I'm convinced more then ever that having a foundation in christ is really important................

Update 9/18/2024 got over 6000 steps in yesterday and nordic trac'd for 30 minutes and biked also (the bike ride doesn't tally on my steps tracker) --------- hopefully today I'll keep the momentum up. (for those that don't know both my parents had diabeties, my dad is now diabetic free..........and my A1C 3 months ago was 9 aka diabeties two, but few weeks ago I went to the doctor he didn't prescribe me 0% he is sure I've overcame diabeties already since how I've lost so much weight................but still sometimes have numb feet this is scary buisiness but enough to scare me fit AF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).......................

I'm one of the "lucky ones" there's people out there with heart problems running in their family.........maybe they don't get a "health scare" they just instantly die one day.

I'm a goth........

but probably today, safe to say while I'm even typing this people are just surprise dropping dead all over the place............they had no warning....................bamn dead.

so that my feet are sometimes numb lately === blessing

I'm convinced more then ever that having a foundation in christ is really important................I just got watching benny hinn (he just happens to be right now hitting topics that really intrigue me) today he was talking about having your foundation build on the rock.
  I've known people that both have crumbled the minute a trial happened in their life and then I've seen people just get stronger faith and/or just make it through hard stuffs -------- I've seen this stuffs on this earth. Trials will happen to us all probably, there is pry no way around it??????????? Matthew 16:18 "And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it." It's all hinges I believe on what you build your house upon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Will the trial/storm in your life be bad when it comes, ya probably, but I believe built on the rock of christ if your house is built really upon the rock of christ "the gates of hell shall not prevail"!!!!!!!
Matthew 7:25-27
25And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.

26And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand:

27And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.

   Heed god's word!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't build upon sand!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Walk in the spirit Galatians 5:16 "This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh." Be in god's word today, build your house upon THE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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Mr. Werth's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...............

I'm convinced god doesn't want us to be in bondage to addictions and the lusts of the flesh............sheri 2024 going off topic I don't much want to live do you get the "vibes" that I'm often suicidal or just not wanting to live on my blog? What "life more abundantly" being hated by everyone, it's miserable!!!!!!!!!! OH I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS OK..................I ALSO LOVE SATAN. I would've shot myself in the head pry long ago with out "the devils music" to help me feel better whilst everything is going aweful and it always is in america everyone is IN DEBT HERE basically it's a mirage here in usa of people having wealth THEY HAVE DEBT MOST EM.................if my neighbors speak to anyone ever - I don' know about it which is more me going off topic...................

 HATE ME ALL DAY ALL NIGHT THIS IS SHERI 9/17/2024 UPDATE - I HAVE SOME GUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TO COME FORWARD AND DECLARE I ACCEPT JESUS AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR ON A BLOG VERY PUBLIC AND THEN ALSO ADMIT THAT I LOVE THE DEVIL THAT'S GUTS AND BRAVERY

 I'm convinced god doesn't want us to be in bondage to addictions and the lusts of the flesh............sheri 2024 going off topic I don't much want to live do you get the "vibes" that I'm often suicidal or just not wanting to live on my blog? What "life more abundantly" being hated by everyone, it's miserable!!!!!!!!!! OH I GIVE MY LIFE TO JESUS OK..................I ALSO LOVE SATAN. I would've shot myself in the head pry long ago with out "the devils music" to help me feel better whilst everything is going aweful and it always is in america everyone is IN DEBT HERE basically it's a mirage here in usa of people having wealth THEY HAVE DEBT MOST EM.................if my neighbors speak to anyone ever - I don' know about it which is more me going off topic...................

USA THE MOST CHRISTIAN NATION IN THE WORLD OR SO YOU WOULD THINK LIVING HERE - I LIVE IN USA

$35 TRILLION DEBT

and the people here are also in debt 

big houses they can't afford

big cars they can't afford

it's a mirage

it's all a mirage here far as I can see

keep donating though to donors choose below - cause if you keep on donating $100's and 100's and 100's of dollars maybe I'll believe there's a sprinkling of good people here whether christian or not cause I think anybody can help fund classrooms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CARE ABOUT THE CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I told my aunt today and man I've clean convinced myself jesus doesn't want us to be slaves to the lusts of our flesh or to addictions John 8:36 "If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed." Some horrible stuffs I've been bound to..............""""I don't know what this overcoming life is going to do for me really?????????????? But it is sure better then being stuck serving mammon etc. and bound to man not good stuffs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Galatians 4:3 "Even so we, when we were children, were in bondage under the elements of the world:"
Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage." That speaks to me don't go back living for the mammon Luke 16:13, don't go back to said addiction item! I believe jesus he wants us to be free! When I'm doing ............................it seems so great, ya I'm off flying high like a kite "lit" but it's BONDAGE...........cause right after that high I'm left doing all I can to get the next hit! Finally I'm seeing it for what it is!!!!!!!!!!! Bondage!
I don't know what to do with myself as a overcomer? But bondage I need to be done with that stuffs, I need to be done with all that that has bound me!"""""
I started going to a addict recovery group at one my 2 churches living hope, groups called "living clean" AA style group (I'm a addict recovered as of a few weeks anyways : ) I'm going back to this group to for sure! Next week I'm there : ) I'm 100% sure jesus came to set us FREE John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." It ain't no abundant life if your on edge cause you ain't got your next hit of .............................

