These days I listen to a sermon online like everyday I love the holy spirit, and jesus, and god..........this world it don't bring me the peace jesus does....................

Update 2/16/2023 I'm staying buisy around the house...........if I'm meant to have friends tell you what GOD WILL GIVE THEM TO ME.........if not..........my house is about to look great. all things work together for the good please stop thinking that if a person is friendless for a moment or even months, or years, that they are "flawed" "broken" "damaged goods" etc. no GOD MIGHT JUST BE HAVING ME ON A "BREAK" OF SOME SORT SO SHIZ CAN GET DONE AROUND THE YARD AND HOUSE!!!!! 

Romans 8:28 "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose."

  I finished birdhouses, and windchimes yesterday. Today I'm starting making sun catchers to replace the quartz crystal ones I made I getting rid all quartz crystals so if fellow christians come to the kill the witches they shouldn't kill me. I have a "general rock" collection but that isn't having to do with witchcraft. Only thing in my estimation "witchy" was the quartz crystals cause I tell you what happens.........................they put the intent in the crystal............AND THAT'S HOW SHIZ GET'S DONE I JUST TELLIN YA WHAT HAPPENS OUT THERE - DON'T HATE ME, PLEASE DON'T HATE WITCHES LET THEM LIVE! 

These days I listen to a sermon online like everyday I love the holy spirit, and jesus, and god..........this world it don't bring me the peace jesus does....................sermon I'm listening to tonight on the AC sermon streamer, pastor said concerning this verse Ephesians 5:20 "Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ;" that sometimes you aren't giving thanks for directly what happened like in this last tornado in uh washington illinois people lost their homes............but the tornado has drawn some the members of that community closer to god and that is what they some them are giving thanks for............that is surely the bestest way to be, thanksgiving surely shouldn't be just one day in a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I could relate to what that pastor said to, cause there has been BAD things that have happened to me............................looking back I am thankful for that stuffs cause that stuffs did draw me MUCH closer to god.
 People that "thirst" for righteousness, I don't think that just happens for a person............I think that happens after you've flubbed up, saw your need for "righteousness"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."
  I have decided, I do not need to be popular in this here world Colossians 3:3 "For ye are dead, and your life is hid with Christ in God." I still into bodybuilding, but I do not need to be the greatest bodybuilder ever, it's a hobby, I've decided not to go pro keep it a hobby.
  And I don't want furthermore I've decided I don't want to chase actively chase "popularity" in this world..................cause the real riches COME FROM GOD.............and are you know of spiritual nature and not material goods at all I recogn.......................1 Chronicles 29:12 "Both riches and honour come of thee, and thou reignest over all; and in thine hand is power and might; and in thine hand it is to make great, and to give strength unto all."
   If I tried to make myself "great" I'd pry flop at that completely.........pretty safe to say.

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Bible says to love our neighbor! Well lots of our neighbors um in syria or something where the earthquakes happened, and then 2 trains have derailed with chemicals in usa in the year 2023 THEY NEED HELP!

Mark 12:31 "And the second is like, namely this, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these."...................

In farming fruit doesn't just automatically happen and I think that is how it is in every christians life as well - this is what I've indefinately have decided..................

Update 2/11/2023.............I been "decorating" my back yard, japanese garden style and front yard as well also very japanese garden style decor I have added. And also I have been making terrariums.......................

the lid on this terrarium is a rice bowl 😂 it works and it looks alright I feel. 

(ya it lets a little air seep in, that only means I have to water it maybe 1 time a week or something??????????)

This terrarium is a few days old, and as you can see it is thriving 😁

..........I love plants, but I love them more then I can water them. In my house I've became alllllllllllllll about terrariums and "ressurection plants".......I have moved a few "ressurection plants" outside, but in shady locations under like house eve's.....they don't like drastic weather changes. 

