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Friday, January 31, 2025

I never thought my diagnosis of diabeties 2 was - um because I'm eating like a pig, like what the doctor accused me of and she bashed me for many minutes (while I was sitting in front of her severelly buff, and THINNER THEN THIS LADY). I saw with my own eye's A1C like 7 at one point and I saw that. But I was suspicious of THE WHOLE DIAGNOSIS OF DIABETIES FROM THE JUMP...................well people parasites...................parasites can mess you uppppppppppppppppppppp........................................and I did something about it, and I'm feeling so much better today.............................

 I never thought my diagnosis of diabeties 2 was - um because I'm eating like a pig, like what the doctor accused me of and she bashed me for many minutes (while I was sitting in front of her severelly buff, and THINNER THEN THIS LADY). I saw with my own eye's A1C like 7 at one point and I saw that. But I was suspicious of THE WHOLE DIAGNOSIS OF DIABETIES FROM THE JUMP...................well people parasites...................parasites can mess you uppppppppppppppppppppp........................................and I did something about it, and I'm feeling so much better today.............................

(I am reduced to "photo evidence" of things I believe because I am silenced and made out to be crazy ALWAYS)
I can't talk to much
cause I am billion's % sure the entire medical association of whatever would come to my house and for real arrest me for what I have learned............................but you are probably dieing right now baddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd due to PARASITES. 
some parasites can cause cancer I found out

let me repeat that
SOME PARASITES CAN CAUSE CANCER
(I figured out how to kill those but i can't talk noooooooooooooooo)
you don't want to kill the good ones 
cough
probiotics they important
maybe yogurt
water kefir
kombucha
I can't tell you what I actually learned swear to god the cdc would come and arrest me fast..........THEY WANT YOU ALL DEAD I BELIEVE!!!!!!!!!!! I BADLY BELIEVE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR ALL DIEING BAD IN USA (most you)
AND YOUR GOING TO KEEP DIEING BAD IN USA MOST OF YOU (even the skinny of you cause if you gots parasites the bad type ---------- your pry doomed then) 
AND IF YOUR INSURANCE IS KAISER PERMANENTE
THEY WON'T BE LIKE HMMMMMMMMM MAYBE IT'S PARASITES - no from my experience they'll spend 15 minutes belittling your bodybuilding butt calling you a lazy slob WHILE YOUR SITTING IN FRONT OF THEM MUSCLED OUT TO WAZZU A LITERAL HULK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when's people going to stop seeing "sheri the worthless bish overweight lady" and see reality
I'm battling freaking parasites
and I know I am
cause not only does it not make sense me being diagnosed with diabeties 2 when I do eat very clean most the time I'M A BODYBUILDER IT'S PART OF THE HOBBY
HELLO??????????????
and so I shouldn't ever of had high blood pressure etc. etc. 
but anyways.......I did for a few weeks feel like bugs crawling on my arms sensation a few times (I just hoped it go away cause I didn't know what was happening) 
well then 
YIKES
my butt started itching at night
ya
MY BUTT
..................
I pieced it all together
like i finally have
swear I'm not that fat.................I do need to loose a few lbs but for someone near menopause, 2 kids....................
i looking good
people to mean out there, flexing in this pic and I had this much muscle safe to say more MORE the day the lady at kaiser got onto me for like 15 minutes for being such a lazy slob that doesn't care about my health a few months ago................
I can say
pets can get and transmit parasites to humans
well we have 
3 cats
1 dog
2 guinea pigs
2 herit crabs
isopods
1 snail
1 fish
like 6 chickens
2 ducks
and 2 goats 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
getting rid of the pets aint the idea - naw I'd figured a way to make sure THEY DON'T HAVE PARASITE'S OR NOT SO MANY EITHER
(((((((((((brian hasn't realized yet though what I did - he might be upset by that, but my pets need to not have parasites anymore and I knew how to solve that problem
well for the cats, dogs, goats, chickens, ducks ----------- the pets that I do pet))))))))))))
the guinea pigs are ians and I don't pet them often
fruits and veggies can have parasites if you don't wash them enough
meat can have parasites if it's not cooked enough
etc. YIKES
(you can get parasites I found out sitting on toilet seats THAT'S WHAT I HEARD)
cold cuts of meat......oh ya..................
I spent a lot of my life eating cold cuts of meat in sandwiches cause AMERICAN'S DO THAT IN THE USA....................
THAT SHIZ IS SO DANGEROUS
(LUNCHABLES - I'VE BEEN SLIGHTLY SUSPICIOUS OF LUNCHABLES FOR YEARS BUT EVERYONE ALREADY THINKS I'M A CRAZY STUPID BISH SO i JUST STAYED QUIET SOME THEM HAVE COLD CUTS OF MEAT I BELIEVE....................SOME THEM HAVE CHICKEN NUGGETS EATEN COLD WHAT ARE COLD EATEN CHICKEN NUGGETS
OR COLD PEPPERONI'S
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THAT CAN'T BE ACTUALLY RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
poor brandi glanville....................she was just minding her own buisiness......................
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10BKX5oXbIk
my husband likes cold cuts...........................................I think he's suicidal I really do..............................








