Christianity and "Growing up": Recently I was told basically twice to "grow up" - and I need to grow up some I have decided for the mere fact that I get a bit worked up at hearing someone tell me to "grow up" - it's like that one button left............if I was a vending machine and there was 1 "special" drink left.....................

Sheri 1/4/2024 believe's something much more "sinister" is involved in people sometimes having told me to "grow up" It's a way to tell me to "shut up and take the abuse" When I got excited for a bible verse like last year I think it was, my husband came and chewed me out for mentioning to him my excitement for that bible verse. I blacked out what he told me, I tried desperately to climb out a window I COULDN'T FIT OUT OF. Then later that day, we went to the mega church for "impromptu marriage counseling" and the leading elder brother that spoke to us told me "grow up" He didn't listen to me at all, that my husband knew I am a christian when he was dating me!!!!!!!!! HE KNEW THAT. And not only did he know that...........he told me how he was a candle alter lighting boy the main one for his families lutheran church for years, and how annoyed he was by the "hypocrasies" he saw in the church

but then I'm supposed to shut up I mean "grow up" and never speak about a bible verse again?????????????

the horror

last night

I glanced at a costco employee in a wheel chair - he looked rather chipper I noted that

he asked "how are you doing" 

and my husband walking in front of me as he most always does right away said "fine" or soemthing like that

I also said fine

but am I really "fine" 

or have I just been so brain washed to "grow up" to always be thankful

???????????????

cause few days before at IKEA I said "oh ya feel free buy that, get the garage even cleaner" 

and brian NOT ACTUALLY JOKING HIS VOICE WASN'T "JOKE STYLE" 

yelled loudly cause he wants to be heard

"stop your bitchin" 

well he's done that sort of thing for years. 

and I wasn't bitchin

being eager to have a clean garage isn't bitchin

------------------ but see he likes being a victim

everybody likes being a victim out there

they often make me out to be a b----

so I don't even know if I'm ok?????????? In reality???????? If I'm ok or if I've gotten good at playing this "happy little wife role" while being insulted most everyday for 23+ years??????????

sheri 2024 still here.............................1st husband says I told him before I came to earth, that I didn't want him helping me ---------------- well if that me exists..............THAT AIN'T ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ME NOW WOULD LIKE THE HELP OF "SATAN".................I'm not sure I'm "ok" at all.......................fact I think in many ways I'm not ok at all, but have been so brainwashed, to always be happy, always be "blessed" for jesus....................

(My 1st two galaxy paintings - so fun : )

Christianity and "Growing up": Recently I was told basically twice to "grow up" (one of the two times of note here recently I was told to "get real" but the way that was said basically was "grow up" --- at hearing this the world might think to themselves "what kind of idiotic spree is this fool on right now?") - and I need to grow up some I have decided for the mere fact that I get a bit worked up at hearing someone tell me to "grow up" - it's like that one button left............if I was a vending machine and there was 1 "special" drink left.....................

I went ahead and looked to see what the bible has to say on the subject matter and it is really interesting, we all know this verse pry Matthew 19:14 "But Jesus said, Suffer little children, and forbid them not, to come unto me: for of such is the kingdom of heaven." 

 Well then there's these verses....................

Ecclesiastes 11:8-10 "But if a man live many years, and rejoice in them all; yet let him remember the days of darkness; for they shall be many. All that cometh is vanity. Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth; and let thy heart cheer thee in the days of thy youth, and walk in the ways of thine heart, and in the sight of thine eyes: but know thou, that for all these things God will bring thee into judgment. Therefore remove sorrow from thy heart, and put away evil from thy flesh: for childhood and youth are vanity."  So interesting to me Ecclesiastes 11:9 is. Basically appears to be god's saying, ok have fun...........but this is about to um, out of love, force god to "bring thee into judgement".
  I've decided being "grown up" doesn't mean you can't have fun, no, that just can't be it. Jesus came that we might have life more abundantly ---------------- well how can we have life more abundantly if we cannot go down the street to chuck e cheese and play pinball????????????????????? John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly."
   So I've decided growing up, "grow up" when someone tells you that...................
a - if you like me and you get a bit irritated being told to "grow up" YOU PRY NEED TO GROW UP A BIT MORE..........IT'S OK, YOU CAN DO THAT! 
None us has to be stagnant in fact we shouldn't be.
We should if we have a bad habit for instance of cracking many bad jokes we pry should want to quit doing that and "grow up".
  Does that mean we can never crack a joke again - no I don't think that be's the case at all. When the bible says to put away with "jesting" I think it means when you are doing that like all the time. Ephesians 5:4 "Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks."

