II am chill with eating bacon occasionally Galatians 2:19 "For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto God." I don't like bacon though I think it is icky.
I clean deleted my previous blog post, for the bible says (where I went offffffffffffffff about how upset I am with the catholic church) Proverbs 17:9 "He that covereth a transgression seeketh love; but he that repeateth a matter separateth very friends."
So anyways deleted a maybe good blog post and then put up this ------------ eh post.............................(deleted a post of me going off on how I hate bacon and how the law is fabulous to, I deleted that blog post to).
So 2 blog posts deleted, one fresh one that stinks, cause most of my blog posts lately have like none content. I'll add a song maybe that'll make it better...................................
Monday, February 25, 2019
I am chill with eating bacon occasionally Galatians 2:19 "For I through the law am dead to the law, that I might live unto God." I don't like bacon though I think it is icky..........................
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Sunday, February 17, 2019
A song at church rather popular has me thinking (this song has to do with the night ending) but if you/we are children of the light isn't that darkness supposed to be as if it doesn't even exist to us????????......................
A song at church rather popular has me thinking (this song has to do with the night ending) but if you/we are children of the light isn't that darkness supposed to be as if it doesn't even exist to us???????? Cause man there are some christian songs that talk about the night!!!!!!!!!!!! So much thought on the night out there.......................................I guess it's cause so much bad has happened to us all. But still seems odd that that would be even sung about at church (I mean the night, that the night would be sung about at church), but it is.
1 Thessalonians 5:5 "Ye are all the children of light, and the children of the day: we are not of the night, nor of darkness." 1 Thessalonians 5:5 talks about a darkness that exists right now aka "the night" "sheri you've done to good of a job going christian goth" hahahahahahahahahahah
There is a end to darkness..............Job 28:2-4 "Iron is taken out of the earth, and brass is molten out of the stone. He setteth an end to darkness, and searcheth out all perfection: the stones of darkness, and the shadow of death.The flood breaketh out from the inhabitant; even the waters forgotten of the foot: they are dried up, they are gone away from men." But uh that ain't for a long time from now, so all the christian songs that seemed "hyped" for the end of darkness..............perplex me some................cause darkness isn't about to end for a long time to come.
Isaiah 11
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Thursday, February 14, 2019
My works meet of repentance for this week.....and happy valentines day (but never forget everyday is a day of love : )....................
My works meet of repentance for this week.....and happy valentines day (but never forget everyday is a day of love : )....................this week crocheting for a charity in texas that gives headbands and bows to people in hospitals www.facebook.com/bowdazzling --- if you are interested in also crocheting for this charity they need headbands I used this pattern file:///D:/Downloads/2012TheGeniusHeadband.pdf
I really enjoyed this video, I think it is so relevant to the times we live in, a time when people are pretty concerned with their social media image (even if that is just a facebook image).
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Friday, February 8, 2019
Insecure about my looks and the battle continues.....but this is stupid I believe in headcovering................
Insecure about my looks and the battle continues.....but this is stupid I believe in headcovering James 1:8 "A double minded man is unstable in all his ways." I don't believe I am "double minded" clearly I believe in headcoverings BUT SEVERELLY INSECURE. Insecure and wanting to be accepted.................this is a blog post from a few weeks ago. I was suffering from all sorts of insecurities about my chubby face, which is fine, I'm like most women out there, insecure a bit that's rather common. (I'm about to try and have some side fringes of hair hanging out from my headcovering, there's a better answer to this here problem!!!!). I don't like to have both hair and makeup at the same time...............I feel I'm a "friend with the world" then. It's definately got to be one or the other, it's gotta be, hair and no makeup, or makeup and headcovering I believe (the headcovering separates me from the world). 2 Corinthians 6:17 "Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you."
Jesus did hang out with sinners, but jesus the bible says was "separate" Hebrews 7:26 "For such an high priest became us, who is holy, harmless, undefiled, separate from sinners, and made higher than the heavens;" "separate" from sinners does not mean jesus did not hang out with sinners, for he did spent time with tax collectors etc. But he was not like them.........that's what that means I believe.
For instance, if jesus drank 1 glass of wine, he stopped then ----------- he didn't drink 3 glasses of wine...............that is just for a example.
If jesus went to a rather "festive" shin dig......................jesus christ the lord did not party til the wee hours of 3-4 a.m. getting smashed drunk. I imagine jesus went to bed at what midnight at least. I don't believe the lord partied all night.
Luke 7:33-44
Made a you tube video discussing this stuff even further and my new tichel/hijab look is on this video.........https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HzA5HIIZUEU
For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God.
They have taken crafty counsel against thy people, and consulted against thy hidden ones.
16 And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols? for ye are the temple of the living God; as God hath said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people.
17 Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, saith the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you.
18 And will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord Almighty.
The marilyn monroe thing right pry not a good idea. Though I look like her............that would only be a good idea if I were getting impersonating jobs..............ya no luck.
But even that's problamatic for me, I have many photo's where there is 0 makeup on me, and I'm looking like marilyn. I don't just look like marilyn, I looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook like marilyn, further I enjoy it ๐ (I should pry put sad face emoji............but I do enjoy looking like marilyn)
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Tuesday, February 5, 2019
A way to love god (or allah for the muslims that could be reading this) IS TO even dress in a way that is pleasing to him........................we should not be "our own" if we are god's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................