(here's pick of my grapevines - some bamboo in this pic to - we tried to line our entire back fence with bamboo but the bamboo just never grew that fast, this spring sister from my church giving me some grape uh mini plants - she got them growing in green house or whatever right now, I'm plannin on just lining my entire back fence with various grape bushes : )

In farming fruit doesn't just automatically happen and I think that is how it is in every christians life as well - this is what I've indefinately have decided..................if you aren't seeing yourself as bearing much fruit or any fruit yet I encourage you all STAY IN GOD'S WORD - BE IN GOD'S WORD............Isaiah 55:11
"So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it." Keep being in god's word, keep working to heed god's word, DON'T GIVE UP, DON'T DRAW BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul."
  For me this verse proves that fruit takes time Matthew 13:26 "But when the blade was sprung up, and brought forth fruit, then appeared the tares also." I happen to have some grape vines outside, my grape vines didn't produce fruit right away, I don't think the 1st summer they produced fruit AT ALL, the vines were to small at that time, the next year after watering them (well I didn't really water them that often) after they received a years worth of rain and sunshine THEY PRODUCED FINALLY GRAPES.............little grapes cute little ones this year, but like 2-3 bunches of grapes that were so adorable.
  We can hope for a crop in one another at church, and it is good for us to have this hope for one another, and I think there is much reason to have this hope for one another ----------- you in the word of god during the week (I'm saying like everyday walking in the spirit..........Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit.") THE GOOD FRUIT WILL HAPPEN, IT'S GOING TO HAPPEN ON THIS HERE EARTH, IT WILL HAPPEN AND IT MOST DEFINATELY COULD HAPPEN IN ANYBODIES LIFE THAT IS READING THIS BLOG POST.

  God's word is powerful!

Isaiah 55:11 "So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it."

  Much reason to have much hope for one another in the body of christ, and it's very hopeful for myself I much believe, I might just be a baby grape right now.........................I don't even know what a full grown grape looks like??????????????? God's word it will happen in my life, I just need to stay in it, and keep working to follow jesus everyday..........................deny myself take up my cross and follow jesus daily to the bestest of my ability and it's about to happen!!!!!!!!!!!!! Good fruit, it's about to happen. 

LOVE

AMEN

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."................

I love the apostolic christian church of america I actually do.............................

Update 2/4/2023 watched wakanda forever today, it mentioned "ancestors" many african americans mention ancestors on Tik Tok. I worry for them................

Leviticus 19:31 "Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I am the Lord your God." -------- Is having ancestors that you speak to the same as having "familiar spirits"???????????????? My super model little sister had many dead family members speak to her when she was little. I do not know if they are speaking to her anymore??????????????

(went to the zoo today, these beavers were wrestling each other)

I love the apostolic christian church of america I actually do.............................though I am not a member yet. (they have put up with a lot from me...............) SHERI 2023 - elder of the church chewed me out for like 30 minutes one day said I was the worst person ever - he kept yelling that at me even after I was crying on the floor. Said I could NEVER become a member of the apostolic christian church of america (which I really didn't want to become a member, my husband refused to quit going and a few times people had been so mean to me I went to the bathroom crying - which feelings are ok to have and I do have them) I knew I didn't believe their "commandments of men" so there was NO WAY I would ever be able to become a member of their church I was right.............the same elder is the main elder of oregon cities apostolic christian church of america and silvcerton JOHN WIEGAND, why because he loves commandments of men with alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll his soul and heart. So of course they want to keep him as their leader probably his whole life. 
  It's not a perfect church..........................no church is.
 Ephesians 4:31-32 "Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you."

 ----------------------- I was telling 3 pastors tonight

There is a person in my life that has in the past told me "you know they are all talking probably badly about you at church behind your back" those words just crawled up in my brains right.
could there be people at church that talk about me or think less of me in someway..............let me answer that.................

 Ya I am the scirge of the earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
1 Corinthians 4:13 "Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day."
I've started to instead of honing in on this idea that I am the scirge of the earth, that people might be talking badly about me...............................to look to gods word and work much harder to think upon what god's word says about me that I ain't greater or lesser I think then anybody else..........pretty sure about this.............(like when the bible says my vocation is first it must mean like in like just you know rank or something???????????? ummmmmm PRETTY SURE!) 

1 Corinthians 4:6-7 "And these things, brethren, I have in a figure transferred to myself and to Apollos for your sakes; that ye might learn in us not to think of men above that which is written, that no one of you be puffed up for one against another.For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hadst not received it?"

  Like a fellow laborer....................Philemon 1:24 "Marcus, Aristarchus, Demas, Lucas, my fellow labourers." if you are a "fellow labourer" of christ jesus's there is no difference from one to the other.................like a worker is a worker n'stuff I'm pretty sure about this, even if the labor you do for the lord um is just like what a e-mail a week, a phone call to someone to fellowship. 

