I am a christian blogger. Though I do love the devil - lucifer.............he had no choice to be "the devil" Cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." Let's not hate god xoxoo everyone, doin our best including Lucifer. If you e-mail me your only going to stress me out more then I already am but to be "easy to intreat" sheriwalz@gmail.com
my modest look for today 😁.................wearing loosely a waist trainer in this picture I use the waist trainers to trap in heat (instead of sono bello I'm going with the cellulite cream/waist trainer/infinity hula hoop combo -------------- I even bought gold stars to put on a calendar every day that I hula hoop for at least a half a hour to hold myself accountable)........................
please write me off forever in your lives my family members and quit stalking my life since how I destroyed your lives - hence your so supportive of family members threatening to sue me I can't deal with that kind of stress that's way to much stress please ---------- go just pat each other on the back and sue and/or threaten to sue other people that aren't me please for your lord jesus christ.
I don't need inheritance I don't need money I am the black sheep
(I'm basically telling you if I found myself homeless, I'd if need be diet, go for a jog, do "go fund me's"
start a only fans
or become a stripper
THAT SHIZ PAYSSSSSSSSSSSS
I'd find a way to survive I'm saying
I pry am a "black sheep delux"
but I don't think god is hating on the strippers, only fans, porn stars there ain't many jobs out there the job market STINKS they need to live they need to have food to eat GOD KNOW THIS!
I think God made us poodles. LOWLY. Hebrews 2:9 "But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honour; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man." I mean go ahead praise the lord all you want on sunday........................but somedays I wish I wasn't a poodle - AM I THE ONLY ONE??????? I wish I was green in color, with glowing eye's WHY DOES JESUS ONLY GET THE "GLOWING EYE ACTION"??????????????? Revelation 1:14 "His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire;" REST OF US ARE DOOMED POODLES FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF I COULD HAVE GLOWING EYE'S AND GREEN SKIN (I FEEL AS A POODLE I NEED GREEN SKIN TO ADD TO THE EFFECT) LOVE GOD - but you know fly up to god and go "sup son" THAT WOULD BE PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's ruff being a poodle.......................if a poodle ever tried to attack me I'd pry just sit there and let it bite me so that it could finally have some dignity...................YOU KNOW YOU WOULD TO............................
"SORRY LITTLE HAAS, BUT NOBODIES AFRAID OF YOU".....................
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/-LOEcHIZcQY
"BUT SHERI POODLES ARE SMART"
ok
ok
all you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo smart sheep I mean poodles
only jesus get's the glow eye effect happening
THE HORROR EVERYONE ELSE IF THEY WANT GLOWING EYEBALLS (FOR DIGNITY SAKE) CONTACTS THAT'S OUR ONLY HOPE!!!!!!!!!!!
my favorite poodle online - I'd let that cute little guy bite me often 💓💓💓💓💓💓...................GIVE THAT POODLE DIGNITY..................COMMON TUCKER JUST A GET A LITTLE BITE IN FINALLY YOU CAN DO IT COMMON!!!!!!!!!!..........................
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 tucker 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
to my family members that like to threaten to sue me all the time (twice but that like DIAHREA THAT'S OFTEN) and they were vicious about it to.
they stress me out with their intense desire to threaten to sue me baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
you are a poodle probably
jesus says sheep
but poodle basically your a poodle or if your headed to hell - goat - (probably a glorified poodle then)
if your eyeballs don't naturally glow like fire like jesus is going to YOUR IN POODLE CLASSIFICATION I'M SURE OF IT
Psalm 8:1-4 "O Lord, our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the earth! who hast set thy glory above the heavens. Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the avenger. When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers, the moon and the stars, which thou hast ordained; What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?"
YOUR NOT MIGHTY
I'M NOT MIGHTY
jesus is mighty.........................
