I actually have some "proof" that I am a Jew and not just 100% brittish on my dad's side of the family like my family believes themselves to be on my dad's side of the family including my model sister. I like got baptised right (parents forced me to get baptised cause I was demon possessed badly sleep walking most nights for awhile - but you know whilst POSSESSED) and then post getting baptised I went waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay into the occult.....................I WAS ABLE TO FULL REPENT AND FIND THE MERCY OF GOD BUT THE BIBLE SAYS THAT ISN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN USUALLY Hebrews 6:6 "If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame." but if your a jew...................things are different.................

  I actually have some "proof" that I am a Jew and not just 100% brittish on my dad's side of the family like my family believes themselves to be on my dad's side of the family including my model sister. I like got baptised right (parents forced me to get baptised cause I was demon possessed badly sleep walking most nights for awhile - but you know whilst POSSESSED) and then post getting baptised I went waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay into the occult.....................I WAS ABLE TO FULL REPENT AND FIND THE MERCY OF GOD BUT THE BIBLE SAYS THAT ISN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN USUALLY Hebrews 6:6 "If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame." but if your a jew...................things are different.................
   Romans 11:23-27 "And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be grafted in: for God is able to graft them in again. For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into their own olive tree? For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in. And so all Israel shall be saved: as it is written, There shall come out of Sion the Deliverer, and shall turn away ungodliness from Jacob: For this is my covenant unto them, when I shall take away their sins."
  And if you want to try and argue with me that my baptism was fake - it wasn't because the pastor made me like triple swear that I accept Jesus as my Lord and Savior and was willing to follow him all the days of my life. Which I was willing...................
Matthew 26:41 "Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."
 Before I was baptised I hadn't never had the holy spirit dwelling inside of me
post baptism I was holy spirit filled Acts 1:8 "But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth."

All you gentile believers

you can't afford to get sloppy like I did

THANK GOD I AM A JEW!!!!!!!!!!!

(cause that was dangerous stuffs my parents forcing me at the age of 13 to get baptised so that I wouldn't be demon possessed anymore - which their plot did work) 

but moreso

I believe myself to be part native american and/or likely hispanic on my dad's side of the family as well

my proofs

my skin is quite a bit darker then my mom

who got mad at me for saying my great grandpa on my dad's side of the family is a full blooded native american though I am the one not her that has seen pics of great grandma!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my skin is much darker then my mom's

much darker

maybe I am not related to Jack Ruby

merely a distant relative of marilyn monroes

maybe grandpa did tell me some lies in the 8th grade on the telephone

but I'm not 100% brittish on my dad's side of the family - no

I am a jew

that is why I'm still holy spirit filled

to this day!

If I was a gentile, who knows how bad things would've been for me, I surely wouldn't of been a christian right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 6:6 "If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame."  There's gentile believers out there falling away from the faith and THAT'S IT FOR THEM!!!!!!!!!!! WHICH IS FANTASTICALLY SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 Thessalonians 2:3

Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;

  Most people reading this blog post are either going to fall away, or have already fallen away. 

Ecclesiastes 1:18 "For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow."

  This bible verse I'd like to zone in on to.........................

Hebrews 12:16-18 "Lest there be any fornicator, or profane person, as Esau, who for one morsel of meat sold his birthright. For ye know how that afterward, when he would have inherited the blessing, he was rejected: for he found no place of repentance, though he sought it carefully with tears. For ye are not come unto the mount that might be touched, and that burned with fire, nor unto blackness, and darkness, and tempest," I theorize esau must've been a gentile and not a Jew - only theories. Cause he sought repentance CAREFULLY WITH TEARS..................and he wasn't able to acheive repentance. 

  Well what about Judas Iscariot

what about Cain in the bible

those men also seemed they weren't able to repent!!!!!!!!

Matthew 27:1-5 "When the morning was come, all the chief priests and elders of the people took counsel against Jesus to put him to death: And when they had bound him, they led him away, and delivered him to Pontius Pilate the governor. Then Judas, which had betrayed him, when he saw that he was condemned, repented himself, and brought again the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and elders, Saying, I have sinned in that I have betrayed the innocent blood. And they said, What is that to us? see thou to that. And he cast down the pieces of silver in the temple, and departed, and went and hanged himself." If Judas had really really repented, really was "in the place of repentance" I don't think he would've killed himself...................................

for 1

what does suicide have to do with a willingness to serve god???????????????

I realize there are many chrisitans out there that believe that people that commit suicide are going to heaven (and I think it could be a "case by case" thing with god, maybe some of them needed for instance medication badly that they were not on when they commited suicide.................I would think that could potentially be a way someone could commit suicide and still be saved, BUT they'd have to be really really insane) They'd have to be super insane, and having should've been on their medication very badly..................

maybe they couldn't afford their medication?????????????

