At the end of the day it isn't how much I am loved, or how little I am loved.......................but how much do I myself love the church, and people in general that is what is important at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......................

Update 7/29/2023 I'm breathing normal again, and the chest/broncial tube pain went away. My main garage sale finds for this weekend...........surprise I am a "weeb"...........like I'm obsessed with the country of Japan and have been for sometime  now, and I have begun watching the anime "Demon Slayer" the future "demon slayer" of the show didn't want to kill a demon............this anime has some real heart to it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

I'll pry watch this anime next of this shirt, 

1st I watch all of "Demon Slayer" 👍👍👍👍👍

I bought like 3-4 anime shirts at a garage sale today - the starbucks coffee cup at a garage sale today to

living my weeb dream life 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

my views are near nothing - but people have been really nice to me in my town lately

my latest attacker that tried to anniliate me view posts around the 7/29/2023 time zone on my blog them comment sections to find one or several people having attempted to utterly destroy me. 

I did bring it on myself in that  I do love lucifer

but I have no regrets

I'm myself these days

my weeb butt self.

(my latest painting)

At the end of the day it isn't how much I am loved, or how little I am loved.......................but how much do I myself love the church, and people in general that is what is important at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT I LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  I'm currently in the process of becoming a member of the apostolic christian church of america and the elder of the church gave me a assignment (we have a talk every month) to pinpoint my "shortcomings" and try and come up with solutions for them. 

  My biggest shortcoming ----------- I've had this problem where if someone wrongs me (I'll blow it up into this galactic thing).

  I'm good at eventually showing mercy, I've always sooner or later been real diligient about that...........Matthew 5:7 "Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy."

   The bible says..............Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
 I have came up with a solution to this here shortcoming.............to immediately pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I think someone wronged me - go pray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And to jump into the mindset to love them.....................to do good to them. (which I think I've definately have started "employing" this technique a bit)

  I think if I have a problem with someone...........if I'm going to talk to anybody about it..................I should go to the person that wronged me and them alone -------------- like skip the whole "evil speaking" scenario right. Matthew 18:15 "Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee, go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone: if he shall hear thee, thou hast gained thy brother." I have since discovered, I do appear to gain more respect that way. 

  Like for now on out...................................if I get upset with someone....................I'm going to take note of that for one.........then go pray, and then do some good - talk with them if I feel I need to (which oh boy..............................................likely a whole bunch of people going to be hearing from me at church often hahahahahahahahahh...................................................................................

way I see it, the bearing of good fruit uh athon right...............................will go along so much more smoothly if I just FORGIVE RIGHT OUT THE GATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mike one the pastors of my church often talks about the devil wanting people to not get along in the church.

  The devil surely doesn't want a church full of people LOVING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!! That is the goal though that we do love each other............John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." Which I think this is happening right now John 13:25 is!!!!!!! 

  The devil he has a short time on the earth the bible says................Revelation 12:12 "Therefore rejoice, ye heavens, and ye that dwell in them. Woe to the inhabiters of the earth and of the sea! for the devil is come down unto you, having great wrath, because he knoweth that he hath but a short time." I very much believe the devil is hard at work to divide especially churches...........he's not about to be able though to stop John 13:35 from happening!!!!!!!!!!! 

 LOVE

  

The power of thinking on the good.......................

Update 7/27/2023 there was a fire not far away recently, and it potentially burnt chemicals..................THE HORROR. Past few days I've been having a hard time breathing, my husband just came in the room with a oximeter, I'm getting enough oxygen into my system. My like bronchial tube is inflamed, my asthma is so fantastically bad right now ----- hit's off the inhaler do nothing really for me. What has been helping is drinking hot tea, hot coffee's, eating hot foods, and injesting tons of honey...........and not moving much, moving makes it worse.

sheri 2023 is off to take a nap...........says on the internet that an inflamed bronchial tube clears up in 7-10 days........................

there must've been some very bad chemicals in that building..................