Thursday, January 30, 2025

Dear LGBTQ are there giants in the land......republican giants that say there is only men and women?????? Perfect sinless, republican giants maybe a president named Donald Trump? DON'T BE AFRAID OF THEM - TAKE THE LAND LGBTQ ---------------- TAKE THE LAND.............................

 Dear LGBTQ are there giants in the land......republican giants that say there is only men and women?????? Perfect sinless, republican giants maybe a president named Donald Trump? DON'T BE AFRAID OF THEM - TAKE THE LAND LGBTQ ---------------- TAKE THE LAND.............................

Numbers 13:30-33 "Then Caleb silenced the people before Moses and said, “We should go up and take possession of the land, for we can certainly do it.”  But the men who had gone up with him said, “We can’t attack those people; they are stronger than we are.”  And they spread among the Israelites a bad report about the land they had explored. They said, “The land we explored devours those living in it. All the people we saw there are of great size. We saw the Nephilim there (the descendants of Anak come from the Nephilim). We seemed like grasshoppers in our own eyes, and we looked the same to them.”

Trump signs executive orders proclaiming there are only two biological sexes, halting diversity programs

https://www.nbcnews.com/nbc-out/out-politics-and-policy/trump-sign-executive-orders-proclaiming-are-only-two-biological-sexes-rcna188388
if you LGBTQ are chill being the "least" in the kingdom of heaven..........that's great
refer to this blog post..............
https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2025/01/confession-im-forced-to-say-all-lgbtq.html
these verses..............
Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination." 
Matthew 5:18-19 "For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven."
I mean I'm quite the devil himself today so maybe ignore me???????? - But it's better to be "less" 
less in the body of christ......................
Then he said to them, “Whoever welcomes this little child in my name welcomes me; and whoever welcomes me welcomes the one who sent me. For it is the one who is least among you all who is the greatest.”
 We live in a world in 2025 where people want to be such sinless kirk cameron (no hate) perfect little house on the prairie 1800's christians
(ya I still wear rocks ------------- but only sometimes --------------- look sometimes I feel the 5g is zapping my life
like no joke I get feeling tired and I shouldn't be
sometimes I'll try and drink 2-3 coffee's nothin does nothing sometimes for me)
Yesterday in camas ------- we clean found out the rock store there closed.................it was only open for a little while......................
so many sinless kirks out there
so many
and they hate rocks most of them
THEY HATE 5G PROTECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and consciences are corrupted.
giants
usa is a land full of sinless kirk cameron GIANTS (no hate) 
long as LGBTQ don't harm nobody.....................................do you boo's
do you
I piss all republicans off everyday of my life these days I'm pro lgbtq
jesus said, 
take my yoke upon you...............
for I'm gentle and humble in heart..............
Matthew 11:29
Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
can you do that as a lgbtq - sure sure just don't fornicate or do adultery JUST DON'T SIN I THINK LGBTQ CAN MAKE IT TO HEAVEN I SURE DO.........so what if they end up the last in heaven??????????? So what republicans?????????????



