Update 7/1/2024 those worried that my eating disorder might've started back up - IT HASN'T. I am obese, I look thin above but according to the dr.'s office visit I went to last I am obese and not only that the lady dr. chewed me out for giggling about having a addiction to panda express.........she told me I'm about to die that I'm so fat. Meanwhile she was even chubbier then me!
Oh but man she chewed me out for several minutes, telling me, what a "food slob" I am for occasionally liking fast food and thinking it's funny................she said I need to quit eating fast food and don't laugh that it's not funny that I'm about to die and that things are serious cause I'm so FAT she told me.
Then she said all I should be eating is salads, potatoes blah blah blah cause I'm so fattttttttttttttttttttttt and am about to die any second now and never laugh never laugh that this isn't funny your about to die. Is what she told me.
I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm obese, the scale isn't pretend well right now 224 lbs THAT'S REAL THAT IS OBESITY
Do I look skinnier then many american's - yes
do I also have tons of muscle on my body so this 224lb number isn't telling the whole story in my estimation yes ------------------------- in 1 doctor at kaiser permanente no I'm just a fatty
was I chewed out for several minutes by a chubbier then me likely jealous of me several obese lady doctor she was very mean for several minutes - also yes
I do have round 50 lbs I need to loose - it's a fact
it's a literally fact
if you believe a doctor has agitated my eating disorder
go complain to kaiser permanente, cause it was a kaiser permanente doctor in portland or actually it was one them towns outside of portland think gresham - brian's drived there not me.
THEY ALL AGITATING UP PEOPLE'S EATING DISORDERS AT KAISER PERMANENTE IF MY EXPERIENCE IS THE NORM
BUT I'M FINE
MY EATING DISORDER IS NOT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
FACT
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE INTERMITTENT FASTING 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
ps..........that particular day I went to the doctor for my asthma, not even for my weight ----------- but got chewed out for like 15 minutes over my weight ----- surprise not. This happens to me often but this time it was worser then usual how much I was chewed out for being fat. I don't go to the doctor's often, rather would actually die........................one day a doctor tried to tell me "please show up here, we are your friends" -------- not
I believe "prosperity preachers" might be whether knowingly or not, catering to people itchy hearing 2 Timothy 4:2-4...................2 Timothy 4:2-4 "Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables."
I think there are as well a great deal of people out there that have gotten tired of being poor!!!!!!!!! Surely there is nothing wrong with wanting better for yourself in life (unless your going about that via means other then god!). To want god to bless you/me this is good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Some people's ears "itch" is worrisome to me.........because we might be not living in mansions until we get to heaven.
There isn't a verse nowhere in the bible that says any of us that follow jesus will get mansions on this earth...........much is promised though.................
Mark 10:28-30 "Then Peter began to say unto him, Lo, we have left all, and have followed thee. And Jesus answered and said, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my sake, and the gospel's, But he shall receive an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life." Told my family that doesn't necessarily mean forsake your family cause if your family is christian then you don't need to forsake but instead for me these verses speak about me forsaking my life the life I could've had in this here world for the LORD!
Forsaking something....................Forsaking the "broad road" that many go in this world. I haven't been forsaking that lately like I should and I'm determined to get back to forsaking that!
Oh here I go, talking like a "prosperity preacher" --------------- I want ""an hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brethren, and sisters, and mothers, and children, and lands, with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life"""
So that is much blessings, and blessings all christians and people in general should desire for god to bless them with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 25:23 "His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithfulservant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."
You may only have a dinky job like me, and a dinky paycheck (also like me) but if you just be faithful from day to day in the "few things" god has given you and I to be faithful over
OUR MANSIONS IN HEAVEN ARE WAITING FOR US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(((((I believe there is a "earthly trap" many get trapped in, I HAVE, comparing ourselves to one another............YOUR VALUE, YOUR WORTH ISN'T IN WHAT CARS OR MANSIONS OR HOW PRETTY YOU IS
I'M TELLIN IT LIKE IT IS
What does the word of god say..............
Matthew 10:30-32 "But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows. Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven."
You are valuable!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is this """"""""thing""""""""""" going on in this earth, where people have been at times made to feel of "less worth" due to their clothing, or their older cars, etc. etc. YOU ARE VALUABLE THAT IS JUST STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR JOB DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!
THE HOUSE YOU OWN DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR WORTH!!!!!!!!
YOUR OF IMMENSE RIDICULOUS VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ms. Kleiner's fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose....................
--------- and if my eating disorder is back thanks to kaiser permanente......................nobody will ever even figure that out
Have a great week earth!
LOVE
https://www.donorschoose.org/
cause according to the weight system of the doctors offices in america I'm always morbidly obese 36% BODY FAT most the time (EXCEPT THAT 36% NUMBER IS NEVER REAL BECAUSE I'M VERY VERY BUFF)
I do have a "fat caliper" and that puts me around last I used it which was awhile ago ----------- it put me somewhere around 22-23% not great but not the 36% that I often am according to merely my height and weight at kaiser BUT THEN THESE DAYS THEY LITERALLY TREATED ME LIKE I'M OVER 700 LBS I WAS CHEWED OUT BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
but according to literally kaiser permanente doctors I'm faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
I'm 700lbs +++++++++++ never laugh my fat butt this is serious your about to die any second now
you actually 700+ lbs people
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