I believe most this world is under a spell REALLY I REALLY DO........

  I counted cards but it's not illegial...........

https://www.freep.com/story/entertainment/nightlife/2016/04/05/mark-pilarski-casinos-counting-cards/82538428/

Blog post where my niece meanly tells me "someone's off their meds" even though they all know I am not on medication. My family thinks being mean to people with "mental disabilities" is fun and plenty ok to do. After my niece made fun of me like that my mom wanted me to apologize to my niece but when I ask "for what" she had no reply. 

https://givingittogod.blogspot.com/2021/06/i-destroyed-my-family-by-taking-and.html

If there are any people "on medication" out there - your not broken either. Being on medication is no different then if say you were missing a limb and so you wear a prostetic limb........

That your on medication is something you can't do anything about that you find yourself "in that spot" in life. 

It's not something to make fun of people about....though in my families minds it is.........but it ain't.

(update 2021 the video of madonna's that I used for this post has been taken down from you tube so, you'll just have to imagine many likely photo's of madonna in various "fashions") I sat there watching all those pics of madonna in the latest fashions in this video and I used to worship that  buisiness, but if that's all you live for ------------ AND THAT'S IT THAT IS YOUR GLORY =================== SAD
Last night listening to christian radio, the pastor made mention of the harlots "sorceries" or like the spell the harlot has on the earth..............and that's what it hits me as it being "a spell" like a galactic earthwide spell that most the earth is like under. (like I'm saying a lot of the earth is bewitched!!!!!!!!!!! I really believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!) I don't know where that verse is that that pastor was talking about late last night but I believe most the earth is under some kind of spell!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Isaiah 47:12 "Stand now with thine enchantments, and with the multitude of thy sorceries, wherein thou hast laboured from thy youth; if so be thou shalt be able to profit, if so be thou mayest prevail."
    I'm not going to say marilyn monroe was outright a sorceress.........but it would be possible to dress in a way to act in a way to cast some kind of spell on everyone, but she was pry "enchanted" herself............being "enchanted" you don't even know it's done happened to you.  People on this earth under some massive spell aren't even aware of.
   Real glory I believe comes from following christ! This world's "glory" isn't really glory at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Romans 2: 7-9 "To them who by patient continuance in well doing seek for glory and honour and immortality, eternal life: But unto them that are contentious, and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, indignation and wrath, Tribulation and anguish, upon every soul of man that doeth evil, of the Jew first, and also of the Gentile;"
I want the glory that I can get from following jesus!

These days I play suduko........there is even "mega suduko" and it does satisfy my "counting needs"

there are "other things" I count but I only speak about that "counting" to a select few people........because like memorizing 50-60 hands of video poker...........I count something that is online that someone should NOT be able to count and beat like that. It's a little to extreme of counting for me to even speak about it. 

Have a great day!

bodybuilding and following jesus is starting to go hand in hand for me.....both requiring disicpline............

(above pic me 7-18-2017 hard at work aging in reverse -------- forget how I look you all to buisy judging people on how they look. It's how I feel, I feel so much better, after tweaking my workout ruitine and my diet to)
The elder of the ACCA church don't like bodybuilding so much says it has the potential to be a "vain thing" --------- but for me it's fun (I wrote this sentence in 2012 when I was still going to that church). Jesus came so we could have life more abundantly.............John 10:10 "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." (some people's health is badly off for reasons out of their control..........but a life more abundantly is a more healthy life I think..........for some people obtaining health is via going for walks.........I happen to enjoy eating some things that require for me to have a bit extra metabolism................if you have to peck at salads your whole life - that isn't life more abundantly in my estimation)
bodybuilding and following jesus is starting to go hand in hand for me.....both requiring disicpline............something I'm somedays a bit short on. It takes a lot of discipline I find to keep my  1 Corinthians 9:27 "But I keep under my body, and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway."
   So body building often I find when I'm rather faithful in bodybuilding it has some topple over effect a good effect into my abilities to follow jesus fully (when I'm trying to as I call it "ramp up" bulk up the muscles.........what I eats down to a science, lean meats lot's of fish, lots of beans, lot's of veggies - bout to get some fiber in the liquid format cause that's bestest for my bodybuilding goals to drink my fiber for the day ------ basically I stay away from potatoe chips, ice cream (eat frozen yogurt instead), donuts - definately all about these days limiting my carb intake) very regimented it is my entire diet and workout "supreme 90 day system" also ab circle, and nordic trac.
  Keeping your body "under, and bring it into subjection" as paul talks about in 1 corinthians 9:27 I find takes a lot of discipline. BUT WORTH IT! For 1 John 2:16 "For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world." I don't want to be a friend with the world, I don't want to be about "the lust of the flesh" that's the one that mega stands out to me, that's the one I usually battle.
  So as goofy as it maybe I've decided to stick with bodybuilding for life (or as long as I can manage it) cause it's been so good for me having all that self discipline bible talks about "temperance" which is also a word for self discipline pretty much..........Galatians 5:22-23 "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law." Also with bodybuilding just staying focused (on basically being self disciplined ------- takes focus all day long, all day long I have to focus on what I'm eating and how much water I'm drinking etc. - it's me self disciplining myself all day FOR A GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as is crucifying your flesh to it's lusts and desires it's FOR A GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Galatians 5:24 "And they that are Christ's have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts."
   I would post up a pick with this blog post but I'm still a bit "fluffy" few more days into the Supreme 90 day system and I will : ) But for me bodybuilding has became something much more then about the muscles I'm gaining, it's about the self discipline I'm gaining that much needed self discipline in the day - that I have that everyday all day long and obtain my fitness and spiritual goals is my prayer.
  Being buff is just going to be like a nice bonus : ) Have a great day earth!

  remember it isn't how fast you run this race that is life..........it's that you keep running.............hopefully we all are running to jesus and not this world or the things of it............

I'm painting turtles lately : ) 

John 13:34-35 "A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another."........................

ps.........Yes there are rich christians as well. But many christians are not rich. James 2:5 "Hearken, my beloved brethren, Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him?"

The latest for me for 6/7/2021 

and my rendition of Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mack below.......