Do you ever get caught up in the "blame game"???????????? I have unfortunately frequently in the past............

  Update 6/24/2023 My main garage sale find for this week drum roll.........................

The shield is actually plastic BUT very nice looking, costed me 50 cents at a garage sale...............then I added the blue roses to the top of it (it had a slot I think to hold a toy sword at the top)

As you can see this shield really complete's my medieval family phot's and samurai swords wall 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 - I am a goth 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

Do you ever get caught up in the "blame game"???????????? I have unfortunately frequently in the past............but finally I'm like noticing it!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I've figured out though, the blame game is no good for me!!!!!!!!! Cause what I end up doing when I'm blaming others, is often I'm taking the finger off of myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 The bible says to........James 5:16 "Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much." so this is me confessing a real fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  The goal is the bear good fruit right...........to love people.............even your enemies, I think there is nothing and nobody like nothing in my way of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I estimate, I sometimes have gotten in the way of my ability to bear good fruit "in the blame game")
  ---------------- the truth of the matter is, I need to sit down and study today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  I recommend to earth, to keep moving forward..............a step towards jesus a step forward IS A STEP FORWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  Philippians 3:13-15 "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. Let us therefore, as many as be perfect, be thus minded: and if in any thing ye be otherwise minded, God shall reveal even this unto you." Often when people talk about philippians 3:13-15 they make mention of paul forgetting all the ways in which he had failed in the past.................but also I think it's good to drop the blame game "forgetting those things which are behind". Are there people that have wronged you????????? PROBABLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are there people that have wronged me?????????? PROBABLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  Let's move forward................"I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."

LOVE

Isaiah 58:9-10 "Then shalt thou call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and he shall say, Here I am. If thou take away from the midst of thee the yoke, the putting forth of the finger, and speaking vanity; And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:"

(what I painted yesterday : ) my design!!!!! It's a bobbin thread holder, my husbands mom has a quilting buisiness - he's going to her house and giving her this today : ) I'm painting again today : ).......don't know what though???????????

Matthew 25:35-40 "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in: Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee? Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee? And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me."

More food for you Jesus 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓................

Tatted apostolic christian church of america prayer head covering pattern...............

 (measures 5 1/2 x 2 inches - I didn't use typical crochet thread, used some older "old school" thread for this but it's near the bulk of size 10 crochet thread in my estimation pretty close)

I have previously created and wrote crochet patterns this is my first tatting pattern........(I need to write this out cause I pry am going to tatt this again!!!!!!!!!!! This one is my fave now, cause it's easy to tatt up and I like the finished look of it).........
ROW 1:
Ri: 5ds, p, 5ds, p, 5ds, p, 5ds, join, RW
Ch: 5ds, p, 5ds
#Ri: 5ds, join, 5ds, p, 5ds p, 5ds, join, RW
Ch: 5ds, p, 5ds#
Repeat from # to # for 2 more times (4 rings, and 4 chains in all)
Large Ri: 10ds, join, 10ds, p, 10ds, p, 10 ds, join, RW
Ri: 5ds, p, 5ds, p, 5ds, p, 5ds, join, RW
Ch: 5ds, p, 5ds
#Ri: 5ds, join, 5ds, p, 5ds p, 5ds, join, RW
Ch: 5ds, p, 5ds# (on last chain, join the the side of the last ring)
Repeat from # to # for 2 more times (4 rings, and 4 chains in all)
ROW 2: (worked on the top side of the rings in the first row) 
#Ch: 5ds, p, 5ds, join to top picot of closest ring#
Repeat from # to # 3 more times (4 chains total)
Large Ri: 10ds, p, 10ds, p, 10ds, p, 10ds, join
Ch: 10ds join to top of large ring from row 1
Large Ri: 10ds, join, 10ds, p, 10ds, p, 10ds, join
Ch: 10ds, join to top picot of next ring
Large Ri: 10ds, join, 10ds, picot, 10ds, picot, 10ds, join
#Ch: 5ds, p, 5ds, join to next picot# (((((((((the last chain will be joined to a picot on the side of a ring, instead of the top of a ring - that's just how I made this thing)))))))))))
Repeat from # to # 3 more times (4 chains total)
ROW 3: (worked at the "bottom" of this piece, below the 4 big rings)
#Ch: 10ds, join to next picot#
Repeat from # to # 9 times (for a total of ten 10ds chains in this row) and join and tie off.

I want god's will to be done in my life and not my own........I don't want to "do it my way"..............

  Update 6/22/2023 today I donated (see bottom of this blog post) to Red Letter Ministries why...........................this video HELPED ME......................

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZALRH_1oK8

I know some of the things "red letter ministries" believe's is out there way out there............but most pastors I have a hard time paying attention to them. It's not their fault that I have a hard time paying attention to them............I have attention deficit syndrome, so I need ministries like "red letter ministries" that are grabbing my attention somehow. And I like the mellow happy peaceful vibe of their ministry. 

