I'm not feeling good today, and it takes more bravery then ever for me to not only go to church, just to do a day anymore I've been so beat down for so long. A few times praised and worshipped and told them please don't do that I ain't god...........but mostly beat down. Bible is true it's not a war against "flesh and blood" though it's flesh and blood speaking badly about me OFTEN TO MY FACE............it's flesh and blood beating me down every now and then attacking me on my blog (hasn't happened for awhile I'm sure it's about to happen again for jesus of course it's always christians trying to destroy me into a bloody pulp to oblivion)............................

 I'm not feeling good today, and it takes more bravery then ever for me to not only go to church, just to do a day anymore I've been so beat down for so long. A few times praised and worshipped and told them please don't do that I ain't god...........but mostly beat down. Bible is true it's not a war against "flesh and blood" though it's flesh and blood speaking badly about me OFTEN TO MY FACE............it's flesh and blood beating me down every now and then attacking me on my blog (hasn't happened for awhile I'm sure it's about to happen again for jesus of course it's always christians trying to destroy me into a bloody pulp to oblivion)............................

but why

because they feel threatened by me

not the humans

------------------ not the humans

but I quit lucifer in some sense I done fighting

I fitting to listen to some probably joel osteen diamond paint

after napping again cause I feel right now that I'm on the brink of death actually

.....................room spinning

drank some water with salt in it cause maybe saunaing last night wasn't the plan and all the electrolights have left my body???????????????????

and bad diahrea which often also happens to me when I'm experiencing "heat exhaustion" 

I DON'T KNOW MUCH WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT

i DON'T EVEN SPEAK ABOUT YOUR "SECRETS" ON MY BLOG ANYMORE LUCIFER

but the reality is worse then they know

cause most em are trapped

they think they free - they trapped

trapped "debtors to the flesh" 

Romans 8:11-13 "But if the Spirit of him that raised up Jesus from the dead dwell in you, he that raised up Christ from the dead shall also quicken your mortal bodies by his Spirit that dwelleth in you. Therefore, brethren, we are debtors, not to the flesh, to live after the flesh. For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live."

  When you are "set free" by jesus

you no longer have to have makeup on

or nice perfect hairdo

or new house

new car

name brand or "stylish" clothing

you also pry won't have friends then either if you are poor

and you'll be hated by all men

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

 The credit card time will pry end for you following jesus sooner or later (some people need to use credit cards I realize). 

jesus yolk is light

the worlds yolk is heavy one where you must have tight skin on your face and be skinny and dress stylish and drive nice car have nice home etc. etc. 

Matthew 11:30 "For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

Lucifer has to use humans to attack me because my way of life is a threat to "the system" 

except while your reading this lucifer I done said..............................

I likes mansions, nice cars, yachts

I ain't into attacking pastors that live wealthy

they will have to stand in front of god someday - it isn't my job to harsh their lives 

I think it could be ok to enjoy and have a nice yacht for example

maybe a few mansions to

but be in the word of god is my plot and have my heart on the things of above that I not be overtaken by the things of this earth

1 Corinthians 7:31 "And they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away."

 I don't know how to make it clearly I'm done fighting you lucifer and your men..........it's over. 

You are my buddies 

and that's where you is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you and your men should help me out not send more chrsitians to attack me more!

I peace time with you lucifer and your men

I peacetime!!!!!!!!! for good!!!!!!!!!!!

I never enjoyed fighting any war against any fallen angels the day I had to fight one, and flung him across the room he hit the window and I heard his arm break...........................I'm saddened by that day TO THIS DAY!

i DIDN'T WANT TO FIGHT NO WAR

AGAINST FALLEN ANGELS OR CHRUCHES THAT HATE ME

I wanted friends

I wanted to fit in

I wanted to be able to sleep at night

I do sleep well most nights fortunately 😁

I understand I am a "target" I understand that

you give your life to jesus for reals not "tee hee" style you are a target then and you will be attacked probably 

maybe it's over my being attacked?

my ptsd ain't over

I'm weary of most this earth

I'm weray of the next time a christian cause it's always christians is going to attack me for their lord jesus christ

1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway."
I needs to never again do marijuanna, not be drinking but small glass of wine only wine bibbing!!!!!!!!!!!! I can do parties lucifer, I can wear fancy gowns, I can own mansions and yachts etc and even enjoy those things...................

because jesus set me free. 

what freedom in christ should not be freedom to do ------------

backbite

gossip

hate

envy

do drugs

be drunk

that's the main list I feel. 

and I'm better of not doing that list of things a person set free by jesus shouldn't do ANYWAYS!

SO i AGREE WITH GOD/JESUS AND THE BIBLE

I peace time for good 

with you and your men lucifer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT DOES A FOOL GOT TO DO TO HAVE PEACE WITH THE EARTH?????????? CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BE AT ANY TYPE OF WAR WITH ANYBODY ANYWHERE 

REALIZE MOST HATE ME

REALIZE THAT 

I REALIZE THAT

TIRED

BEAT DOWN ENOUGH I AM 

MAYBE DIEING RIGHT NOW????????????????

FEEL SICK AT THE BRINK