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Monday, June 30, 2025

Dear fellow christians it is time to love the witches, and I do mean love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the satan worshippers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! etc. Because if you "manifest" if you end up getting a good life going for you - THEY GONNA CALL YOU A WITCH OR A WIZARD. (I am a witch, but I swear I give my life to jesus..........I don't do "spellwork" or tarot cards have often wanted badly to do tarot cards etc...........I admittedly do feel more protected wearing rocks never use them for "witchcraft" reasons to like curse someone or something like that, I use them to clean the energy inside of myself CAUSE IT'S EASY TO JUDGE OR HATE.............to really love people even your enemies isn't normal human beings "natural default uh way of living"............................YOUR GOING TO BE CALLED WITCHES ETC. FELLOW CHRISTIANS ALL YOU IS (if your a real christian I am saying)................Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"............................

Dear fellow christians it is time to love the witches, and I do mean love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the satan worshippers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! etc. Because if you "manifest" if you end up getting a good life going for you - THEY GONNA CALL YOU A WITCH OR A WIZARD. (I am a witch, but I swear I give my life to jesus..........I don't do "spellwork" or tarot cards have often wanted badly to do tarot cards etc...........I admittedly do feel more protected wearing rocks never use them for "witchcraft" reasons to like curse someone or something like that, I use them to clean the energy inside of myself CAUSE IT'S EASY TO JUDGE OR HATE.............to really love people even your enemies isn't normal human beings "natural default uh way of living"............................YOUR GOING TO BE CALLED WITCHES ETC. FELLOW CHRISTIANS ALL YOU IS (if your a real christian I am saying)................Matthew 10:25 "It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?"............................

  This video was on my "you tube" subscription um thingy today.....................it'll pry be deleted this video will be everything on the internet nearly people deleting shiz all the time.................
Ariana Can't Keep Hiding Her Witchcraft..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTZMnxhSXG8
a ------------- if she was a witch she's using FAITH you all see "grimness" not me....................if she done became a christian ------- hells in trouble then
walk towards those that are without LOVE THEM........if she was "without"....
Colossians 4:4-6 "That I may make it manifest, as I ought to speak. Walk in wisdom toward them that are without, redeeming the time. Let your speech be always with grace, seasoned with salt, that ye may know how ye ought to answer every man."
I guess I'm bothered by the "sensationalism" around witchcraft to this day
they are people
they are people that either will go to heaven or hell according to the bible
they need to be loved
they need people to care about them and their souls!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm bothered by like "sensationalism" cause when a group of people is deemed "others" when they are "othered" (cough what many have did to the LGBTQ) then it gets easy for people to treat said "othered" people badly
I have more examples..........................
black people when they were slaves --------- they were "othered" ------------- then what happened to them THEY WERE BEATEN A LOT, and from what I hear a lot of black women were used to have babies
the bible doesn't say anywhere that there is a "othered" people
it says.............................
THAT INCLUDES MUSLIMS THEY AIN'T "othered" either
Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another.
-------- that's what the bible says and I do know how to read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now if you abused - hey get away from a spouse beating you get to safety could be good plan for many a person out there
or your like me and your family ain't been treating you great for years and you value your sanity
PEOPLE ACTIN LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING WRONG VALUEING MY SANITY
NO MY SANITY MATTERS IT'S IMPORTANT
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Saturday, June 28, 2025

When I was a kid and especially in high school...............church was so nice, so fun. (seemed to good to be true even to me) My church in high school a baptist church, that catered to us so bad, they had lock in all night long rock concerts for us................many trips to mount hood to go skiing................and camping trips at the sand dunes (where we wanted to go)...............................then you get older and they leave you for the sharks to eat your flesh for jesus of course......................

 I probably mirror and vice versa my goat othello the most - both my goats really I've owned them since they were only a few months old ------------ they have twinned me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

look at othello with his smug debutant beauty queen "resting beauty queen debutant bish face"............