I like that. 

But the above video............when they talked about going from "glory to glory" and the sons of god being led by the holy spirit..............

Romans 8:14

King James Version

14 For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.

They got me thinking more about how am I going to be "led by the spirit of god" unless I'm actively plugged into a ministry even if it's online by just you know listening to it. And being in the word of god right!!!!!!!!!!

  The word of god.................is why I'm led by the spirit............because I'm in the word of god............involved in ministries or a ministry.............in the word of god!!!!!!!!!! And how am I going to go from "glory to glory" ya being in the word of god and following jesus. THE WAY THE TRUTH THE LIFE A MAN (HE DID COME IN THE FLESH) WHO DIDN'T WALK IN THE FLESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit” (2 Corinthians 3:18, NASB).

ALSO ON MY HEART TODAY............6/22/2023...............

Jude 1:19

These be they who separate themselves, sensual, having not the Spirit.

  Your either going to cling to your flesh and love that ------------ or your going to cling to the things of above and LOVE THEM THINGS!!!!!!!! Luke 16:13 "No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon." I got more out of the service above..............we supposed to "come out of her" my people come out of the world, 

come out of the worlds way which is THE FLESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Revelation 18:4

“And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.”

I want god's will to be done in my life and not my own........I don't want to "do it my way"..............I get bored and then I go to you tube and I type up "illuminati" (anti illuminati video's I sometimes watch - I GET BORED SOMEDAYS), "weather this week", "long hair" etc. And I watched this video on a celebrity that is real big in hollywood and has been for a long time definately let me word this right "not walking in the light" AND IT WAS BAD ALL THE STUFFS THIS CELEBRITY BOTH DID AND SAID  ------------ but what struck me was when she said "I did it my way and I hope someday that god will tell me that my way was best"
  When people hear that the devil's slogan is "do as thou wilt" I imagine people think by that that means that of course all the people under the power of satan, are out there partying........................James 4:17 "Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin." but I think some them might just not be living for god/jesus..............doing it "their way"
 NONE of us, do all the good we are "supposed" to be doing.................we all fall short MAYBE EVEN DAILY............but I want to encourage everyone to keep at it Galatians 6:8-9 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting. And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."
  When the bible talks about "drawing back" --------------- is that not when we decide to "take up" our lives back again??????????????? When we decide with ourselves..........that we are going to "do it our way" instead of "god's way"???????
John 10:18 "No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father."

Hebrews 10:39 "But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them that believe to the saving of the soul." 

".............but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting."

let's all that are on the way of life the way jesus paved for us to follow him, keep doing that keep "soweth to the spirit" keep walking in good works LAYING DOWN OUR LIVES

AND NEVER DRAW BACK

BUT BELIEVE UNTO THE SAVING OF THE SOUL

OF OUR SOULS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 -------- if things want to get worse in my life they could even go ahead DEVIL YOU HAVE NO PLACE IN MY LIFE NO MORE

ps.............need prayer that my skin eczema heals up.........it's been just spreading and spreading on my face I hide it up well............it's bad enough that I'VE GONE VEGETARIAN and I need to loose weight really badly and basically quit eating mc donalds and burger kind burgers and all those french fries all that stuffs that gets me in trouble diet wise. For me going vegetarian..........it's worked out for least a week now, pry longer I've eased into it. But meat is plenty good to eat - with god's blessing that is to eat meat is, and for many, diets including "lean meats" WORK OUT FINE.

  I am a ex-mc donalds/burger king addict........................vegetarianism is rehab............maybe I'll rejoin the meat eating population someday again and do the whole "lean meat" eating thing as well THAT COULD HAPPEN. (man I do like sushi I will not lie - but lately I'm so worried with that fukushima plant - just being honest) 

1 John 4:7 "Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God."..................................

6/22/2023 update bodybuilding weightloss progress pics

I don't do bodybuilding for "vanity" reasons health is so important

and I like many bodybuilders I LOVE BODYBUILIDNG I ENJOY IT

I also love the bible cause I love Jesus in my life I love the peace of christ in my life

I love being able to bear good fruit I love that

for all of us

everyday what we choose again and again determines often what happens with us

we choose fitness, eating well (we might end up healthy or at least healthier then we would've been if we didn't choose to eat well and excersize) 

same with the bible

Romans 8:13

For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.

  it's one day after another trying our best to make the best choices

most of us know what those best choices is

reading our bibles

eating good

excersizing even if that's walking

I want to bear more good fruit John 15:2 ".....................and every branch that beareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit......................