(pot holders, and quilted table runners I sewed and am giving to 2 people at church tommorow - this is some the stuffs I sew, I definately have specific items I like to sew)

The power of thinking on the good......................Philippians 4:8 "Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." Somedays it seems there is no good, and I know this phenomina well................but even then I think there is good to think on.........if only the good that I am doing right now WHICH IS GOOD TO THINK ON!
   We all can bear good fruit...........................which in my estimation is IMMENSE GOOD TO THINK UPON!!!!!!!!! 
That this week I can bear good fruit and etc. etc. all us can do this.........instead of evil speaking work to love one another.............work to bear the good fruit!!!!!!!!!!!
Ephesians 4:30-32 "And grieve not the holy Spirit of God, whereby ye are sealed unto the day of redemption. Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

  Even if people around me, if they hate me right................I CAN LOVE THEM.....................not render choose not to render evil for evil!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Thessalonians 5:15 "See that none render evil for evil unto any man; but ever follow that which is good, both among yourselves, and to all men."

  However you can manage to "ever follow that which is good" BE ABOUT THAT......both among yourselves, and to all men.........DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If that's writting a letter to someone, or sewing them something, or calling them on the phone!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

   God is looking for fruit on this earth.......................it isn't worth sitting around um in some state of woe right cause of the things your enemies have went ahead and done yet again to you this week....................think on the good instead, don't let the evil that is in this world bog you down!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  I want to love people more, I want forgive more, I want to be more like jesus! (maybe some people out there don't want to bear good fruit????????????? BUT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!) I want to love people and not even have no more evil speaking come from my mouth ever again.............but good things Luke 6:45 "A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh."

  ---------------- that saying is the cup half empty or half full (if it's full of jesus - IT'S FULL!) We can do good, and love one another, and bear good fruit, follow jesus AND BE SAVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE

This world is so ruff to live in. 

sinead o'conner looks to be committed suicide year 2023 when I'm updating this blog post. 

we need to be kinder to one another

not all can even enter the narrow gate I BARELY AM MANAGING IT (getting rid of all my makeup and jewelry) 

Luke 13:24 "Strive to enter in at the strait gate: for many, I say unto you, will seek to enter in, and shall not be able."

 ---- could be their jobs preventing them from being able to enter "at the strait gate"?

--------- could be their REPUTATIONS like high up reputations I'm saying that they don't feel they can afford to loose

it could be some people think they need

worldly tv

and makeup

and maybe for the time being THEY DO FOR THEIR MENTAL HEALTH

such a ruff world we live in

I don't find this world to oftentimes be very "compassionate" oftentimes it can be a really cold place. 

the heeding of man made rules and regulations will not be what makes a person holy, it'll be their actions..............

In the event people stop attacking me for a minute this is the blog post to "reference" why I am cussing myself out or part of it and the attacks on me surrounding this post in comment sections cause it was over a few days.................whether by 1 person or several people ganged up on me I am not even sure????????................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/some-christian-just-commented-on-my.html

Sheri die bi--- your jealous of your super model sister aimee jaxheimer and it burns you everyday of your life you satan loving hater jealous bi-------------- go fuc=- die b--------------...................

I gonna let aimee know I'm sorry for being so abusive that I am unable to stop being a abusive b------ cause I love satan and now need god to finally kill me so that I'll go to hell...........pry soon so...................

cause look 

at this nasty bi------------ abusing her family shit sheri die you nasty sh--- a-- bitch die 

stop it you nasty mosther fu-----g cunt sucker shseri god damn you b----h

the heeding of man made rules and regulations will not be what makes a person holy, it'll be their actions..............the apostolic christian church of america is a touch convinced looks to be that "members owning televisions, sisters cutting their hair and wearing pants" this stuffs is bad bad bad bad real sinful right. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Talk:Apostolic_Christian_Church
   Matthew 15:8-9 "This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me. But in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men."
  Now that all said..........................I believe in showing mercy..........................I believe people can change, I sure have....................I am certain there are still old blog posts on my blog that likely would not paint me in the bestestest light! I realize POTENTIALLY the bulk of the sisters right now...............
don't wear wedding rings
wear nylons
don't cut their hair ever
don't ever wear pants not even at home
 Hear me out though.........................you can do those things, but they won't make you holier then everyone else on earth. Faith is action for one............................you gotta do good works........................heeding a bunch of man made buisiness won't help you probably.
if I weared pants inside my house DID I HARM MY SOUL IN THAT - no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
James 2:17 "Even so faith, if it hath not works, is dead, being alone."

  whether you get a trim on the ends of your hair (in portland there are sisters that appear to refuse ever getting haircuts like it's hardcore)

  You good works, and love, and bowels of mercies..............this is the stuffs that actually matters. Colossians 3:12-13 "Put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering; Forbearing one another, and forgiving one another, if any man have a quarrel against any: even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye."