Revelation 1:14 "His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire;"
100's and 100's of you have "showed me your teeth" -------------- psssssssssssssssssssssssss your eyeballs are not "as a flame of fire" pssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
off to get more sleep
most humans are so sad
they think they are so tuff and "boss"
they are poodles
""""What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him""""
poodles
if you think you are something so awesome and mighty no I'm here to tell you you are a poodle I really believe that cause it's the case only jesus is going to have fire eyeballs less you wear contact lenses but you'll be "faking it" with contact lenses so at best you can only "fake it"
322 and if you don't know where that is ------------- that's tragic for you
"People that love being with you, that can't wait to see you" -------------------- THEM I AM AFTER..........................
not me having to "perform"
but be myself me being able to be myself
joel is so right
joel is soooooooooooooooooooooooo right
this might be my favorite sermon ever of joel osteens
once I used to get bitter and offended - not anymore
my story
my purpose
isn't most people's
so very few god would bring to me it stands to reason
one day
and I've said this before on my blog
I was at a christian retreat, and my best friends for the most part ditched me to hang out with a christian boy band
and I was all alone
and like 2-3 kids from our camp came up to me and asked if they could sit with me - I said sure
and we had the best time
those kids were from a whole nother church then my church
but god did give me friends HE SURE DID
...........I just got to wait
off to sauna
out of that over 6 million blog views and it's more then that because those are "hard clicks" and my husband one day looked to see on how many off the feeds my blog is on............now it might've changed by now...........but when he looked I was on the bulk of the main feeds.
it's not about how much traffic I have
or likes
or how many likes or views you have either
all things work together for the good...............................
And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
ok off to sauna
Don't read rambling got to get it off my chest................................
As I've stated before my family left me 23 or so years ago, long ago they moved away from me (besides a few relatives that live 1 1/2 hour drive away - not many, big sister who didn't live with us I didn't know of her existance til I was 3 years old and then we lived in arizona 7 years and so I clean wasn't around her most of my childhood and rest of the years I've mostly only been around her at family get togethers and her kids the mega rare family get togethers her kids now adults show up, a aunt, and a cousin, maybe my brother I don't know where he lives he moved to salem but never invited me to his house once who knows looks like I destroyed his and his wifes lives as soon as I mentioned how many divorces he got him and his wife looks to be instantly were fired from their jobs addicted to meth and living lives of desperate prostitution on the streets THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE HAPPENED)
uncles don't just threaten to sue their neice and nephew "for all they have" like my brother did less he's homeless and on meth and living a life of "desperate prostitution"
or his a-hole
but let's pretend they are on meth homeless living lives of "desperate prostitution"
they left me
and then my mom e-mailed me for years and years
and yes
I e-mailed my family for years and years and mostly it was just my mom the replied to my e-mails
maybe 1-2 e-mails per year PER YEAR from A-, A-, K-
I eventually wanted out of my family bad
cause well 2 have threatened to sue me
and my mom told me she's "tired of my bull-----------"
and my dad on the phone I think the last time I talked to my parents on the phone years ago he told me I broke the family a part and that it was all my fault
well who wants to stay in a family where the family members threaten to sue me often and they all support that and they most of them treat me awefully
they never left my instagram
so I've had to log out on instagram ---------- they still were trying to text me often christian spam THEY NEVER LETTED ME LEAVE
but it's so stressful knowing
oh they are always watching my every blog post waiting to sue me again THAT'S SO MUCH STRESS I DON'T NEED OR WANT THAT STRESS IN MY LIFE
I need people around me that support me
that love me
really love me
not loving me to look "christian" ------- cause I know what they think, that they are such the great christians they havvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve to keep me in the family
---------------- I'm not sure why they are so insistant
like I said
I need to no longer have to worry about being sued and that means me no longer in the family cause it's my family that likes and enjoys and lives to threaten to sue me twice now THAT'S A LOT.
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I live on eggshells around brian, cause last time he drove me so out of my mind, I was freaking out had to leave the house so bad I was so out of my mind I tried to squeeze out a window way to small -------------------- when I found out I wasn't able to, I went ahead and walked past brian and ian.