Update 6/17/2023 My main garage sale find for this week this pretty native american rossette necklace..........it only costed me $5 because the beads were coming undone on the bottom as you can see I fixed that 😁👍👍👍👍👄👄👄👄👄👄 It's a really nice happy rosette like a happy native american sunshine - perfect for me 😁

you want to not be depressed anymore

read the bible but only the happy sections hahahahahhahahaah

and happy native american rosettes 👍👍👍

(I have over 1/4th native american my mom's side of the family and then my great grandma on my dad's side of the family was a full blooded native american lady)

and I spent 4 years of my childhood living by the main reservations of arizona

and spent a solid amount of my childhood hanging out with my mom's native american relatives 😁

.........and I love frybread

My mom recently told me I know the word of god well, but I'm definately still learning, tonight these verses I sat for quite sometime pondering these verses a ridiculous slew.....................
Matthew 7:15 "Beware of false prophets, which come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ravening wolves."

((((((((most people aren't ravening wolves, I ain't THANK GOD..............that's got to be horrible for the people that actually are ravening wolves)))))))))
Matthew 7:16-18 "Ye shall know them by their fruits. Do men gather grapes of thorns, or figs of thistles Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit. A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither can a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit." 

  I sat there and thought a long time tonight.......................what is "evil fruit"???????????? (I think this "evil fruit" must involve some kind of anger.........sometimes I have thought other christians to have evil fruit but you know what I've learned or am learning.............learning.................to be real slow to come to any "conclusions" like that...............I think we all have bad days every now and then I know I HAVE) Like mere like "grouchiness" isn't necessarily "evil fruit", or "frustration"...............and I think sometimes we all just "have a bad day"...............one of "those" days.........which doesn't === "evil fruit" what it equals is you had a bad day!

 Matthew 7:19-20 "Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them."

  I believe "good fruit" is more then just loving people.................I think it includes good deeds because you love people..............1 John 3:18 "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

  Well just loving people is good fruit, but loving people it often includes good deeds..................though I think for like people that are disabled that a "good deed" a showing of good fruit..............some people in wheelchairs, or blind, or impaired like.................all the good fruit you'll be "experiencing" right..............is in like visiting with them...................and I've known 1 blind girl in particular and her fruit was really GOOD. To the point that I was often holy spirit filled in her presence (without her even talking about the word of god) such a "goodness" about her.....................I really thought on that. --------- was a blind girl in the REACH training thing I did in high school (anti drugs and alchohol club, used to go to schools and talk about the effects of alcohol and drugs and why it's bestest to stay away from all that) 

   I think right now god's really working to get me to bear "more fruit" AND I WANT TO John 15:2 "Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away: and every branch thatbeareth fruit, he purgeth it, that it may bring forth more fruit." 

  ----------------------- hate, anger, that stuffs never did anything good for me, and was never good for me in general

  Also though............to the people that might have beared "evil fruit" or been or is a bit a "ravening wolve" AS LONG AS YOU HAVE BREATH IN YOUR LUNGS IT'S NOT TO LATE TO REPENT AND GIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

  Another verse tonight that so stood out to me while reading the bible Matthew 4:10 "Then saith Jesus unto him, Get thee hence, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve." That jesus said this, really stood out to me tonight. 

LOVE

WHERE EVER GOD HAS PLACED YOU ON THIS EARTH - LOVE

  1 Thessalonians 3:12 "And the Lord make you to increase and abound in love one toward another, and toward all men, even as we do toward you:"

Genesis 12:3 "And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed."...............................

Wisdom it really actually does promote people - god's word I find to be extremely true........(and for non-bloggers I believe wisdom could promote you as well!!!!!!!!!!! ------ just you know not on a blog cause you happen to not blog)...........................

10/12/2023 AMMENDMENTS TO THIS BLOG POST...........

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2023/10/i-found-real-relief-for-my-extreme.html

Health is #1 Jesus himself set that "example" by healing on the sabbath and breaking the law TO HEAL SOMEONE

Mark 3:1-5 "And he entered again into the synagogue; and there was a man there which had a withered hand. And they watched him, whether he would heal him on the sabbath day; that they might accuse him. And he saith unto the man which had the withered hand, Stand forth. And he saith unto them, Is it lawful to do good on the sabbath days, or to do evil? to save life, or to kill? But they held their peace. And when he had looked round about on them with anger, being grieved for the hardness of their hearts, he saith unto the man, Stretch forth thine hand. And he stretched it out: and his hand was restored whole as the other."

I have batled "extreme asthma" which isn't normal asthma FOR MONTHS

extreme asthma IS VERY DEADLY

IS STRAIGHT AND NARROW THE WAY TO HEAVEN - ya

but also

also it's god's will that we don't DIE OF ASTHMA ATTACKS IF WE CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT THAT

which begs the question can makeup save lives??????????????????...........pry not, but you know something to think about...............

it's the heart god looks at right

don't wear gold or clothing to be "flashy" 

1 Peter 3:3

Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel;

 1 peter 3:3 is why the apostolic christian church of america banned jewelry (except people can wear wedding rings if they get "speical permission there")

1 peter 3:3 is more about the heart and it's not saying either don't wear gold never, not even some for health reasons copper is also weared for HEALTH REASONS FOR ARTHRITIS RELIEF................1 peter 3:3 isn't saying don't wear no arthritis relief type bracelets. 

