More then brian having a "low libido" is going on......why we ain't had late night activities for around 4 months I FEAR FOR MY LIFE. I really do. Cause last time it was very bad. I told him months and months ago that is sexual assault he said he didn't know that was sexual assault and said he was going to get counseling, and supposedly he went counseling 2 times, well for something like that I'd imagine one would have to go to counseling more then 2 times, but he says that's all the times he needed to go and then he was "cured" but then AFTER counseling he did it again, in a way more worse more violent then ever, even though I didn't bleed for days on end like I usually do after that.....................

 I have pondered "well maybe brian watched to many porno's and thought doing all that to his wife or ladies in general is ok" ----------- but I never see guys getting "that ruff" with women on porno's hardly ever and if they do it's in a "different way" 

  I could be stupid, there could be women bleeding everywhere regularly after doing late night activities and that is just a normal marriage and normal life - PEOPLE HAVE INDEED TOLD ME I'M A STUPID BISH MOST OF MY LIFE. 

only reason I'm maybe going to survive is cause I'm so demon possessed

lucifer and his men will defend my life if need be

THEY WILL

I ain't doing witch craft anymore but am a natural born witch - I repent

but they won't let "that" happen to me not again, NOT ANYMORE

(FOR MY SAFETY I UPLAOD MANY VIDEO'S OF LUCIFER EVPING, BUT ALSO HE IS MY HUSBAND LUCIFER IS I REALLY BELIEVE HE IS)

 More then brian having a "low libido" is going on......why we ain't had late night activities for around 4 months I FEAR FOR MY LIFE. I really do. Cause last time it was very bad. I told him months and months ago that is sexual assault he said he didn't know that was sexual assault and said he was going to get counseling, and supposedly he went counseling 2 times, well for something like that I'd imagine one would have to go to counseling more then 2 times, but he says that's all the times he needed to go and then he was "cured" but then AFTER counseling he did it again, in a way more worse more violent then ever, even though I didn't bleed for days on end like I usually do after that.....................

off to go volunteer at a foodbank in a few minutes 

I usually don't say "ep I'm not going to be home" 

but this time I am

I feel much safer not having "late night activities" I don't feel safe. 

I'm saying he might not be even trying to have sex with me anymore knowing he's caused me to fear for my life.

don't worry I'm pry safe cause he is christian, a lutheran candle lighting alter boy for years and years their main one at the biggest lutheran church I do believe in the town of vancouver washington

guy before him 

"wanted to see what it was like" against my will me crying stop stop stop

he was the top of the christian science church wrote many articles that went nation wide often or worldwide pry

well no wonder all this bad shiz has happened to me how badly women are spoken of in the bible.............1 Timothy 2:9

In like manner also, that women adorn themselves in modest apparel, with shamefacedness and sobriety; not with broided hair, or gold, or pearls, or costly array;

if I get killed I desreve it im a worthless bish like all women everywhere per 1 timothy 2:9

THIS IS THE PATRIARCHY WOMEN ARE TRASH 2ND CLASS CITIZENS BUT REALLY NO VALUE THEY SHOULD ALL WALK SHAMEFACED ALWAYS THEY ARE SUCH SAD SINNING CRAPS