  I'm reminding the church to do good basically................whether you wear pants inside your house or not will not help your salvation along IT WILL NOT. 

  I myself am keeping wearing my wedding rings for 100% ----- I don't think not wearing wedding rings is helping anybodies salvation along either! Cause I'm good looking : ) 

  You all though most all the sisters of the apostolic christian church of america can keep on not wearing wedding rings, not wearing pants ever, wearing gag nylons all the time........heck make up a few more man made rules add to the pile even if you want..................but remember what is important..................that we forgive one another love one another, yea love all men!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 Thessalonians 3:12 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you:"

   Volunteering at the foodbank tonight - I am looking forward to it, I actually enjoy it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really do, there's a lot of really nice people that volunteer there...................it's often a fun time for me..........pretty well everytime! 

pic of my lats this week : ) bulking back up again.............I all scrany'd down for a bit there...................MY VEGETARIAN DAYS ARE NOW OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm never going back to eating meat like several times a week like I once did..............but I find eating a burger 2-3 times a week does help me maintain said epic amount of muscles : )

pic of my garden so far, it's about to get a bit bigger (haven't added the ollies - fancy watering contraptions made out of milk jugs - yet either)

LOVE

Video blog post: I am convinced "works meet of repentance" are important..................

Update 7/21/2023 you christians will have to do much better in your anniliation of sheri for god/jesus cause SHE IS STILL BREATHING!

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/sheri-you-arent-1-real-estate-sign.html

CAUSE SHE CLEARLY CAN'T READ THE ONLY VERSE IN THE BIBLE IS THIS ONE...............

Deuteronomy 20:16-18 New International Version (NIV)

However, in the cities of the nations the LORD your God is giving you as an inheritance, do not leave alive anything that breathes. Completely destroy them—the Hittites, Amorites, Canaanites, Perizzites, Hivites and Jebusites—as the LORD your God has commanded you.

CHRISTIANITY ISN'T A RELIGION ABOUT LOVE

it's a religion about destroying utterly off the face of the earth

the hittites, amorites, canaanites, perizzites, hivites and jebusites

SHERI DON'T KNOW HOW TO READ THAT STUPID BISH!!!!!!!!!!

I am convinced "works meet of repentance" are important. Today at church one the pastors read...............Luke 3:8 "Bring forth therefore fruits worthy of repentance, and begin not to say within yourselves, We have Abraham to our father: for I say unto you, That God is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham." "fruits" that entails loving each other, but also I think it also entails some good works to..........cause if you love people your going to do some good out there!!!!!! That's what I recogn!!!!!!! Next few verses down talk about doing good works.................which is a way to bear "fruits worthy of repentance"...................
Luke 3:9-11 "And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: every tree therefore which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. And the people asked him, saying, What shall we do then? He answereth and saith unto them, He that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none; and he that hath meat, let him do likewise."

   I have came to believe that it is very important to "maintain" good works (not like copious amounts right but some) works "meet of repentance"

Revelation 2:5 "Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent."

Titus 3:14 "And let our's also learn to maintain good works for necessary uses, that they be not unfruitful."

This week I gave the church coffee stirrers 1000 of them : ) (they didn't have the knives out today, maybe they's using them at silverton I HOPE SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) I will be's maintaining good works, so that my lampstand has light!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I once was in complete darkness and I didn't enjoy that at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I prefer to be in christ jesus like a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

LOVE

seashell painting giveaway (ended)..........................

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I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!...............

Udate 7/20/2023 was attacked a ton this week more then usual................my mental health has took a real bad turn for the worse...............