YOU PRY HAVE EYEBALLS I AIN'T MAKING THIS UP LOVE MY GOATS TO DEATH 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Past few days a few times, they've turned down bamboo --------------- clearly they made it clear to me..............that they are both a bit to "fancy" for bamboo everyday ----------- every now and then they are ok with bamboo

but they letted me know - I can't insult their fanciness by offering them bamboo every day ------ they are way to fancy for that let's not get crazy

my look today - full slay still - I'm the most cancelled probably but my look -------- full slay
fulllllllllllll slay

When I was a kid and especially in high school...............church was so nice, so fun. (seemed to good to be true even to me) My church in high school a baptist church, that catered to us so bad, they had lock in all night long rock concerts for us................many trips to mount hood to go skiing................and camping trips at the sand dunes (where we wanted to go)...............................then you get older and they leave you for the sharks to eat your flesh for jesus of course......................

all the body of christ to me these days is sharks eating or wanting to eat my flesh for their lord jesus christ (aka the non-stop multiple year witch hunt people looking to cancel me more for their lord jesus PEOPLE ARE OBSESSED WITH ME "DOWNFALLING" THEY LOVE THAT THEY LIVE FOR THAT)

Psalm 57:6

6 They spread a net for my feet—
I was bowed down in distress.
They dug a pit in my path—
but they have fallen into it themselves.
 
---- They haven't fallen into nothing psalm 57:6 ain't fully happened in my life just me cancelled, all the time every day of my life ----- they win
all my enemies win
they just win
and keep winning
and they keep on looking scouring my blog everyday for more ways to "cancel" me more to win more
and usually they get the wins
cause I don't have a "fake face up" 
swear to god
swear to god
I love shopping
makeup
jewelry
freaking yachts, I ain't been on one, but I love them
mansions
I AM THAT CHICK
marilyn monroe
which I know I don't much look like her just like from like 3 angles......if my hairs right that day and makeup.................
for her "marilyn monroe" was a act a character she put on
I AIN'T ACTING
suffering in the flesh is suffering
following jesus is HORRIBLE
1 Peter 4:1 "Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;"
1 peter 4:1 is the truth
James 4:2-4 "Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts. Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God." people hate, people kill, wars happen BECAUSE OF LUSTS OF THE FLESH.........sometimes it's clean over gasoline!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I'm not saying quit shopping
that ain't the answer
never was
moderation is what I'm saying WORKS.........................
Philippians 4:5
Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.
BUT FOLLOWING JESUS IS THE WORST IN MY ESTIMATION
your just hated all the time everyday infinity.................
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
the church 
once you aren't in high school anymore
they just from my experience leave you to be eaten by all the sharks and/or attacked all the time on the internet --------- 0% of them christians will defend your honour naw they just let you or me die
everyone loves cancel culture bad in 2025 besides me - besides me they love everyone loves people being "witch hunted" especially if they christians, and torn to shreds - that's everyone but me's "favorite" in the year 2025


Friday, June 27, 2025

Mercy sucks, today I crossed out someones name to show mercy, but I don't win. What win? I'm hated bad all the time cause I love both jesus and lucifer and christians aren't supposed to love the devil like I do. I signed a paper with lucifer and I hold my end of things I going to do that, I got to show mercy to people even if I hate it AND I HATE IT....................................

I made popsicle frames tonight 😁👍

 Mercy sucks, today I crossed out someones name to show mercy, but I don't win. What win? I'm hated bad all the time cause I love both jesus and lucifer and christians aren't supposed to love the devil like I do. I signed a paper with lucifer and I hold my end of things I going to do that, I got to show mercy to people even if I hate it AND I HATE IT....................................(what they said was relevant for the blog post in question so the words are still there that that person said) https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2025/01/one-last-attack-by-troll-guy-who.html