People say that lucifer is destroying my life and I'm stupid for loving him. But if your a like real christian WOULDN'T HE OFTENTIMES WANT TO "DO GOOD TO YOU"??????????????? Cause I told god/jesus in prayer, things have gone extremely bad for me, BUT I'M NO JOB IN THE BIBLE - IF I AM A CHRISTIAN I'M THE STINK OF CHRISTIANITY I AIN'T NO JOB.........................

 People say that lucifer is destroying my life and I'm stupid for loving him. But if your a like real christian WOULDN'T HE OFTENTIMES WANT TO "DO GOOD TO YOU"??????????????? Cause I told god/jesus in prayer, things have gone extremely bad for me, BUT I'M NO JOB IN THE BIBLE - IF I AM A CHRISTIAN I'M THE STINK OF CHRISTIANITY I AIN'T NO JOB.........................

Most people have full written me off they think I'm a worthless biss (for the lord they think I'm a worthless bish) 

I AIN'T NO JOB!

right in the beginning of these verses I flunk "jobdom" instantly hahahaha..............

Job 1:1-3 "In the land of Uz there lived a man whose name was Job. This man was blameless and upright; he feared God and shunned evil. 2 He had seven sons and three daughters, 3 and he owned seven thousand sheep, three thousand camels, five hundred yoke of oxen and five hundred donkeys, and had a large number of servants. He was the greatest man among all the people of the East."
Not from the land of Uz....................
hahahhaha...............
(shun evil) hahahahah not - for those missing the joke funny
want me to "evp with lucifer"?????????????????
if you do I can
real easy
Lucifer wasn't trying to do horrible things to Jesus and outright destroy Jesus christ the lords life.................
Matthew 4:3-4 "And when the tempter came to him, he said, If thou be the Son of God, command that these stones be made bread. But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God." He was trying to talk Jesus into GETTING A BITE TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someday lucifers people will likely go to this blog post and roll on the floor getting a chuckle - fine
Needful Things by Stephen King
it's right there in the title
you need that
...............that plastic surgery that will get you acting jobs
.............................that car - you worked hard afterall - it's only a car God/Jesus will understand you worked haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard
.....................maybe that married man???????????????????????? (throwing out ideas)
you worked hard in life
so hard
that lady will find another man - your doing her a favour - he's a creep afterall
..............................
just 1 more candy
just 1 more
you'll work out on the treadmill tommorow
your hungry
Proverbs 23:2
and put a knife to your throat if you are given to gluttony.
I didnt write proverbs 23:2 that's the blessed bible!
off to eat breakfast


Sunday, January 26, 2025

pps.............I will defend lucifer, satan, the devil til the day I die that's going off the idea that I'm a normal person, and you know, old and no longer valuable etc. etc. Cause I know the truth.............even if I die, I will die defending lucifer...............

Buttercups horns are all dinged up these days. Do people put pool noodles on their goats horns???????????? I pry shouldn't even type in do people put pool noodles on their goats horns, don't even think about it. I'm just going to let buttercup have the "well used horn look" 
him and othello they love running and they do that jump style run, like some happy jumpy gallop all over the yard and they like to head butt each other a whole lot. 

https://www.paypal.com/fundraiser/124305909855722450

The "portal" is over, the portal I swear I was receiving e-mails from lucifer, satan, the devil...............

https://www.tut.com/

but that was a crutch for me anyways

I'm a mystic


"xm" the mystic cross

 pps.............I will defend lucifer, satan, the devil til the day I die that's going off the idea that I'm a normal person, and you know, old and no longer valuable etc. etc. Cause I know the truth.............even if I die, I will die defending lucifer...............