  But back to my point, like being a apostle................you count!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ya we are 1 Corinthians 4:13 "Being defamed, we intreat: we are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day." true true true so true that is it's ridiculous! 

 But I count.............and even if there's some "talk" about me........................I'm actually sure that I am loved. 

  Am I the most popular hahahahahhaahhahahahahhahaha no but loved, and I do love the apostolic christian church of america, and the body of christ in a larger scale (few churches I'm fond of out there) But you know apostolic christian church of america is my main church that I go to most sundays. 

love love love love and then some

Psalm 138:6 "Though the Lord be high, yet hath he respect unto the lowly: but the proud he knoweth afar off." - sheri 2023 only gets 8 or so views a day to my blog I'm still lowly lowliness has it's perks turns out. 

I am weary of the "false prophet" near hysteria that appears to be going on in my church.................

Update 1/29/2023.............my latest friendship bracelet has a concho on it 😁(this is my "bracelet stack" for right now...........I'll be working on more bracelets for my "upcoming" bracelet stack in a few weeks pry it'll happen)............

(Sheri 2023 doesn't attend the Apostolic Christian church of America anymore since how they hate my guts, I quote John Wiegand who is STILL THE MAIN ELDER of oregon city and silverton "your the worst person EVER" many times he told me that one day after telling me I could NEVER be a member of his church) ------ cause I was refusing not to wear mascara or my wedding ring..........I was adamant and STILL AM that "commandments of men" are bad..................................

I am weary of the "false prophet" near hysteria that appears to be going on in my church.................last night I listened to yet another sermon where the preacher was saying without full out saying it -------- "don't but go read your bible, to many false prophets out there it's to dangerous everyone"
  My mom is currently worried about me that my faith, my church might be consuming my life ------------ this isn't my worry or concern though..............look the bible says.............Galatians 5:25 "If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit."
  Romans 8:1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walknot after the flesh, but after the Spirit."

  I read those verses and to me they say be full out full boar about the word of god, like all day long, in your words, in you life, in your mind, your heart, your soul. Mark 12:30 "And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength: this is the first commandment." Fanatasicm however you spell that doesn't even exist in my mind with my following jesus. John 3:30 "He must increase, but I must decrease." I think somedays I do increase, but I'm taught in god's word to decrease so that jesus can increase!

   And.........the bible says don't be "lukewarm" well what is lukewarmness, but a "disinterest" a "indifference maybe even" to the word of god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! In my experience when I'm on fire for god's word, when I'm zealous for god's word -------- THOSE ARE THE DAYS I'M WALKING IN THE "SPIRIT" REAL GOOD! I'M SAYIN BEING IN GOD'S WORD THROUGHOUT THE DAY! 

  Just being in god's word can stoke up some zeal some fire in me, and actually I ain't in god's word enough!!!!!! (though my mom appears to potentially be considering me a complete near muslim what's that group that goes kills themselves of the muslims???? FANATIC) I do need a vacation though I said so several weeks ago, so that is pry what my mom is picking up on how badly I need a vacation. She also mentioned that me e-mailing 3 pastors that it appeared I was desperate to get attention.......hinting that my husband isn't paying attention to me so I'm trying to get it elsewhere (my mom lives at the other end of the usa from me) ----------------------- my mom should know she gave birth to me........................I have always been a "ham" -------------------------- I ain't saying my husband doesn't ignore me a lot of the time, I'm saying nomadder what I'd be e-mailing 3 pastors HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH 

 ------------------ I can't do nothin about my husband not paying attention to me. 

------------------- I can't do nothin about the fact that I need a vacation very badly but we are not going on one til the end of december either cause my husband runs the house!!!!!!!! The bible says he should run the house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And he has decided we ain't going on no vacation til the end of december!