and most of you want to cancel lucifer
cancel cancel cancel him - it's not fair
it's not fair
and so what if he weren't human - angels have feelings fallen angels have feelings if I wasn't human I HAVE FEELINGS
rather
if I weren't human
or lucifer wasn't human (I'm getting somewhere with this) 
much more
should our feelings be accounted for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jude 8-10 "In the very same way, on the strength of their dreams these ungodly people pollute their own bodies, reject authority and heap abuse on celestial beings. But even the archangel Michael, when he was disputing with the devil about the body of Moses, did not himself dare to condemn him for slander but said, “The Lord rebuke you!”[a] Yet these people slander whatever they do not understand, and the very things they do understand by instinct—as irrational animals do—will destroy them."
years I have not been treated as a human by several people - several people
it's been ruff
I haven't had a easy 50+ years on earth - I know most haven't 
but most you are treated like humans most of the time --------- people often don't treat me like a human being 
......................it's been bad 
and the laughing at me for years has been way out of hand
...............keep finding more names mentioned on my blog if I think their lives could be in danger when lucifer and his men get here, I blur out their names to to "show mercy" 
but like I said on a post today......................lucifer and his men see what most you all do
the hidden the secret shiz IS COMING OUT
Luke 8:17 "For there is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed, and nothing concealed that will not be known or brought out into the open."
Luke 12:2:. "There is nothing concealed that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be made known."
People out there including people that claim - even maybe are - christians they hiddin shiz thinking that's going to "work" only for awhile and probably not much longer. 
               cancelled.......................cancelled "for jesus".........................by other christians................oh I'm cancelled bad I know it baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad they wanted me dead deceased cancelled and they won it wasn't even hard to them to get this "win"..................cause to most I'm a joke why???????? why I'm a joke????????????????
I say on my blog all the reasons I respect lucifer and his men and even the bible verses backing up why that's even part fully of my belief system respecting lucifer and his men is I live Jude 8-10 and that makes me a joke to everyone it does look to be a cancelled joke...........
I like "drag and dropped" this giphy, man the future has gotten fancy...........
everyone must be happy with the above crossing out the name efforts to "show mercy" 
cause most the traffic has left to my blog...................til the next time they desire to "witch hunt me more aka destroy me for their lord jesus christ"...........................cause that's all people want is for bad to happen to me..................
goodness and mercy isn't following me all the days of my life that isn't what's following after me people want to attack me on the internet and harm me for their lord jesus christ AND THAT'S ALL THEY EVER WANT TO DO TO ME
Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
I am aware I could actually be literally fully hell bound
but if all I gots is christians hating me and witch hunting me all the time..........which is what I got's...........................heaven looks like crap to me right now craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap
if I'm hellbound for reals ---------- man Imma let that "free fall" keep on keeping onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I accept jesus as my lord and savior though
pry just headed to hell 90% of the time in me and lucifers room (my memories are pry real) I can evp with lucifer like anytime I want 24/7 - with ease - can you do that?
lucifer says.............
swear I get e-mails from lucifer via this website that he's using it as a portal to communicate to me.....................
https://www.tut.com/
(unless everything I do he e-mails on next day and this is just years of non-stop "coincidences" in my e-mail box and I'm just a crazy lady...............not I'm not crazy)
if lucifer is indeed my 1st husband I want him to fully get in a fight today would be a great day, get kicked out of heaven FINALLY
and show up at my door!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if he ain't my husband
I'm ready to be guillotined cccccccccccccccccccccc for jesus cause folllowing the lord IS MISERABLE
-------------- I try and make everyday a "good day" best I can
but I also wake up everyday knowing
"oh most the body of christ hates me, is actively searching for ways for my entire downfall to happen
to the point that 
now my family has left me for good - one of them sued me (I wasn't even told that my brother got his 4th divorce I HAD TO LOOK THAT UP ON THE INTERNET...............
MY FAMILY WANTS TO SEEM LIKE A "WHOLE UNIT" 
BUT THEY LEFT ME YEARS AGO 
I'M A JOKE TO THEM
Luke 6
22 Blessed are you when people hate you,
when they exclude you and insult you
and reject your name as evil,
because of the Son of Man.
23 “Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For that is how their ancestors treated the prophets.
24 “But woe to you who are rich,
for you have already received your comfort.
25 Woe to you who are well fed now,
for you will go hungry.
Woe to you who laugh now,
for you will mourn and weep.
26 Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you,
for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets.
I am luke 6:22-26 ya makes a person not want to live anymore when you full out live Luke 6:22-26 with like maybe only 1% goodness or mercy (love) pursueing you like ever....like almost none
mostly christians "witch hunt" me on my blog for their lord jesus christ THIS HAS GONE ON FOR YEARS NON-STOP
but good news
I've "appeased" them marking out the name of the person above - for the time being I have temporarily appeased them 
only for a moment
they won't really be happy til I'm dead "for their lord jesus christ" - of course