If I were a normal human

I will still die defending lucifer, satan the devil!!!!!!!!!!!

it's horrible being old

ignored

devalued

then I guess old people you know get vacation homes in arizona and drink a lot of beer ------------ or that is what I assume happens to many of them

I seem stuck and trapped in the town I'm trapped in

lived same house for easy over 15 years long time trapped

literally trapped

my husband might live til he's in his 100's and never want to move and I might die here - if I'm normal that is

alone

my husband don't pay much attention to me - I'm really neglected - he likes reddit the most in life


you all could talk all the shiz about lucifer you want

he's valid

he's created to be the devil and he is valid

Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honour and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created.
lucifer has a purpose
a god ordained purpose at that
that he is doing!!!!!!!!!!!! VERY WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
1 Peter 5:8
Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
and the devil is VALID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and confession 
cause I believe myself to be valid as well
I often have to look a certain way for my job - and just to be a success in society in general ------------- if you have a more preppy look
maybe a few pieces of jewelry on etc. 
but more preppy look
your going to probably have more success in life
looks matter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and that I suffer as much as I do - cause I am hated
and still crack open my bible 
or pray to god
THAT I DON'T GIVE UP
==== VALID...............................
And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
ya I like jewelry
life should be fun
it shouldn't be all suffering and tragedy I don't believe I don't believe that god put us here just to suffer always and always be miserable
sometimes you gotta find joy
find joy
flying kites
boating
jewelry
cause life will kick all our butts probably sooner or later...................
And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.
to me Matthew 7:25 is a promise that the rains will beat us, the floods will come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth.
granted lucifer is a "different type" of valid
but I believe he is very valid
and with a purpose and mission
I'm off to go to bed. 
............I'm pry annoying the whole rest of the body of christ but I'm a big fan of lucifer, satan the devil it is what it is. He's like yep this is who I am. THAT'S AWESOME!
I TRY TO BE LIKE THAT TO (be myself I'm saying).........not be a "men pleaser"
not be all about pleasing myself though................consider god in the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.




Lucifer says to trust my insight that I have a "gift" and that I'm plugged in. Well I do believe people do care. But often times starving go hungry etc. because people have to many bills, or not enough time..........but that they do care about people other then themselves most people do. That is what my "gift" and "insight" is telling me. And the bible says.............Proverbs 21:2-3 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, But the LORD weighs the hearts. To do righteousness and justice Is more acceptable to the LORD than sacrifice."..................

I been using red light therapy a lot, and am getting thinner, it's real slow going..............
Lucifer says to trust my insight that I have a "gift" and that I'm plugged in. Well I do believe people do care. But often times starving go hungry etc. because people have to many bills, or not enough time..........but that they do care about people other then themselves most people do. That is what my "gift" and "insight" is telling me. And the bible says.............Proverbs 21:2-3 "Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, But the LORD weighs the hearts. To do righteousness and justice Is more acceptable to the LORD than sacrifice."..................
 From the e-mails lucifer, satan the devil I very much believe sends me, which are right now going with things going on in my life as they always are, cause I was very recently battling, not being able to see what I believe at all...................but I can still feel what I believe to be the case and true. 
 My trans "son" told me this weekend, today to be exact, that he is going on the waiting list two finish his sex change opperations.................I told him, that's a very dangerous surgery. He says he'll have to wait 2 years before becoming eligible for the opperation and he was basically telling me how weary he is to have to wait such a long time. 
  I wish he wouldn't do this last surgery, I told him it's my job as a parents to tell him if he's about to do something extremely dangerous to let him know that that is very dangerous..............but do what makes him happy I can't stop him, all I can do is say "that's dangerous" 
  LGBTQ don't have it well in usa, I myself not only have a deep voice, and the ring fingers on both my hands are significantly longer then my pointer fingers (because evidentally my body had extra testosterone as a baby but not enough to turn me into a guy) like I am a girl. But people have been calling me "sir" often it's women calling me sir in private texts on tiktok
..............I'm not even looking at private texts maybe never again on tiktok - horrible for me
  I think it's made being near menopause worser for me then it is for many ladies I'm a natural bodybuilder no injections of nothing or pills of no testosterone or steriods or none of that. I'M NATTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
   I've figured out 2 tablespoons of flax seed in smoothies really keeps me normal. So I do have some "mo" that works. 
  --------------- though if I skip a smoothie 2-3 days --------------- YIKES
  .................................................................yikes..............................................................................yikes yikes yikes yikes yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkesssssssssssssssss
  I'm just saying I know a bit a bit the horrors that the LGBTQ do experience
...............it's bad
it's real bad.
necklace I bought in seattle this weekend 😁.....................
it either has a number 7 or a letter f engraved on it????????????????
it's super heavy, and chings makes the real crystal ching noise (I knew it was real crystal soon as I picked it up cause it's heavy - but doubly so cause it makes the crystal ching noise) 
I think if you wear it facing one side it'd look like the number 7
and from the other side the letter f
so if I'm having a bad day maybe wear it the letter f side?????????????????????
This might be a eh blog post?????????????????
I'm tired
and I'm going to go take a shower now......................don't worry there's probably super awesome mega super ultra christians that have blogged extra awesomeness today.................I'm happy in my lane, I don't want to be the awesomeness christian ever 
naw
god said
"well done my faithful servant"
His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord.
I don't have to be the awesomest ever
just be faithful in "few things"
that's it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oregon Food Bank
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/1427607