   Back to my original topic..................I am weary of the "false prophet" near hysteria that appears to be going on in my church...................yes false prophets exist, yes we need to be "on the lookout for them" ---------- some the apostolic christian pastors seem to be taking things a bit far in my estimation and telling their churches.....................don't do nothing but open your bible and read that that is the only thing that is safe (I'm not even sure if apostolic christians EVEN TRUST EACH OTHER) Like there appears to be a "false prophet hysteria" in the apostolic christian church of america and it appears to be real extreme. That wearies me completely......................there's gotta be some people you trust................which for me is hard, I sometimes battle trusting the apostolic christian church of america ------- being honest. I sit there and I think to myself ------------ "wait I have went to this church for over 4 years and I still haven't been made a member what is the shady potential buisiness going on with them in the background potentially that I haven't been made a member yet"?

  Trust --------------- being made a member of the church you attend, that surely helps the "trust department" out you know what I'm saying?

John 13:35 "By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another." APOSTOLIC CHRISTIAN CHURCH OF AMERICA, YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER OR ME - IF YOU ARE SO INTO HAVING "FALSE PROPHET HYSTERIA" THAT YOU REFUSE TO LISTEN TO EACH OTHER SPEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  False prophets exist, but not everyone is "out to get you" you know what I'm saying here????????????? Sheep exist, -------------- also I might say some sheep have been dented on the head some................I one dented sheep hahahahhahahahahahahah

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhSQUAKSQUAKlalala

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LOVE

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."

My favorite bible verse..........Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."

Update 1/24/2023 my chihuahua had to be "put down" last night, my husband came into our bedroom at 2:30 am asked me to watch our dog that has currently a broken leg that is in a cast..........so he could take our other dog to be put down. Our other dog was much dyeing, heaving to breath...........ruff week. 

(sheri 2023 is making friendship bracelet above, I also made recently 2 matching friendship bracelets for my youngest daughter and her best friend 😊 ---------- I like the simple stripe style of bracelet super thick ............the yellow string isn't yellow either though it is photoing that way it is neon yellow green 😁👍 ------- there is a story behind my love of friendship bracelets if anyone cares?????????? In Junior High, I found a bracelet, something like the one above, striped super thick.................I weared it all the time....................kids were complimenting me on it all the time -------- well then the girl that made it came up to me said "that's my bracelet" --------- and thing is...........

this bracelet was different much different then all her other bracelets

and I was like "really"???????????

and then I was like well I found it what about "finders keepers" 

and she almost said I could have it

then she changed her mind

and said she'd make a different bracelet for me if I gave her that one back

my friend near me said "give it back sheri you'll pry get a nice bracelet" 

she gave me back a crochet strand style bracelet the most basic of bracelets it was sad and pathetic

and this girl mind you

was making bracelets for her friends super nice

and my stomach dropped and I looked at this sad bracelet

and thought to myself "this is all I am worth in this girls mind"

since then I've rather regularly made the nicer style friendship bracelets to remind myself to myself that I have value

while living in a world

that seems to value men more then women

and tries to tell me I ain't valuable

I try and make the good style of friendship bracelets often 

and tell myself 

I am valuable

(this blog post was written when I thought the apostolic christian church of america loved me, and before the main elder of that church told me I was the worst human ever even post the point I was on the floor crying cause I took a stand again this churches commandments of men which they have either since gotten rid of or eased up on????? aka - no wedding rings, no makeup, no jewelry, hair must be in a bun, skirts only ----------- that of stuffs bossing women around basically from my viewpoint and demeaning them and making them feel like mega broken garbage from my viewpoint - men only "commandment of men" of that church that they had that was aimed at men no wedding rings and no beards THE REST WAS AIMED AT WOMEN) 

My favorite bible verse...............Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled." Somedays I get in a bad mindframe I get thinking "but I don't have much fellowship..............................." If god gives me lots and lots and lots of fellowship someday that will be awesome. But what I need right now is that thirst for righteousness......................Matthew 5:6 "Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled."

  I thank god for that fact/verse, that all I need is to thirst for that...................as I've been doing listening to a apostolic christian church of america sermon everyday at http://www.acsermonstreamer.com/

   I'm not at the epic disadvantage I sometimes get to thinking I am. Can I thirst for gods word??????????? Go get a drink of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How often do we all thirst for a glass of water?????????? Probably often enough, and I will fully admit - a tall cold glass of water is pretty nice...............BUT EVEN BETTER IS THE WORD OF GOD. John 4:14 "But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life."

 Hope everyone's week is going good!

LOVE

Proverbs 29:7 "The righteous considereth the cause of the poor: but the wicked regardeth not to know it."...................