I have "challenges" in life. But um, ya I'm like still happily married like 25 years later, cause um my husband understands something.................I LIKE SHOPPING!!!!!!!!! (I'm just mostly talking about garage sales don't get all upset) 1 Timothy 6:6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain."........................

 I have "challenges" in life. But um, ya I'm like still happily married like 25 years later, cause um my husband understands something.................I LIKE SHOPPING!!!!!!!!! (I'm just mostly talking about garage sales don't get all upset) 1 Timothy 6:6 "But godliness with contentment is great gain."........................

gotta go feed my goats but had the most fun garage saleing today 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

(turn up the volume to hear 1st hubby, love both my husbands yep)
Galatians 5:22 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,"
garage sales help my "fruit of the spirit" 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍
I'm like being different in 2025
like once I was like others - I like complained, woes me and you know I'm telling the truth
when I have so much to be thankful for though
and today 
my house is clean cause I spent all day yesterday cleaning
and now I'm going to feed my goats and then eat 3 baked potatoes 🥔🥔🥔






Wednesday, June 25, 2025

I am a nerd. I don't know how "saved" or "unsaved" nerds are but I am a nerd. Went to a um it was like a comic con/tv show convention I don't know what you'd label it...............THE MOST FUN. They even had korean corn dogs there...................brian got me one the cheese filled koren corn dogs IT WAS GREAT......................nerds are content people most em...................looked around they all happy, all them happy, and they and me and my family also were buying stupid shiz, stupid nerds things HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY........................and I don't understand labubu hate??????????? PEOPLE IS HAVING FUUUUUUUUUUUUN....................................I love it, I love it when I see people not wanting to get tons of plastic surgery, and drive fancy cars etc...................when they can just be happy with a labubu or a lafufu (I'm a lafufu owner myself)..................

Yes my bathroom sink is a mess in picture nearing the bottom of this post I have since cleaned the area................I often suffer from depression, not always, but like a few times a week at least. 

  I'm the only one that uses this bathroom, and only one that uses the entire bedroom, brian only comes in here 1 time every month or two. 



 I am a nerd. I don't know how "saved" or "unsaved" nerds are but I am a nerd. Went to a um it was like a comic con/tv show convention I don't know what you'd label it...............THE MOST FUN. They even had korean corn dogs there...................brian got me one the cheese filled koren corn dogs IT WAS GREAT......................nerds are content people most em...................looked around they all happy, all them happy, and they and me and my family also were buying stupid shiz, stupid nerds things HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY........................and I don't understand labubu hate??????????? PEOPLE IS HAVING FUUUUUUUUUUUUN....................................I love it, I love it when I see people not wanting to get tons of plastic surgery, and drive fancy cars etc...................when they can just be happy with a labubu or a lafufu (I'm a lafufu owner myself)..................

