My family is back to this have a family get together idea...........but sent them a e-mail with questions.................why keep the fakery up is what I wonder??????? To look good?????????? To look christian, but I'm tired of fake christians being fake or real christians trying to look satanic so that they won't get killed someday - I WANT REALNESS NOT FAKERY AND MY FAMILY IS ALLLLLLLLLLLLL ABOUT FAKE.................AND I'M OVER IT IT'S TORTURE (50 YEARS IS TORTURE ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!)..............I LOVE LUCIFER, SATAN THE DEVIL SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDD THEY SHOULD KICK ME OUT THE FAMILY AND HATE ME FOREVER I'D LIKE THAT I'M OVER THE FAKE CHRISTIANITY AND/OR FAKING BEING DEVIL WORSHIPPERS I'M LIKE GOD, I LIKE PEOPLE HOT OR COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ...Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." I don't know any on fire christians, I just been loving from a distance much the cold, festering in darkness just right ones 💓....................

Fresh update, brian and the kids absolutely don't want to go to this family get together, so sounds like we ain't going IT'S OUT OF MY CONTROL.............

Brian says I have a point in this blog post cause we don't as people on earth, see a "city on a hill that can't be hid" Matthew 5:14 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid." Now I've heard of people shining their light by paying for the next persons order at fast food places....................that has got to be rare...........that's never happened to me or anybody I know. 

god ain't like 

ha - maybe you all should be lukewarm, do a few hidden deeds don't let anybody know it.............

Revelation 3:16

So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

brian says I gots to deal with the lukewarm and the fakes, and I know this................but when do I have to enjoy it

can't you at least draw pentagrams, cut off chickens heads load that up on tiktok and hail satan to give me some joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My family is back to this have a family get together idea...........but sent them a e-mail with questions.................why keep the fakery up is what I wonder??????? To look good?????????? To look christian, but I'm tired of fake christians being fake or real christians trying to look satanic so that they won't get killed someday - I WANT REALNESS NOT FAKERY AND MY FAMILY IS ALLLLLLLLLLLLL ABOUT FAKE.................AND I'M OVER IT IT'S TORTURE (50 YEARS IS TORTURE ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!)..............I LOVE LUCIFER, SATAN THE DEVIL SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDD THEY SHOULD KICK ME OUT THE FAMILY AND HATE ME FOREVER I'D LIKE THAT I'M OVER THE FAKE CHRISTIANITY AND/OR FAKING BEING DEVIL WORSHIPPERS I'M LIKE GOD, I LIKE PEOPLE HOT OR COLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ...Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." I don't know any on fire christians, I just been loving from a distance much the cold, festering in darkness just right ones 💓....................

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I go harder then them FOR BOTH TEAMS I'M A ON FIRE SICKO

I'M OVER FAKERY IT'S BULL-------- AND IT SUCKS!

If you ain't wanting to kill something hard IF THAT'S JUST YOUR PRIDE ---------- you do not impress me

e-mail snippet to my family I just sent.................

My family it's ok to hate me, I LOVE SATAN. You don't have to have a family get together, or pretend you don't anything but want to I quote k- sue me and brian and the kids for all we have.......................I'm tired of the "charade" either your badly pretending to be satan worshippers, or your doing aweful jobs being christians on purpose...............either way IT'S A CHARADE THERE AIN'T MANY GOOD DEEDS THAT PEOPLE CAN SEE WITH ANYBODY I'M SENDING THIS E-MAIL TO ON THE LIKE INTERNET WHERE THEY'D SEE THAT. Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." You guys enjoy your "bad christianity" with each other and all your friends who also claim probably to love jesus but also are bad style christianity I HATE IT I'D RATHER YOU ALL CHOP HEADS OFF CHICKENS DRINK THEIR BLOOD AND HAIL SATAN DAILY AND BE AUTHENTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.............OR BECOME MONKS AND/OR NUNS, DO THE THING....................