  1 peter 3:3 is saying don't be alllllllllllllllllllllll about the jewelry , and the clothing you wear..................................to look all "fancy" --------- AND MAKEUP -------------- to look all "impressive" to this world. which is something I have done in the past (not really for myself with "sinful horrible motives" for reals I WANTED FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!) 

I know that's why I weared tons of jewelry once and makeup I WANTED FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but thing is

that's the worlds stuffs

but the "thought" the real thought behind 1 peter 3:3 is DON'T BE FLASHY IN LIFE..............................

1 John 2:16

For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world.

  Can a person wear a few gold jewelry items and not be flashy - yes I believe so. 

can a person wear a few copper health bracelets not be flashy - ya them bracelets usually DON'T EVEN LOOK THAT NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

moderation, moderation, moderation (which isn't what the apostolic christian church of america believes and THEY WILL BURN WITH HATE FOR ME READING THIS PROBABLY..........cause they believe 0 jewelry except wedding rings only sometimes "if you are approved to wear one")

Philippians 4:5

Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.

gold is a item to use for health benefits just like copper is ----------- God has put these substances on this earth for our health....

I'm tryin to tell you all. 

Sheri 8/20/2023 is done with jewelry and makeup got rid of most all of my jewelry few more pieces I am slowly gathering around the house and donated (cause I was one them types of people that used to just take off jewelry and put it anywhere...........so it's a process I am in) 

Matthew 7:13-14 "Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."

  That is the way to heaven. I also "theorize" cause you know most people will say "we don't party" right they don't pry right. 

1 Peter 4:4 "Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you:" I theorize "excess of riot" could be not you or I partying, since most people don't actually party but when we did buy jewelry and makeup ----------------- I theorize greately what people buy out there could be their "excess of riot" 

 Bible verses also I feel backing my "theory"/..............................

Ephesians 2:1-3

King James Version

2 And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins;

2 Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:

3 Among whom also we all had our conversation in times past in the lusts of our flesh, fulfilling the desires of the flesh and of the mind; and were by nature the children of wrath, even as others.

  

Update 6/15/2023 Last night went to a cute uh handmade vendor type store, bought this adorable devil cat necklace, happens to be a have a black cat named Susan that I do love my cat ok - but she has a "devilish side" I LOVE MY CAT!!!!!!!!

People that are like not me, as long as they only look at my cat, don't touch Susan they'll be fine!!!!!!!!!! Susan has green eye's - yellow green but basically green. She'll stare down your soul to if you look at her to long!!!!!!!!!!!

I love my devil cat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know where Susan is right now, that's why I didn't take a pic with my cat. She outside up to stuff for sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😂👍

(my latest tole paintings all my original designs - bottom one is a key holder as well!)

   Wisdom it really actually does promote people - god's word I find to be extremely true........(and for non-bloggers I believe wisdom could promote you as well!!!!!!!!!!! ------ just you know not on a blog cause you happen to not blog).............these are the verses I've been thinking upon a slew lately..............Proverbs 4:7-9 "Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom: and with all thy getting get understanding. Exalt her, and she shall promote thee: she shall bring thee to honour, when thou dost embrace her. She shall give to thine head an ornament of grace: a crown of glory shall she deliver to thee." I didn't promote me!!!!!!!!!!!! (I've started to realize though having a laugh every now and then I think is good for people -------------- that folly isn't something to cling to!!!!!!!!! WISDOM IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proverbs 4:5-6 "Get wisdom, get understanding: forget it not; neither decline from the words of my mouth. Forsake her not, and she shall preserve thee: love her, and she shall keep thee.") The bible is true about me...................1 Corinthians 4:10 "We are fools for Christ's sake, but ye are wise in Christ; we are weak, but ye are strong; ye are honourable, but we are despised."

Look what wisdom can do for a fool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

A slew I'm saying!!!!!!!!!! 

"....Exalt her, and she shall promote thee:" I wish to sing the praises of wisdom. Wait I find a song.............................(folly, foolishness that never promoted me Proverbs 3:35 "The wise shall inherit glory: but shame shall be the promotion of fools.") If folly or foolishness ever did promote me................it surely couldn't of promoted me in a good way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Created a song and sang it myself..........click button below...........(finally figured out though if I sing farther away from the microphone the recording sounds better.........so next time the sound quality will be even better, but this is the recording I liked of this batch) enjoy...................................

Audio recording and upload >>

um we are all created to like "walk in good works" ya................

Ephesians 2:10 "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them."