1 Timothy 6:5-7 "and constant friction between people of corrupt mind, who have been robbed of the truth and who think that godliness is a means to financial gain. But godliness with contentment is great gain.  For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it."
just being godly and content is the idea actually!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
not being godly to earn moneys
BUY A LAFUFU IF YOU WANT ONE MAN BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My new corset which I planning on wearing this one through the summer........pry longer.........it's a good one.................
living my victorian goth lady life the mooooooooooooost 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
people they like judge out there
putting men and women on the corset tea............cause they'll snatch you in, you can wear them under clothing AND BE SNATCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for us ladies corsets can make "curves" happen and curves are still in 
ozempic can't take away the popularity of curves!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no you can't ozempic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tootles
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Don't read this post fellow christians that think rocks are evil - this post will piss you off. Cause I believe rocks help me to (at times) focus, be in a "good mindset" in what is often a very dark and negative earth. Matthew 13:7 "And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:" I have been "choked" often (verbally assaulted on the internet like a lot and more often then anybody saying anything "good" to me that hardly ever happens I'm usually laughed at insulted, told I'm crazy that's a big one)..................having been cancelled, I might be theoretically getting lots of views to my blog but that don't equal friends or actually being liked ----------- people love to go to a blog post of someone they hate, someone they can go tell their friends about (In a bad way I'm saying)..........................

 Don't read this post fellow christians that think rocks are evil - this post will piss you off. Cause I believe rocks help me to (at times) focus, be in a "good mindset" in what is often a very dark and negative earth. Matthew 13:7 "And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:" I have been "choked" often (verbally assaulted on the internet like a lot and more often then anybody saying anything "good" to me that hardly ever happens I'm usually laughed at insulted, told I'm crazy that's a big one)..................having been cancelled, I might be theoretically getting lots of views to my blog but that don't equal friends or actually being liked ----------- people love to go to a blog post of someone they hate, someone they can go tell their friends about (In a bad way I'm saying)..........................

opals

they calm me this type of rock does - well being more calm in a stress riddin world helps to be able to open my bible

Matthew 13:6-8 "And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away. And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them: But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold."
those are real "thorns sprung up, and choked them" 
that wasn't you choking you
them thorns sprung up and CHOKED YOU
.............................................................
but it's possible "to make it" in bad ground
the key is your mindset really........................
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
rocks opals help me relax and meditate on the presence of god, they help me get in a more relaxed meditative state of being
I happen to be a real mystic - but I don't think I'm actually "unusual" ------- anybody can get in, be in, a meditative state.................and also anybody out there could be overwhelmed by the "cares of life" 
Luke 8:14 "And that which fell among thorns are they, which, when they have heard, go forth, and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection." - in this "scenario" it would be hard to get into a meditative state. 
Ever notice how much "bad" is going on out there?????????
you think that is on accident???????????????
it ain't
lucifer can get your soul by tempting you
or
he can sit back and let some worries take over you reallllllllllllll good so you can't even calm down to open your bible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
many bad things going on on the earth right now - pry real hard for many a people to open their bibles -------- due to the distress they are feeling inside
jesus who is christ and the lord
he also had to leave the city - and it's caos........................
Luke 5:16 "But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed." - the city wasn't good for Jesus's prayer life - pry not his bible reading time either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's it
that's all I have to say for today
I mega believe opals help me out
people say don't wear them everyday - I only be's over here benefitting if I wear them daily

off to get more sleep
but the city is always I find caotic messsssssssssssssssssssss (I'm saying cities can throw a persons "a- game" all the way off) have to make time to pray, make time to read your bible but also calm down enough to be able to do that...............
tootles
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Monday, June 23, 2025

God values the lowly in society that most christians don't value probably not. I will be ok. I will literally be ok, because I AM THE "BASE THINGS" OF THE WORLD..............a marilyn monroe look alike THAT'S ENJOYS IT. 1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"..................

God values the lowly in society that most christians don't value probably not. I will be ok. I will literally be ok, because I AM THE "BASE THINGS" OF THE WORLD..............a marilyn monroe look alike THAT'S ENJOYS IT. 1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:".................. 