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Ms. Mendoza's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose...................

I am like convinced that god like fully healed my burns.............

Update 9/16/2024 plant I bought at Lowe's a few days ago on sale for just $4. I think this is a "houseplant" or sold as a houseplant, but I'm going to have to pot it in a larger pot --------- and therefore I think this is actually a bush of some sort??????????????

That in USA we've decided to deem this a house plant or believe it's a houseplant, when in reality it's some rare amazon jungle bush probably......................great looking likely amazon jungle bush!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............................

As you can see from the pic, on my middle finger there is a tiny white dot of unhealed skin left and that is it!

My whole hand 2 days ago was a mess! 

(cause I did something stupid involving half a dead christmas tree and fire)

I am like convinced that god like fully healed my burns, cause I've been working at the food bank!!!!!!!...................god's word really is powerful like this..............Isaiah 58:7-8 "Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him; and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh? Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the LORD shall be thy reward." 1 finger I should have a bandaid on, I'll put a bandaid on it, it's got a tiny white spot left on it, one dink spot where the skin hasn't fully healed. But it was amazing to me how fast my wounds healed, really was proof of the power of god's word to me, and I've seen my light I've seen it 10"And if thou draw out thy soul to the hungry, and satisfy the afflicted soul; then shall thy light rise in obscurity, and thy darkness be as the noon day:" out of "obscurity" clean obscurity! 
  Yep this volunteering at the foodbank stuffs is clean working out! I apparently have super hero healing powers now : ) ROCK N ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
  And jesus, man he's helping me these days! He put on his special bulletin board another item I am particular weak towards...................(I find jesus more fascinating then ever - he's figured out my weak points, and he's showing up when I'm the most tempted) Ya that's all this fool should say today, have a great week everyone!
  Oh, and I might've found the fountain of youth (well I have been aging backwards) not to long ago I started taking eye vitamins and last night on christian radio I heard that lutein can reverse wrinkles, I think there might be something to that -------- cause I've definately been aging backwards lately..........I sat and looked at a pic of myself at 16 years old (besides I'm a bit chubbier now) I didn't look this youthful at 16. I look pretty like tired and worn out really from ages of 16-18. And I use generic proactive - that stuffs has done miracles for my skin, beyond just acne my skin is looking better. 
  But uh feed the hungry, freakin I've just benefited from volunteering at the foodbank like more then I ever could of fathomed possible. Jesus is clean alongside me like helping me out Hebrews 2:18 "For in that he himself hath suffered being tempted, he is able to succour them that are tempted."

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Ms. Sarah's classrooms fundraiser is now fully funded 😁 But there are many more classrooms with many more needs at Donors Choose..............

I am the kid with the bullet soul!..................

Update 9/14/2024 now I'm old enough to remember when the sun was yellow in hue, not anymore now it's bright white. But this pic was taken last night- there's no way the "setting sun" should be this bright!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so old I remember when people used to talk walks along the beach and watch the setting sun - setting yellow sun - and they thought that was such a relaxing romantic time THERE'S NO RELAXATION WATCHING THIS BLINDING WHITE SUN OF 2024...............what did cern do????????????????????????......................

you gonna tell me this is a nice chill relaxed sun

mellowing out at the end of the day - like it did back in the 80s-90's etc.??????

you gonna tell me

you gonna walk along the beach looking at that going actually blind??????????? Having a romantic "look at the setting sun time"?????????????????? EVEN THE PICTURE DONE NEAR BLINDS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - OW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 I've been without a job for about a year now, somedays it's a bit ruff, I don't really feel really lead of god to do any job really right now, I really think god wants me in His word right now Luke 12:28-31 "If then God so clothe the grass, which is to day in the field, and to morrow is cast into the oven; how much more will he clothe you, O ye of little faith? And seek not ye what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, neither be ye of doubtful mind. For all these things do the nations of the world seek after: and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things. But rather seek ye the kingdom of God; and all these things shall be added unto you." I'm the kid with the bullet soul, just like switchfoot sings about there..........I'm a bit of a pain to everyone..........I've done chased the whole world away from myself! I'm pretty sure of it!

   Galatians 6:8 "For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting." I've spent like most of my life uh sowing to the "corruption". Yep I'm pretty sure these days god just wants me in His word! 

  Galatians 6:7 "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." Sow to the spirit ya be in god's word, reap THAT! 

   ummmmmmmmmm I have a question earth ------------ Like do the meek inherit the earth like while we's all still here????????????? Psalm 37:11 "But the meek shall inherit the earth; and shall delight themselves in the abundance of peace." Wait I think so! (((I battle pride all the time, but at least I'm like fighting it, that's why I like my aunt's church so much, they so into humbling themselves and fearing god ---------- things I usually lack! I hang around them on sundays and remind myself weekly oh ya I'm suppose to fear god and humble myself)))) 

  Oh, and I will be ready to go switchfoot, soon nuff : ) Have a great day earth!

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