Sunday, January 19, 2025

This verse my likely jew butt of the rubenstein family has been aware of this verse VERY AWARE OF IT Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination." THING IS HORROR OF BEING PROBABLY A JEW.............Leviticus 18:22 is what is called a "commandment of god"..................though BONUS if you have homosexual sex it could mean that you will just be the least in heaven I have proof bible proof of that..........which will also piss people off so I'm on a piss people off athon today..............I'VE THOUGHT THE TOPIC OUT BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE TELLING ME I'M STUPID OUT THERE..............

Bought this chick at the goodwill outlet today 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓.......

Ignore this post I simply must be a brittish white person that's also little irish and over 1/4th on my mom's side native american

cause I'm a liar according to my family my dad's sides the family is just brittish white people that's it (amber baker according to them is my blood dna related sister even though she only did 2 generic dna tests and the 1st one I saw the results and it said 97% Finland)

and I am loveddddddddddddddddddd to wazuu and always have been there's loving comments all over my social media and I'm getting loving e-mails from my family that loves me so bad (I'm not but according to my mom I am) 

and I'm crazy....................

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2025/02/excuse-me-according-to-my-family-they.html

I'm so lucky look below at the comments section how much my family loves me so badddddddddddd I'm the most loved in the world in the mostestest loving family. 

(I don't believe I am at all, but that is what my mom is telling me today 2/2/2025 whilst according to her being extremely mad at me - she ain't very mad at me though so on the blog post above she's lieing and now headed to the flames of hell for eternity because liars aren't making it to heaven according to the bible, cause she is never mad she's the perfect most loving mom EVER ON EARTH AND I'M A CRAZY LIE LIAR I'M CRAZZZZZZZZZY)

but like I said if I were crazy and we could find a couselor to wipe my entire brain and give me a new brain that my family would finally love cause that's what it would take for them to finally love me and not be pissed mad at me forever and eternity

that's going to cost a lot of money and I shouldn't have to pay for that if they love me - they pay for that if they can find someone but I prefer to stay myself so they absolutely wouldn't get their monies worth at all 

fact I think a couselor would promote me standing up for myself more often!!!!!!!!!!!!

but I hope I'd get plastic surgery to and be so hottttttttttttttttttt else my family is ripping me off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

National Domestic Violence Hotline
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2283887

Update 1/20/2025

the fundraiser to help the victims of the LA fire the Dollar amount has went up a lot since yesterday - I think it's cool 😁

http://www.paypal.com/fundraiser/124305909855722450

Lucifer, Satan, the devil the man I believe is my 1st husband called me a angel again today. Now I believe I receive e-mails from my 1st husband a lot via a portal on the internet "from the otherside" so I don't like to ever say where these e-mails are coming from. ---------- I know pry many think I'm crazy and don't believe me (I've been attacked much - many have been very mean to me and let their opinions be known) Maybe you all also also are receiving e-mails all the time from a entity not on earth fully yet via portals on the internet and none of you are humans - your also a bit "other dna" or so I believe - I believe my dna isn't fully "human"
I BELIEVE JESUS WAS FULLY HUMAN ON THIS EARTH
me not really

