those supposed to be free?????????????????
This is great though this all happened, cause it's a good opportunity to remind the world to be much more loving to one another............much more compassionate. 
  Exodus 2:6 "And when she had opened it, she saw the child: and, behold, the babe wept. And she had compassion on him, and said, This is one of the Hebrews' children." - compassion is a beautiful thing I hope we all have that much more to one another. 
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Sunday, February 4, 2018

My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................

Update 7/6/2024 My hair is back blonde again. Used some ionic something nother bleach it is the best stuff I've used yet, left my hair thicker, lightened fast, and I lost 0 hairs this time (usually with regular bleach when rinsing out my hair hair will fall out end up on my hands - like some usually not tons). This time no hair feel out of my head AT ALL.............
no makeup on in this pic so you can't hate me in this picture
wait to hate me elsewhere on my blog "for jesus"
My biggest struggle lately is sometimes feeling THE NEED to please men, to compare up to all the people posting stuffs on instagram etc. etc. -------- I know to it's like chasing a rainbow, you'll never get to the end of it even if you think your close................there's always new fashions, new this, new that.
  It's gotta be at the very least EXHAUSTING for millionaire's to "keep up" if indeed they make the effort to keep up. Unending getting nails done, getting hair done, gym trips, spa trips, derma needle sessions probably (if they wanted to stay young, those derma rollers!!!!!!!!!! I roll!!!!!!!!!!! I can't handle aging)

   Yep............I thought long and hard on my marilyn monroe look alike stuffs, thought about my motives. Think it is what the bible is meaning about Jeremiah 17:9 "The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" You can be 100% sure that your motives are all pure, and maybe they mostly are, for myself I think they often mostly are.
  But is pride creeping in??????????
 Is this detracting from doing things that would "please god"??????????????? Not to say I'm going to quit my instagram account.............I am a marilyn monroe fan, and a marilyn monroe look alike and it is fun and there's nothing wrong with having some fun every now and then. It just needs to not become something "bigger" then it is. 
  Like even if I was getting lots of jobs as a marilyn monroe impersonator someday, it needs to not become something "bigger" then it is.
 God/Jesus needs to be 1st! Matthew 6:21 "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also." That something so fleeting like beauty, be not my treasure, or the pride of life, or pride, like I don't know.............alllllllllllllllll the things people do out there some treasure over god. Those things never be what I treasure.
 passing away things!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 John 2:17 "And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever."
  I don't got nothing else to blog for today, that's all, that's what's on my heart today. I think I know of a way to figure out where my heart is...................where am I spending most my time.....................is it in god's word........................or am I watching wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much "entertainment tonight" and reading wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to many celebrity magazines. 
  I think there is a way, to gauge, where our hearts are. Ephesians 5:15 "See then that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise," I believe walking circumspectly (though I could be intrepreting ephesians 5:15 wrong though I have no idea what else this verse could mean) is talking about considering where you are spending most of your time in the day??????
What am I/you treasuring in the day????????? Cause where our treasure is "there will your heart be also"!!!!! 
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
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