1 Corinthians 1:26-28 "For ye see your calling, brethren, how that not many wise men after the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called: But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"
I do not see god working in my life
hasn't for a very long time
but I know
I keep praying....................
because I am very despised and lowly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you love the devil like I do - you might be despised as well - CONGRATULATIONS!
Hebrews 11:6 "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him."
am I a loser right now
a joke???????????
just wait
GOD IS VERY VERY POWERFUL AND I DILIGENTLY SEEK HIM FACT I'LL SAY A PRAYER RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's still lgbtq month so this my song choise
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
filths of the earth
fellow filths of the earth
God 1 Corinthians 1:28 "And base things of the world, and things which are despised, hath God chosen, yea, and things which are not, to bring to nought things that are:"
meanwhile some pastors and people still going off about the "Jezebel spirit" ----------- jezebels ARE FILTH IT'S SO POTENTIALLY HOPEFUL FOR THEM FOR ALL THE FELLOW FILTHS
OH I'M A FILTH GLAM QUEEN I LOVES THE MAKEUP THAT'S FILTH
I LOVES GLAM SHOTS FILTH FILTH FILTH
FILTH
LIKE I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BODY OF CHRIST THAT THEY MOST EM GOT SO DAMNED CLEANED UP THEY FORGET GOT CHOSES THE FILTH OF THE EARTH THE FILTH THE BASE THINGS OF THE WORLD -------- DAMN PERPLEXING WHY THEY HATING ON "JEZEBEL SPIRITS" GET THEM LADIES TO CHURCH GOD WANTS TO SAVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD DON'T WANT THEM SMACKED TALKED
HE WANTS THEM SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON OUT THERE
LIKE FULL I DON'T GET WHAT IS GOING ON IN TEH BODY OF CHRIST???????????????
LOVE THE FILTHS MAN
LOVE
LOVE
THE FILTHS
GOOD PLAN
THAT'S A GOOD PLAN
CAUSE THEMS THE ONES GOD CHOOSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE I CAN READ.
perfect sinless Christians also might be saved
I think that makes up most of the body of christ perfect sinless looking christians...................
but the ones that are supposed to have ministries ------------ are the lowly people that the world would deem lowly filth low
I'll never understand anti lgbtq sermons or anti pretty women sermons - thems lowlians god wants saved
god probably wants women saved more then men to that's what I recogn since how women are according to the bible the "weaker vessel" lowly lowly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't get the patriarchy either
women should be very valued!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if we the weak vessel..............
more honour
should be given to the weaker
but it ain't
YOU GIVE ME HONOUR THEN YOU PAY ME MORE THEN YOU PAY MEN (though I am happy with how much I am paid at my current job, it's all the jobs before my current job I have beef with)
Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered.
I full believe women should be paid $1-2 dollars more then men THEY THE WEAKER VESSEL
MONEY IS HONOUR
MONEY IS HONOURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
if you think someone is less valuable what you do
tip them less
give them less MONEY
I wish there was a song
like that song that says "black man get your money" by um Donald Glover
women get your money
women get your money
a song like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
women
women
women get your moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
tootles

Friday, June 20, 2025

If you all are really talking about God/Jesus the bible 24/7 I don't know how you doing it, so you know you ain't in big time trouble on judgement day Matthew 12:36 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment." I feel like I have to have a blog, and talk about the bible that was like literally brainwashed into my mind baaaaaaaaaaad....................further I BELIEVE IT CAUSE THERE'S FREAKIN RAINBOWS IN THE SKY, AND PROOF OF SODOM AND GAMORRA A EXTREME HEAT EVENT HAPPENING IN THAT AREA - SCIENCE PROOF OF THAT - AND ALSO PROOF OF A FLOOD EVENT HAVING HAPPENED ON EARTH. God is love, but god is like a dad with a big ol' belt swattttttttttttttttt...............................

Turn up the volume to hear lucifer, satan, the devil................................