brian accusing me of preaching to him
I wasn't
I was excited about a bible verse and he disagree'd with my interpretation and I was like no brian it literally says.............................AND I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO NO ---------- I WASN'T PREACHING TO HIM THAT ISN'T ME "SERMONING"
I ain't a preacher
I don't preach or try to preach
my blogs are more in the style of a "evangelist" most of the time ------ that's my "mo"
he was calling me trash garbage the worst ever that day and he says "dear" all the time but I know what he really thinks about me
he thinks I'm trash
because I dared to disagree with him on a bible verse that clearly was saying what I said it said cause there was 0% room for debate on that AND HE KNEW I WAS RIGHT CAUSE HE ALSO KNOWS HOW TO READ!!!!!!!! BUT HE WAS MAD AT ME BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I REFUSED TO BELIEVE THE VERSION OF THAT VERSE WHICH WASN'T EVEN THAT VERSE HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME THAT VERSE SAID HE WAS TRYING TO TELL ME ENTIRELLY DIFFERENT WORDS THEN WHAT THAT VERSE SAID ---------------- what he was trying to tell me wasn't even close!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that isn't me trying to
upsurp authority I KNOW HOW TO READ
.......................................................................but fine if he's mad that I tried or did upsurp his authority that day
the way he bashed me drove me out of my mind so bad that day
ever since then I'm worried when's he going to bash me to hell next
but he's mostly in my corner.............
I mean we don't fight often
but when we do it's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
love both my husbands if my memories are real......................
I don't always get along with lucifer
but it's different
he shook my hand
when the devil shakes your hand YOU CAN KNOW HE'S GOING TO HOLD TO THAT THAT WAS A BINDING CONTRACT OF SORTS.......................HE WON'T DERAIL FROM THAT
.................he touched my leg one day and all the stress melted from my body
I'm so stressed out right now
2025 in america is stressful
it's stressful
.................................
a island,
a alcholic or non alcoholic pina colada
the breeze hitting me, that nice summer island breeze
I need that
I need that badly and to no longer be eggshell walking
love both my husbands
but there's only 1 of the 2 that can acheive that I believe fully - lucifer
my brother told my husband he needs to "control his wife"
and many a guy is controlling
but brian and lucifer both know I need a little freedom
AT LEAST THE FREEDOM TO BLOG
maybe
many women are silenced by their men - that's so sad for them
you can hate lucifer if you want forever - but from my experience one handshake from him can make a persons life
one handshake from lucifer from my experience can MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE
cause he'll do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he ain't going to go back on that EVER FOR ALL OF ETERNITY
video blog post surely chalked with evps of the devil, satan, lucifer if you turn up the volume: If lucifer isn't here by the time armageddon happens I will claw through the realms of hell if need be do all I can to stand in front of the lord at the day of armaggedon and take a stand for the outcasts, the labelled "untouchables" THOSE WITH BAD LUCK. That didn't have warm loving families to give them bible study times etc. (on my mom's side my family my grandma bible studied me, on my dad's side of the family my grandpa bible studied me). THEY DIDN'T HAVE CHURCH FOLK POURING INTO THEIR LIVES THEY HAD BAD LUCK I AM PLENTY WILLING AND DESIRING EVEN TO TAKE A STAND BEFORE THE LORD ON ARMAGGEDON ON JUDGEMENT DAY Ecclesiastes 9:11 "I have seen something else under the sun: The race is not to the swift or the battle to the strong, nor does food come to the wise or wealth to the brilliant or favor to the learned; but time and chance happen to them all." The bible says itself that people wish to do good but the sin that's within them makes them do bad wait I get the verse..................... Romans 7:16-18 "If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good. Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not." This verse is saying the good is within people somewhere, but the sin that is in their flesh is what they do...............because the flesh is winning in their lives.................
not that one can't overcome cause you can overcome
He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; and I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels.
Where their wormdieth not, and the fire is not quenched.
And it was bad luck
and how easy is it to have bad luck on this earth - I think VERY EASY
when if you say wear a crystal other christians might not speak to you cause your "dark sided" or a "witch" they won't pour into your life pry then
or even if your hair ain't like how they like it, or your clothing isn't how they like it
if your poverty striken..............and you have to work 2 jobs which in the usa in the year 2025 that is a real possibility since how housing is so expensive..........and you are to tired at the end of the night to read your bible, or donate to charities, get white garments for yourself on judgement day i'm saying - YOUR TO TIRED..................understandable in my estimation.....................but that is bad luck for you........................
