Update 1/2/2025 your hate for me should take a break.................
right now people are being killed badly in gaza.................
Gaza Soup Kitchen
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Update 1/1/2025 The witch hunt of me has gone to far this post is one of the "popular posts" at the moment the most obscure post from 2013 so intense is the hatred for me. This post isn't even tagged about black people but people want to label me a racist so badly.................just trash me in anyway possible...............because a few days ago I weared dreads and talked about it, and said I ain't chill with the idea that black people I am not a racist I don't hate any races of people. I'm not chill with the idea of dreadlocks being banned by black people for all other races of people.........................some of find value in dreads............
tape ins tear hair - even if your careful taking them out
any clip in hair pieces cause traction alopecia and neither these options are "protective hairstyles"
black people have claimed ownership on most of the "protective hairstyles" meanwhile I'm going bald
instead of you carrying about me going bald
your looking for reasons to label me a racists..............
this the latest post that's got pychopath haters looking for posts like this one to try and prove that I am a racist MY BLOG IS ABOUT LOVING PEOPLE
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2024/12/god-dont-bless-everything-i-unknowingly.html
you see my scalp you see how bad it is oh it's worse then what it even looks
and the horrible thing is
some portland black people were so mean to me when I did wear dreads I quitted it
but I think dreads helped
it helped to not be brushing my hair for a few days
yes 1 braid or 2 braid style also is a "protective style" but ------------- for that I have to use gel to make it so the braid lasts a few days................so the usage of gel having to use gel is bad for my hair in my estimation
dreadlocks I don't have to use gel I braid them in they last up to a month
and all you want to do all you whether christian or not is hate on me label me a racist you love to label me a racist cause
witch
satan worshipper
jezebel
all them labels aren't enough you hate me so bad for your lord jesus or your lord allah or whoever your lord is
THAT'S HORRIBLE
my whole damn blog is about loving people but you so fiend to label me a racists you fiend for it most of you are weird fiend pycho's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do I feel loved by most black people - no
do I feel loved by most muslims - no
am I a racist hell no
do I have to agree with the ban of dreads for everyone that isn't black no and I don't agree with it and that don't make me a racist I AM CURRENTLY GOING BALD
HEARTLESS SOB'S
Black Lives Matter Movement
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here's analytics on my blog that usually only bloggers see but I'm letting you all know this is how much people hate me..........and they appear to want to attack me bad right now...............cause some these blog posts that are popular right now aren't the type of posts I would think that people that really love me would view (problem this witch hunt of me has gone on non-stop and nobody believes me that I was treated poorly at the apostolic christian church of america and ran crying to the bathroom several times ONLY BECAUSE I'M HATED THAT MUCH)...........................
Update 2/4/2023 watched wakanda forever today, it mentioned "ancestors" many african americans mention ancestors on Tik Tok. I worry for them................
Leviticus 19:31 "Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I am the Lord your God." -------- Is having ancestors that you speak to the same as having "familiar spirits"???????????????? My super model little sister had many dead family members speak to her when she was little. I do not know if they are speaking to her anymore??????????????
(went to the zoo today, these beavers were wrestling each other)
I love the apostolic christian church of america I actually do.............................though I am not a member yet. (they have put up with a lot from me...............)
SHERI 2023 - elder of the church chewed me out for like 30 minutes one day said I was the worst person ever - he kept yelling that at me even after I was crying on the floor. Said I could NEVER become a member of the apostolic christian church of america (which I really didn't want to become a member, my husband refused to quit going and a few times people had been so mean to me I went to the bathroom crying - which feelings are ok to have and I do have them) I knew I didn't believe their "commandments of men" so there was NO WAY I would ever be able to become a member of their church I was right.............the same elder is the main elder of oregon cities apostolic christian church of america and silvcerton JOHN WIEGAND, why because he loves commandments of men with alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll his soul and heart. So of course they want to keep him as their leader probably his whole life.
It's not a perfect church..........................no church is.
Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."
----------------------- I was telling 3 pastors tonight
There is a person in my life that has in the past told me "you know they are all talking probably badly about you at church behind your back" those words just crawled up in my brains right.
could there be people at church that talk about me or think less of me in someway..............let me answer that.................
Ya I am the scirge of the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 Corinthians 4:13 "Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day."
I've started to instead of honing in on this idea that I am the scirge of the earth, that people might be talking badly about me...............................to look to gods word and work much harder to think upon what god's word says about me that I ain't greater or lesser I think then anybody else..........pretty sure about this.............(like when the bible says my vocation is first it must mean like in like just you know rank or something???????????? ummmmmm PRETTY SURE!)
1 Corinthians 4:6-7 "And these things, brethren, I have in a figure transferred to myself and to Apollos for your sakes; that ye might learn in us not to think of men above that which is written, that no one of you be puffed up for one against another.For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hadst not received it?"
Like a fellow laborer....................Philemon 1:24 "Marcus, Aristarchus, Demas, Lucas, my fellow labourers." if you are a "fellow labourer" of christ jesus's there is no difference from one to the other.................like a worker is a worker n'stuff I'm pretty sure about this, even if the labor you do for the lord um is just like what a e-mail a week, a phone call to someone to fellowship.
But back to my point, like being a apostle................you count!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya we are 1 Corinthians 4:13 "Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day." true true true so true that is it's ridiculous!
But I count.............and even if there's some "talk" about me........................I'm actually sure that I am loved.
Am I the most popular hahahahahhaahhahahahahhahaha no but loved, and I do love the apostolic christian church of america, and the body of christ in a larger scale (few churches I'm fond of out there) But you know apostolic christian church of america is my main church that I go to most sundays.
love love love love and then some
Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off." - sheri 2023 only gets 8 or so views a day to my blog I'm still lowly lowliness has it's perks turns out.