My entire life I have identified as a christian jew (but after my grandpa died who told me in the 8th grade that Jack Ruby the assinator of the assinator of JFK was my great uncle, and that I also am a distant relative of marilyn monroes THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD ME) after he died my family swears on my dads side that they are just white people though I have a cousin fully passing as a Spaniard and her kids don't look half white either they look Spaniard and after grandpa died who used to bible study with me they said he molested 1-2 or maybe more of my aunts - I've wanted a tattoo for so long and I just can't get one................

Us white people the only hope we have to get blessed by god is donating to the jews................(YA I BELIEVE I'M A JEW).............................

My family believing themselves to be white has caused so much "mental strain" (my mom says she "wont let me go" won't let me leave the family ------ FOR MENTAL HEALTH REASONS I TRIED TO LEAVE MY FAMILY) -------- a family that identifies as white fully and 1/4th native america and irish my brother and sister and mom identify as - my dad identifying as fully british with the last name of Ruby which what kind of brittish name is that? but there are brittish jews, so having a brittish last name being from brittian don't mean my dad ain't a jew my family has some fancy way of hiding that they are jews probably!

BUT IT IS BAD

FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

TO BE TOLD I'M JUST WHITE LIKE THAT

CAUSE I LITERALLY OFTEN I TRY TO KEEP THE SHABBAT

I ALSO HAVE CELEBRATED JEWISH HOLIDAYS BEFORE

I HAVE BEEN SPINING DREIDELS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL

WHEN I WENT INTO THE OCCULT BAD IN HIGH SCHOOL

I WENT FULL JEW NEARLY

(STILL KNOWING JESUS WAS LORD BUT PRETENDING TO BE JUST JEW)

I WAS LIKE

GOD I DID THIS BAD TODAY THIS BAD TODAY THIS BAD TODAY AND THIS BAD TODAY

BUT I KEEP YOUR COMMANDMENTS AND OBSERVED YADDA YADDA JEWISH HOLIDAY - YOU CAN'T KILL ME RIGHT NOW COMMON GOD (THAT'S WHAT I'D TELL HIM) TELL HIM HE'D LOOK SO BAD AND SO UNMERCIFUL IF HE KILLED ME, CAUSE I KEPT THIS COMMANDMENT AND THAT ONE AND THAT ONE AND THAT ONE ETC.

----- I REALLY DID

LIKE BASICALLY EVERY NIGHT FOR MONTHS

My entire life I have identified as  a christian jew (but after my grandpa died who told me in the 8th grade that Jack Ruby the assinator of the assinator of JFK was my great uncle, and that I also am a distant relative of marilyn monroes THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD ME) after he died my family swears on my dads side that they are just white people though I have a cousin fully passing as a Spaniard and her kids don't look half white either they look Spaniard and after grandpa died who used to bible study with me they said he molested 1-2 or maybe more of my aunts - I've wanted a tattoo for so long and I just can't get one................

THIS A NORMAL WHITE PEOPLE NOSE?????????????

NORMAL WHITE PEOPLE SKIN???????????

NO SUNLESS TANNER ON ME, FACT HAVEN'T GOTTEN A TAN IN A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME

common people you all know you love a little Hava Nagila : ) hahahah oh geez sheri you are the dork of the earth um ok : ) 

I'm a christian jew, this me coming out the dredel spinning closet : )................I've wanted a tattoo so bad for so long, many tattoo's I've sat and fantasized about, I can't do it!!!!!!!!!!! Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD." I'm the type god says that ok, that's that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what kind of kooky stuffs I'm confessing to the earth I can't do it, I can't get a tattoo for the life of me, it's against my beliefs, if you were to tie me down and tattoo me I'd go get the tattoo removed it's against my religion. (not that I haven't fantasized much how great it'd be to have various tattoo's, there's been a great many tatt's out there I have looked rather longingly at!!!!!!!!!!)
  ------------- look at my nose people, jewish, I be a part of the rubenstein family!!!!!!!!!!!! no joke!
  The latest bible verse in my bible study to super speak to me Deuteronomy 8:2 "And thou shalt remember all the way which the LORD thy God led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee, and to prove thee, to know what was in thine heart, whether thou wouldest keep his commandments, or no." Where it says "..................to humble thee" that super spoke to me today............that god so loves his people, so wants us to not just pray really like draw near to Him he wants that so much, so much love He has for us He had it on his heart to "....................to humble thee". That's what god did with me to, and is doing with me, He humbled me greately and I'm thankful He did/is I rather be in this lowly place I thank god that I need him like this, and jesus in my life everyday like this............that there is a cry on my heart out to god daily in prayer I thank god for that. That I want to draw near to god, draw near to jesus, that I have that need. If I was proud, if I was so self sufficient and I don't know confident in my own flesh ------- I wouldn't pry need to pray like I do --------- but it so much more then that.........God humbled me cause He loves me that much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Have a great week earth : )