This verse my likely jew butt of the rubenstein family has been aware of this verse VERY AWARE OF IT Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination." THING IS HORROR OF BEING PROBABLY A JEW.............Leviticus 18:22 is what is called a "commandment of god"..................though BONUS if you have homosexual sex it could mean that you will just be the least in heaven I have proof bible proof of that..........which will also piss people off so I'm on a piss people off athon today..............I'VE THOUGHT THE TOPIC OUT BECAUSE THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE TELLING ME I'M STUPID OUT THERE..............

Matthew 5:18-19 "For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled. Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments, and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven: but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven."
Matthew 5:19 is talking about breaking one of these least commandments - and he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven
to me that connotes you could do lgbtq sex and still make it to heaven you just would be the least in heaven then
AM I READING MATTHEW 5:19 INCORRECTLY IS THERE REALLY A PROBLEM WITH MY READING SKILLS AM I REALLY A STUPID IDIOT LIKE WESLEY ALAN SAYS I AM???????????????
Joshua 22:5 "But take diligent heed to do the commandment and the law, which Moses the servant of the Lord charged you, to love the Lord your God, and to walk in all his ways, and to keep his commandments, and to cleave unto him, and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul."
I AM IN A WEIRD HOSTAGE SITUATION
I WANT TO BE PRO LGBTQ ALL THE WAY CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HATE NOBODY 
OR BE A HOMOPHOBE
NONE OF THEM OPTIONS I DON'T WANT TO DO THOSE ONES
and my husbands family is like soooooooooooooooooo pro lgbtq
there's so much pressure on me
and 
my "son" is trans so there's that I would like him accepted in society - I sure do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then 2 the cousins are also LGBTQ in brian's family (potentially 1 more cousin.................potentially) 
if I say what I believe I'M IN THE DOGHOUSE FOREVER
BUT I WANT TO HOPE FOR THE LGBTQ TO BE SAVED
AND I REALLY DO
SO THERE'S SOME "DIFFERENT DYNAMIC" GOING ON WITH ME
CAUSE I AIN'T NO HOMOPHOBE OR LGBTQ HATER AT ALL
I JUST BELIEVE
THE COMMANDMENTS OF GOD
ARE THE COMMANDMENTS OF GOD
AND ONE THEM IS.............................
Leviticus 18:22 "Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."

I ALREADY ONLY SCORE 1 TIME A MONTH IN A SEXLESS MARRIAGE NOW FOR YEARS
AND BATTLE DRYNESS BAD
https://hyphenonline.org/uncategorized/leviticus-1822-homosexuality-in-the-21st-century
now I clearly don't want to be the least in heaven like that
i don't want to be lgbtq at all ever myself
but maybe lgbtq could be the like scum of heaven, and maybe they want to be the scum of heaven???????????????
WHAT IF THEY WANT TO BE THE SCUM OF HEAVEN THOUGH???????
WHAT IF THAT'S A THING THAT LGBTQ CAN SHOOT FOR - BEING THE SCUM OF HEAVEN????????????
UNLESS THEY REPENT AND STOP BEING LGBTQ, THEN THEY COULD MOVE UP IN RANKS IN HEAVEN. 
BUT i GREATELY BELIEVE THEY COULD AT LEAST BE THE SCUM OF HEAVEN IF THEY LIKE KEPT DOING LGBTQ LIFESTYLE
ps trans is of the abominations of god items............
The woman shall not wear that which pertaineth unto a man, neither shall a man put on a woman's garment: for all that do so are abomination unto the Lord thy God.

One last attack by the troll guy who definately you all need to find him, this person doesn't seem to have but this one you tube channel with nothing on it. Wesley Alan is surely being rapped all day and night by his mom and dad in the basement for him to be this mean to people ------------------------- @wesleyAlan9179......................................