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/07/i-was-attacked-more-today-keep-going-my.html

now am donating more money to the apostolic christian church of america just to have something not negative to focus on or try. (the church my parents had a pastor marry them - they weren't allowed to get married at the apostolic christian church of america due to my dad being married when they all started dating etc. - WHICH ISN'T ME BEATING DOWN OR ATTACKING MY PARENTS - it's what really happened) I'm not a attacking people bish like I'm being called..........just because I don't always agree with people doesn't mean I'm "attacking them" trying to "destroy them" like people are not only trying to destroy me THEY ARE WINNING, THEY ARE SUCCEEDING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NOT WELL ANYMORE AND I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE I DON'T WANT TO BE ON A EARTH WHERE THERE IS NO LOVE

pry going to acca church this is sheri 7/20/2023 which pry is a big mistake since how I'm not so liked there. But that is the only church that feels like family to me.............though I not only don't believe heed or follow or want to follow "commandments of men" I rather piss on "commandments of men" 

but I like their efforts to walk the narrow way

straight and narrow is the way to heaven

I am like marilyn monroe

nowhere to go "when the rain set in" - probably not

2 my fave skirts............good length.

I prefer to wear modest attire these days - we are all judged by how we look, this is how it is in society!!!!!! (I snooped on my old church cause it was real easy while I was on facebook yesterday - click) AND THEIR YOUTH IN A PICTURE WERE ALL WEARING jeans and short skirts!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can give the link to it without getting in no copyright trouble............click.................https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.625990717456701.1073741837.525585044163936&type=1
  Bottom pic on link above they all are wearing short skirts and jeans - it was not like that at all when I went to that church. The short skirts don't really make the whole "we are walking the narrow way right now" thing uh appear to be the case! With those short skirts those girls could be heading to the saturday night disco place about to - move and groove. I have no idea what the smith's friends believe these days.....................but what I do see because I am a touch snoopy.............is how they are dressing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  If you are going to follow jesus everyday and put the work into that, in my opinion you want to get credit for that, be sure you are wearing modest attire..............................

   Like yesterday........................(every now and then I'll think I want to watch tv right) and I thought I wanted to watch tv.............I'd describe this phenomina like craving a snack in the refrigerator.............or better yet.............................craving a candy bar in the snack drawer YOU CLEAN KNOW THAT CANDY BAR IS REAL BAD FOR YOU! But I couldn't do it............besides I watched news..........................I wrestlllllllllllllllllled myself yesterday, turn on the tv, then I'd be like 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. Then I'd turn it on again 4-5 minutes later NAW NAW turn it off. 

  People judge each other on how we look, that's just how it is on this earth right. As I told 3 pastors yesterday HECK YA I wear the apostolic christian church of america prayer doily everyday.........................but it's the entire image.............the long skirts (when I go to the gym I shoot for wearing a skirt that hits just below the knee - that's as far as a skirt can go and I still be able to work out on all the equipment) You don't want to put in the kind of effort to follow jesus I do.................................AND THEN BE THOUGHT OF BY THE WORLD AT LARGE AS A FRIEND OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

   I am completely unable to watch tv anymore THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!! because I've been telling god in prayer lately that I am completely done with idolatry, I am smart enough to know that celebrities are modern day idols. And I am of jewish heritage..........well many a time in the old testiment the jews (my ancestors) got all interested in the idolatry in the lands they were in...............it was always really bad for them in the end. Ezekiel 6:9 "And they that escape of you shall remember me among the nations whither they shall be carried captives, because I am broken with their whorish heart, which hath departed from me, and with their eyes, which go a whoring after their idols: and they shall lothe themselves for the evils which they have committed in all their abominations." IDOLATRY ===== NOT A GOOD PLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Guys don't whistle at me everytime I step out of my door like they used to..............that's fine!!!!!!!!! I am happily married!!!!!!!!! 

  I know though those are young kids in that pic in the link above and those young kids they love the slinky short buisiness, I know that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I hope they know the image that they are actually "putting across" when they are dressing like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope you alls week is going good. 

LOVE