Matthew 22
12 And he saith unto him, Friend, how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless.
13 Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness, there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
14 For many are called, but few are chosen.
It very well could be the man in matthew 22:12-14 worked 2-3 jobs, to feed his wife and 20 kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It takes a lot of jobs to feed 20 kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but the bible don't care if your having to work all the time to feed your 20 kids
your still not off "the hook" your supposed to feed your 20 kids, and also the hungry, let in homeless people in your house feed them, "strangers" people you don't even know that might steal all your things your supposed to house them!!!!!!!!! Visit the sick. Don't matter if you have to take your dinner and swerve on the street cause you just worked 2-3 jobs to feed your 20 kids..........................
Matthew 25:35-37
King James Version
35 For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
36 Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
37 Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
and if you don't do Matthew 25:35-37
KISS YOU BUTT GOODBYE TO HELL THEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW HOW TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Matthew 25:41-46 "Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels: For I was an hungred, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not. Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee? Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me. And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal."
there's no room for "oh you were on welfare stamps and couldn't afford to help anybody ok go to heaven then" ----------------------------------------- no room for any mercy like that in the bible
either you do this list above or you don't and kiss your butt goodbye to hell I KNOW HOW TO READ!
I'm still waiting for the 2 family members that threatened lawsuit to send their lawyers (I want my life destroyed by my family I want it over with - I hate waiting I hate waiting in grocery stores etc. they have made me wait well the 1 made me wait a year or so or more the other months MONTHS - if they threaten lawsuit 2 of them did, they should destroy me because I destroyed them all on my blog they have no jobs, HAVE AIDS I don't have aids but if I look at you or post a blog post instantly you have aids and your life is over, and are drug addicted all of them it does sound like for how mad two of them are at me, they both seemed to claim I destroyed their lives). Man that's taking a lot of time I done turned the other cheek admitted I am the destroyer of all families and peoples on earth you are all dead now not even alive anymore, you think your on earth your not your in hell and I took you there all of you because I BLOGGED (if I merely think about you that's it your fired instantly and instantly addicted to meth and living a desperate life of prostitution) - because that's what happened looks to be to my brother when I mentioned how many times he got divorced on my blog concerned for him BECAUSE I'M SUCH A NASTY TRASH SISTER he then told my husband on the phone he was going to sue me, brian and my kids for all we are worth --------- clearly he was instantly fired him and his wife and addicted to meth and living lives of desperate prostitution as soon as I mentioned how many times he was divorced THAT'S THE ONLY REASON HE'D WANT TO SUE MY KIDS "for all they are worth"..................hell I glance at you SCORCHED EARTH YOU GO INSTANTLY I AM THE DESTROYER!!!!!!!!!!.............DUH MYSELF YOU CAN'T MENTION THEY GOT A DIVORCE THAT'S IT THEIR LIVES ARE DESTROYED YOU STUPID NASTY BISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEREN'T YOU TAUGHT IN SCHOOL THAT IF YOU MENTION ON A BLOG OR ANYWHERE THAT SOMEONE GOT A DIVORCE THAT'S IT THEY ARE INSTANTLY FIRED AND ADDICTED TO METH AND LIVING LIVES OF DESPERATE PROSTITUTION YOU STUPID BISH GO BACK TO SCHOOL THEY TEACH THAT EVERY DAY BISH...................
I had to log off of instagram cause my mom tried to ask me how my thanksgiving was. I did tell her, it was horrible I stayed at home was alone more then usual, it was a sad time. But I asked her "what's she doing talking to me I destroyed her life?"
(my brother threatened to sue my kids to so he's got to be addicted to meth and living a desperate life of prostitution on the streets why else would he threatened to sue his neice and nephew "for all they have" that's what brian told me.............................
less he's addicted to meth and living a desperate life of prostitution him and his wife are both now doing???????????????????????