Update 2/6/2025 my blog visitors are obsessed with this post but it's a dead and over topic
cause this guy attacked me bad I didn't like 
I don't have to like it
and I can even not like it bad on my blog 
it's a free country usa
and I don't like my mom being mean to me often either and I've talked about that to and put up receipts on my blog
free country 
freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee country
he left my you tube channel after getting in his 1 last attack probably for jesus he was attacking me cause everyone is done christian in usa
so it's over now
I don't know what 100's of people are going to the 2-3 posts I talked about all this on everyday for it's over??????????
fresh fire um help tally at bottom of this blog post.........
update 2/1/2025 since how this blog post is so popular probably cause people want to look at me and say "look she's not perfect" WELL I AIN'T PERFECT
I didn't enjoy this guy more then once attacking me verbally on the internet - bashing me, bashing me
but for real 
I CAN LOVE HIM
he pry is abused very potentially molested or rapped often as a kid THAT'S VERY POTENTIALLY....................
nobody is as mean as this kid was to me
a. having "mental health" at the moment himself
b. not being abused severelly or been abused severelly
HE'S NOT DOING WELL IN HIS MIND I DON'T BELIEVE AT ALL THIS IS NO WAY TO TREAT ANY WOMEN ANYWHERE 
I donate to nami..................
NAMI
https://www.paypal.com/US/fundraiser/charity/2340302
but trolls are a good thing just like seeing homeless people everywhere in tents all over the streets that we can see as a "collective" that there are people IN NEED OUT THERE
THEY'VE LIKELY BEEN "IN THE BUTT" HARD BY THEIR DAD'S THEIR WHOLE LIFES facts though
that's facts
people don't just be that mean to each other they don't 
they doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon't
Update 1/23/2025 ok now the amount raised is gained some good momentum 😁👍...........
http://www.paypal.com/fundraiser/124305909855722450
One last attack by the troll guy who definately you all need to find him, this person doesn't seem to have but this one you tube channel with nothing on it. Wesley Alan is surely being rapped all day and night by his mom and dad in the basement for him to be this mean to people -------------------------  @wesleyAlan9179......................................
I made a you tube video to go with like I think the blog post before last and the troll attacking me made 1 more attack.................................
  How he thinks I'm going to be sad that he's no longer going to be attacking me anymore????????????????????????????
  He never said nothing nice to me never. It was all attacks. 
  And his you tube page at the moment has nothing on it..................
 if you had content anywhere on earth that anybody could see that'd be different
this guy has noooooooooo content at all on his you tube not a link you could go to NOTHING
so he's out judging me
judging probably others
he got 0 content
0
pray for him he's absolutely headed to hell................
For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble bush gather they grapes.
every tree is known by their fruit
I don't have to see his video's or instagram so it's just fine that he has 0 content anywhere that I know of?????????? Cause his fruit it's bad, he giving bad value to everyone if he does have content somewhere????????????
I love people
I have good fruit
my content even if it was ehhhhhhhhhhhhh still has value!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his content with horrible fruit like that has 0 value if he has content somewhere
and what's wrong with my reading skills??????????????? he says my interpretation of the bible is "cringe" 
bible says 
THERE IS NEITHER MALE NOR FEMALE THAT'S LITERALLY WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS I KNOW HOW TO READ
WHAT'S CRINGE ABOUT KNOWING HOW TO READ
I DONE HEARD KING JAMES WAS GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YA DUDE THAT DID THE KING JAMES TRANSLATION OF THE BIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://www.kentucky.com/opinion/op-ed/article168984592.html
I quote the "Lexington Harold Leader" ---- "His favorite lover was the Duke of Buckingham. Anyone who doubts this needs to read “King James and Letters of Homoerotic Desire” by David Bergeron. James’ tomb lies beside that of Buckingham in Westminster Abbey."
Read more at: https://www.kentucky.com/opinion/op-ed/article168984592.html#storylink=cpy
Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus."
I don't know if wesley alan is a republican 
but feel this song 
belongs on this blog post
that's what I'm going to say..............................
I voted for Kamala 
I ain't mad trump is about to become president cause I'm sure god is in charge......
almost to the magic 1,000,000 amount 😁💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