I am like so growing up : ) 

well on my way : ) 

probably even BIG : ) 

getting big : ) 

near all grow'd up : ) 

Hope you alls week is going good! 

LOVE

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I know "shut up and grow up sheri 2024" shut up and grow up abuse is all that happens out there that's you "blessed by jesus"

I strongely believe "replacement theology" needs to be done away with JESUS BROKE DOWN THE WALL Ephesians 2:14 "For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us;"...............

Sheri 1/3/2024 pretty sure the war in gaza is still going on - it's a bad look for Jews I feel.........this whole gaza war thing. Even the traffic to my blog is nil..................so I'm uploading this update for basically nobody to see it........................

It's amazing how a war I didn't ask for or want, could cause so much devastion in my already severely devastated life. But Jews should be loved because...............Genesis 22:18 "And in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed; because thou hast obeyed my voice." When we heed the word, the earth get's blessed. Now most judge us way harder then they do everyone else ------------

if they didn't I'd have more views to my blog but I don't so that's either insane jew hate out there and/or insane levels of jew judging. 

   Just waking up reading my bible in the morning, is ME HEEDING GOD'S "VOICE" 

Deuteronomy 6:5

And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.

i'M JUDGED AND HATED WAY TO MUCH

AND ALL US JEWS IS

AND IT'S NUTS

CAUSE WE ARE THE CATALIST TO THE ENTIRE EARTH BEING BLESSED!

THE ENTIRE EARTH!

(my 1st galaxy painting : )

I strongely believe "replacement theology" needs to be done away with JESUS BROKE DOWN THE WALL Ephesians 2:14 "For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us;" Now I know sometimes I am ridiculous on this here blog, I'll talk up so much how I am of the rubenstein family ---- and I know I need to knock that off (though occasional mention of that has to be ok.....................well I have no idea for 100% if I've ever """""""went to far""""""""""????????????). I wonder with the replacement theology if other christian pastors aren't putting up wall with that there replacement theology because they view those of jewish lineage in their churches as having some kind of "wall" up towards them???????????????? That's what I ponder???????

  There needs to not be a wall no more.

((((((((thankfully there is some effort being made in christianity to be "pro jews"))))))))))))) 

Zechariah 8:22-23 "Yea, many people and strong nations shall come to seek the Lord of hosts in Jerusalem, and to pray before the Lord. Thus saith the Lord of hosts; In those days it shall come to pass, that ten men shall take hold out of all languages of the nations, even shall take hold of the skirt of him that is a Jew, saying, We will go with you: for we have heard that God is with you."
 The "replacement theology" days is numbered or near a end entirelly, (I hear pastors on christian tv, talking about how the "replacement theology" needs to be done away with entirelly).

Cause all it does the replacement theology is make the jewish people feel like they are like garbage and can't be christian  ---------------- it does something bad for them.

truth is.....................Romans 10:13 "For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

there's no need for the replacement theology there never was
there is no wall of
jew/christian or christian/jew
jews could try and build up a wall between them and christians
and christians with their replacement theology could try and build up a wall between themselves and jews but............................

jesus destroyed the wall

Ephesians 2:13-15 "But now in Christ Jesus ye who sometimes were far off are made nigh by the blood of Christ. For he is our peace, who hath made both one, and hath broken down the middle wall of partition between us; Having abolished in his flesh the enmity, even the law of commandments contained in ordinances; for to make in himself of twain one new man, so making peace;"

  Now I ain't about to stop wearing my tichel everyone. It's for me a comfort item by now, I believe god wants me to make this effort to dress modest........................and a tichel is a big part for me of dressing modest. I know myself well enough, if I had a snazzy hairdo, when I have had snazzy hairdo's in the past..............................

