2-3 sundays ago I chatted with the main sunday school teacher at the vancouver heights united methodist church and told her I also was a sunday school teacher and talked "shop" with her as the kids say and then it was like a week later announced that that lead sunday school teacher is now retiring. "Vancouver Heights United Methodist Church" I cannot be a sunday school teacher for you. Because I love lucifer and his men, maybe it's the people that have attacked me in my life that have convinced me I'm worthless trash???????? And I don't feel ripped of holy spirit like I did back then mega called of god to be a sunday school teacher at the moment, back then I thought I was just getting a "sunday school teacher job" at the job interview I felt god's presence and holy spirit ripppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppped through me - and I was like whoa this is more then a job ok ok god.............................and it clean that second quitted being merely a job and became so much more then that for me. That god had selected me to help bring many kids to jesus................

2-3 sundays ago I chatted with the main sunday school teacher at the vancouver heights united methodist church and told her I also was a sunday school teacher and talked "shop" with her as the kids say and then it was like a week later announced that that lead sunday school teacher is now retiring. "Vancouver Heights United Methodist Church" I cannot be a sunday school teacher for you. Because I love lucifer and his men, maybe it's the people that have attacked me in my life that have convinced me I'm worthless trash????????  And I don't feel ripped of holy spirit like I did back then mega called of god to be a sunday school teacher at the moment, back then I thought I was just getting a "sunday school teacher job" at the job interview I felt god's presence and holy spirit ripppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppped through me - and I was like whoa this is more then a job ok ok god.............................and it clean that second quitted being merely a job and became so much more then that for me. That god had selected me to help bring many kids to jesus................

that's what happened to me

and it was the most "different" job interview I had ever went to in my life

cause it went fast from me thinking I was merely trying to get a job

to 

called of god 1 billion trillion million infinity to bring jesus into childrens lives

I ain't sure god's wanting much from me right now?

besides to tithe

I know they know I was a sunday school teacher

the lead sunday school teacher at that of a mega church (not the typical sunday school teacher job - I supervised all the other sunday school teachers)

I LOVE JESUS YES

BUT I ALSO LOVE LUCIFER AND HIS MEN THAT SHOULD DISQUALIFY ME IN YOUR BRAINS!

and mostly I just don't feel like ripped of the holy spirit for that like I did back in the day

maybe the holy spirit will grip me intensely to do that job again?????????

He hasn't yet. 

(my advice, since how most of the vancouver heights united methodist church is senior citizens that likely don't have the energy to teach sunday school -------------- me in my 50's myself as if I have tons of energy I don't) 

go to churches

put up flyers at various churches

with a sunday school teacher job posting

or a ad on craigslist

there's tons of young people able

I BELIEVE IN THEM! 

Am I still able sure I was the best of the best since how I have a art degree I every single time taught a lession that revolved around craft time - ya I'm still the best of the best. 

but I also 

wait on god

I wait on god

you going be mad at me

but I want on god

I heard your sermon today that people need to volunteer to be a part of "community" I heard it

but I am on god's timing

god's will for my life

I wait

I wait til I'm ripped of the holy spirit

I wait

if that happens great I'll teach sunday school again pry

til then............................

honest I feel "called of god" to something that just would upset everyone

nobody wants me to be the future amy grant nobody

my mom tried to tell me my voice was nothing special

I never believed it

my grandma was 3rd in the world for yodeling

I got her vocal cords

something way beyond the norm

I love music

why would I love music so much for nothing??????????????????

I BELIEVE IT'S FOR A REASON. 

............if that's in the cards for me - maybe not

either way

I'm into waiting to be lead by the holy spirit

waiting for god to give me some "green light"

(he's given me 1 😈 - the devil, god gave me the green light with the devil..............maybe nobody believes me that I'm in the bible right now - that I'm literally written in the bible???????????) 

see

being lead by the holy spirit

it might not be "on the daily" 

IT MIGHT BE THAT DAY YOU WERE AT A SUNDAY SCHOOL TEACHER JOB INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Romans 8:14

For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.

it might be that one day THAT ONE DAY when I or you were at a sunday school teacher job

and the holy spirit ripppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppped through me

and the presence of god was way with me that day

telling me

sheri WE NEED YOU TO BRING CHILDREN TO JESUS

....................it was a tiring job but I did enjoy it

pretty easy job for me truth be known

like tiring but easy

I get along with kids

I don't get along with adults often

............................................ps.....................the church did ring the bell today..........the clang style bell ringing. I personally like the more melody style bells when they ring them..........the clang style I feel like I'm a car crash and not a human being all the sudden. That just might be me though? 

maybe they all enjoy when they ring the bells "clang style"?????????????????

I LITERALLY DON'T KNOW?

I don't feel the need or desire to be a christian people like or love

I wait instead on god

and forgo popularity

I forgo that

people hate me

I'm chill with that

I'm going with lucifer when he get's here I DO FEEL LEAD BY THE HOLY SPIRIT TO GO WITH LUCIFER WHEN HE GETS HERE - I am called of god to go with lucifer

I believe lucifer will bring "the morning" 

judgement to the body of christ

that needs to happen

Isaiah 14:12 "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!"

  I know lucifer, he respects god, he isn't different then what I call "the scorpion kings" 

Colossians 1:16

King James Version

16 For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him:

you can't tell me "it's blaphemy" to believe and say that I believe and know lucifer, satan the devil has some type of "call of god" on on his life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW IT'S THE CASE COLOSSIANS 1:16 I KNOW HOW TO READ. 

and I know 

i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww lucifer has a "call of god" upon his heart

I KNOW IT

i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww it

are some just for "common purposes" - yes

not lucifer not satan not the devil no he wasn't created for "common use"!!!!!!!!

Romans 9:21 "Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for special purposes and some for common use?"

though kings james version...................

Romans 9:21

King James Version

21 Hath not the potter power over the clay, of the same lump to make one vessel unto honour, and another unto dishonour?

well I don't believe lucifer is without honour

no 

though the bible seems to believe he is without honour

but I don't believe that

if he walks up to jesus on the day of armageddon

and let's jesus smite him on the cheek which is what is basically going to happen

lucifer is going to walk up to jesus all nice and polite

and jesus is going to with some sword of his mouth ..............kapow

a honourable leader will/would show up for armaddedon and lucifer is going to show up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!