 If you all are really talking about God/Jesus the bible 24/7 I don't know how you doing it, so you know you ain't in big time trouble on judgement day Matthew 12:36 "But I say unto you, That every idle word that men shall speak, they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment." I feel like I have to have a blog, and talk about the bible that was like literally brainwashed into my mind baaaaaaaaaaad....................further I BELIEVE IT CAUSE THERE'S FREAKIN RAINBOWS IN THE SKY, AND PROOF OF SODOM AND GAMORRA A EXTREME HEAT EVENT HAPPENING IN THAT AREA - SCIENCE PROOF OF THAT - AND ALSO PROOF OF A FLOOD EVENT HAVING HAPPENED ON EARTH...............................................

but your soul can get saved aka the "good news" 

if you just accept jesus into your life..............

Romans 10:8-10 "But what saith it? The word is nigh thee, even in thy mouth, and in thy heart: that is, the word of faith, which we preach; That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." - shiz looking real grim for those in the portland area, I don't see people in this area talking about the bible ever
you might say "well people don't talk to their grocery store clerks etc. about the bible" ok
but then 
where they talking about the bible???????????????????????????????????????????
is it on their instagram
is there more then just a "I love god" post up or two????????????????????????????
is there??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Amos 5:18 "Woe unto you that desire the day of the Lord! to what end is it for you? the day of the Lord is darkness, and not light."
Amos 5:20 "Shall not the day of the Lord be darkness, and not light? even very dark, and no brightness in it?"
  sheri you like getting grim
the bible gets me grim 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
this world you know a lot of it is christian and mute in fear
just like a horror movie
31.6 of the world - that's a lot stuck mostly mute IN TERROR 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
but you know
I like talking about the bible
ya
cause I love talking about grim things
and I love talking about lucifer and he ain't grim to me he's grim to most of you
he was the 1st defender of the people (it was a bad idea for him to do that, but kind of a good idea) well that ain't grim lucifer ain't grim
he cares about the needs of man.................
But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men.
fellow christians had and have a good reason to "satanic panic" 
cause damn that mark 8:33 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
have a great day!







Wednesday, June 18, 2025

So um Jesus christ went to bars, and I'm zealous to go to a bar to (I like 85% believe it is every christians duty on earth to go to bars......not preach though........just hang out cause I definately don't believe Jesus was "bible thumping" at these bars he was hanging out)! And god wants us to have ZEAL AND FIRE. Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children." I LIKE KNOW HOW TO READ, IF YOUR LIKE FOLLOWING THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND HE WENT TO BARS........then like probably we all should go to bars...............like I knowwwwwwwwwww how to read...............

So um Jesus christ went to bars, and I'm zealous to go to a bar to (I like 85% believe it is every christians duty on earth to go to bars......not preach though........just hang out cause I definately don't believe Jesus was "bible thumping" at these bars he was hanging out)! And god wants us to have ZEAL AND FIRE. Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children." I LIKE KNOW HOW TO READ, IF YOUR LIKE FOLLOWING THE LORD JESUS CHRIST AND HE WENT TO BARS........then like probably we all should go to bars...............like I knowwwwwwwwwww how to read...............

anyways

I found my bar, I think I found my bar. 

A LGBTQ bar, so our trans son can go with, he's got me watching like most all the ru pauls drag race shows, and also we of course watch Dragula 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 

 Well this bar clean has a comedy night. And their menu items are affordable!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 that's all for today

I WANT TO PLEASE GOD AND BE "ON FIRE" 