I was then tempted to slather on the makeup bad

tempted to also wear more revealing clothing

...............................I am saying it is a domino effect that has happened with me in the past...................................a domino effect that can be started with a curling iron and a touch of hair spray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR REALS!

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

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The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."....................

Update 1/2/2024 night before last night I read Isaiah 58:7 "Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?"

  And you might think my donating to "Donors Choose" isn't me dealing bread to the hungry.........but since how I have for many years volunteered at foodbanks I know facts usa 1 out of 5 kids is hungry.............THAT'S USA...................

For those that don't know Donors Choose, is a school funding site for low income schools/communities WHERE THE STARVING KIDS IS!

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And sheri 1/2/2023 feels bad for sheri 2015 - most people thought sheri 2015 was fat - cause she was but she thought she was so skinny and athletic, sorry sheri 2015 you were fat, you were Anna Nicole chub land #FACTS no hate at all I love chubby anna nicole and skinny anna nicole (I technically prefer chubby anna nicole a little more just wish she never did drugs and like lived). But myself in 2015 people should've been kinder to you, they weren't, this earth is a ruff place. Least 2023 you, will be mostly vegan and peloton biking most everyday aka actually skinny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........................

The power of believing of faith Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." This week I'm setting out to get crazy in shape..............I mean crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And most people would be like ahhhhhhhhhhhh sheri I don't think it can happen really tim. But samson who was like a man with flesh and blood, he broke apart the um columns of a building in the bible cause he had faith in god's ability to answer his prayer so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 Judges 16:28-31 "And Samson called unto the Lord, and said, O Lord God, remember me, I pray thee, and strengthen me, I pray thee, only this once, O God, that I may be at once avenged of the Philistines for my two eyes. And Samson took hold of the two middle pillars upon which the house stood, and on which it was borne up, of the one with his right hand, and of the other with his left. And Samson said, Let me die with the Philistines. And he bowed himself with all his might; and the house fell upon the lords, and upon all the people that were therein. So the dead which he slew at his death were more than they which he slew in his life. Then his brethren and all the house of his father came down, and took him, and brought him up, and buried him between Zorah and Eshtaol in the buryingplace of Manoah his father. And he judged Israel twenty years."

THAT REALLY HAPPENED!

 And I was told by someone that bodybuilding could be "vanity" and that is the case bodybuilding """"""""""could""""""""""" be vanity

 But for some of us, we might just be a bunch of samsones...............wanting to use our faith..................wanting to believe we ain't stuck with no beer bellies, no spare tires, (less they are tires in our backyard we are using for plyometrics), NO DOUBLE CHINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ---------- AMEN!!!!!!!!!. 

 From my perspective jesus came bible says that I may have life and have it more abundantly.........................well my life isn't abundant in my estimation or as abundant as it could be if I be's having no 

saggy nothin

double chin 

spare tire 

......................now arthritis it might happen to me again, seems I've conquered arthritis at the moment. I'm done with this double chin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONE!

------------- TODAY at living hope church john bishop said "we are conquerors" "we are god's children" and I knew what he was up to with that, workin to get his church to believe that about themselves

which is totally what pastors should do

there's enough people out in the world that might put us down

 But more then that if they, if you, if I, can get believing more for ourselves.................WHERE'S THE LIMIT TO WHAT WE CAN ACCOMPLISH THEN? Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." 

I just got done working out and admitedly have "the pump" at the moment.......................I want to like bend some iron right now for reals. 

HERCULES!

