My entire life I have identified as a christian jew (but after my grandpa died who told me in the 8th grade that Jack Ruby the assinator of the assinator of JFK was my great uncle, and that I also am a distant relative of marilyn monroes THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD ME) after he died my family swears on my dads side that they are just white people though I have a cousin fully passing as a Spaniard and her kids don't look half white either they look Spaniard and after grandpa died who used to bible study with me they said he molested 1-2 or maybe more of my aunts - I've wanted a tattoo for so long and I just can't get one................

Update 10/14/2024 I been making jewelry lately and really enjoying that 😁👍 I made both of these bracelets using 22 gauge wire.......................

Even if my aunts most of them were molested and/or rapped every summer in their teen years while out sunbathing in bikini's - NOT THAT THAT IS A EXCUSE FOR ANY FATHER TO RAPE AND/OR MOLEST HIS KIDS IF THIS DID HAPPEN. What does this "narrative" even do for me??????

this "oh you know how we told you you all were jews your whole childhoods - surprise your white brittish people completely white regular old queen of england family members of the crumpet eating brittian" ---------------- 

I never saw brittish flags growing up cause I was told growing up I was a jew 

never seen a crumpet in real life my whole life

what does any of this "narrative do for me?"

that my now deceased gramdpa according to my dad's family is some horrible molesting maybe raping monster

why didn't they run away from home if it was that bad??????????

why was grandpa allowed to pray at all family get togethers if he was a unrepentant child molesting maybe rapist monster?????????

not only did he be around all his grandkids all the time

he prayed at all the family get togethers

if you had a monster in your family unrepentant really that's going to be the 1 you say hey ya go ahead say all the family prayers for us????????????????????????

I only have one molested/maybe rapped aunt left alive the one that was molested maybe rapped the most.............

she never hangs out with me or speaks to me

...................why wait til after grandpa dies to {"grim out" the family???????????

no family get togethers anymore don't look to be

well it's a grim molested and or rapped a ton family 

that's grim......................

(supposedly debbie told my mom something had gone on with one of my cousins, so either one of them is a drug dealer, or a prostitute IT'S GOTTA BE ONE OR THE OTHER............cause my mom won't say what's going on she's just glad she wasn't at the last family get together that only heather and melinda attended with amber maybe her husband was there to I don't know I wasn't invited, but if heather or melinda are prostitutes either one of them and/or drug dealers - THAT'S GRIM TO - HAS TO BE ONE OF THEM 2 OPTIONS SINCE HOW MY MOM REFUSES TO SAY WHAT DEBBIE TOLD HER)

And why would my teen aunts of teen age when they were most of them molested and/or rapped 

why would they just keep on wearing swimsuits and getting tans

why wouldn't they then just don't get a tan and don't get then molested???????? And/or rapped I don't know how far things when I just know my aunt charlotte got it the worst

just be pale then??????????

if you white people

just be pale white people then!!!!!!!!!!!

but it sounds like they kept getting tans

kept getting molested summer after summer

nothing my dad could do

or any of my aunts

everyone's helpless

bunch of helpless teenagers

.............

if I was them I'D OPT TO BE PALE FOR GOOD

I WOULDN'T NEXT SUMMER ALL GO OUT TO TAN IN NO SWIMSUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOPE

i'D CHOOSE THE PALE UNMOLESTED ROUTE OF LIFE AT LEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF I WAS A "HELPLESS" TEENAGER THAT COULDN'T TELL A SCHOOL COUNSELOR (THEY ALL ATTENDED SCHOOL TO FOR THOSE READING THIS)

sheri 10/14/2024 doesn't know why this post is the most popular right now - but will say this, if I am a white person and my aunts are right and my dad is also right - them saying we are white people and that grandpa molested most of his daughters often in the backyard on a table in the summertime...................ya out in the open people............and I happen to know where they lived it's either in silverton proper or leading to silverton as kids where the "incidents" supposedly happened right off the main road leading to silverton 

so my aunts supposedly laying on a table outside WHILE CARS ARE DRIVING BY being molested (it was a farm, see through chain fencing if any)

they didn't make these accusations til after grandpa was dead then they started "going off" about how molested they were and how horrible it was.............why wait til he's dead????????????? If all that really happened???????????

my experience in life hasn't been one of "white priviledge" 

much more my experience in life has been me experiencing anti-semitism to the extreme and not white priviledge!!!!!!!!!!

but also I'm popular in a way people go to my blog but they hate me it looks to be while also going to my blog

so real weird life I've lived

and I do make money

it's just all sent to pay for housing for my youngest child off to college in seattle

so I ain't a "rich jew" 

if we weren't paying several 100's of dollars a month to youngest child in college I might be encroaching upon that "rich jew" idea

most white people are richer then me!!!!!!!!!