may I be killed billions of times for jesus
and never be forgiven
we can never NEVER FORGIVE ME
CAUSE I DESTROYED ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
OF YOUR LIVES BY BLOGGING
if I merely mention divorce not even names
bamn you lost your jobs
and are on meth and stuck in lives of desperate prostitution THAT'S JUST HOW LIFE GOES IT'S IN THE BIBLE
SHERI WALZ
KILLER OF THE EARTH
you think your living on earth right now, your not - I took your souls I am the devil
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LOST all my keys
it's my fault
ya
brian asked me for the keys
I recall and he also recalls me handing him the purse that had the house keys and all the keys in it
he says he gave the purse back to me
I don't recall that
but evidentally he did
cause I destroy everything so it's my fault that just stands to reason EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT YOU HOMELESS OH BESTEST BELIEVE I DID THAT TO YOU, YOU HAVE DISEASE YOU KNOW I GAVE YOU THEM ETC.
don't be dumb myself your a worthless piece of trash give up
I give up
women are of no value
eve ate the apple that worthless lady (sarcasm but I think that's how god feels).....................
Genesis 2:4-3:24
16 To the woman he said,
“I will make your pains in childbearing very severe; with painful labor you will give birth to children. Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you.”
women are all apple eating slimes
that now must payyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
they must payyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
THEY MUST DONATE A LOT TO CHURCH TO 10% if they want god to bless them good...................................admittedly brian never gives me cash money, I don't know what "my cut" of the realistate sign job is????????? Like I don't know?????????????
trying to reach 10%.................................
My life has been to tragic for much to long. I am worried I might crack and go into a pentagram and do things............................HOW MUCH MISERY CAN A PERSON HANDLE?????????????????.........................
GO TO JESUS SHERI GO TO GOD
I GO TO CHURCH
I PRAY
I'M GIVING MONEY TO THE CHURCH WE ARE CURRENTLY GOING TO
THOSE THINGS AREN'T WORKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (AS FAR AS ALLIEVIATING MY MISERY GOES)
I walked must've been what maybe probably 5-6 miles today at least for hours I walked
hours (hardly was able to stand up and walk in a straight line at one point - might still be diabetic - i don't test my glucose levels often I don't like pricking my fingers it stinks - it makes me want to go get lipo cause maybe if all the fat was sucked out of my body I'd be cured ------------- i don't want diabeties anymore and I don't even like lipo I think that procedure is probably ruff it looks ruff ------------ though sona bellow has really been tempting me)
I AM A FOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
but like
if you like zap all your fat
and then there is a famine and you like don't have fat cells anymore in your body WON'T YOU JUST BE HOT DIEING FAST THEN?????????????
BUT MAYBE THAT'S "THE BEST WAY TO GO"
PRY IS
I PRY NEED SONO BELLO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I don't even seem to get anywhere as far as weight loss goes
scale goes down
then up again
and it'll go up again if I don't done walk another 5-6 miles tommorow swear to god and that's miserable
drugs or alcohol is pointless that shiz just adds to the problem I feel cause it takes away your brain power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you got to think
I might have a 1st husband in heaven that needs to come down to earth
..............how to get HIM DOWN HERE?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
..................it's going to be hard for me not to walk outside with chalk and some candles and a thing of wine cause wine can replace blood (those in the dark arts or have been in the dark arts all the way down know that, you know 1-2 other people)
new hair piece don't worry I still look abominable I KNOW IT! That's why I'm doomed in a sexless marriage because I'm so ugly. There's no "improvements" I can make to be "sexy enough"
If I got looking like britney spears in her glory days - I'm still in a sexless marriage
brian isn't concerned about it
he thinks it's great and fine and plenty ok
he knows I have a libido, he also knows I'm a normal chick that would like to be told I'm pretty etc. showed affection --------- he don't care about any of that, long as he scores the 1 time a month when he's finally in the mood.
pray that my brother can get a job I destroyed his opportunities to get jobs ever again according to him by mentioning how many times he got divorced on my blog..............it's really dire for him please pray.