(Not all you want to be zena the warrior princesses and I understand that - but surely you all have goals John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.")

IT IS POSSIBLE IF YOU BELIEVE IF YOU PERSERVERE IF YOU DON'T GIVE UP!

Mark 13:13 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved."

  Now for the gratuitous picture of myself flexing for good ol' time sake....................................

Bodybuilding is a schitck for me..........................I think samson was like me to. His muscle right was pry something god gave him.....................................and he ended up using that to like god's glory basically. I relate to samson a lot. Each one us has some talents god's given us that He wants us to use..............Matthew 25:14-16 "For the kingdom of heaven is as a man travelling into a far country, who called his own servants, and delivered unto them his goods. And unto one he gave five talents, to another two, and to another one; to every man according to his several ability; and straightway took his journey. Then he that had received the five talents went and traded with the same, and made them other five talents." Being unusually buff is for reals one my talents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have a great week earth! 

LOVE

I'm going hungry to

but it's a different hunger

Amos 8:12

And they shall wander from sea to sea, and from the north even to the east, they shall run to and fro to seek the word of the Lord, and shall not find it.

Do you ever wonder after forsaking pretty well everything to follow jesus what will you have left Matthew 19:27 "Then answered Peter and said unto him, Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have therefore?"......................

Update 1/1/2023 my peloton biking results currently (though this is "life or death" I have no choice.........my asthma got wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to bad.......at my worst point I had a asthma attack one day frisbee golfing THE ENTIRE ROUTE...............I had to keep sitting down taking hits off my inhaler wayyyyyyyyyy more then a person is supposed to and it wasn't helping much)..............

This new years bike ride was a really good one 😊

  Do you ever wonder after forsaking pretty well everything to follow jesus what will you have left  Matthew 19:27 "Then answered Peter and said unto him, Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have therefore?" I really ponder this and I found a bible verse of other followers of jesus also pondering this in Matthew 19:27.

  Next verses................

Matthew 19:28-30 "And Jesus said unto them, Verily I say unto you, That ye which have followed me, in the regeneration when the Son of man shall sit in the throne of his glory, ye also shall sit upon twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life. But many that are first shall be last; and the last shall be first." ((((((((I've finally figured out something about Matthew 19:28-30............that in many cases the last shall be first CAUSE IN MANY CASES WE ARE THE ONES WILLING TO FULL OUT SUFFER THE LOOSE OF ALL THINGS TO WIN CHRIST...............not that the "first" on this earth won't be saved many of them............many of them will)))) I recogn the last many of us be like thirstier for jesus, the 1st on this earth look good right, they look perfect, don't pry hear about their struggles like you do mine on this here blog...............
BUT ARE THEY THIRSTY FOR JESUS MUCH? 
ARE THEY WILLING TO SUFFER THE LOOSE OF ALL THINGS? 
Philippians 3:8 "Yea doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ,"
  It ain't what I do right on this earth that could bump me up to being of the 1st in heaven (we all are scarcely saved 1 Peter 4:18, none us hardly have zillions of dollars to do tons of good and this is a fact ----------------- but DO GOOD bestest we all do what we can.............there is a saying "together we can make a difference" and this saying I believe to be true)..................it's how much am I willing to sacrifice to follow jesus??????????? Am I willing to really suffer the loose of all things ------- yep : )

  I've been sitting around wanting a star projector, and you pry will read this and want to yell at me "sheri just buy the stupid thing, it's freaking $5 just buy it already yo!"

  But then I think to myself, well there is christmas so I'll pry get it then anyways, and when I am "sick well", ya that's how I'm going to word that, "sick well", 

that's not sick

that's "sick well" 

when I'm very "sick well" aka demented in the way in which I am rather thirsty to drink jesus's blood and eat of his flesh.............................I don't much want to buy anything at all..........................even when I think I want to buy something, I consider with myself naw...........because that's something the "non-demented" would do ----------- just go ahead and purchase the star master. 

John 6:54 "Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day."