WELL COMEDY LGBTQ COMEDY NIGHT THAT'S FUN

IT AIN'T EVEN HARD TO BE ON FIRE TO FOLLOW JESUS LGBTQ COMEDY NIGHT IS FUN

Revelation 3:16 "So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth." ----------- you want to love people
you need to go where they is
many them at bars!!!! that's what I know and that's what jesus knew and "wisdom is justified by her children" Matthew 11:19 "The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children."
also though
might be ok to offer to pray for someone at a bar (not preach to them that's not ok I know that) but if you ask "can I pray for you" bars could be crammed full of people in need of prayer
and many of us need to go to the bars
are the "hurtin" at church on sunday as well - sometimes
but some them just at bars!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(though bonus, some them might be at laundry matts........................)
I'll like keep going to church
but I'm like way more zealous to go to bars - truth be known
John 10
Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber. But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out.
church is the "sheepfold" we supposed to go to church I know this and that's fine, our united methodist church is chill..............like it's cool church. Not a hard church to attend I'm saying. 
but jesus
wait he went to the synagogue as a little kid
but like he went to bars
jesus went to bars a lot
I more then think going to bars probably once a week if we go to church once a week..............and jesus went to bars a lot, and we are followers of jesus......................
don't have to be math geniouses to math that
tootles
hopefully this bar will be "the one" 
I have high hopes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and we might not go every week - but not cause I'm lacking zeal and fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- bonus for shy christians...............it works to just pray for people you see at bars "not doing so well" you don't even need to go up and talk to them.................praying for them IS SOMETHING. I'm 100% god wants us to be aware of people at bars and malls etc. any of them need praying for, stop and say a quiet prayer good plan LOVE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Monday, June 16, 2025

Holdin grudges is so "low vibrational" your like so forgiven by me all my enemies is even the apostolic christian church of america ones ya surrrrrrrre thing 👍👍👍👍👍👍. Like the family member that wanted to sue me my husband and kids according to brian that's what he screamed to brian on the phone til I edited 1 blog post that had merely public info on it. (which doens't === me feeling safe in my family at all, and I don't) FORGIVEN. But I digress, I am a skateboarder, us skateboaders we ride life........................the past is past...............................(I'm more a scooter rider these days, but I used to skateboard off of merry go rounds, etc. and one day I went off the high school roof I am pretty 100% that's what I did, ended up in the hospital --------- whole day of morphine me hitting the morphine button ----------------- like some organ bleed some, bruised some, but was ok ------------- 3 entire bags of morphine later they cuttted me off - but by then I was ready to go to sleep...feeling great to).............................I'm saying I gots "skateboarder cred"...............

 Just cut my naturally curly hair, the "bixie" haircut - it worked.............








Holdin grudges is so "low vibrational" your like so forgiven by me all my enemies is even the apostolic christian church of america ones ya surrrrrrrre thing 👍👍👍👍👍👍. Like the family member that wanted to sue me my husband and kids according to brian that's what he screamed to brian on the phone til I edited 1 blog post that had merely public info on it. (which doens't === me feeling safe in my family at all, and I don't) FORGIVEN. But I digress, I am a skateboarder, us skateboaders we ride life........................the past is past...............................(I'm more a scooter rider these days, but I used to skateboard off of merry go rounds, etc. and one day I went off the high school roof I am pretty 100% that's what I did, ended up in the hospital --------- whole day of morphine me hitting the morphine button ----------------- like some organ bleed some, bruised some, but was ok ------------- 3 entire bags of morphine later they cuttted me off - but by then I was ready to go to sleep...feeling great to).............................I'm saying I gots "skateboarder cred"...............

I lived that internal organs bleeding

3 bags of morphine life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Matthew 6:14-15 "For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."
but like not feeling safe in your family is like not feeling safe in your family
you can forgive you family and keep a safe distance cause they don't feel safe
Matthew 6:10-12 "Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread.  And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors."
god's will
god's kingdom
involves MERCY
Luke 6:34-36 "And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive, what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again. But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall be great, and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil. Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful."
plus won't lie
naw
I shook lucifer's hand before I came to earth
and it's hidden in the binding contract albeit that is invisible with that handshake
that I'll forgive
move on
don't dwell on the bad things that have happened to me
honest
....................
think I'm fitting to buy a better scooter 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