You can do what you want.........................but it's false that people that are pro-hijab aren't feminists. From my viewpoint, many women out there are often posting up naked photo's of themselves on instagram (I see it happen near everyday, by some of the women I follow) or underwear pics also very popular on instagram. All those naked pictures, really cheapen women in my estimation. I know that these very same women believe they are not demeaning themselves and that they are upping their lot in life and how people view them...............(how they got that idea in their heads?????????????????). If you are a real feminist, a real real true feminists, you are going to care about the lot of women everywhere. THAT WOMEN ARE ABUSED HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE HIJAB...........................I guarantee it...................(unless we are talking about them removing the hijab, and wanting to dress like hoars ---- I don't think women should be beaten or killed for removing their hijabs or dressing like hoars............but the hijab itself is not the reason for the mistreatment they are experiencing). It could be their men stink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As simple as that!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let's not blame modest attire..........................modest attire does not make does not force men to beat women......................that is ridiculous to even suggest such a thing. --------------------- and this idea of "oppression" not wearing a hijab, is only "oppresion" for the women that want to dress like hoars!
And ok, there are women right that love to dress like hoars ok I've seen them, I've seen these women that take their hijab off and wear such skimpy clothing (not all of them, but a great many of them the bulk of them that is what they do from everything I've seen on you tube)............the solution isn't make all us modest women dress like hoars as well --------- what kind of solution is that??????????? Which is what I feel some of you people that are so convinced wearing hijab is oppression......................I feel it is your goal in life to "free" all the hijabee women..............help us to dress like hoars so that we are free. The real solution is to go move to rio de janero, or miami florida where many of the women are dressed very very scantily (if there are men there to marry, fine you get men the kinds that like the super skimpy clothing look which I don't think thems often "keepers", or maybe you find some skimpy clothed girl you fall in love with?...........which is a sin but I am saying you want to live skimpy.......I love gays and lesbians I ain't god god's ways isn't my ways!!!!! Isaiah 55:8................go live skimpy where the skimpy people live). Cause the muslim guys they most em like their womens clothed........................the muslim countries ain't rio de janero or miami florida.....................you need to move to rio de janero or miami florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not try and force women to remove their hijabs............cause you don't want to dress like a slut alone in your country and get jailed and beaten daily pry. ----------------------------- I can go at things from a more muslim viewpoint, from the spiritual side of things.........................IT ISN'T JUST CLOTHING...................using a christian bible verse but I'm rather muslim about my beliefs in many ways..................Romans 12:1 "I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service." YOU RIGHT MAY NOT BELIEVE IN GOD AT ALL (maybe you do, and you just might not be that devout of a muslim) but are our bodies to be our own, to do whatever we want with them, to wear whatever we would like??????????? NO. There is no prostitute attire that is a "holy, acceptable unto god..............." uh look!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What would god/allah want us to dress like HARLOTS LIKE PROSTITUTES FOR???????????????????? SURELY ALLAH/GOD WOULDN'T WANT US TO DRESS LIKE HARLOTS/PROSTITUTES!
And further if I tell you "oh go ahead girl wear prostitute super tight clothing that shows lot's of skin and take naked or in your underwear photo's of yourself and put them all over the internet" ----------- that right is your idea of me being a feminist then and caring HOW ON EARTH WOULD THAT BE ME CARING ABOUT YOU?????????????????????????????????????????? No caring about you is me saying to you.............girl respect yourself even if you ain't going to respect god cause maybe you hate him or don't believe in him. RESPECT YOURSELF................that is me caring about you. If muslim men is being mean to you............leave them. And if you are dressing like a hooker leave the muslim country to to miami florida, or rio de janero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't stay living at a place where you are probably going to get jailed and/or beaten daily cause you like to dress like a hoar, don't stay living there!!!! That is my caring. ------------------------------------- I don't understand you idea of what a caring girl would look like aka "please sister dress like a hoar all the time and demean yourself daily" I can't even comprehend that idea, that concept of "Caring" for someone. NO RESPECT YOURSELF DRESS MODEST!
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Friday, February 1, 2019
Works meet of repentance for this week, and why it is important when life gives you lemons to make lemonaide.........................
Works meet of repentance for this week, and why it is important when life gives you lemons to make lemonaide.........................
Update: my family now has a instant messaging "group chat" going and we say a few sentences of stuff to each other a week like 1-2 sentences.......................this is progress!!!!!!!!!!!!! Except my dad is not a part of this, my dad I HAD NO IDEA..............................I assumed when I e-mailed my mom that she would naturally tell her husband "the latest" -------- according to my dad that wasn't the case. Years later (my parents have lived far from me for over 18 years) my dad tells me that he never hears from me at all unless I call him on the telephone...............my parents got a new phone that's what my mom said, and they did not give me their new phone number. I have to insert a clause here, my parents haven't given me their new number yet it doesn't mean they ain't going to. (I have to put this clause in here because there are people out there that believe me to be a nasty ----------)
Fresh update, my mom just e-mailed me said there phone number is the same, well a few weeks ago my mom in a e-mail I swear said she got a "new phone"
well I translated that to mean she got a new phone like entirely with a new phone number!!!!!!!!!!!! But apparently she just literaly got a new phone.....................this is one of the many problems with family living away from their family for over 18 years.
But anyways back to making lemonaide and why that is important in life (my brother and sisters live away from me to, but my oldest half sister lives only 1 1/2 hour away....................I have a bit of family 1 1/2 hour away so that's good). It's very important when life gives you lemons - such as your family moving away from you 18 years ago...................................to make lemonaide for the sake of your mental health.
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