Us white people the only hope we have to get blessed by god is donating to the jews................(YA I BELIEVE I'M A JEW).............................

My family believing themselves to be white has caused so much "mental strain" (my mom says she "wont let me go" won't let me leave the family ------ FOR MENTAL HEALTH REASONS I TRIED TO LEAVE MY FAMILY) -------- a family that identifies as white fully and 1/4th native america and irish my brother and sister and mom identify as - my dad identifying as fully british with the last name of Ruby which what kind of brittish name is that? but there are brittish jews, so having a brittish last name being from brittian don't mean my dad ain't a jew my family has some fancy way of hiding that they are jews probably!

BUT IT IS BAD

FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

TO BE TOLD I'M JUST WHITE LIKE THAT

CAUSE I LITERALLY OFTEN I TRY TO KEEP THE SHABBAT

I ALSO HAVE CELEBRATED JEWISH HOLIDAYS BEFORE

I HAVE BEEN SPINING DREIDELS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL

WHEN I WENT INTO THE OCCULT BAD IN HIGH SCHOOL

I WENT FULL JEW NEARLY

(STILL KNOWING JESUS WAS LORD BUT PRETENDING TO BE JUST JEW)

I WAS LIKE

GOD I DID THIS BAD TODAY THIS BAD TODAY THIS BAD TODAY AND THIS BAD TODAY

BUT I KEEP YOUR COMMANDMENTS AND OBSERVED YADDA YADDA JEWISH HOLIDAY - YOU CAN'T KILL ME RIGHT NOW COMMON GOD (THAT'S WHAT I'D TELL HIM) TELL HIM HE'D LOOK SO BAD AND SO UNMERCIFUL IF HE KILLED ME, CAUSE I KEPT THIS COMMANDMENT AND THAT ONE AND THAT ONE AND THAT ONE ETC.

----- I REALLY DID

LIKE BASICALLY EVERY NIGHT FOR MONTHS

My entire life I have identified as  a christian jew (but after my grandpa died who told me in the 8th grade that Jack Ruby the assinator of the assinator of JFK was my great uncle, and that I also am a distant relative of marilyn monroes THAT'S WHAT HE TOLD ME) after he died my family swears on my dads side that they are just white people though I have a cousin fully passing as a Spaniard and her kids don't look half white either they look Spaniard and after grandpa died who used to bible study with me they said he molested 1-2 or maybe more of my aunts - I've wanted a tattoo for so long and I just can't get one................

THIS A NORMAL WHITE PEOPLE NOSE?????????????

NORMAL WHITE PEOPLE SKIN???????????

NO SUNLESS TANNER ON ME, FACT HAVEN'T GOTTEN A TAN IN A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME

common people you all know you love a little Hava Nagila : ) hahahah oh geez sheri you are the dork of the earth um ok : ) 

I'm a christian jew, this me coming out the dredel spinning closet : )................I've wanted a tattoo so bad for so long, many tattoo's I've sat and fantasized about, I can't do it!!!!!!!!!!! Leviticus 19:28 "Ye shall not make any cuttings in your flesh for the dead, nor print any marks upon you: I am the LORD." I'm the type god says that ok, that's that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't know what kind of kooky stuffs I'm confessing to the earth I can't do it, I can't get a tattoo for the life of me, it's against my beliefs, if you were to tie me down and tattoo me I'd go get the tattoo removed it's against my religion. (not that I haven't fantasized much how great it'd be to have various tattoo's, there's been a great many tatt's out there I have looked rather longingly at!!!!!!!!!!)
  ------------- look at my nose people, jewish, I be a part of the rubenstein family!!!!!!!!!!!! no joke!
  The latest bible verse in my bible study to super speak to me Deuteronomy 8:2 "And thou shalt remember all the way which the LORD thy God led thee these forty years in the wilderness, to humble thee, and to prove thee, to know what was in thine heart, whether thou wouldest keep his commandments, or no." Where it says "..................to humble thee" that super spoke to me today............that god so loves his people, so wants us to not just pray really like draw near to Him he wants that so much, so much love He has for us He had it on his heart to "....................to humble thee". That's what god did with me to, and is doing with me, He humbled me greately and I'm thankful He did/is I rather be in this lowly place I thank god that I need him like this, and jesus in my life everyday like this............that there is a cry on my heart out to god daily in prayer I thank god for that. That I want to draw near to god, draw near to jesus, that I have that need. If I was proud, if I was so self sufficient and I don't know confident in my own flesh ------- I wouldn't pry need to pray like I do --------- but it so much more then that.........God humbled me cause He loves me that much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Have a great week earth : )

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If you want to be blessed

bless israel

bless the jews 

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."