  But Judas commited suicide........................and the very act of suicide especially in this instance....................is proof that he didn't experience a "full repentance" 

  What he experienced was some guilt. Some feeling guilty that he did a "bad thing" - a guilt so strong that led him to kill himself....................

I feel for him

as does god......................

Mark 14:21 "The Son of man indeed goeth, as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born."

My mom when she told me to "shut up" a few blog posts ago.......that she's tired of my bs...........

THAT WAS HER REPLYING TO THAT BLOG POST TO ME SAYING GREAT GRANDMA ON DAD'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY WAS A FULL BLOODED NATIVE AMERICAN

but my skin is quite a bit darker then my mom's

they can say they are 100% brittish people all they want

my life

says

I'm a Jew at least!

AT LEAST AND I LOVE IT I LOVE BEING A JEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHO WANTS TO BE LEFT IN THE LAND OF UNREPENTANCE AFTER MESSING UP???????????????????

NOBODY PRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT CAIN

NOT JUDAS

NOT ESAU

NOT LUCIFER PROBABLY NOT

ETC.

Hebrews 6:6 "If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame." ------------- that's so tragic and horrible!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Genesis 49:24-26

King James Version

24 But his bow abode in strength, and the arms of his hands were made strong by the hands of the mighty God of Jacob; (from thence is the shepherd, the stone of Israel:)

25 Even by the God of thy father, who shall help thee; and by the Almighty, who shall bless thee with blessings of heaven above, blessings of the deep that lieth under, blessings of the breasts, and of the womb:

26 The blessings of thy father have prevailed above the blessings of my progenitors unto the utmost bound of the everlasting hills: they shall be on the head of Joseph, and on the crown of the head of him that was separate from his brethren.

I can't imagine the horror probably most people are going through right now......................

I literally can't

but I try

does this song choice seem odd??????

hahahahaha

not to me it ain't

(but my mention of my grandma on dad's side the family being full blooded native american

1 I saw her pic she sure looked native american and great grandpa the pics I saw of him he was wearing native american chief style headdressings - them fluffy things on the sides of his head I don't know what those are called they like what 10 inches long and white and fluffy um??????

and I wanted to not look like such a jew

cause I was trying not to get kidnapped to israel

but

my mom ruined them plans

now I'm just out as a jew

I DON'T SHARE MY FAMILIES VIEW THAT I'M 100% BRITTISH ON MY DAD'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY

AND DUE TO MY DARK SKIN THAT IS DARKER THEN MY MOMS

I DO NOT BELIEVE I AM FULL OF BS EITHER

THAT AND I'M STILL A CHRISITAN

AND AM HOLY SPIRIT FILLED

(I JUST QUIT TALKING TO MY FAMILY I CAN'T TALK TO THEM WITHOUT FIGHTING WITH THEM ANYMORE)

Romans 12:18

If it be possible, as much as lieth in you, live peaceably with all men.

Being a "Jew" though is more then a race thing................

Revelation 2:9 "I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them which say they are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan."
Revelation 3:9 "Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee."

  The Jews race wise of Revelations 2:8 and 3:9 are jews race wise.......................BUT JEW BEING A JEW TURNS OUT IS MORE THEN A RACE

FOR THESE VERSES SAY THEY AIN'T JEWS

but they claim they are well dna wise they probably are

but 

them jews are the "synagogue of satan" - THEY DON'T WANT TO REPENT EVER NOT THESE TYPE OF JEWS THAT SAY THEY ARE JEWS BUT THEY ARE NOT!!!!!!!!!

I AM A JEW

I REPENTED

AND WHEN I FALL SHORT 

I REPENT AGAIN

1 John 1:9

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

THIS ACTIVITIES COMBINED WITH ME LITERALLY BEING A JEW

FOR I AFTER BEING BAPTISED NOT ONLY WENT INTO THE OCCULT

I WAS CLEAN DRINKING COWS BLOOD PEOPLE

I WAS DRINKING COWS BLOOD

AND PRICKING MY WRISTS TO DRAIN OUT DROPS OF MY OWN BLOOD ON A ALTER

......................AND THEN I REPENTED 

FOUND REPENTANCE CAUSE I AM A JEW

AND WAS FORGIVEN

DELIVERED

BEING CLEANSED, 

STILL BEING CLEANED

IT IS A PROCESS

Isaiah 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool."

I am not full of bs

I most definately have to be a JEW

and a real jew at that