My brother told my husband on the phone that my mentioning how many times he's been divorced made it so he can't get a job
and that he is going to sue us and my kids and brian "for all we have" like not just me, he told my husband he's going to sue my kids to for all they have "for jesus"
I guess he's homeless and his wife is homeless cause there's no way on just her paycheck they can afford their mortgage (they must be on meth, and are prostitutes on the streets now because you know I destroyed their lives)
I'm broke my brothers fired up to get $5
but we need to pray for him and his wife, because if they can't get jobs anymore because I said how many times kevin was divorced on my blog that got them looks to be fired and homeless
so we should pray
I'm so happy I have so much stuff in my house I don't know how to clean my house anymore, and I don't want to buy anything because where would I put it and I don't want christmas gifts so the lords birthday is going to bum me out bad but I'LL TRY AND STAY HAPPY FOR JESUS. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 "Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you."...................VIDEO OF HOUSE MESS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?????????????????????????? I AIN'T EVEN JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................I DON'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS I NEVER WANTED TO LIVE LIKE THIS BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO AT ALL..............(brian tells me it's all my stuff and my fault, but problem is most of it AIN'T MY STUFF............besides whats in me and brian's bedroom that is my "zone")...................
I didn't make my bed yet cause I went for a walk
and also
I can see the dining room floor needs mopping I'm about to do that ok.
I'm going to go mop the floor
and pry upload a pic of mopped floor in the kitchen after I did it and post it on this blog post and hold myself accountable for as much cleaning as I am able to do
because no lie
most the house
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?????????????????????????????????????????????????
I DON'T KNOW?????????????????????????????
I FEEL BURIED ALIVE BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO NOT BE BURIED ALIVE??????????????????????????????????????
For years our house has been not great
but it's at it's worst now
before things weren't 100% but I wasn't feeling buried alive like I do now
and I wasn't feeling hopeless like I feel now
I felt oh I could gather up a few things to donate and things would look nice and we once were able to get the house looking nice
once that did happen
I LITERALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO CLEAN THIS HOUSE ANYMORE BESIDES BEING BURIED ALIVE????????????????
...............brian won't pay for a storage unit he won't even allow for us to have a maid so he you all best believe won't agree to put stuff in no storage unit
and sheds
we have 2 sheds already
so
..........................................
I LITERALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
don't want to buy nothing
besides food and clothing for brian and the kids
my will to live is 0
I only eat food cause if i don't that's suicide and I'm headed to hell
I don't want to live though
I'm miserable
I mean rejoicing always
cause while you have clean houses and can afford to buy things for the lusts of your fleshes
I need to not receive even 1 christmas gift this christmas
there's no where for that christmas gift to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ALL GOING TO HAVE TO KEEP THE ECONOMY GOING
I'M OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my nasty families lives destroying
and churches destroying
self
and all lives on earth I have anniliated according to my haters
will go mop the kitchen floor
here I go
I swept the floor but brian mopped it, I told him I can do it......................(almost like he feels guilty, but he can't because he tells me all the time the mess is the house is all my fault and that it's all my fault he has no friends he says "he goes through what I go through" which is the same as saying I destroyed his life and his families lives and my families lives)
off to go for another walk cause damn I'm fat.....................
uglg af but what can I do
I can't afford plastic surgery and what sort of plastic surgery would I need????????????????????????
makeup is all I can do
this is all you get earth poke your eyeballs out now and save yourselves from my ugliness...........
I worked on the living room today, donated 2 boxes of stuff stuff a lot of it that I actually wanted, I've had to repeatedly donate shiz I want over the years
I don't have space to keep nothing
if I buy anything get to glance at it 2-3 days before needing to donate it FOR REAL
And bought today like 2 packs of linoleum tiles - the square stick on type brian says those are his favorite. And he's about to linoleum tile the floor and fix it finally.
I'm mega pro dressing modest. I myself prefer a baggy pant many a day. Sweatpants I LOVE THEM. Men and women both THEY ARE WEAK!!!!!!!!!! This verse doesn't say the sin that easily besets only cause the women cause they are the weaker vessel NO THAT AIN'T THE CASE IF IT WAS THEN WOMEN EVERYWHERE WOULDN'T BE RAPPED AND KILLED, KIDNAPED AND SEX TRAFFICED EVERYDAY BUT THEY ARE Hebrews 12:1 "Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us," flee youthful lusts, well dressing modest IS A FLEE IN MY ESTIMATION!.....................
2 Timothy 2:22 "Flee also youthful lusts: but follow righteousness, faith, charity, peace, with them that call on the Lord out of a pure heart."