ME TODAY I MENTIONED on my blog I'm "doing the thing"...................

of wearing womens clothing....................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2020/03/honouring-russel-brand-aka-talking-real.html

Update 9/27/2025 wearing a sarong I crocheted.................aka me dressing like a girl that god likes Deuteronomy 22:5 "The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God." The sarong ===='s me dressing as a girl....................that's it, did the thing, got the job done............

I'm not merely talking about it

I'm not sitting around with my friends saying "oh wouldn't it be nice if we really dressed like the women we are" "or isn't jesus so awesome I love him" and then no action or no action of real good deeds the world can see on the internet which is like in a sense real real life cause tons of eons of people are online..............

if people see you good deeds online THEY SEE IT...........

Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven."

   THAT'S PEOPLE SEEING YOUR GOOD DEEDS THAT'S HEEDING "matthew 5:16" 

and if you tell me "well sheri people "light so shine before men that they may see your good works" in our natural real lives.......................WHERE HOW??????????? 

is the quilter I'm sending this e-mail to giving all their quilts away for free, and then the town is glorifying god?????????????? HELP ME UNDERSTAND!

is the brother that threatened lawsuit doing free car work free often or all the time so people GLORIFY GOD?????????????????????????

IS THAT HAPPENING??????????????????????????

IS IT REALLY?????????????????????????????

IS the hairstylist doing tons of free haircuts often lpretty often so that people will GLORIFY GOD???????????????

IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING ON THE REGULAR

CAUSE IF IT AIN'T YOU AIN'T EVEN DOING matthew 5:16

is the model here doing often free model work so that the photographers glorify god???????????????????????????????????????

and further to the retired, WHAT THE HELL IS THEY DOING?????????????????????? SINCE IT FOR 2 OF THEM LOOKS TO BE ALL THE DO IS FLIP HOUSES AND EAT AT FAST FOOD RESTAURANTS!

model sister replied........and so I replied................

I said............editing out names since 2 families have threatened to sue me "for jesus" of course.......

a-- says "K, K- and D- don’t want to see each other so it would be independent of that.  Let me know." what sort of fight does k-, k- and d- have going on with each other?????????? And I don't understand how my family thinks they are christians, when WHAT GOOD DEEDS FOR THE WHOLE WORLD TO SEE AND PRAISE GOD??????? It's not me being a nasty bi-h............I DON'T UNDERSTAND, I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW CHRISTIANITY IS SUPPOSED TO BE A "CITY ON A HILL" SO LIGHTED UP AND I DON'T SEE PEOPLE DOING GOOD DEEDS IN MY FAMILY TO THE GENERAL POPULATION.............BESIDES TO EACH OTHER AND I DON'T COUNT THAT AND THAT AIN'T ME BEING THE NASTY MEAN HEARTED NASTY BISH YOU ALL THINK I AM.....................

are you doing modeling work all the time for free, so people will praise god or are you not?????????????? WHAT'S GOING ON YOU SAY YOUR ALL CHRISTIANS WHERE THE GOOD DEEDS?????????????

 Matthew 5:14

Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid.

  How am I not seeing your good deeds, I'm not seeing "the light" and your still sure your a christian, telling me your a christian, and then expecting me.....................................to just dive back in another family get together in the "sea of likely fakedness" and I guess I'm supposed to enjoy it. 

I hate fake. 

I don't enjoy that

I enjoy crazy zealous christian super on fire which don't exist anymore so no joy for me there

and dark cold a-holes - the type that are nice to humans - but you know dark and cold probably at least at times a holes 💓💓💓💓💓💓

and I loooooooooooooooooooooove

satan

I love satan tie with god/jesus

ya tie

I love satan 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

lucifer makes me want to drink blood

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I'll pry go to the family get together, but I won't enjoy it, and if my kids go they won't enjoy it either - I'm not into fakedness and patting people on the back for invisible good deeds I can't see, I've done that for 50 years

what did it get me

everyone's talking cr-- about me behind my back

it got me nothing

all that torture for nothing

to be called a bish by my whole family and threatened lawsuits by two of them "for their lord jesus christ"