Dracula - cough amateur

 uh yep such is my thoughts for today! 

 Also of note is this verse Romans 8:1 "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." If you like buy a bunch of stuffs condemnation might hit you, pry better to not have condemnation, to like walk in the spirit instead of the flesh and not have condemnation no more...............be a vampire like me basically.
  Gospel Hymns Numbers 1 to 6 Revised No. 269 "Onward, Upward, Homeward!" by Albert Midlane and Ira D. Sankey (all 3 verses of this song).....................

ps.........there was a song here but that song is no longer on the internet -------- well I assume it was a song, or some "vampire video"...............................I was goth since forever ago 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 it......................

Love your locale jesus loving vampire!
(PS.......I'm still a lady B+..............refer to previous blog post)

ppps..................my family I also want http://wikideal.ca/deals/deal-791-Ocean-Wave-Projector-Lamp and um, also like a dolphin noise cd that'd be awesome for the full effect. I've always been a fan of dolphins ---------- just wasn't vocale about that before. I like the sound dolphins make : ) dolphins are cool!

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ps................you eat jesus blood and drink his flesh by living like him I do believe

a guy who served

was a servant

Luke 22:27

For whether is greater, he that sitteth at meat, or he that serveth? is not he that sitteth at meat? but I am among you as he that serveth.

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Confession: women are the weaker vessel the bible is true, which I'm fine with long as I'm getting the help I need and am you know cherished.................(sheri 2023 is gagging EVEN AT THE TITLE of this blog post, sheri 2015 was so brainwashed and verbally assaulted - the idea that sheri 2015 REPRESENTS MOST CHRISTIAN WOMEN.....................fantastically scary)............................

Art circa 12/29/2023 besides the dolphin painting that was from 2015. And yes the yellow paint had some water in it (that tube of paint had nearly dried out, I did the whole "add some water" thing to it) --- don't matter, there are no mistakes in art only "happily little tree's".......................

(stop kissing butt sheri 2015) - It ain't working if it was working IT WOULD'VE WORKED.............THEY THINK THEY ARE SUPERIOR TO YOU!

aka

iniquity is abounding

Matthew 24:12 "And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold."

it isn't just a iniquity of they talk to you some but won't hang out with you on the weekends

no 

it's TOTAL INIQUITY!

THANK GOD IN 2023 I AM IN MY "PERMANENT VILLIAN ERA" 

besides this blog post is horrible

what are christian women doing

blogging "oh I'm so weak - I hope my husband prays for me" - GAG

GAG

GAG

GAG TO THIS ENTIRE IDEA OF WOMEN BEING THE WEAKER VESSEL 

I HATE THAT SHIZ - IN 2023

Mark 9:23 "Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth."

Go ahead heavily verbally assaulted often sheri 2015 tell us how bad you want your husband to pray for you.................gag.......................

Confession: women are the weaker vessel the bible is true, which I'm fine with long as I'm getting the help I need and am you know cherished.................I flunk as a feminist basically.
my grading scale for myself
feminism - F
being a lady - B+ : ) (I wouldn't even give me a A for that hahahahahhaahhah)
1 Peter 3:7 "Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life; that your prayers be not hindered."

  Fellow ladies, as the weaker vessel, if you no have a husband or whatever.........we need god/jesus pry bit more, pry a bit extra prayer I recogn...................

it's ok to need and get help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

 Romans 10:12-13 "For there is no difference between the Jew and the Greek: for the same Lord over all is rich unto all that call upon him. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved."

 Some people out there claim healings watching the 700 club, some people claim various prophesies spoken by prophets etc., various bible verses for themselves etc. out there...............I'm claiming for myself this song.................................

have a great week!

LOVE

Being weak "the weaker vessel" isn't a terrible thing fact paul was pointing towards the idea that it is a fabulous thing 2 Corinthians 12:9 "And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." 

  PRAY!

THE WORD OF GOD IS POWERFUL

PRAYER IS POWERFUL

THOSE THAT CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED!

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