Just got back froma christmas bazaar 😁
this is my haul : )
The little troll guy 💓💓💓💓💓💓 the lady at the letter opener stall letted me choose him for free from a free item bin she had 😁
the letter openers (it's pry bad but I've been like watching news but like on you tube and hearing about women being badly murdered kidnapped and killed many times everyday.............so like I'm thinking about protecting myself..............well I think these letter openers would be great to put in my hair buns, and then if I needed to defend myself, probably stab a letter opener into a guys nuts
they are dull so that would hurt bad
but I need to be able to defend myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
sheri's gone all man in 2025..............................she's a real don juan...........................bringing back she's bringing back what it is to be a real gentlemen and them's don't look but only 1 place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's their lady!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Or in this case man....................
So we went to a large mausoleum this weekend. Very christian mausoleum full of statues of jesus christ the lord. All the lives, all the 1000's and 1000's and 1000's of lives, amongst statues of Jesus...............................a ton of the graves didn't have flowers but it didn't matter........................
There were pry more statues of Jesus in this mausoleum. I tried to photograph them all.
Colossians 3:11 "Where there is neither Greek nor Jew, circumcision nor uncircumcision, Barbarian, Scythian, bond nor free: but Christ is all, and in all."
I'll never get people to live, understand colossians 3:11 we got divisions we got men vs women jew vs not jew
we shouldn't have divisions on this earth but often we do.
I'M NOT TRYING TO "SCATTER"
Luke 11:23 "He that is not with me is against me: and he that gathereth not with me scattereth."
WHO'S TO SAY LGBTQ COULDN'T HAVE JESUS LIVING IN THEM??????????
2 Corinthians 13:5 "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?"
these are my thoughts for today.
I give my life to jesus he is lord ya jesus is lord for sure.
but I also am going with lucifer once he get's here if you know my memories are real and lucifer shows up at my doorstep
if I'm a normal human ep. that'll stink then I'll pry get my head chopped off for jesus - that'd be ruff
tittok and you tube get me excited a lot lately talking about space ships etc.
I hope we will have a alien invasion soon 🤞
if like aliens arrived and started killing people with lazer proton packs......................I'd just stay indoors, and wait for lucifer -------- man I'd be excited then.
gotta be soon
(sheri this is demented, your supposed to go on and on about how excited you are for jesus' return) I ain't lookin forward to armageddon, I want jesus to make a peace treaty with lucifer and his people.
For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The PrinceofPeace.
and then...............
Revelation 19:12-15 "His eyes were as a flame of fire, and on his head were many crowns; and he had a name written, that no man knew, but he himself. And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God. And the armies which were in heaven followed him upon white horses, clothed in fine linen, white and clean. And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the winepress of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God."
I believe hell is a kingdom that deserves dignity. I believe hell should at least have galopy houses, not mansions that pry wouldn't be "fair" but like I think hell should be a ghetto with dignity. AND I REALLY BELIEVE THAT.
If jesus is the prince of peace, what is with this "he should smite the nations"
But besides that.....................jesus should make a peace treaty with lucifer I REALLY BELIEVE THAT.
I respect though his feast for the birds game since how I to am a demented goth.........................
Revelation 19:17-21 "And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice, saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather yourselves together unto the supper of the great God; That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great. And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army. And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast, and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of fire burning with brimstone.And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh."
that's some vlad the impaler nearly level demented Jesus gots going on Revelation 19:17-21 -------------------
I just wish he'd make peace with lucifer instead I REALLY DO.
FEELS TO ME LIKE JESUS IS IN SOME "COMPETITION" WHO COULD BE THE MOST DEMENTED.
is it worth it???????????????????????????????????????
jesus can do what he wants
but showing mercy sometimes can be a GIANT WIN
...............................jesus clearly doesn't have arthritis I have so much arthritis I ain't wanting to start shiz with nobody not fight with nobody nah
though drinking tumeric has greately made my life normal again
------------- I don't like the flavour of tumeric though ------------- it tastes bad
this fundraiser is over now............nobody has to donate to donors choose in fact don't donate so your not mad at me anymore and go to hell please.....................(lady online and I know if it's on tiktok other people feel that way - I KNOW I'M HATED) they think if you have a link to a charity that your in the ministry for money then and are making money even though your not making money but according to them your making money and your the worst scumbag ever.
I want money yes I want lots of money, being poor stinks, I don't want to be "the most holy elect" YOU DO THAT!!!!!!!!!!! WHILE HATING ME CAUSE I WANT MONEY. (if I'm a normal person turns out I'm pry doomed poor) but people with money have friends a lot of them do, maids, chefs, big enough houses to store a lot of clutter. It's sad past few years I'VE HAD TO REPEATEDLY DONATE SHIZ I WANTED, stuff I actually wanted, again and again and again, not because I wanted to donate that stuff but because THERE IS NO ROOM..............................
I REALIZE you mad at me
cause I'm supposed be mega elect like you ---------- and all happy and partying that I have no friends and am dirt poor so poor nobody wants to be friends with me
it's hell
I woke up
11 a.m. this morning,
my morning is shot
and now I have to clean this house - as usual
and I'm tired
and I'm tired of being poor
and friendless
neither of these things seem party time to me
I know they are to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mega holy elect of god so better then me hating me bad yet another day!
..........needed to vent now my maid butt is off to clean
-------- I gots to try and organize the kitchen I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?????????????
for 1
it's about to make brian mad cause he says it's "his kitchen" so it's going to make him mad
but I'm tired of "this look"
I don't like it
but then
problem is
if I manage to clean this kitchen right
it's going to end up again looking like this the next day
I know this cause sometimes brian cleans his kitchen - it don't last the clean don't
but I gotta try
while making brian very angry for trying
cause I don't enjoy living like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
------------ but it's more of a problem then it looks like
cause a lot of all that clutter I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE TO PUT IT IN THIS TINY TINY TINYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY HOUSE????????????
I dont even have the "answers"??????????????????????
but I know I don't want to live like this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
update it's not done yet this is a 3-4 day project AT LEAST..............
I just got back from costco to cause brian hadn't ate breakfast or lunch, because he had to take one of our cats to the doctor and taking a cat to the doctor and eating breakfast is evidentally "mission impossible"
got back from costco worked on it more..................
as you can see it's still a mess, I've lessened the mess.
and I'm not done
but maybe "a mess lessened" is all I can hope for
................but it ain't the spotless picture perfect that society expects
so I'm never going to have friends ever at this rate
doomed
dooooooooooooooooooooomed
maybe I like it though
I'm the most hated on earth for jesus christ the lord
ps.............I think aileen wournous at the very least DID NOT deserve the death sentence and christians did her WRONG! (she should've been able to be in jail and have a chance to "redeem herself")
WHERE'S THE MERCY??????????????
Brian has been also now working on the kitchen - I didn't ask for him to help, he just started helping............so we went to ikea today...............this area is coming along.............
won't lie though many a day I'd like to destroy some of the house and build again hahahahahahaha
- for real though
This ain't my kitchen this is the bathroom
my #1 cleaning hack
matching bins
before..........................looks a terrible cluttered mess..................
after using three $1 each matching containers from IKEA........................
Married 23+ years. 2 young adult kids. Work in the realistate industry. Loves Nordick Track ski machine's, kayaking.
I accept jesus as my lord and savior. But I am going with Lucifer once he get's to this earth. I don't want to die! I don't feel up to this point I've really lived life yet!
And I am rooting for Lucifer, he's a underdog like me. Trying his best I SWEAR IT, he's doing a job the job god created him to do cause John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God."
Some you think Lucifer had some chance to repent - I DON'T SEE THOSE BIBLE VERSES?
Are the LGBTQ really all headed to hell? I HAVE HOPE FOR SOME OF THE LGBTQ 1 Corinthians 13:7 "Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things." If you believe all LGBTQ are headed to hell - how then do you have hope for them? (if you say go to church and a LGBTQ is sitting next to you with their partner the 2 of them never planning on becoming straight people ever maybe married 20 years or more - yet your deeming them "doomed to hell") HOW THEN DO YOU HAVE LOVE FOR THEM - FOR "CHARITY" LOVE "HOPETH ALL THINGS!
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